Hey guys!!!! I have changed a lot in last chapter do read tge last paragraphs and than cone here for the continuation........
__________________________
-------------------------------------
SHIVA'S POV:-
After chachi ordered me to take Suraj and megha for shopping ehich i am not so happy about as i don't like third wheeling but when she said raavi will also come my heart did a Summersault and i am literally very excited to take her with me......... I mean we can spend some time together and know her better i don't know what to say this feeling but i am loving it...... I know this can be just one sided but i like it...... But she is married.... Right.... God here goes my mood.......
Soon suraj came and hugged me and said,
" Aur shiva.....Kya haal hai....... "
And my trance broke i hugged him back and said,
"Main toh thik hu tu bata ajj apni dulhan ke saath jaa rha hai kaisa lag rha hai..... "
He rubs his hand behind hus neck and says,
"Kya yrr shiva..... Tu bhi.... Tujhe ota hai na main maan bhi nhi rha tha par rohini chachi ne jidd ki pichle kuch mahino itna kuch ho gya ki yaad hi nhi rha kuch...... "
"Tu fikr mat kar aur haan jo kuch bhi huya hai uska yeh matlab nhi ki hum teri khushi bhul gaye hai... Radha hum ko pyari thi....... Par abb vo sab ho gya hai...... Aur vaise bhi bhut tym hogya hai hum logon ko koyi khushi manaye huye............. "
"Aur haan shiva maine suna hai bhabhi bhi saath jaa rhi hai...... "
I arch my eyebrow at him and he continues nonchalantly,
"Arrey..... Raavi bhabhi.... Aur kon...... Main toh jaa rha hu shaadi ke liye kapde dekhne tu bhi bhabhi ke kiye joda kharid le kya kehta hai...... Jo baad mein hona hai abhi kar lete hai....... Kya bolta hai..... "
I hit on his head and said,
"Tu na apne par dhyaan de main apna khud dekh lunga... "
"Dekh lena mujhe kya main toh bhalayi kar rha tha...... "
Here comes raavi wearing a violet colored dress and looking so angelic with that long braid and little earring with move with her each movement......... She was engrossed in talking with megha and soon she looked at me.
Our eyes locked for few time and she came near and stood in front if ne her cheeks turned a lil pink with ny gaze on her and she stood there fidgeting with the dupatta........
Soon suraj nugged me and i averted my gaze and she tucks a strand of her hair back and i sat in the geep me on front abd suraj says,
"Raavi bha..... Mera matlab raavi app agge baith sakti vo mujhe megha ke saath.... Agar apko koii aitraaz na ho..... "
He said with thise fake puppy eyes and raavi being raavi got into his act and smiled and sat in front with me and suraj winked at me...... Oh god.... All these dramatic people...... But it is a win win situation for me and i have a grin on my face....... God..... I am acting like a teenager right now.
Soon we drive off.....
We first went to a market where local shops are alinged..... Soon megha dragged raavi with her to a bangle store........ Megha was looking at different types of bangles and i looked at raavi she moved her fingers on the bangles and a glint of longing was in her eyes i don't know why she was looking at them and particularly at those red ones as if Remembering something........ And i see that suraj is taking megha to other stalls i move near raavi and graze the bangles which she was looking at and she looks at me and i say,
"Yeh achi lagegi..... "
And she shakes her head and moves from there i look at her retreating figure and bought those bangles abd put them in my pocket. I moved towards raavi she is looking at one of the wind chime as if sensing me she turns and says,
"Rohini chachi ko aisi cheezein bhut pasand hai...... Yeh lele.... "
I nod happily and was giving money to that shopkeeper when that person says,
"Arre shiva bhaiya appse paise thodi lenge app lekar jaye jo bhi apko aur bhabhi ko pasand aata hai........... "
He looks at raavi and she turns a red abd blushes and to cover that she moves ahead leaving the wind chime behind i take it from the shopkeeper giving him a stern look and say,
"Jitna kaha hai utna kar aur yeh pack kar aur yeh le paise......... "
I don't know but at his this comment i just smiled and moved out of shop and i think is this all thing so obvious that everyone around is teasing me...... Is everything so evident....... But all this is so wrong.... She is married to someone else...... Oh god
RAAVI POV:
Oh god!!!!! This was so embarrasing this bhabhi and stufff...... But it felt good...... No no raavi no..... Stop here just stop you cannot think like that....... You are married right whatever and however it was but you are........ Seeing those red bangles actually made me feel low because in my wedding i never wore anything like that one day out of blue dev came home gave money to dad and forcefully made me sign the papers..... And that was it..........
