[BL] (MTL) Cannon fodder slag attack and whitewashing manual [Quick travel]

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Chapter 41

    When Xu Lin saw his agitated reaction, the anger in his chest was like being suddenly poured with a bucket of ice water, which was complicated and absurd. At the same time, an unspeakable irritability slowly filled his entire chest.

    Why is it that he is wrong at all, but he is always like this, as if he has done something unforgivable to him?

    I don't know how long it took before the suppressed and heart-wrenching choking sound finally stopped. Xu Linshen's eyes fell on him, and he found that he had calmed down, only his eye sockets were still slightly red.

    Xu Linshen looked at him silently for a while, with a suppressed look of pain in his eyes: "Zhong Yu, do you really have nothing to say to me?" Chu Yan's

    eyelashes trembled, and slowly, only a look of indifference remained on his face. After a moment of silence, he turned his head to look at Xu Linshen, and said in a hoarse voice, "You heard it yourself... Then what do you mean by asking now?" Xu Linshen's eyes moved slightly, and his body moved forward unconsciously

    . Leaning a little, one hand tightly held the armrest of the wheelchair, but there was still no fluctuation in the voice: "When you broke up with me before, you clearly said that you were already with Yu Fei, But what I heard with my own ears outside the door today doesn’t seem to be the case.”

    At this point, Xu Linshen’s voice paused for a few seconds, and then he looked at Chu Yan fixedly and frowned and asked: “Zhong Yu, what are you doing? Are you kidding me?"

    Chu Yan slowly revealed a sarcasm smile when he heard this, but his voice was cold: "Does Boss Xu care so much about every ex-lover? Maybe it's just because I didn't let Boss Xu first. He dumped me, that's why Boss Xu felt so unwilling..."

    He paused for a while, and after taking a breath, he slowly said, "As for Young Master Yu, hehe... you guys have money. People always want to find someone to play love games... But business is always about what you want and what you want. Since you don't like me, why do you have to put on such an affectionate attitude... It's so hypocritical .”

    When hearing him say this, Xu Linshen subconsciously frowned, because he always felt that when Zhong Yu said this, although his tone was light, there was a trace of unspeakable resentment inside.

    Xu Linshen noticed it keenly, but he couldn't help frowning when he heard the word "buying and selling" so easily: "Zhong Yu, don't you think it's funny? "

    "What..."

    Xu Linshen looked at him, wondering what he thought of, and suddenly smiled: "You are willing to sell yourself, but you hate others for not being sincere enough to you. Why should you hate others when you can't do it yourself? Can't do it?"

    He didn't keep a trace of affection in this sentence, and it was much harsher and harsher than the sentence just now.

    Chu Yan glanced at him for a while, with complicated eyes. I don't know how long he looked at him before he finally gave a low smile: "Now Mr. Xu, what you mean is also to say that I despise myself first.

    " Turning her eyes to the ceiling again, she said faintly: "So you see, in fact, Mr. Xu has always looked at me like this... That's really embarrassing for you, you still have sex with me even though you don't like me..."

    You've always looked at me like that too?

    Always?

    Xu Linshen's eyes darkened, his usual clear thoughts became confused because of his words, what does Zhong Yu mean?

    What is always?

    His heart beat suddenly and violently. Xu Linshen's fingers froze for a moment, and then he turned his gaze to Zhong Yu. There was no trace of the excitement on his face, only a cold and pale calm remained.

    What Zhong Yu said just now seems to be not only talking about Yu Fei, but more like talking about himself...

    ——Since you don't like him, why should you put on an affectionate attitude?

    Xu Linshen's throat choked for a moment, as if he had grasped countless broken but connected fragments in his mind...

    That's why he was so angry because of his words just now, that's why he kept talking about those words, so he always felt that all his revenge was just out of "unwillingness".

    It turned out that he actually thought that he had always looked down on him so much, not after Le Huo appeared, but he had always thought so, and he had never even believed that he had really regarded him as someone who could be with him for a lifetime Mate's!

