"The fate of the future rest upon you."
Indeed it is,
But sadly that isn't the whole ordeal I wish to take part in
I don't care about the future of this world
Not because of a self prejudice and hatred I bore against anyone but simply because I couldn't bother to care
Humans
Animals
Plants
This world filled with life.
It's quite funny for a life being created but has only a limited time
Every life has it's end, why do we need to take care of the present just to be pressured by the near future?
It's just foolish
No matter your efforts... Fate will always take it's own turn and you can't do anything to change it
Not even God would bother to care
And I learnt that... The most painful way possible
Here I am,
Standing along these humans and Country or state leaders in rows of fine constructed lines listening intently for further instructions from the high and mighty United Nations on the podium
I breathed out a sigh of boredom
Pretty sure my face could show how "sincere" I am as to listening to him
Even how many times this scenario takes place I could never find the same thrill as people feel when seeing the UN guy
Is it because he's strong?
Well known?
Or was he just simply attractive of a man?
Either way I couldn't understand.
I seem to couldn't... Know what they mean of the feeling of "adoration" for him
Truly, maybe because I have always questioned him and his objectives
It's quite sketchy in my opinion,
He is the so called "The prophesied child of Pangea" since he was born of influence and power from his ancestors though no one could actually prove he has the ability of given in the prophecy
Ah I was too invested in my thoughts that I didn't notice the man was looking at me
Does he know what happened?
Does he find me malicious?
Does he thinks I'm familiar?
He continued to look at me with a sharp gaze, even from this distance I can see his face clearly; his face showing interest as if looking at me with peculiarity
We stared for a good 1 minute and 15 seconds total until I gave a small smile as he divert his attention away
Hm, this never happened before...
Butterfly effect
It might have happen in this timeline
I sighed in annoyance
I hate the butterfly effect,
it's such a nuisance
A true pain in the neck.
It's tiring...
[TIME: 11:30• 03/02/20×× Lunch]
I sighed, I remember all the routes of this school and all the things they teach, of course, after reviving multiple times on the same timeline you would remember every single detail
It's so boring knowing you already know what's going to happen. like right now,
Based on the time someone will bump into me in
3...2...1
"Omf-"
There he is
"Oh my goodness I'm so sorry."
I look down to the distressed man trying to pick up his things and of course not to seem rude I helped him do so
"Thank you so much."
He thanked me as he smiled, taking the notebooks I picked up for him
"I'm really sorry for bumping into you, I'm just really in a hurry heheh."
Singapore,
It's him, the short fellow that Malaysia is very close to, in every timeline, they know and trust each other the most
He was the same person that sacrificed his life for him too
"No problem!"
I gave a friendliest smile I could muster and gave a pat on his shoulder reassuringly
"Be careful next time alright?"
I have to make sure their relationship won't end up in a bad turn ever again.
For both his and Malaysia's sake...
He nods and immediately leaves
The moment he turns around,
My smile faded away instantly
I glance through the window and watch as the green leaves of the trees sway along with the free wind
"If only I could be just like the wind..."
I mindlessly said and started to walk away
I laughed to myself a bit
I know damn well I could never be free
I am a man not bounded by the chains of the past nor the present
I...
Have the power to change
Everything
I need
To chage everything
And slet this wrenched and meaningless world to light
Evenhow exhausted I am,
I don't want the innocent to be affected of my actions
I need to make a move or else It'll end the same way
Tomorrow is the only chance I can take
"Clock is ticking."
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I groan in frustration
NOON BREAK IS ALMOST OVER AND WE HAVE TO GET BACK TO THAT DAMNED CLASSROOM! ARGGGHHHH!
I flopped my head on the table,
The teachers here are so cruel
It's the first day and all of them already started teaching and gave us homework
"I wanna dieeeeee"
"Quit whining and eat your damned food."
I gasped, offended from what my brother just said
"How dare you Indo! This-"
I gestured my lunch box full of delicious food to enlighten my words
"is a grace from god! How dare you call it "damned"! "
I yelled at him and he gave me a look of irritation in return
"Well it is damned if you keep ignoring it dumbass now quit yo yappin and eat!"
