He smiled when he saw me. I bowed
" Danny" I said
" mnn-
" what about money " I said hastily. he smirked.
" I have money" he said
I looked down in thought. He looked at me from hair to toe then smiled
" take it off" he said
" huh" i replied
" the skirt" he said
" why" I said holding my skirt
He smiled.
" you can't dance in it" he said
" I can go back and wear a short then" I said
" why didn't you wear it before coming" he asked
" well I didn't-
" next time remember to wear one then. Take it off" he said moving over then opening the curtains.
I nodded - God Bryan is going to be so mad. What am I doing, where am I , what is going on. I thought only one man would see my panties until I die.
He came back and I hastily unzipped my skirt then dropped it. I dragged down my black panties, luckily they covered well , even better than the ones Min ah wears as shorts.
I used my hand to cover my thigh.
" you have pretty legs , why do you cover them up" he said then picked my skirt from the floor. He dropped it on the arm of the couch. I felt my stomach stir in sweetness. i blushed.
He moved over and I moved back , he took my hand and I stopped. He raised my top up then tied it below my chest, that way he saw my belly button and my waist line too. Now I understand what nana meant by this person would touch you everyday.
He looked at my body quietly. While chewing in
" you have a freaking hot body too " he said I smiled shyly.
" thank you " I said
" tie your hair up" he said I nodded then packed my hair , I folded it. He moved in then moved his fingers into my waist , I shivered. He looked into my eyes then gently lifted me up to his arms.
" wrap your legs" he said. I nodded then nervously wrapped my legs around his torso , he held me by my hip then gently let me go , throwing my head downwards. After a while He raised me then dropped me on my legs
" you are heavy - really heavy " he said moving back wards. I nodded
" you have a pot belly too" he said I touched my tummy then looked down.
" your diet plan - if I don't see improvements in one week you would move into my house" he said throwing a book to me. I nodded then dropped it in my bag.
" so let's start with simple stretches" he said I nodded
"so a split" he said
" I can't " I said
" try " he said so I parted my legs , I went really low but I couldn't go any lower, my waist would break
" you should make a straight line baby " he said moving over.
I placed my hands on the floor for balance but I couldn't do it. I tried standing but Danny placed his leg on my hip then pushed down, my legs straightened by force, I heard the sound of my bone breaking. I screamed in pain then sat down closing my legs together.
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Finally it was over. We did stretches, workouts, etc.
I feel so sore. I pulled in my skirt then carried my bag. I bowed to him. I tried leaving then I came back.
" so we didn't talk about—
" are you really dating Bryan" he asked
I nodded , he nodded
" become a dancer first " he said I smiled happily. The fact that he never touched me inappropriately made me like him.
He picked a call then walked out. I left.
I returned to my room then at midnight it was mandlas turn to train me, by 6 am it was the general dance training and by 12pm Danny's house as usual.
So tiring
DREAM BY CHIDINMA JERRY
It's been about 60 days, I and Bryan had been communicating but once a while.
I was scared to tell him about Danny. I dunno he gets mad easily. Nana said he didn't need to know.
He had not come to see me , I miss him. And I have so much sexual desires now it wasn't like this before i started having sex. It's making me loose concentration.
Last week i tried to lure him over here , he promised to visit this week. I can't wait. When he comes I would tell him about Danny.
I dropped my phone sadly, Mandy smiled
" do you want to see Bryan" she said
I smiled shyly
" he is busy. Diego said he is so busy so he is not with his phone " I said
" I know where he is. He is shooting for sinner. Wanna go " she said, I smiled
" well he is busy. Won't he get mad. Plus Diego would kill me" I said
" he won't see you. You would be the only one seeing him since you miss him. Trust me they won't catch us. I wanted to watch the shoot, so u can come along" she said applying her lipstick.
I nodded happily and we both headed out. When we arrived they where already shooting.
we passed the first glass where others watched, we where at the last glass wall which was close to them. we watched the shoot clearly. Mandy said they can't see us.
I smiled when I saw Bryan in the jacuzzi, filled with red water. his wet hair fell free. Black small earrings. He looked so pretty and The sinner tattoo looked so attractive. He wore a black transparent shirt, the buttons where left open. His body was wet from hair to toe. The water stopped at his chest.
" his eyes are so pretty " Mandla said smiling and dancing, I smiled.
" you seem really excited" I said
" I am. It's my dream to be a vixen model for a top idol too. Briana is kind of like my role model " she said I smiled
" the shoot looks scary tho " I whispered she smiled
" In the story of sinner he is a Murderer , a killer. So this is like a pool of blood. It would look better when it's edited " she said I nodded
I was so happy, just watching him. I miss him but I can't clear his schedules myself. He used his phone.
