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Gowri: athula ena iruku.....
(what's inside that one )
Shiva's eyes widened...
Shiva: athu.........
Gowri: Yes that.... What's inside it.....
Shiva : Kandipa pakanuma....
(You surely want to see??)
Gowri : Ama ena code la potruku epadi open pandrathu.....
(it's locked how can we open it )
Shiva: are sure you want to open and see it in front of me...
Gowri : Apdi ena tha iruku ithana mura kekureinga...
Sari open panunga.... Enaku curiosity thangala
(You are increasing my curiosity open it, I want to see what's in there)
Shiva: It opens on a fingerprint scan...... then we can use it like a normal cupboard....
Gowri : Sari open panunga....
(Okay go ahead and open it..)
Shiva: it supposed to be you who should open not me ..... It can be opened by Gowri alone......
Gowri: So it's my secret cupboard???
Shiva: Yep...
Gowri : Apdi ena naa vachukein ula nu theriyuma ungaluku...
(Do you have any idea what's inside ??)
Shiva: She once said but never allowed me to see it... She only used this cupboard when she wanted to punish me.....
Gowri: That's suspicious.... Why I didn't let you see this
Shiva leaned more towards her ears and muttered in a slow deep voice making shiver run down her spine
Shiva: Sexy lingerie and much more exposing dresses which My wife uses to test my control level to its best.....
Her eyes widened and her breath stuck hearing it.... Her heart picked up its high speed when he slowly licked her Tatoo at the back of her ears..... She let out a silent moan
Gowri : isssss. Ahhhhh.....
Shiva: Do you want to see what's inside in my presence...
Gowri: Nooo
Her eyes widened and her mind alarmed... Her face reddens in shyness..... She immediately turned back now they were face to face their bodies were so close... There was just a millimetre gap between their bodies...None of their body parts is in contact but still, it felt like there was no hindrance between their hot bodies burning with desires...... Her nipples hardened and could be seen through that T-shirt as she didn't wear anything inside it..... Shiva's eyes darkened seeing it..... She saw that raw desire in eyes that made her legs jelly...... Even though she was wearing a fully covered cloth she felt like standing naked in front of him
Without his knowledge, his hands touched her cheeks. She leaned more on his palms feeling that heat and the sensation his touch provides her...... She likes it... Scratch it... She loves...... Her reaction boosted his confidence... His hands trailed down and gripped her neck... She threw her head back giving him access... He gripped the back of her neck and made her look into him... She opened her eyes to look at him... Her eyes which always hypnotized him again did it's job perfectly making him forget everything... He can only see her who is looking at him with those desires-filled eyes that can die for..... He couldn't control more than this he cupped her face and pulled her more near him before proceeding further he looked at her eye for permission which was granted immediately.......
he captured her lips in his kissing her pouring all his pain and logging and love in it......
She didn't know what she was doing but she wanted this... His touch his love his everything... She doesn't know why she felt that his everything belongs to her alone...... She kissed him with equal passion..... He entered his tongue inside her mouth both were battling for dominance........She felt like along with the saliva he was sucking her all years of pain and loneliness and exchanging their pain and logging for each other..... She doesn't want this moment to end...
They broke the kiss only when they felt like they needed breath........ He joined their heads..... Both were taking a heavy breath. His one was still cupping her face ......
Gowri looked at him who stood with closed eyes.... She doesn't want to hear a sorry from him at any cost....... She doesn't want him to regret it....
Shiva: Do you think I did wrong...
He asked with closed eyes... Because even he had the same fear he didn't want to hear Yes to this question from her.
Gowri: Did you feel it wrong...
She asked him in return... He opened his eyes...and looked at her and shook his head negatively....
Shiva: I can never say it wrong..... How it can be wrong? I kissed my wife with her concern what's wrong in it..
Gowri : Then why did you asked me.....
He took out a deep breath and again looked at her...
Shiva: That... I didn't want you to feel that I was forcing myself on you.....
Trust me I did try my best to control myself but I couldn't...... When I saw you there in that village after all these years all I wanted was to hug you tightly and keep you in my arms without letting you go away from me once again.......
But I couldn't... How can I do that when I got to know that my chellama forgot her Shiva's existence.....
