Sharlot pov
When Enzo left I cry hard.I don't want to go but I can't stay with him,I can't even stand up straight cause my leg are still weak from all the goodbye sex we had,I call Lucy still crying.My heart hurts like a lot.I feel like someone is trying to take out my heart with a fork
"Hi Lucy he is gone"I said crying hard I can't make it stop "and can you please come get me I can't walk"I said trying to wear his clothes to cover up
"I will be their in ten"she said hanging up.She walk in with a wheelchair"I am sorry"she said trying to wipe my tears away even I can't wipe them away
"Don't try it does not work I tried I can't stop crying I don't know can you get me something to make this pain go away"I said asking the impossible "I can't help you with that"
She walked towards the back to this wonderful car,she helps me get inside.She start driving,the drive to the airport was short.I was looking out the window while tears rolled down my face wetting Enzo's shirt
"Sharlot,please try to not cry or police will think I am kidnapping you"she said walking outside the car,I wore a mask and sunglass to hide my face
I was Alisa Robinson,I walked to the airport with a bag with Enzo's clothes,I flighted business class,crying all the way home.I have enough money in my bank account that can last me and my children a life time
I am going to Cape town because Enzo knows where I live so I can stay here for a year or so,Lucy called to check if I was fine.I did not want to talk to anyone but I had to answer her just to say I am fine then hang up
I called Donia"hi Donia I will be gone for a year,I will call you if I can and I love you so much"I said hang up not wait for her respond,I have to throw my phone in a plane that was going to Dubai.I mean Lucy did that
I can do this,I lived without Enzo I can do it again I lying to my self I know I can't live without him.He make my life brighter
SIX MONTHS LATER
I have not get out of this house and I don't want too,I need Enzo in my life.I have been watching our video and smiling when I heard his voice I love all the parts,like when he called me Peach or he said I love you or his laughter or his smile I loved every moment of it
Lucy is coming today to check if I am fine,I can say I am make progress I have not cried since morning and it's 3 pm.Lucy is coming at 4 pm and I cooked for her
Their is a knock on the door I ran to see who it is "hi Lucy"I said opening the door wide so she can come inside,she smiled hugging me "hi Sharlot"
We talked about anything but Enzo and I"so how are you doing"she asked eating her icecream "I am doing"I said being truthful I don't know how I am doing
"Do you need a hug"she said stand to hug me"no thanks if you hug me I will cry and I have not cried today see now you make me cry" I said wiping the fallen tears
"I am sor..."she did not finish "do not say sorry"I said smiling trying to calm my self"I have to go to the restroom" she said speed walking in the house
Her phone rings and I picked it up and is Enzo,I answer it"Lucy I need you back in the office,I have a lead on Peach"he said then hanging up
I started crying,why did I answer it"Lucy,Enzo said you should come to work cause he has a lead on me"I said closing my eyes trying to stop the crying
"Sharlot why did you let him hear you voice?"she yelled at me "he did not hear my voice he was the one talking"she hugs me "ohh Sharlot you have to be strong it will get better"she said hugging me
"Can that process work fast cause I am tried"I said moving from her arms"my sister is coming to stay with you as I just don't trust you not to call Enzo" she said making a call
"I don't need anyone I can handle my shit on my own"I said mad I can handle my self "too bad I don't care"she said now walking away to talk to someone on the phone
"Sharlot I am going I think Enzo is trying to track my phone"she said wearing her shoes"why does he do that"I said surprised about what she said "I got lost once and he always make sure I am safe"
"Sharlot she is going to come tomorrow by noon"she said leaving I think I am going to hate her"fine but don't think I am going to be friendly with your sister"
"How old is she?"I asked her,the funny thing is that I don't know how old she is but she knows everything about me"she is twenty one"I looked at her surprised then I remembered we are black so age does not imply on us
"Let me guess you look twenty one but add six you are twenty seven"I said that work most time like my sister look fifteen but she is twenty one
"Good but I am twenty eight"she said clapping her hands"I should get going"hugging me goodbye
Having someone was nice maybe having her sister will not be bad