(Y/n)'s POV
I walked into my homeroom of my new school, South Park High, and sat next to a boy with an orange parka. I couldn't see his face well, but it looked like he had blonde hair. He was hiding a playboy magazine, and he didn't look much older than me, maybe by a year or so. We just looked at each other for a minute, but then the homeroom teacher came in.
"Well, what do we have here?" Mr Garrison looked at me and Kenny with a smile as we looked towards him. "I'm glad you found another friend, Mr. McCormick."
I just looked down, a little bit nervous. I found the boy attractive, but I had never felt this way for anyone. I didn't know what it was. Mr. Garrison gave me a few notebooks and a textbook for his class. Luckily, most of my classes just had me as a teacher's assistant, so I didn't really need to do much. I basically had free periods for half the day. The only problem with that is I had no idea how to interact with people. How did one talk to someone who was your opposite? Was it weird or not? All I could do was stare at the boy and hope that he didn't think I'm weird in any way.
As usual, it took Mr. Garrison about ten minutes before class began. I tried to make conversation with the blonde beside me, but I couldn't speak. All I could do was look at him, wondering what he looked like under the hood of his parka. I was quite... Curious. All I could see was bits of his fluffy blonde hair and his bright blue eyes. Nothing much. I couldn't even ask his name. Whenever he looked at me, I felt my face get hot. What was this? Its.. Odd. I have never felt this way before. But I wanted more.
Finally, the bell rang, signalling that class was ending. The blonde picked up his book bag and stood up, tripping over a raised tile in the floor. He fell square on his face. I forgot about the growing feelings I had for him and quickly got up to help the boy in the orange parka.
"Oh jeez- A-Are you okay??-" I stuttered, crouching beside him. He sat up, rubbing his nose. He was a little taller than me while sitting, but it was hard to tell his actual height.
"Ah- Yeah, I'm okay- That happens a lot." He looked at me, not wanting me to worry about him from the smile that was hidden by the parka. I could tell it was a smile from the crinkle in his eyes.
"A-At least let me see if its bleeding-"
"I'm okay, really-" He sounded alright, but I knew he was in pain. I could tell by his reactions. "I can handle it at the nurse"
I whined a little, feeling a form of guilt for not being able to help. With that, he stood up and helped me off the floor. The blonde was much taller than I thought he was. Me being a 5'8 transmale made me tall for being biologically female, but this boy was around 6'0. I had to break my neck just to look at what I could see of his face.
"I'm Kenny, Kenny McCormick." The boy smiled again, closing his eyes and holding out a hand. He had gloves on, which was odd for being inside. But who am I to judge? I wear a black surgical mask indoors and I have my (h/c) hair over my eyes. No one but my mum has seen my face, and I want to keep it that way until I'm comfortable. This boy might be the same as me in that sense.
"I-I'm (Y/n). Its nice to meet you, Kenny." I smiled back at the boy, even though he couldn't see it.
We shook hands in front of everyone else, even the homeroom teacher. When the handshake ended, he let go, and I found myself staring into those beautiful blue eyes again. Now I felt guilty for staring. So I turned away and I again had felt my face get hot and I got butterflies. What was this feeling?
"Well, I should go now- Don't wanna be late for history." He chuckled a little and slipped me a piece of paper before waving goodbye.
I read the note he handed me while I walked to my next class.
I noticed you were turning your head to me quite a bit..... Text me shortie ;) xxx-xxx-xxxx I'll see you at lunch
I didn't know whether or not to be upset or flustered at the nickname. No one has given me a nickname except my mum. I found it quite cute..
~ TIMESKIP, DUN DUN DUNNNN ~
It was finally lunch time and I went to the cafeteria, looking for a place to sit and eat. That's when I heard a familiar muffled voice.
"(Y/n)! Over here!"
It was Kenny. I looked at where he was and he waved me over. As I got over there, I noticed he was sitting with four other boys. A shorter blonde with a blue sweater, a male about my height with a lime green ushanka hat and fluffy red hair poking out, a slightly taller ravenette with dark brown eyes and a red and blue Letterman jacket, and lastly, a shorter fat boy with a blue and yellow hat and two whole meals in front of him. Kenny patted the seat beside him and I sat down, setting my (f/c) (f/b) lunchbox on the table. The other boys all kinda stared at me with curious looks, except for two. The shorter blonde boy's gaze was friendly, but the fat boy's stare was harsh and hateful. It was clear he didn't like me already.
"So. Are you Kinny's bitch or something?" The fat boy spoke with a venomous tone.
"Cartman! Be nice! Hes the new kid everyone's talking about!" The boy with the green ushanka defended me.
