MCKENNA GRACE
as
ROSIE BANKS
WITH:
Rudy Pankow as Fraser Banks
Jeremy Davies as David Banks
Noah Jupe as Ian Carter
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GIFS BY myyhxc
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FUTURE GHOSTS: THE SOUNDTRACK
" How disconnected I can feel on the ground
It's like I'm shining all alone
And I don't wanna be "
1. FLIGHT 180 | bishop allen
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" What have I become,
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away in the end "
2. HURT | johnny cash
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" And my heart is gonna sing
Love me while I bleed
On this altar of ice and bones
I used to be invincible but now I'm broken "
3. HEAVEN ON EARTH | gray witch
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" And I'm strugglin', and I'm stumblin',
And I need a friend "
4. FUNERAL BEDS | the districts
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" I wish that we were magic
So we wouldn't be so young and tragic "
5. YOUNG & TRAGIC | dead man's bones
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" I was just a kid who grew up strong enough
To pick this armor up
And suddenly it fit "
6. EIGHT | sleeping at last
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" When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her "
7. WORK SONG | hozier
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" Pass me that lovely little gun
My dear, my darling one "
8. O CHILDREN | nick cave & the bad seeds
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" Take my hand, I'm standing right here
You gotta hold on "
9. HOLD ON | tom waits
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" We are the reckless, we are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day, we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there "
10. YOUTH | daughter
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" All you have is your fire
And the place you need to reach
Don't you ever
Tame your demons "
11. ARSONIST'S LULLABY | hozier
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" Welcome to a place where nightmares
Are the best part of my day "
12. DEAD HEARTS | dead man's bones
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" He says, 'Death will give us back to God
Just like the setting sun
Is returned to the lonesome ocean' "
13. AT THE BOTTOM OF EVERYTHING | bright eyes
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" I don't know what we're doing
I don't know what we've done
But the fire is coming
So I think we should run "
14. RUN | daughter
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" I was lost in the world
You wanted me to run
And I climbed instead "
15. SERPENTS - DEMO | sharon van etten
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" Tell the rambler, the gambler, the back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down "
16. GOD'S GONNA CUT YOU DOWN | johnny cash
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" Did you know how much I love you?
Here's a hope that somehow you
Can save me from this darkness "
17. I SEE A DARKNESS | johnny cash
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" Oh, Father, tell me
Do we get what we deserve? "
18. WAY DOWN WE GO | kaleo
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" I wanted to give you everything
But I still stand in awe of superficial things "
19. CIVILIAN | wye oak
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" Time comes and goes, but all the while
I still think of you
Some things last a long time "
20. SOME THINGS LAST A LONG TIME | daniel johnston
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" And I said, 'I, I can't do this alone
I still need you to hold
So don't let go, don't let go, don't let go
'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid "
21. I EXIST I EXIST I EXIST | flatsound
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" I felt the power of death over life
I orphaned his children, I widowed his wife "
22. I HUNG MY HEAD | johnny cash
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" I made a mistake that I never forgot
Tied knots in the laces of
My worried shoes "
23. WORRIED SHOES | karen o, the kids
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" But the lows are so extreme,
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence "
24. A BETTER SON/DAUGHTER | rilo kiley
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" My skull is full of sunken ships
My heart's a prisoner to my ribs
We're flesh and bone when we're all alone
But together, forever, we'll live "
25. WEREWOLF HEART | dead man's bones
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" You're coming back
And it's the end of the world "
26. I WANT YOU | mitski
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" How close am I
To losing you?
Hey, are you awake?
Yeah, I'm right here "
27. ABOUT TODAY | the national
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" It's safer when I'm by your side
I want to be near you
Like I'm meant to "
28. BY YOUR SIDE | flatsound
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" It's the shame, it's the prize
Of you and me, ever changing
Moving on now, moving fast "
29. IN THIS SHIRT | the irrepressibles
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" I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does "
30. HOW SOON IS NOW? | the smiths
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" It's the brightness in your eyes
I see it all tonight
In the darkness of my light
Shining on the chosen few "
31. (DAVID BOWIE I LOVE YOU) SINCE I WAS SIX | the brian jonestown massacre
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" There's miles of land in front of us
And we're dying with every step we take
We're dying with every breath we make
And I'll fall in line "
32. MARCH TO THE SEA | twenty one pilots
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" If I was scared, I would
And if I was pure, you know I would
And if I was yours, but I'm not "
33. READY TO START | arcade fire
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" Gonna hold ya, gonna kiss you in my arms
Gonna take ya away from harm "
34. BIG JET PLANE | angus & julia stone
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" We like to watch you laughing
You pick the insects off plants
No time to think of consequences "
35. KIDS | mgmt
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" After a while you went quiet and I got mean
I'm always pushing you away from me
But you come back with gravity "
36. I KNOW THE END | phoebe bridgers
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" And I was so young when I behaved 25
Yet now, I find I've grown into a tall child
And I don't wanna go home "
37. FIRST LOVE/LATE SPRING | mitski
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" This is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy "
38. FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE | bright eyes
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FUTURE GHOSTS
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MY SUITCASE IS PACKED
WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART BEATS
SO I WALK TO THEIR SOUND
AND HEAD TOWARDS THE SUN
SO MY SHADOW WILL COVER
THE TEARS ON THE GROUND
I'M MOVING AWAY FROM THE PLACE
WHERE YOU TOOK YOUR LAST BREATH
TO FIND YOU MY LOVE
AND THE MAGIC OF LIFE
AFTER DEATH
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DISCLAIMERS:
I really hate chapters 53, 54, and 55. If I could go back and change that part easily, I would. But since that was such an impactful thing for Rosie, I would have to rewrite over half of the book to get rid of it. If I wrote it now, I would change that bit completely. At the time, I was writing it as a therapeutic type of thing for my own healing, which I usually do. For me, writing is like a coping mechanism sort of. It helps me get my own thoughts and feelings out about things that happened to me. But now that Future Ghosts has as many readers as it does, and that I feel differently about it now, I do wish I could go back and change it. I don't like reading those chapters and I completely understand if you hate them or skip them. If you hate those chapters too, I'm sorry. It can be triggering. I get it.
⚠️ This book has mature themes such as abuse, sa, and suicide. They aren't constant, but they are there. ⚠️
This fic is pretty mediocre. It was my first published book and I'm not super proud of it. If you want to check out newer works, I think my writing has since improved. :)
Please don't copy my work. You can use similar ideas and make them your own, but please know that if you copy my work, it will be reported.
If there are any typos/errors, please don't hesitate to point them out so I can fix them! Comments are appreciated!