As the days go by, you and Emma secretly see one another around the boat. When her mother and sister are around the boat, you both go to their room and sit and read together.
As of right now, you're in the room together.
"Y/n."
You look up from your sketch book.
"Draw me." She says.
You nod.
"Okay. Where do you wnt me to draw you?" You ask.
"On the couch." Emma says.
"Okay then. Go change into whatever you want me to draw you in and I'll draw you." You say.
Emma jumps up and quickly runs off into her bedroom, excitement lacing her veins. Recently she's been feeling some new things. Things she's not used to experiencing. Feelings she's never had before. Dreams about you. Thoughts about you. Less than platonic feelings towards you.
She's making a bold move. She comes back out in a dressing gown. You've moved the sofa a bit.
You look over to the doorway and see Emma stood in the dressing gown.
"Just the gown?" You ask.
"No... uh.. nothing. Like the french girls you drew." Emma says.
"Oh shit... uhm sorry. Language. I wasn't expecting this at all." You say.
She smiles softly.
"Are you willing to draw me with nothing on?" Emma asks.
"Only if you're certain you dont mind me seeing you nude." You say.
She walks closer, slowly stepping towards you. You sit in shock as she edges closer to you. She stands directly in front of you, leaning forward and putting her hands on the arm rests of the chair. Your face now mere inches apart. You glance down at her lips. Her eyes making a triangle between your eyes and lips.
You know it's wrong. So does Emma. But it doesnt seem to matter to either of you. You kiss her. She kisses back. It starts to deepen fast, neither of you wanting to waste much time. And time isn't wasted. You stand, moving Emma back a little, and put your hands on her waist. She puts hers on your face and lets out a soft hum as the kiss deepens.
She grabs the straps of the suspenders you're wearing. It's part of the male style and you like to mimic is as perfectly as possibly.
She pulls them off of your shoulders but then immediately pulls back from the kiss. You both take in a deep breath.
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" Emma asks.
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" You ask.
Emma nods. You nod.
"Then so am i." You say.
She grabs your face and kisses you. You kiss back. She pulls back and pushes you down onto the chair behind you that you were just sat on. She sits on your lap and kisses you. You kiss back. She puts her hands on your face and you put yours around her waist. You pull back.
"What?" Emma asks.
"What if your mother and sister return?" You ask.
"They wont. They're elsewhere for the night. I can assure you. Now i beg of you Y/n, no more teasing. If we're going where we know we are, no more teasing." Emma says.
"If we're moving to that, we'll have to use a bed. I've never done that in a chair before." You say.
"I'm wearing nothing. You wont have to undress me. Do it in the chair." You say.
"Your wish is my command, ma'am." You say.
You kiss her. She kisses back. It starts getting really heated. You trail the kiss down her neck. She lets her head fall back and just lets out a deep breath.
You can tell she's enjoying this quite a lot right now. You can feel her heart rate through her neck. You move the kiss back up to her lips. You put your hands on her shoulders and under her sleeves. You slowly remove the dressing gown.
You pull it down past her shoulders so her chest is open to you.
You keep pulling the gown down until it's all the way off and she's sat nude on your lap.
She feels herself getting slightly nervous and she pulls back from the kiss. She looks down. You look at her.
"Hey what's wrong?" You ask.
"I'm quite nervous." Emma says.
You nod and lift her head to look at you.
"That is completely fine. We can take as long as you need to get comfortable." You say.
"You're sweet. I wonder how you're only just apart of my life now." Emma says.
"Things happen for a reason. All i can say, from my point of view, is that I'm happy I'm here. Regardless." You say.
She smiles and bites her lip.
"When you're..... having sex.. with girls.. do you grab the uhm.... y'know..." Emma says, pointing to her chest.
"If they want me to. I dont just grab." You say.
"I want you to." Emma say.
"Then i can do that." You say.
She soon becomes comfortable and things happen.
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About 3 hours have passed and you're both layed in her bed just cuddling.
"If your mother walked in she'd kill us both." You say.
"She wouldn't. I blurted out the other month that i like girls more than i like nen, she was so understanding. No conversion therapy or anything." Emma says, looking up at you.
"Wow... that's amazing." You say.
"Tell me about how you got the tickets. For the ship for you and... Maddie is it?"
You nod. You tell her the whole story and the bet behind it.
"You did that just to get two tickets for a ship?" Emma asks.
"Me and Maddie just wanted to go home and honestly would havd gone to much more extreme lenghts of getting the tickets if it meant we're going home." You say.
Emma nods.
"That's reasonable. Well i mean... if you hadn't have gotten those tickets.. me and you would've never met." Emma says.
"That's how I'm going to look at this. Maybe, if things go alright and we get off the boat safely together, we could maybe get a house together?" You suggest.
Emma smiles.
"You want to move in with me?" Emma asks.
"Only if you want to. Not pushing you to do anything." You say.
"I would very much like to move in with you." Emma says.
You smile. She looks up at you. You look at her. She kisses you. You kiss back. She pulls back from the kiss.
"So.. do you maybe want to meet my mother and sister tomorrow?" Emma ask.
"Are you sure this is a good idea?" You ask.
"They'll like you. Especially my mother." Emma says.
You nod.
"Okay." You say.
"Okay you'll meet them?" Emma asks.
You nod.
"Holy shit! This is so cool!" Emma exclaims.
You smile. She sits up and kisses you. You kiss back, leaning up on your arms. She sits on your lap and pulls back. She pushes you down onto the bed and grabs your wrists. She pins them above your head onto the pillow.
"You having fun there?" You ask.
She smiles and bites her lip slightly.
"Before today, I've never done this before. Nor have i been in this position." Emma says.
"You surprise me. The way you're acting you appear as if you have." You say.
"I never have. But i know what I'm doing." She says.
You nod.
"Have you ever read the works of Emily Dickinson?" You ask.
"Of course. Her poems are extraordinary. I have some of them at my home in America." Emma says.
"Well i suppose if your mother and sister like me we could read them together." You say.
"I would love to. But we should talk about that later and finish off what we're starting here." Emma says.
You nod.
"Then allow us to finsh it off." You say, leaning up and kissing her.
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You both lay in the bed just cuddling. You both got changed and fell asleep in her bed.
You soon met her mother and sister. The both of them liked you very very much and her mother actually accepted the relationship. Obviously because of the time period, you couldn't get married but the pair of you lived together in a very nice apartment in New York.
Which both of you love very much. You became a very famous artist and did eventually get to drawing Emma in absolutely nothing. Which never went anywhere but the walls of your apartment.
You got arrested a few times for genuinely unknown reasons.
Emma always stuck by you. You both grew old together and lived happily ever after.
Thoughts? Byeee :)