I just stayed silent as they argued, making it obvious they were friends in an enemy way. The arguing soon got overstimulating and I covered my ears, my anxiety rapidly growing. Kenny noticed this and put a hand on my shoulder, causing me to flinch and pull away. He could tell I was mentally suffering. He soon looked at the two.
"Will you two dumb fucks shut up?! You're overstimulating the new kid! And Cartman, don't say another fucking word to Kyle because you know this was your fault!" Kenny yelled at them through the parka hood, making sure he was heard.
Kyle looked at me, worry on his face. Cartman on the other hand grumbled and continued to eat his lunch while the others were trying to help me. I felt suffocated in that moment and just wanted to go home. I grabbed my belongings and left the cafeteria, my mind racing as there was a growing ringing in my ears. As soon as I got out, I put on my noise cancelling headphones and started walking to the office. I sat down in a chair in the waiting room and soon I was tapped on the shoulder. The assistant principal gestured for me to go inside her office, so I did. We both sat down and she called my mum, knowing what it meant if I had my headphones on and wasn't speaking as this was already information they had from my mother.
After about ten minutes, my mum picked me up and took me home.
~ Time skip again because yes ~
After a few months, it was nearly February at this point. I had been trying to avoid speaking to Cartman, but I do talk to Kyle, Kenny, Stan and Leo. The guys call him "Butters'', but that doesn't suit him at all. Leo is a more appropriate name. Anyways, I've grown more comfortable around my small group of friends, and me and Kenny are especially close. He's started flirting with me and sometimes I can't tell if he's joking. Either way, it gets me all flustered.
It's a warm Saturday today and Kenny and I are hanging out at my house. He was sitting on my bed and I was sitting on the floor, still nervous around him. I finally came to terms with my feelings, figuring out about a month ago that I had formed a crush on Kenny. It was a peaceful silence with him. I normally hated silence, but it was different if Kenny was around. Whenever its quiet and I'm near him it’s almost like the silence is calming. Just being in his presence made me feel calm.
I wondered if he would kiss me, if he felt the same way. Would he have the courage to act on his feelings? But, even then, what about his reputation and who knows how many people would judge him? I never thought of myself as attractive, so I'm scared of possibly hurting his reputation. After all, he is pretty popular. I just started on my weekend work for Ms. Choksondik's class, struggling a little with the first problem.
"Are you doing homework?" Kenny asked suddenly.
"Yeah, just a math problem." I said distractedly.
"Do you need any help?" Kenny offered, sitting next to me and putting his arm around me.
I felt my heart skip a beat.
"Yes please- I don't understand this at all." I chuckled softly, hoping he wouldn't notice the nervous tone in my voice.
But, he did indeed notice it. And what did he do? He pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Kenny what are you-" I gasped a little at the sudden affection.
"I just like being close to you." He spoke softly, but loud enough to hear as he rested his head on my shoulder. I felt even more comfortable now.
While he was helping me with my math, I couldn't help but tune out everything around us. All I heard was his voice.
I had finished the math sheet within twenty minutes with Kenny's help, but he didn't let me go. We just continued to cuddle in a sense. It was nice.. Really nice. After a while of this, we looked at each other. It was only a minute, but it felt much longer as I got lost in his beautiful blue eyes. In that moment, I knew that I could trust him fully. So, I took off my mask and moved my (h/c) hair out of my face to get a better look at him without the obstructions.
The blush on his face was cute as he took in my features, the small scar over my nose, my (e/c) eyes, my well shaped face.. He just stared in awe. I felt safe with him. After a minute, he took off his hood and showed his face too. The light freckles over his nose and cheeks made him even more attractive.
I could feel my face get hot again, but this time the blush on my face was visible. With his rough but comforting hands, he cupped my face and gently rubbed my cheek with his thumb, slowly getting closer to me. I knew what was going to happen, and it felt like a dream. The boy I had liked ever since the beginning of the year was going to kiss me.
Once I finally felt his soft lips on mine, I couldn’t help but hold my breath. After only a minute of this magical moment, he gently pulled away. My heart was racing. He pulled me in again and just as he did before, he lay his lips upon mine with a gentle, loving touch. This time, it lasted longer as it slowly turned into a heart filled makeout. This went on for about ten minutes or so, then we both pulled away from one another to breathe. We somehow were now on the bed with Kenny on top of me, thanks to fanfiction logic.
( A/N; yes, I just did that)
His gaze was soft, his eyes full of love and awe. We smiled at each other, and he cuddled with me for real this time. As he nuzzled into my neck, he softly spoke.
“I love you, (Y/n).”
My smile only grew once those words were spoken. They were genuine.
“I love you too, Kenny.
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A/n; I'M SORRY IF THIS IS CHEESY, I SUCK AT WRITING ;-;
If you read all the way through, i'm sorry if you suffered reading this 🙏 I tried
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