When I saw my daughter I felt like someone squeezing my heart...... I felt like I was the reason that my daughter had to live her life without knowing her father's existence.......
When she said you cried a lot whenever the talk about her father comes hit me hard..... It was my mistake I should have found you both before... I should have searched more carefully but I failed to do that......
Gowri : Nadantha ethukum nenga porupila..... Pirinjukonga......
(Please understand gha.....you aren't the one to be blamed for all this...)
Shiva: I know still.......
She cupped his face in her hand and wiped tears that flowed from his eyes... He kissed her palms... She smiled at that...
Gowri: As I said before I don't remember how we were in the past... I don't need that too
When you accepted me as I am now..... Then I decided my life is yours....... I don't know that I can match with the past me... But I want this life with you and our daughter..... I want to live a life filled with love of you........
nothing going to happen or change by thinking about what happened in the past... That will only make our lives worse and waste our present time......See how our life is... Even after forgetting everything about us... I again want you... I want to fall in love with you once again... I want to start everything from the beginning.......
I still couldn't believe what happened in these 2 days... Everything is changed.......
Ore nal la en unga mela avlo nambika vanthuchunu enakku sathiyama therila.... May be past la athigama love panitein pola atha ipovum ungaluke vilunthuta........
(I have no idea how I trusted you in single day....may be I might have loved to more in the past that's why my heart wants you again )
I don't want to keep all this to myself...... I can't ever say and feel how much pain you endured in these years without me...... I don't want to keep you away from me anymore... I don't want this distance.......
Enaku 2 nal munadi tha enaku husband irukar ne theriyum ungala theriyum.... Ana intha 2 nal thorathaiye enala thangika mudila......you remember me you remember everything about us then I could feel how much tough and hurtful keeping this distance from your wife......... For you.....Enaku ungala kasta padutha pudikala..... Enala mudiyavum ila......
(I only know that I have husband and family two days back........still I couldn't bare this distance between us for this two days ...you remember me you remember everything about us then I could feel how much tough and hurtful keeping this distance from your wife......... For you...I don't like seeing you hurt....I couldn't.....)
Please if you are in the plan of asking me to be your friend first to start everything... Erase it from your mind...
We can be friends but never be that alone....... We are husband and wife...... We already have a daughter......
Shiva: Then what you want us to be...
She smiled at him..... And pecked his lips...
Gowri: Be what we are already..... Husband and wife... Treat me like your wife your love.... I won't complain.......
His eyes widened she chuckled pulled him through his collar and captured his lips for another passionate kiss..... Her hands were gripping his hairs making her way through his mouth... She won the dominance battle with ease......
She left him only when she was satisfied .....
Gowri: Mynthu will cry in sleep when she can't find anyone nearby......
I know you both went out....
Nengalum tired ah tha irupeinga..... Poi padunga naa samachitu vanthu ungalaiyum unga ponnaiyum elupurein.......
(I know you would be tired too....go and sleep I will wake up you and your Daughter after preparing breakfast..)
She said and made the shocked Shiva leave the wardrobe by pushing him out showing the way out and locked it...
She leaned on the door taking a heavy breath closing her eyes... She finally said it........ All these thoughts were keeping her awake for the past two days..... She wanted to put a full stop to it which she did it finally........
Her face was fully flushed she could still feel his lips on hers... She traced her lips remembering the couple of kisses they shared a moment before.......
She slowly walked towards the cupboard and placed her right hand over the scanner that unlocked the cupboard.....
Her face reddens more in shyness..... As he said there was much more revealing sexy lingerie and other dresses there........ She couldn't believe that she was that much naughty in the past... But she is not complaining at all... Which woman wouldn't do this to keep her husband's attention on herself alone... When she had a hot husband like Shiva then all this was worth it......
Another thing that caught her attention was those diaries...... Yes, Gowri had the habit of writing a diary from her childhood..... She wrote everything in them...... It's not only the lingerie... It's the diary which she wanted to keep secretly... She doesn't want anyone to read them without her knowledge....... The present Gowri too understood that from the first sight, she saw that diary...... Now she could get to know about herself without anyone else help....... It's her very own words which are going to help her to gain back her self...... This habit of writing a diary only saved her from those selfish persons too......
She closed it and locked it again...... She will read them once she gets some free time for herself..........
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