He took a spoon full of food from my lunchbox and shoved it in my mouth making me choke
I coughed and regained my breath and was about to argue with him
"Guys! Guys!"
Until a familiar voice interrupted us
"Oh hey Singa, have you eaten lunch?"
It was Singa, my best friend, he's the sweetest
Unlike my brother here that almost killed me
"Yeah I already did and guess who I met today?"
He asked enthusiastically
Huh, he doesn't usually get this excited I wonder why
I was about to ask until my brother did before me
"I don't know singa, who DID you met?"
My brother said with sarcasm in his voice, seriously this guy!
"Just ignore him, who did you meet today to get you so exited?"
"I met Philippines!"
My eyes widen from the name I heard and I saw the same look in Indo's face
"Philippines? Like- THE Philippines????"
I asked in either because of shock or excitement or maybe both
"YES! And the rumors are right! He really is tall and Attractive!"
He said with a tint of sparkle in his eyes
I can't believe it, he really is here!
The honorable man Philippines himself is at the same school with the same air and ground we are stepping on!
I FEEL FUCKING BLESSED!
Thank you Lord Pangea and deity Laurasia for such opportunity
"Where is he now?"
Indo asked singa amidst our excitement
"....I don't know, I already left after taking my stuff hehehe..."
He said awkwardly as he scratch his nape
We internally face palmed, how disappointing
"But! I can tell you all the things I found out about him! He's-"
*RIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NG*
"Oh the bell rang.... Wait I-"
"Too late."
Indo packed my untouched lunch and put it in the bag
"NOOOOOOOOOO I HAVEN'T EATEN YET!!!"
I kneeled on the ground in agony as my stomach grumbles from being empty
"I kept telling you to eat and you didn't listen now deal with your stomach for your own stupidity."
"You're my brother how could you fo this! Can your conscience really take it if I suddenly collapse out of hunger?"
"Yes."
I was taken aback from his direct answer
How could he do this to me?
"Damn, he didn't even hesitate."
Singa said not even helping my situation,
Tears started to form in my eyes as I cried dramatically
"INDO YOU BIG MEANIE!!!!"
/*/---------------\*\
"He's truly an interesting kid huh?"
I glance towards my little brother ASEAN and sighed, I don't know why but something is telling me to get close and talk to that Countrymaster
He seems oddly familiar which is weird since this is the first time we saw each other let alone glanced at each other's way
When I saw him,
I somehow feel as if I'm drawn to him...
His gaze with a sense of boredom, that he somehow knew everything that was going on and already experienced it
And I couldn't help but wanting to talk to him, his appearance and demeanor somehow made him stood out among the others
"I really have this kind of feeling towards him ASEAN, something I can't understand nor describe..."
I looked at ASEAN only to see him having this questionable look in his face as if he "realized" something that he couldn't believe
"UN... I didn't knew you were the type..."
Type? Type of what?
What did he thought I meant?
"Are you perhaps..... Gay for him?"
I can't believe what I just heard from my brother and I blushed from embarrassment
"What? No! No no no no no! I am certainly not! I was just- I was- was..... Ugh! Why would you even think that?!"
"Well from how you phrased out your sentence that's what people would think!"
I groan in frustration and flopped my head on my desk I can't believe he would think I'd be attracted to that kid! I literally see him as a child as I am older than him by centuries
"Y'know what? Just forget this ever happened."
I said while my voice slightly muffled as my face was still on the desk praying to god that his little brother ASEAN wouldn't think of him that way
"Okay???"
I heard him respond and I can tell he continued eating his snacks and drink his tea but now I just really wanna lie down and try to forget about these confusion of bundled emotions and thoughts of mine
I sighed feeling stupid
[A.N: Same mood UN]
★∆---------------∆★
It's the end of the day and we're all advised to our dorms
And I already know where and who I'll be appointed to be dorm mates with
"You-....you must be the last dorm mate, come in!"
"Thank you very much!"