" so what happened " I asked Mandy
" she is a nun on the other hand. A saint. They fell in love and she came to him, she left her world, now she is waiting for him to change " she said I smiled.
" awwwn " I replied
🚺what is holding Anna " a woman said
" am sorry " Briana said rushing out. Pink towel around her chest. People followed her, I guess her team.
Bryan emptied the glass of liquor and his assistant took the cup.
They raised a black cloth to cover us from seeing her , she dropped the towel then she moved into the water. They moved away.
She is so beautiful tho. Her black long hair sank.
" is she naked " I said
" no. I think panties on" she said I nodded.
" that's naked tho" I whispered she smiled
Briana moved into Bryan's arms then she sat on him. He moved his hands into her waist then he helped her sit well. She smiled.
" Bryan are you okay- I hope the water is not cold" Diego said touching the water.
" he is fine.... I am here to keep him warm" Briana said in a quiet laugh and everyone laughed.
" ok guys let's roll" Diego said.
She moved into his arms, hugging Bryan. shots where being taken.
" she is good" Mandla whispered.
I smiled , I felt jealous but I held it in. I should support him.
" that's good. Can We Make it deeper. " the photographer said
Briana whispered something which made Bryan smile as she kissed his neck, her fingers in his hair from behind. Shots where being taken too.
" how about bringing your faces close, an almost kiss shot" the lady said
Briana nodded then moved her face closer to his. Bryan closed his eyes so it would look real.
" perfect.. hold that position " the lady said
She moved in then kissed his lips. My eye widened.
" that's even better. Wow" the lady shouted.
Bryan let her have the kiss, when she unlocked she chewed the gum which was in his mouth earlier in a very seductive smile.
My body shaked in shock and I felt my breathless, i held my heart then I brushed my hair behind looking away.
" Briana how about backing him, something like reverse cow girl " the editor said , she smiled and everybody awwwned.
Bryan he helped her turn, she covered her breast with one hand then she turned to back him in the water. she sat on him. Even the way she sat on him, she was gently rocking against him, so many times.
Is she trying to turn him on.
He caught his breath then took the glass of water from his assistant, he emptied it then gave her the glass.
She relaxed in his body, relaxing her head on his shoulders , she used his hand to cover her chest then she raised her hand to the side of his neck.
" wow that's hot " Mandla said
" hot. This is what I want!!! "the photographer shouted. My eyes was just on Bryan's hand which she used to cover her breast , half under the water.
My heart pained deeply. I wish I didn't come. I caught my breath , gently holding my chest.
" why is the shoot so erotic" I said
" didn't you hear the lyrics of sinner, it was literally porn. " she said I caught my breath.,
She posed around on him, he just took breaks to take water , alcohol or chocolate. His mouth was busy through out.
The shoot was actually very sinful. It ended, she turned then faced Bryan still sitting on him.
When she turned to others she covered her breast with her hand but when she faced Bryan , she didn't bother.
" this is the best shot, this would be the cover. What do you think " the director said to the editor
"This is why I love Briana " the editor said
" you did a good job Anna "Diego said
Briana covered her chest , she turned to them in a smile , then she bowed to them
" thank you" she said smiling and bowing again. Then she removed her hand as she turned to Bryan.
she said something to Bryan as she took chocolate from his assistant and they where conversing seriously ,seemed she was complaining about someone there.
The fact that he comfortably made conversation with her , when she was half naked in his arms proved their where really close.
I caught my breath
"deya it's nothing. This is what comes with dating an idol. Briana is just the one being all over him. Bryan doesn't care" Mandla said
" let's just go" I said. she held my hand
" call him " she said
"What-
" if you want to know if he is cheating just call your man. If he values her, he would be uncomfortable and he might not take your calls" she said then she took my phone
" but he is busy.... I don't want him to get mad" I said
" busy what, how can you be scared of your own boyfriend this much" she said calling him. I watched the phone ring. His phone rang and his assistant gave it to him.
" baby " he said, I blushed and Mandla smiled.
He sent his fingers to her waist then he gently moved her out of his arms. I smiled as I watched her leave angrily with her crew. they covered her with the towel.
" oppa are you busy " I asked , he brushed his hair behind
" a bit. Do you miss me" he said and I blushed again.
" I do" I said
I watched him smile as he walked out of the water, his fingers unbuttoning his shirts last button
" how are you baby , you don't sound strong " he said I smiled
" I am. Just tired " i said
" from what " he said smiling
Everyone watched him in shock as he sat down still on the wet clothes. Omg he has cold.
Diego signaled his assistant to take the phone from Bryan, she signaled Diego he won't agree.
" sir you are going to catch a -
Bryan signaled her to close her mouth .
Diego walked towards him , I knew I had to end the call.
