03:30 am in Hollywood hills
Blake was awoken to a loud scream he abruptly sat up
turning on his lamp that was on his bedside table seeing Olivia sitting beside him hugging her knees close to her chest her hands shaking hysterically crying he hated seeing her upset it genuinely broke his heart
"Olivia what's wrong" Blake asked panicked
"just a bad dream I'm sorry for waking you" Olivia sniffled
"your shaking and have tears running down your face talk to me" Blake said concerned wrapping his arm around the emotional blonde
"it's okay go back to sleep" Olivia said wiping her tears
"no what happened in your dream" Blake asked as the girl put her head on his shoulder
"Nate's dad pining me down and it felt like I couldn't breathe" Olivia said sadly
"oh sweetheart listen to me he's never going to get the chance to get even remotely close to you again I will fucking kill him if I ever get my hands on him" Blake said sadly
"he got me pregnant and I keep thinking what if I never got the abortion" Olivia said
"don't think about that sweetheart that sick twisted man is not worth your time or energy" Blake said
"but blake If I never got the abortion we wouldn't have met I wouldn't have been in Texas for miss teen America and even if i was you wouldn't of wanted to date a single teen mom any guy would run a mile" Olivia sighed
"when we first met I felt such a connection olivia I hope you believe me when I tell you that If you were to tell me that you had a kid I wouldn't of ran away" Blake smiled
"your just saying that" Olivia shook her head
"no I'm being serious just like when you had a pregnancy scare with carter I told austin that I would of stepped up and became a step father if that was something you wanted" Blake said truthfully
"I don't ever want kids with him" Olivia shook her head
"do you want kids with me" Blake asked
"yeah more than anything" Olivia smiled
"I do also" Blake smiled
"can we just lay here" Olivia asked
"of course we can" Blake nodded
"I truely can't imagine if I never met you your my everything Blake" Olivia smiled sadly
"your my everything my little bunny if I lost you I would loose my goddamn mind" Blake sighed
"do you remember when I handcuffed you to this bed" Olivia laughed
"yes and put your thong under my bed I was worried the whole night you walking around without underwear in the short red dress you were wearing" Blake said
"you Remember what I was wearing" Olivia asked smiling to herself
"of course I do" Blake smiled
"who found you actually because someone had to let you out of the handcuffs" Olivia asked
"Bryce so you can imagine his shock seeing me in my boxers wearing his handcuffs hard as a rock I should add" Blake laughed
"for what it's worth it took everything in me leaving you there" Olivia said
"really because if I remember correctly you said you were going to fuck Tayler and took my condom" Blake said sadly
"touching tayler was never my intention and as for the condoms I left them in the Uber I had no intention of using them on anyone my only intention was going home" Olivia said
"in the Uber" Blake laughed
"yeah on the floor" Olivia laughed
"imagine the headlines olivia Jenner left condoms in my Uber" Blake chuckled
"Olivia Jenner sexually active we seem to think so after a box of condoms was left in her Uber" Olivia laughed
"you actually sounded like a reporter" Blake laughed
"you must have gotten new condoms though right I seen some in your drawer today" olivia winked
"yeah always got to be prepared" Blake said
"for all the girls you have fucked" Olivia teased
"there was only tatum and one other which were both huge mistakes like tatum is a lovely girl don't get me wrong but it never should have happened I was heartbroken over you thinking if I get under someone else I'd just magically get over you but I didn't if anything it just made me feel worse" Blake sighed
"i know what you mean I haven't slept with Carter since finding out about you not cheating on me and I've only slept with him once and I felt like complete shit after I just broke down crying after" Olivia said
"It's been months since I took the lie detector test" Blake said
"I know life is moving so fast" olivia frowned
"what do you mean" Blake asked
"it's almost october" olivia spoke
"I know how are you feeling now" Blake asked running his hand up and down the blondes back comforting her
"this sounds so stupid but I want to be closer to you" Olivia frowned looking up into the gray boys face
"can I trust you" blake asked looking down at the blonde on his chest
"yes always" Olivia smiled
"I meant it when I said we aren't having sex yet" blake said