I said as lively as possible and walked inside while America held the door
It must be awkward for him for his previous colony to be one of his dorm mates, well I don't control the system afterall so I too as well have no choice but to tolerate him and act all friendly for the whole year I'll be here
That dirty narcissistic son of a bitch
Such a hindrance and an absolute pain in the god-damn throat
As I entered I met the others which are Canada, Singapore and China
What an odd set of Countrymasters as dorm mates
"Greetings! I am Philippines, Philippines Ophir Maharlika. A countrymaster along the continent of our beloved god Laurasia held dearly, the land of asia. I am pleased to meeting your acquaintance and we could hopefully get along in the future."
I introduced myself as I bowed gracefully and perfectly
I slowly stood up straight and greeted everyone with a soft smile
I can tell they're all speechless,
Of course, in a casual setting no one could actually imagine a guy suddenly introducing themselves in a formal manner but I believe being formal makes a person reliable and responsible
Being loud and obnoxious isn't really my kind of tea but....
I tend to have one exception
Canada coughed breaking the awkward atmosphere I somehow caused
"You're really like our dad but more uhh welcoming????"
America said beside me
He's standing so close, get tf away from me, no one cares for your opinion stfu
I stepped a few inches away while still having a smile plastered on my face as to give us space
I don't really like breathing the same air as this man
Everyone had gone to their business after introducing themselves to me as well but I can still feel Singapore's intense stare even from across the room, damn, even how many times I transmigrated his stares are always so intense to me that he's somehow piercing through every fiber of my being...
I looked at his way and saw him flinch
"Is there something wrong?"
I asked with a smile and he didn't say anything but shake his head abruptly and run to his room
I sigh, he's probably going to talk to Mal and Indonesia about me being his dorm mate, I continued writing on my notebook in the kitchen table
I prefer working on large places than inside a small closed room, it makes me feel a sense of escape
"You really changed a lot."
I heard a voice from the door and I see China leaning his body on the door frame looking at me with an expression I couldn't understand
"It's beeb centuries Chi, of course it can't be helped but to change. It's the law of nature."
I said while going back to my homework
I feel him walking towards and stood next to me but I didn't mind, I waited for him to say the words he had always say in every timeline, but he didn't and I got surprised the he caressed the right side of my face and gently tilted my head to look at him
What is happening?
This never happened in any timelines I experienced
I was so confused till I felt warm lips on mine I couldn't process what was happening
What IS happening????
He bit my lower and I gasped from the sudden pain, giving him access in my mouth
"Mmm?!"
My body begun to tremble, I close my eyes as I gripped on his shoulders, I tried pushing him away but I can't as my face heating up
I really can't understand what's happening
This wasn't supposed to happen at all!
His left hand placed on the back of my head while the other slowly rubs my back with soft sudden touches making me jolt and whine in the kiss
He placed his knee on my seat between my legs as he crouched further down to deepen the kiss while I can only wait until he's satisfied
[A.N: I worked hard on this lmao]
I didn't noticed I was already drooling making me a mess
Until I finally got released from the kiss and noticed long lines of saliva connected from our tongues, I'm in lost for words as I catch my breath from the rough kiss
While China only smiled and hugged me
"I missed you Ma-yi."
Those were the words he used to say in every timeline... Nothing else but those words and a simple hug but why is it entirely different in this one? Not just different but it was a a whole dang make out session!
I could only blush and hug back, burying my face on his shoulder from embarrassment and China chuckled in response
Everything was so weird,
his touches felt weird,
the kiss felt weird
My body felt so hot and it felt weird
I'm... Just gonna sleep this off and process this tomorrow
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The clock is ticking
Time continues to run
Where will it lead?
It's all too far gone
The past, the present, the everlasting future,
Only time will tell; have the power to paint it's stature
[A.N: *dies of gæ*]
Word count: 2,620 words
Philip a while ago: Life is sh*t and you can't change anything. All efforts will be futile and our choices are useless.
Philip after remembering Malay's suffering in just .00000001 seconds: I have to do something, I am capable of changing the path of the future and the world.