" from dancing . Oppa let's talk later , I love you " I said
" I love you too" he said and his assistant took his phone, Diego went back, I left with Mandy
I was so happy.
" I don't know what you want to believe deya but Bryan loves you very much " Mandla said
I looked at her
"Did you see the way he dismissed briana like she was nothing even without your presence? That's how much he respects you. Other male idols don't even care. They would cheat to your face like it's their right " she said
I smiled
" Bryan who is easily irritated stayed in wet clothes just to talk to you, if this is not love, what is. I have dated a lot of male idols deya, I never met one who respects his woman like this. If I get that, I would do anything to keep him, don't let the girls at camp get to you And make you doubt your man. Bryan loves you very much " she said I smiled then thanked her.
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At night i missed him so much so I texted him , he replied really late then he called me on video.
Bryan called me on video , he was the only one in the hotel room, I smiled. The room was really pretty
He wore this white hoodie. Zipped halfway. White sweatpants too. It was perfectly fitted on him.
He didn't cover his hair. It was packed behind, gold necklace written Bryan
I just took my time to look at him cause I missed him so much. He closed a file then he ate something. I smiled
" am sorry, I would just -
" it's fine"I said
He signed a file then he gave them to someone . After which he finally looked at me .
" I love you" he said making me blush
" I love you too. " I replied and he smiled
" I miss you so much " I said, he smiled
"Same here. am so sorry for being like this deya. I was really going to make out time this week but my dad is kinda down so there is a lot of work load on me" he said
" I understand " I said
". I promise to visit once I get the slightest opportunity " he said
I nodded in a smile. He seemed stressed , I didn't want to add my desires to his burden.
We said our good nights then I ended the call.
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Deya stop thinking about sex and you would control your emotions. Bryan is busy and he is so stressed... what kind of girlfriend would think about herself now. You stayed this long already without it , what's feel more weeks you can't stay.,
I advised myself as I got ready for my class with Danny.
My relationship with Danny is still strictly dance tho he is very flirty.
He would send me back if he doesn't like what I wore. He Reminds me to wear my earring.
He made me go out to the streets bra less , he said I didn't even need a bra in my life cause I had the most perfectly shaped breasts in the world.
He has killed 50 percent of my low self esteem.
He has taken me out to far fields with shorts on, took me grocery shopping with only his polo on.
When am with Danny - he makes me feel sexy, he forces me to look sexy.
I am a different person with him , I am kind of free .
he has made me dance in panties before him and other trainers , I don't know what Danny wants to turn me into .
I feel more confident and less shy nowadays.
I like his personality, he still never for once tried to touch me immorally or anything.
When it comes to my weight he said he saw a difference. we have trained in different places too that's not his flat.
He got me a waist chain to monitor weight gain.
I have been pushing myself so hard, got sick so many times. But I can't give up, If I fail I would go to the beginners camp and it's one year , I don't want to be away from Bryan again
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We where done with our class , I took a shower because I felt sweaty.
I tied the towel then looked around his room.
He walked in then gave me his black polo
" thank you " I said , he packed my bag for me then left with it. I smiled, he is so calm and caring.
I wore the polo on my panties then I walked out. It was quite short.
I walked out to the living room then closed the door , his eyes on my thighs , he looked away running his tongue on his lower lip , I gently dragged down the polo, it was smelling so nice just like he does.
We looked at each other quietly , the air in the room was becoming hot
" uhmmmm I need to leave nana is waiting " I said , he didn't reply . I tried moving he took my hand then moved me back against the door. Gently Moving in and trapping me in his arms.
" Danny " I breathed. My heart beat accelerating .
He lifted my jaw then He ran his thumb on my lower lip gently. My breathing already started shaking.
" can I kiss you" he asked
" no. Danny I ...
He kissed me regardless , I unlocked then gently pushed him away.
" danny please stop -
"why are you punishing yourself ? When was the last time you had sex?" He said
I didn't talk
" I guess....... that day when your room mate snuck you out. How many months has it been " he asked
I didn't talk - he smirked moving back.
" do you really think Bryan is not having sex? " he said
That's true, Bryan can't stay 3 days without sex, he has no self control whatsoever. And he is always high so how is he staying months now.
He is busy deya.
I looked up at him
" you are not that naive are you? " Danny said.
" Bryan is busy" I said he scoffed
" busy indeed? You don't even know anything about Ryan. Listen, I don't kiss and tell . What ever happens in here dies in here. I just want to make you happy , and ......... I know you want me too" he said Then moved in slowly, giving me enough time to push him away but I couldn't. No matter how hard I tried.
He kissed me and I kissed him back, my fingers moving into his body.
We kissed deeply, He kissed me just like Bryan does and that carried me away