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Virat pov:
I didn't said her a word!
I don't want to...
For the first time I just felt someone used me.. !!!
I HA.... TE.......... U ....... SA.... I!!!!!!!!
I
HATEEE U!!!!
An ear-piercing scream filled with terror rang out through virat's apartment
"Ahhh!" he screamed.
Nd kicked the vase kept in his bedroom..
"I can't take it anymore!"!!!
I can't !
how dare u play with me....! ?
A loud, high-pitched sound travelled up and out of his chest
,mixed with frustration,
Nd.
anger
He took one last sip from his whiskey 🥃 before he broke into tears.... !
༶•┈┈⛧┈♛♛┈⛧┈┈•MORNING.. ◌⑅⃝●♡
Sai was sitting on stool
Combing her wet hair reminiscing her
past in mirror
" ja rhi ho to dubara apni shakal mat dikhana "
A strong manly voice barked towards her ..
She tighten her grip on suitcase
When a pair of hand tingling with bangles held her arms ..
Tu hame aise chor ke nhi ja skti !
Ham tujhse pyaar karte hai bada...
She jerked her mother's hand away
Taking a step forward .
"""Not only face
,I won't even let u hear my voice,
Mr. kamal Joshi! """"
That was her last word before leaving her own family
Her lavish comfort
Nd her loving father..
Sai pov:
years went on,
I never felt the need of my family
My baba nd
my aai
Up nd downs everything I coped up but after yesterday I want my aai baba to take me in arms
I feel there need..
This wasn't my first time in relationship but it's just getting different...
Last night was horrible I don't know why the hell I cried so much?
Looks like now I have to extra kajal to hide my puffed eyes... 😗
I swiped my phone nd open the call log.
Baba ko call kar lu kya?
Aniket ne kaha vo mujhse aab nafrat nhi karte....
Within second sai frustatingly threw the phone On bed
Nhi kar skti mai call!
Mai kyu karu? ....baba ko karna hoga to vo karenge
Yes, after all sai joshi jhukne valo me se thodi hai..
Priya voice startled off sharp in sai's ears
Di pls, mai pahle se hi kafi tension me hu......
Ha kyoki tumhare professor ko tumhara sach jo pta chal gya....
Priya's one line nd sai was on the verge of tears,
trying desperately to hide it and keep her face and her words straight and stern she spoke
Unhe ye sab mujhe pahle hi bta dena chahiye tha mujhe,
shayad aagr pahle hi sab bta diya hota to aaj
vo mujhse naraz nahi hote.
Upar se maine unka trust me broke kiya
Trust?
Priya surprisingly looked towards sai
Sai continued bending down to take her books
Aur kya unhone bharosa ka besan diya ,
Maine uss besan ke pakode bnaye
aur usse mast tel me fry kar ke khaa gyi..
I got surprised seeing priya di laughing suddenly..
Sa: koi joke bola kya maine ?
nhi.. Nhi...
Sorry vo tumne ithe seriousness se apna dukh btaya ki mujhe hasi aagyi..
Sai sighed sitting back on bed..
Di mujhe sach me guilt feel ho rha hai...
Sai...
Priya cupped her face
Vaise mujhe vo proffessor kuch khaas pasand nhi,
lekin tumne usse jhoot bola tha
, to maafi to maangni chahiye...
Aur agar unhone maaf nhi kiya to?
Sai asked controlling her watery eyes.
To koi baat nhi,
tumhe itna kyu fark padh rha hai?
I smiled taking my purse from bed
I don't know why it's bothering me so much,
maybe it just guilt as I lied..
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Campus*🎓
Sai mai bta rha hu tum thi nhi hoti to iss professor ke mai Sare daat tod deta!
I sighed listning aniket screaming from the other side of phone
Pahle tu apne toote hue daat dentist se thik kra le
Virat sir ko baad me dekhna...
Aree par sunn to...
I quickly ended his call nd moved near the lobby
Ye virat sir kaha hai, abhi tak nhi dikhe..
From the morning I didn't attended a single class!
Just trying to find him
but still don't know where he is.
Aaj college aaye bhi hai vo?
My mind questioned nd I began to doubt
Pacing from stage to checking all classes I reached library..
Vo rhe hai virat sir!
My mind snapped seeing him seating nd reading a book
He looks so serious
Why he is giving me feeling of same virat sir whom I met before starting of our relationship..
I bended near the pillar nd started to watch him sercretly
I know its creepy but I had no control over myself
Just A certain kind of madness is growing inside me for him
Ja na bol de sorry ...