All this while i was doing this for my dad and he was just enjoying it not even caring about my well being...
Thinking all this i came out of bazar to a secluded place and sat on the bench there. A lot of thoughts struck my mind my wedding...dev....kidnapping......krish's murder........all this is a web.........i don't know what to do........... What to think......staying here is just so good i don't know these people feel like family.......and shiva a smile comes on my face he is something i don't know what but he is something.........Soon shiva approached and sat next to me,
"Vo ramesh aise hi kuch bhi bol rha tha.... Maine bol diya hai usse aur dant diya hai abbse nahi bolega.... "
I just nods and look at him i want to really ask him and say,
"Shiva mujhe apse baat krni thi....... Asal mein kuch puchna tha.......... "
"Pucho........ "
"App mujhe yahan kyon laye...... Aur krish ko.... Aise.... "
"Raavi.... Maine pehle bhi bataya tha ki dev se badla lene ke liye kiya humne yeh sab........... "
"Kaisa badla...... "
He pinched the bridge of his forehead and took deep breath and than looked at me,
"Raavi main.... Main...... Kaise... Kahan ... Se.... "
He started stuttering and got nervous i took his hand gently in my hands and spoke,
" Mujhe nhi pta ki app kya kehna chahte hai par main janti hoon ki kuch bhut hi bada kaaran hai ki app yeh sab kar rahe hai.......... Shiva main janti hoon ki app aise nhi hai yeh ladayi yeh khoon yeh sab..... App aise nhi ho..... "
He first looked at me and then the intwined hands and said,
"Kabhi kabhi na chahte huye bhi kuch aise raaste apnane padte hai jinke bare mein kabhi socha na ho........ Jab sab log appse muh mod lete haina raavi tab yehi hota hai......ikk aam insaan mujh jaisa mamuli shiva bhi rudra roop lae leta hai............ "
"Aise kya huya tha shiva yeh sab uljhte jaa rha hai.... Mera yahan aana krish ko marna yeh sab juda huya hai please mujhe batayiye yeh kya hai.......... "
"Raavi main tumhe batana chahta hu par kya karu main nhi janta ki tum mera yakeen karogi ki nahi..... Kio ki main jo bolunga vo sab dev se juda hai aur koyi bhi patni apne pati ke bare mein vo sab nahi sun sakti yakeen toh dur ki baat hai...... "
SHIVA POV:-
As soon as these words left my mouth she withdrew her hands and i regret immediately at looked at her doe like orbs which soon captured me again drowing me deep in them a tornado of emotion going through her eyes...... The deeper i look into them the more i have the urge to read them.......... They contain a lot of things in them.........
RAAVI POV:-
Hearing of dev and being his wife brought me back to the reality........ Being near Shiva loving his company..... Getting comfortable with him is all temporary...... At last i will have to go back to dev he will get me anyway all this while i was holding shiva's hand that's wrong and i withdrew my hand back..... That's wrong..... All this with him is wrong i don't know what to do i just stood their and he took a step forward......... I just averted my gaze elsewhere and he put his index finger under my chin and made me look at him and spoke,
"Kya bolna chahti hai tumhari yeh ankhein..... Jitna inko dekhte jaa rha hu utna doob rha hu........ Yeh mujhe kuch batana chahti hai...... In mein kuch gehre raaz chupe hai.........."
Hearing all this made me super nervous and his eyes are searching deep inside me... My soul.... ... His eyes are fixated on ne like nothing else exist in this world except me and suddenly out of nowhere he says,
"Raavi........ Kya tum theek ho........ "
I hesitantly just nod my head in a yes and he takes a little step forward holding my chin with his index finger and says,
"Yeh jawab tum sabko deti ho........ Haina..... Main vo puch rha hu jo tunhari ankhein kehti hai...... "
That was it and can't handle and tears start falling from my eyes never in my life someone asked me about my well being i just don't know what took over me i just hugged him... Keeping my head on his chest...... Firstly i noticed he got tensed for a moment and than after a moment he stroked my hairs lightly..... I don't know why i love his touch..... While touch of my own husband makes me feel to hide myself from him but with shiva i feel different i feel good...... It is so overwhelming.......... Never in my life i got someone who take care of me but shiva he is calming me down and being married to someone else and still being in his embrace doesn't feel wrong this even makes me cry more.....
________________________________
---------------------------------------------
Oh god!!!!!! I was so nervous writing this update as it has been a very very long time writing anything and my creative cells weren't helping me either....... I literally wrote the whole update in 45inutes and edited the last one......
God knows how it goes.....
Hope you like it....
Do tell me please guys be honest
Yours
ODETTE_DELUSION