Samantha's pov
Everything is falling into places kasal nalang ang kulang, sooner or later I'll propose to Mon hindi kona papatagalin tama nayung limang taon na paghihintay namin at isa pa may kambal na kami so kailangan buo ang pamilya namin.
I saw how happy Mon is nung napanood niya yung video ng kambal, i hope she's there kasama ko, kasama ang kambal pero hindi na maibabalik ang panahon ang importante kasama na namin siya ngayon.
We celebrated the twins birthday with full of laughter and joy, Mon family and i are getting along well although Mon didn't know who i was or even my family, I'm scared of what's her reaction if she knows, i hope hindi magbago ang tingin niya sakin, i saw her as my equal, my other half no status can differ how much i love her.
I hope she feel the same too coz I'm willing to give everything to her and also to our twins.
I'm nervous and scared to tell her but i know na kailangan ko talagang sabihin sa kanya kung sino talaga ako.
Its already night time at andito parin kami nag c-celebrate ng birthday ng kambal yung parents lang namin ang wala na magpapahinga nadaw kasi sila so basically kami nalang hindi pa naman masyadong gabi its just 7 pm, yung kambal naman sinama na ng parents ko namiss daw kasi nila kahit na ilang araw lang naman silang hindi nagkita, they're just really over reacting.
Medj tipsy narin sila kami nila, ate autumn, Mon, hera, aeros at kuya ang hindi pa tinatamaan ng alam kasi hindi naman kami masyadong umiinom si farah, kelly, gale at claire yung mga tipsy na kasi ang iingay na nila.
"Hey baby are you happy?" I ask Mon na katabi ko lang nakaside hug ako sa kanya.
"Yes Sam sobrang saya ko as in walang mapaglagyan ang saya ko ngayon, the twins already know na ako ang mama nila, thank you for making me the happiest woman Sam and for giving me the twins" she said and quickly kiss my lips.
I just smiled at her and held her more closer to me"anything for you Mon, I'll give you everything that i have that's how much i love you baby"i said and kiss her temple.
"I love you so much Sam always" she said lovingly and looked at my eyes
"I love you too so much Mon"i said and kiss her foredhead
"SANAOL nilalanggam na kami dito ah kanina pa talaga kayo nang iinggit samin" claire said na ikinatingin namin sa kanya ang gaga pulang pula nayung mukha tapos may hawak pang alak sa kamay.
"Kelly is just infront of you claire why don't you make out" nakangising saad ni gale.
"Yeahh right kells is waitingggg fowrr claire to comee back" lasing na saad ni farah siya talaga tong nalalasing na hindi nalang tipsy tapos lagi pang nagnanakaw ng tingin kay ate autumn, si ate naman parang wala lang sa kanya.
"Shut up farah, lasing kana talaga" asar na saad ni kelly.
"Itshh trueh naman ah, Samantha shingle bayang atee moh" parang nag heart² naman yung mata niya habang nakatingin kay ate na ikinataas lang ng kilay nito natawa naman kami sa inasta ni ate.
"Tinamaan talaga si ate farah sayo ate autumn" tumatawang saad ni hera
"Tskk she's just insecure to my beauty" we brusthout laughing because of what ate autumn said
"Boom!!basag ang puso ni ate farah" aeros said
"Tchee what i fheel ish truehh i thsink im inlhove" lasing na saad ni farah atsaka sumubsob sa lamesa dahil sa kalasingan i saw ate autumn blush a little of what farah said .
"Farah and ate autumn would be a perfect couple" Mon said giggling
"Yes it is" natatawa ko namang sagot
"May namumuong tae na talaga" gale suddenly said
"Ewww gross gale" nandidiring saad ni claire
"Maka gross ka naman dyan kinain monga yung tahong ni kelly eh" tumatawang saad ni gale
Naibuga naman ni kelly yung iniinom niyang alak na sakto namang kaharap niya si claire kaya siya yung nabugahan, tumawa nalang kami na nanunuod sa kanila
"What the f**k gale ambastos mo pakyuu ka talaga"
"Oppss sorry not sorry" kelly said na may ngisi sa labi
Tumayo naman si claire at naglakad pero hindi na siya makalakad ng maayos dahil cguro medj lasing siya sinundan naman siya ni kelly so alam na this lalagyan na ata nila ng label ang naudlot nilang pagmamahalan, we just wat hed them hanggang sa mawala sila sa paningin namin kaya kami nalang ang natira
"Ate autumn ate mona si farah sa kwarto niya kawawa naman" i said na ikinataas lang ng kilay niya
"Why me?I'm not even her friend"
"Ate autumn ihatid mo na" gale said
"Kuya thunder is available kaya siya nalang, right kuya" aeros said
"Yeahh ako nala--" ate autumn enterrup kuya thunder
"Ako na" saad niya sabay tayo na ikinatawa namin
"To possessive kahit wala pang sila ah, pano na kaya pag meron na"nang aasar na saad ko
" shut up Samantha"asar na saad niya sabay alalay kay farah para ihatid sa suite nito
Tumawa nalang ako sa sinabi niya.