"I know" Olivia sighed
"but if you promise me not to move we can try cock warming until you fall asleep then I'll pull out" blake suggested
"okay" Olivia nodded agreeing
"also what are you trying to do to me wearing lingerie to bed" blake groaned seeing the blonde wearing lingerie to bed was making it extremely hard to keep his cool and not rip her clothes off and pound into her
"I thought it was cute" Olivia smiled
"it's completely see through and if I just undo this string right here your naked it's hard enough trying to not have sex with you" Blake said pulling down his boxers flinging them to the other side of the room
"your naked I think it's only fair to you that I am also" Olivia smirked undoing the string of her lingerie set leaving her boobs bouncing naturally as she slipped her matching lace thong down her legs
"what position" Blake asked
"spooning I think if I was to get on top it would hurt" Olivia said turning on her side lifting her leg up placing it on the boys thigh while he pushed into her his hands pulling her waist closer to him
"this isn't spooning" Blake laughed pulling the duvet back up over them
"it's backward spooning I want to look at your handsome face" Olivia smiled reaching her hand out tracing the boy's facial features
"I love you" Blake smiled placing a kiss on the blondes lips
"I love you more" olivia mumbled
"do you think nate showing up triggered the nightmare" Blake wondered out loud
"it could have but truthfully I've been pushing it down distracting myself pretending it never happened it was bound to happen eventually" Olivia said after wetting her lips
"I'm never going to let that man have the chance to hurt you again your safe with me you know that right" Blake said protectively
"I do" Olivia smiled before she winced she was still extremely sensitive, sore and since she wasn't taking the oxycodone the hospital prescribed the pain relief was wearing off
"you really need to take the oxy sweetheart the doctors in the hospital prescribed it to you for the pain they wouldn't do that if you didn't need it" Blake said
"I'm scared" Olivia said her voice breaking she didn't want to become addicted again her coma had made her clean from the drugs but she didn't know if she would be able to control herself if she was given the chance to be near any substance again
"of what" Blake asked
"becoming addicted" Olivia said sadly
"I won't let you become addicted sweetheart I'll be keeping an eye on you do you really think I would let you become like my mom I watched addiction ruin her life there is no way I am watching you" Blake said sadly
"I'm sorry I know it's hard for you to talk about your mom" Olivia said sadly
"It's okay are you comfortable" blake asked
"very" Olivia smiled
"turn around and close your eyes" Blake smiled
"I don't want to feel empty" Olivia said sadly
"do you mean me filling you up or mentally empty" Blake asked
"the first one" Olivia answered
"I won't pull out" Blake said placing his head in the crook of the girls neck after he turned her around wrapping his arms around her waist
"goodnight blakers" Olivia smiled
"goodnight sweetheart I love you forever" Blake smiled
"and a day" Olivia continued before closing her eyes drifting off to sleep
10:30 am in Hollywood hills
Olivia woke up to her phone buzzing on the bedside locker that was situated beside the gray boys bed she heard the boy she loved snoring into the crook of her neck his arms wrapped around her waist gently though not wanting to hurt her still fragile body as he was still inside her
she reached over grabbing her phone pulling the charger out only to groan seeing numerous missed calls and messages from carter Vanderbilt he had been blowing up her phone since the accident she had been ignoring him she wanted nothing to do with him she knew the Vanderbilt boy was abusive having experienced his rage but never thought he would try kill her to say she was scared of the monster would be an understatement she never wanted to see him again
"sweetheart" Blake groaned tiredly
"go back to sleep" Olivia smiled lifting the boys arm off her waist
"come back to bed" Blake groaned sleepily wrapping his arm around the girl
"I'm going toilet go back to sleep blakers" Olivia smiled placing a kiss on the boys lips before getting out of the bed pulling the duvet back over the naked gray boy before walking over to his wardrobe slipping on the gray boys sweat pants and one of his oversized sweaters
"I love you" Blake said sleepily
"I love you more" Olivia smiled before closing the door walking downstairs