Samantha's pov
And the remaining 5 days before my OJT me and Mon are not in a good term, she keep on calling me but i just ignored it I'm still hurt of her silent when i question her about his husband and silly me tinanong kopa talaga kung alam ko naman yung sagot niya
Those 5 days are a hell for me i really miss her so much pero cguro kailangan ko nang sanayin ang sarili ko na sooner or later hindi ko na talaga siya makikita pa and that thoughts make me devastating, but i cant do anything if just Mon just begin the process may posibilidad na matapos agad yun bago malaman ng pamilya ko ang tungkol samin
I didn't come to school for those 5 days and focus on finding a company where i can have my OJT's and lucky for me may nahanap ako
I know Mon are keep going to my condo unit for the past 5 days coz the gaurd their always update me sinabihan ko din kasi eh update ako pag pumupunta dun si Mon kilala nadin kasi siya dun kasi lagi syang pumunta sa condo ko, i really miss her kunti nalang talaga bibigay na ako ayoko namang maging marupok pero parang ganun nanga I'm still hurt for the fact na mahal pa niya yung asawa niya pero sino ba naman ako para mag inarte I'm the one who initaite everything kahit alam ko namang may asawa siya ginawa ko parin
I'm here at the park where my first kiss happened and ofcourse its with Mon i find it romantic kasi hindi pinagplanohan sadyang nangyari nalang kahit na nakatanggap ako ng sampal mula sa kanya,mukha na atang akong baliw dito nangingiti ako ng mag isa lang
It's already 3 pm kaya medyo masakit pa yung init ng araw buti nalang nasa ilalim ako ng puno kaya nakakarelax, i lay down the grass and close my eyes untill i fell asleep, i slowly wake up in my peaceful slumber when someone cares my face and i fell something wet teka umuulan ba i quickly get up and right their i see Mon crying infront of me, she still look gorgeous eventhough shes crying and looks like she hasn't sleep
"S-Sam" she said while still crying the scene of her crying in front of me makes my heart crumpled coz i made her cry, i slowly reached her faced and wiped her tears
"Baby stop crying, I'm sorry ok" i lovingly said hindi ko kasi kayang makita siya ma umiiyak sa harap ko
She gently hold my hands and then hug me afterwards
"Sam I'm sorry please stop ignoring me, i love you so much Sam i cant lose you"she said while crying
I gently stroke her back to comfort her
"baby stop crying i love you more ok and I'm sorry for ignoring you I'm just hurt"ayoko mang maging marupok pero hindi ko talaga siya matiis she look stress atsaka ko lang sa tulog her hair is in a messybun she really look wasted if i may add, i pulled our hug and look at her face shes still gorgeous i look at her teary eyes
I cup her face and kiss her soft lips i really miss kissing her soft lips
"Sam are we okay now, i already told TJ about the anullment and then begin the process, please baby we're ok right" nakikiusap na saad nito sakin that makes my heart beats faster
"Really you already told him and begin the process?" Masayang saad ko dito I'm fucking happy ng sabihin niya yun
"Yes, i really love you Sam and i cant lose you hindi ko kayang mawala ka sakin not seeing you in five days is a hell for me i miss your kisses, hugs, warmth,scent and your smile, i really everything about you Sam" naluluhang saad niya sakin at mahigpit na kumapit sa laylayan ng damit ko
"Baby i miss you too so much that it hurts, but now that you're here infront for me and said those things I'm fucking happy coz finally you begin the anullment process, i reallly want you to be mine, mine alone"
i seriously said i don't want to be her mistress kaya gusto kung mapawalang bisa agad yung kasal nila
"I'm yours Sam kahit na kasal pa ako sayo lang ako mula noong nasa el nido tayo, sorry kung hindi ko nasagot yung tanong mo kung mahal ko paba si TJ aaminin kung may natitira pa akong pagmamahal sa kanya but not the love that i feel for you i fell inlove to you Sam, the love that i have for you is strong, i am genuinely happy when I'm with you i see my future in you, i want to have a future in you" she lovingly said and thats it this woman make my heart feel the happiness
"I see my future in you too Mon, i fell inlove with you for the first time i lead my eyes in you, i love you so damn much" i said and kissa her soft lips passionately she kiss me with the same intensity the kiss with full of love under the tree and the sunset we kiss like we're just the two of us in the park
All the pain that i feel for the past 5 days vanish call me marupok sadyang mahal ko lang talaga siya
After the kiss i ask her to go to my condo and it dinner with me after dinner we cuddled and watch movies like we always do, she asked me kung san ako tumutuloy and i said kina claire.
Claire knows whats happening between the two of us galit na galit nga siya e gusto nyang komprotahin si Mon mabuti nalang at napigilan ko.
"Sam i need to go home, Tj's gonna be home soon" she said while we still cuddling, it makes me sad.
"Can't you sleep her with, i miss sleeping with you baby" nagpapaawang sabi ko dito, humarap siya sakin at kiniss ako ng maraming beses sa lips na nagpalawak ng ngiti.
"Don't be sad Sam hindi naman ako tatabi sa kanya i mean nung naging tayo hindi na ako tumatabi sa kanya i keep my distance on him,i love you my Sam" what she said makes me happy atsaka nawala yung selos ko kasi uuwi siya sa soon to be ex husband niya.
"Alright I'm not sad anymore and i love you too Mon" i lovingly said i really love this woman at sana lang bigyan pa kami ng oras bago malaman ng pamilya ko, at sana pag nalaman nila annulled na siya.
Nag prisinta akong ihatid siya pero tumanggi siya baka daw may makakita samin hinayaan ko nalang .
"I'll text you when I'm already home Sam" she said
"Please do" i kiss her goodbye and she do the same
This night makes me supper happy kasi ayos na kami ni Mon.
I'm gonna help her process the anullment paper para mapadaling mawala ang bisa ng kasal nila and we can be happy together and also have kids together, i sleep smiling that night.
TBC...