"so pano bayan tayo nalang magsitulog na tayo"saad ko na ikinatango naman nila
"I'm not yet sleepy Sam" Mon said habang naka side hug parin sakin
"We can go for a walk kung Hindi kapa inaantok" i said smiling and kiss her temple.
She just nod atsaka tumayo kaya tumayo narin ako, magkahawak kamay kaming naglakad sa buhanginan may mga naglalakad din pero kunti lang
Maybe this is the perfect time to tell her kung sino talaga ako hindi naman sa tinago ko sa kanya wala lang akong pagkakataon na sabihin sa kanya yun
"Baby can i ask something?" I said
"You're already asking" she said chuckling
"Yeahh right"natatawang saad ko, inilapit ko yung magkahawak naming kamay sa bibig ko at hinalikan ang likod ng palad niya i smiled widely at her to cover my nervousness
"magagalit kaba, kapag may inilihim ako sayo"nahihirapang saad ko
"It depends on how big your secret is, why did you ask" she said while looking at me magkaharap na kami ngayon, hinawakan ko yung dalawang kamay niya atsaka ako tumingin sa mapupungay niyang mga mata
"I have something to tell you, but promise me that you won't get mad at me" kinakabahang saad ko na alam kung pansin niya din
"W-what is it Sam, come on tell me?" Utal na saad niya
"Promise me first that you won't get mad"
"I can't promise just tell me already" blangko na saad niya at nagpupumiglas sa hawak ko kaso hindi ko binibitawan ang kamay niya
"I-i lied" utal na saad ko habang hindi makatingin aa mata niya
"Y-you what!!??" Galit na saad niya oh goshh
"I lied about my surename baby, I'm not really a perez uh-hm not litterally k-kasi middle name naman yun ng mommy ko, i-im actually a kingsley" naiiyak na saad ko kita ko ang pagkabigla sa mukha niya i can't tell if she's mad or not kasi blangko lang yung tingin niya, i sqeeze her hand
"A-are you mad baby, I'm r-really sorry kung hindi ko agad nasabi sayo" saad ko pero hindi parin siya nagsasalita nanatiling nakatingin sakin ng blangko ang kanyang mga mata, i feel like any second iiyak na ako
"Mon baby, tell something" but she just stared at me coldly i feel my heart shattered of how the way she looked at me its no longer the look of love, its already cold and blank
"Why you didn't tell me sooner Sam" malamig na saad niya
"I- uhmm s-sasabihin ko naman sayo baby its just that---" pinutol niya ang sasabihin ko
"Just what huh?you have plenty of time to tell me but you didn't, you make me like a fool Sam" she coldly said saka winaksi yung pagkakahawak ko sa kamay niya
"I'm sorry, i-im just scared to tell it to you kasi baka mag iba tingin mo sakin i want you to see me as your equal yung simple lang, natatakot akong mawala ka sakin kahit na nawala ka naman talaga sakin sasabihin ko naman talaga sayo e naubusan lang ako ng oras"
Umiiyak na paliwanag ko hindi ko na napigilan ang hindi umiyak kasi ang lamig na ng mga tingin niya sakin nawala nayung soft side at pagmamahal na tingin niya sakin napalitan ng lamig na ikinasakit ng puso at damdamin ko.
"You have plenty of time Sam but you choose to keep it a secret, you're to high and hard to reach I'm just a piece of dust in your empire Sam, you're like the moon to far to reach but to beautiful to stare at" she said with sadness in her eyes
"Please don't say that baby, i s-see you as my equal, my other half the mother of my child and the love of my life, i can give up everything for you Mon kung ayaw mo sa buhay na meron ako we can live a simple life kasama ang kambal, just please just don't stare at me like that kasi nasasaktan ako" umiiyak na saad ko sa harapan niya winawaski niya rin kapag inaabot ko yung mga kamay niya
"I-i really don't know what to feel Sam, i know that you came from a wealthy family but i didn't expect that you're a kingsley the youngest kingsley, the pride of your family empire and the genius child of the kingsley, you just make me like a fool" she said in sadness and tears flows down to her cheeks, what i see right now makes my heart shattered, kaka reunite lang namin tapos ito pa ang nangyari hindi panga din tapos ang birthday ng kambal
"P-please baby d-dont say that, i love you so much ok, I'm willing to give up everything just to be with you" i keep on sobbing while saying those words.
"Monplease naman oh ikaw yung magandang nangyari sakin kaya wag mong iisipin na para kalang alikabok kumpara sakin its just a status, you're like a star and moon to me you're the most precious in my life Mon"i said those words while looking deeply at her eyes na lumuluha rin.
"Wag na wag mong gagawin yan Sam yung bibitawan mo lahat para sakin, mahal na mahal din kita Sam pero bakit naglihim ka sakin, nanliliit ako sa sarili ko kasi walang wala ako kung nasan ka ngayon, sabihin na nating status lang yun sa buhay pero naisip moba ang sasabihin ng ibang tao huh?hindi diba?" Umiiyak na saad nya
"Then don't think the other people just think about us, about our family Mon, just please don't be like this" nakikiusap na saad ko sa kanya i understand her ayaw nyang eh look down ng ibang tao
"Just give me space to think and sink in all of this info Sam" what she said made me cry more and watched her leave.
TBC..
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