My innerself pushed me but I just can't go!
Maybe it's because of the guilt!!!!
Hello?
Yes mam just two minutes i m coming
..
I quickly hided my self behind the pillar as he left library..
Shit! Sai u didn't talked!
I again followed him nd finally saw him standing near professor shruti.
Yes mam I was thinking for that party...
He is smiling brightly .
Sir we will be glad if u will come,
aap mere ithe acche dost hai
nhi aayenge to mujhe bura lagega...
My heart sank as he hugged shruti mam
How can he touch ny other women
I feel shocked seeing my eyes getting watery seeing him getting close to nyone,
I gave him a smile nd he looked at me, his face suddenly lost all it's colour
. His face paled absoultely after seeing me
And then he started to walk at the opposite direction
It's hurts me! .
How can he walk away from me?
Am I that bad...
I consoled my heart
Nd silently followed him inside the audotorium.
It was all empty so I slowly reached near his seat
His face is covered with his coat,
Is he sleeping?
Why the hell my heart is thumping is so fast like it will stop beating at ny moment!
......This stupid heart it never beated when I got intimate with him but now it just I m not able to understand this change in me
After hesitating for some moment finally I took a deep breath
ok I can talk! 💪
Virat sir?
He slowly pulled down the coat and stared me with a cold eyes.
Our eyes meet and unknowingly an electric jolt ran throw my whole body.
Why I m getting nervous all of the sudden!
He was also shocked to see me, I can clearly see that from his expression.
He stood nd I drew few steps back.
Vo.. Kal... Jo.. Bhi.. Hua... Mujhe
bas...aapse.... Sorry... Bolna... Tha...
I blabbered...
Don't be nervous sai!
My innerself gave me strength.
I looked in his eyes straight.
Mujhe pta hai maine galti ki aaapse sab kuch chupa ke..
Aur shayad aab pahle jaise kuch bhi na rhe hamare beech
.....issliye maine aagr aapko sach na bta ke hurt kiya to
sorry.........
That was all,
I can't stand here
I quickly turned to go but his deep voice stopped me
So who is gonna be 15th guy of your life
, miss sai joshi?
I immediately looked at him, this sudden change in his tone for
......me is piercing my soul!
Why I feel ki abb kisi student ki bari hogi,
after all it's just game for u?
He crossed his arms around his torso taking steps towards me
Mai aisa kuch nhi karne vali....
I replied looking at the ground
Really? I heard him grinning
To students nhi to kis ki bari hai I guess hamare college ke dean ki?
Virat!
I yanked nd within second he pinned me on wall
Chillao mat sai!
He hissed near my lips..
Hamare beech me sab khatm ho chuka so u have nothing to do with my personal life!
I struggled within his embrace
Kab khatam hua?
Accha abb samja ,jab tumhara mann karta hai tum rishte jod leti ho
aur jb mann me aata hai khtm bhi kar leti ho
I looked his eyes which were full of hatred for me.
U enjoyed everything,
u enjoyed my touch,
u enjoyed my dick
nd now u r enjoying my broken state
DIDN'T U! ?
Sai winced in pain as he tighten his grip on her soft wrist
Speak sai!!!!!!
Say sth!!!
Do u think your sorry "" Can heal me?
Anger was dripping in his everyword.
All of the sudden he noticed her cheek all wet by her tears
His eyes soften seeing her crying
Mujhe pachtava hai....
She replied in a shaky voice.
Their eyes meet up, he cant see her in pain...
He knew he can't .
His heart crumbled in pain seeing her crying due to him
Muj....he dard .....ho....rha ....hai.. Vi.. Raat sir
Sai hiccuped controlling her pain
Nd he quickly left her wrist
There was all silence
Just her sounds of sobbing...
He took few steps back
He could hold the heartbreak no longer and he fell on the chair of audotorium
Virat's grief poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears
" Chali jao yaha se" !
Sai pov:
I didn't looked back
I don't want to!
I never wanted to cry in front of him
The venom he spitted on me
His alligations everything is making me feel suffocated...
I left my college nd
ran on road.....
A 🚍bus was standing there nd
, I quickly stepped inside it..
Conductor: mam kaha ka ticket kaatu?
"" Kankavli gav"""
I managed to utter the words
Nd looked outside the window..
My inside is numb,
It was all your fault,
it was all your fault!!!!!
A great sob escaped her,
and she covered her face with shaking hands
......the bus moved...
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Chupana bhi nahin aata..
.........jatana bhi nahin aata
humen tumse mohabbat hai.......
.......batana bhi nahi aata
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