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A sound of falling makes my eyes wide open immediately, i groaned when i still feel tired and sleepy at the same time. God, what time is it?
I turn around in my bed—nope definitely not my bed. Right. I just realised that im in Alex's room, I couldn't help but blush, my thoughts last night was still making me crazy the whole thing happened is just unbelievable. I was hoping that im just dreaming but no everything happened last night was real, although im still confused of what Alex just said last night.
I think i do i know they're just four words but it making me crazy and it made me woke up the whole night. That's the reason why im still sleepy .
Anyways, I didn't exactly ask Alex about it 'cause after that kiss we immediately went to his room and we basically fúcked. To be honest, i feel so much happy, happier than ever. I dont know what Alex did to me, i knew in the first place this is wrong because he's my boss and I thought it just a fúck thing but as time went on i fell for him so bad and i hated it.
I didn't know what Alex's sex life had been like before me. I mean i dont believe him that since Brielle's born he never fúck anyone i refused to believe that.
I sighed and turn to my side to reach for my phone, where Alex's phone lies next to mine. I noticed that the spot beside me on the bed is empty, traces of Alex laying there before now gone. It was already eight in a morning and damn i dont want to get up but i knew i had to get up and enjoy this vacation.
I wonder where Alex is?
Until the door opens and im greeted with the most amazing sight ever invented. When he sees im awake, although barely, he smiles big at me after kicking the door closed. I immediately sat up and stretched my hands and i probably look like a lost puppy again but who cares when the most beautiful man ever known smiles like that to me.
"Hey, good morning." Damn that delicious rough morning voice of him. I'd like to hear it more. It took me a second to noticed that he's holding a tray in both hands. "I was hoping that I didn't wake you because of the noise I've made?"
"Oh no you didnt." I managed a soft smile, even he did though. "What's that?"
"I made you a breakfast." He casually replied–as if he's not his first time to make me a breakfast.
He placed it on the bed and the smell of fresh brewed coffee went to my nostrils of my nose and the buttered toast with egg and bacon. Look delicious.
But damn he didn't have to do it.
"No you didn't? Alex, you didn't have to do that." I acted surprised for the fact he had been doing this. I feel so bad for his sweetness. "I mean i can make myself, this is too much, you dont need..."
"Just shut up and give me a good morning kiss." He teases.
I stopped for a second and blush a little. Now im totally wide awake and doesn't feel tired anymore, it vanished completely.
I moved closer to him and put my arms around his neck. We made an eye contact first, a lot of thoughts going on my mind, im just so happy right now, not just that but whenever im looking through his eyes i felt so much loved. Im hoping that he felt the same way and this is not just nothing to him.
I pull him closer and give him slow kiss. I felt him smile between our kiss as he kissed me in passionate one. He put his hands on my waist making the sheet fall from my body, exposing my naked body. Yep im still naked. He pulled me closer to his body as i kissed him down into a very deep kiss.
Not until i break it soon, at what Alex responds with a disapproving groan again. He wants to kiss me again but i use my hands to back him away.
"Alex...you said only good morning kiss." I shyly said, wrapping the sheet back to my body. I haven't brushed my teeth so i dont want to have sloppy kiss.
He let out a rich laugh. "Dont worry im not gonna fúck you right now, not unless you eat something."
"Seriously, Al, you shouldn't have." I state firmly.
"Yes i had to, you should eat." He hold his gaze on me, his voice sounds like my mother. "Dont think I haven't notice that yer not eating and noticed.... yer weight loss." He said the last part cautiously, like he was afraid to hurt my feelings even though he wouldn't.
Oh Alex.
"Of course not." I immediately looked away from him.
That makes my heart flutter, i just like when he's being like this. He could be so sweet sometimes, i barely even noticed myself I thought it's my normal weight but damn Alex noticed it so maybe it's not normal. I dont actually understand why im losing my appetite sometimes.
"I'm always asking Rosita if yer eating and she said she barely seeing you eating lunch and dinner." His face falls even more, i could feel the irritation over his voice but damn is he really asking Rosita? I mean he's not wrong though. "And since we got here the only thing you ate was the food i made last night."
I knew i should not smiling like im crazy when this man in front of me is overreacting but he look cute when he's worrying.
"So what exactly going on, Yelena?" His eyes darkened and so i began to utterly intense. He's completely serious right now.
"Nothing, God, Al, can you stop? You're overreacting." I nervously laughed, i stood up while still holding the sheet all over my body. I could feel Alex's eyes were all over me as i grabbed my bathrobe that hanging on the chair. "Im fine, okay?"
Alex sighs. "Are you sure?"
"Yes im sure." I smiled at him and moved towards him as i leaned to kiss him on his cheeks. "Thank you Al, this is sweet of you."
To be honest, i like him like this. Sure sometimes he can't hold his anger and he's too quick to get irritated but i knew how to make him being so soft. Right now he seem so different, i know he's just being worried and this is just new to him, i guess? But why? Why is he acting like this?
If i could just asked him again, but im too afraid to bring that kind of topic. I'll just probably ignore it and or probably just wait.
I began to eat my breakfast while Alex went to the bathroom to take a shower. I actually enjoy the food, it's been a while since i had bacon and i dont want to lie bacon is my favourite breakfast, im so glad Alex gave me this. He really knew what i want.
The bathroom door opens and Alex strolls out with only a towel wrapped around his body. Im completey full right now, i dont think i can finished these food when im already full just by looking at him. Im gonna say it like a million times, this is the best vacation I've ever had, i dont want to go home instead I want to stay here with him.
I just basically continue to eat my food while i let him wear some clothes.
"So...what do you want to do today? Hiking?" Alex asked, well we still have few days for this vacation, i should really need to enjoy this month of August...Wait, August....right today is twenty-third of August. I knew today is not a normal day.
Which mean it's my mom's birthday. Today is my mom's day, how could i be forgotten? I couldn't help but feel so bad and sad at the same time. I haven't celebrate her birthday since when I left her.
"Yelena?"
I shook my head and turned my head to look at Alex. "Sorry, what were you saying?"
"What's the matter? Are you okay?" Alex asked worriedly, he noticed the look on my face as he immediately run towards me with his worried face. "Is there something wrong with the food?"
I shook my head immediately. "Oh no no no, these food is beyond delicious." Now i kinda feel bad.
"Then, what's bothering you?"
"Nothing...it just." I paused for a minute and took a deep breath. "today is my mom's birthday. We usually celebrate it together, this is the third times that I haven't celebrate her birthday." I looked down to my hands that laying on my legs, i didn't even noticed that the tears already running through my cheeks which is I immediately wiped it. "Sorry, im so dramatic, it's nothing important, let just forget..."
"You should visit her." Alex look at me hopefully.
"I cant, she doesn't want to see me plus, we're in vacation." Shaking my head.
Alex sighs. "No, you need to visit your Mum, Yelena." There's a heat in his eyes.
"But we're in vacation Al, i dont want to waste all of this." I told him, there's no way im leaving all of this, i know my mom doesn't want to see me even though i really do want to see her so much and celebrate her birthday.
"And right now im asking you to go and visit your mother." He hold his gaze on me, his eye boring into mine with sincerity. "Dont worry about this, that is way more important."
I wish I can visit my mom, but she hate me and and i know she's mad at me for not giving her a money. But that's not the only reason why i cant go , im just too afraid to see Howard, im afraid that he's gonna do it again. Whenever im seeing his face it making me sick and felt so angry to him.
"But even i want to i dont think i can go alone so im not..."
"I'll go with you." He immediately interrupted me.
I was surprised by his response, i blink twice if he's joking but no, the way Alex is looking at me he look so serious. But i know that's too much, i dont want him to involve of what kind of family i had and i dont want him to bother since he done so much for me.
"No no no, that's too much. You dont have to do that." I shake my head as a no. I looked away 'cause i know his face form into a usual Alex again.
Alex sighs again. "Yelena, stop fighting me on every goddamn thing and stop yer but! Im coming with you, we're gonna celebrate yer mother's birthday." I could see the heat in his eyes again. "Dont worry, I have a lot of time."
I didn't protest or anything instead i just nod my head leaving me no choice. As much as i dont want Alex to come with me, but i know he doesn't want me to go alone and I guess he's always gonna be bossy, which is i kinda like it.
After i took a shower I fixed my belongings and other things, while Alex is checking the whole house with some caretaker. Im not gonna lie that im really nervous seeing my mother again, especially Alex is coming with me. I dont want my mom to think that why my boss is with me 'cause she definitely knew Alex is my boss.
And right now i need to be ready meeting Howard again. I hope nothing's gonna happened, i mean how should i be so afraid when Alex is with me, i knew i felt safe when im with him. I guess, there's nothing to worry about as much as Alex is with me.