    But... this idea is too ridiculous. I... When did I look down on him, I obviously loved him like a jewel like a treasure, and I was willing to give everything for him, even including my own legs. If this is also despised, then what is "despised"?

    Xu Linshen's heart was full of mixed feelings for a moment, sourness and bitterness surged up together, making even the breath between his mouth and nose feel bitter and hot, Zhong Yu actually always thinks of himself like this?

    Xu Linshen tried his best to ignore the dense tingling pain spreading from his heart, Zhong Yu, how could he have such a ridiculous idea, what did he do wrong that made Zhong Yu misunderstand him like this?

    "I also understand what Mr. Xu conveyed, but this is my ward. I'm tired now, so please leave."

    Xu Linshen still wanted to say something to him, but his confused thoughts made him wonder where he came from. Speaking of it, he spoke slowly: "Zhong Yu..."

    Chu Yan closed his eyes, buried his face in the pillow, and squeezed out two words from his throat: "Get out."

    ——When

    he woke up that afternoon , It was nearly six o'clock, and the nurse brought a nutritious meal to the hospital, including thick rib soup and a grilled fish that was charred on the outside and tender on the inside.

    Chu Yan sighed while drinking the soup: [Food has finally improved, and Yu Fei’s assist is quite impressive. ]

    [Master Host, is this your plan? But I think that although it's pretty good, it's still not enough for the male lead to forgive you without any grudges. After all, his legs were broken to save you, so it still hasn't changed your ruthless image. ]

    [This is just the first step, let’s take it slowly later. This is already a good start. ]

    Stayed in the hospital for another week, Chu Yan can be drunk every time, these soups and dishes are definitely from the chef's craftsmanship, not the level that can be prepared in the hospital canteen.

    As for who sent it, it is self-evident.

    After the left leg was replaced with a plaster cast, Chu Yan asked his assistant to buy a plane ticket back to City B. The recovery process was still very hard, but he didn’t exercise much when he stayed in the apartment every day, and he ate well and slept well. You foot, Chu Yan thinks it's good to have a broken leg, after all, the vacation and rest time of a popular actor are unimaginably small.

    Moreover, Chu Yan took reconstruction very seriously. About a month later, the doctor told him that the bone had healed and grown almost, and removed the thread and plaster for him.

    In addition to not being able to stand for a long time, it is already a lot more convenient for daily life, and he has not seen Xu Linshen during this period.

    But as the sole heir of the Xu family in City B, the executive president of the Jiaxin Group, even if he doesn't see him, he can't be missed in commercial newspapers and magazines.

    The disability of his legs doesn't seem to affect him much, but because of this defect, he has an inexplicable and mysterious color, and it may be because of this layer of pain that he has a golden spoon in his mouth compared to others. The rich second generation who came from a wealthy family added a bit of calm and mature characteristics.

    And such a handsome, young, mature and wealthy young man is no less attractive to the public and the media than celebrities.

    The live broadcast post that went viral on the forum recently was about Xu Linshen's private mansion.

    A list of Xu Linshen's mansions, multi-map traffic warning, enter carefully! By the way, the friends in the circle of

    Mr. Xu and Mrs. Xu have included a few pictures of the interior of Xu Linshen's villa in the middle of the lake. The pictures are very clear. The island, the lake view, and the garden are combined together, and the decoration is luxurious and atmospheric, and the indoor area is even more beautiful. Needless to say, it is simply luxurious to explode!

    Netizens left messages one after another. Poverty really limits their imagination. Today is also a day for lemon essence.

    [Picture] This is the first thing I want to talk about. Just looking at this picture, can you tell who is sitting in the back seat?

    The light in the picture is not very clear, and because it was taken at night, the pixels are a bit blurry. The location was at the entrance of the underground parking lot of a hotel. A thin man was leaning against the back seat of a black Bugatti. He was wearing a dark three-dimensional tailored suit.

    Because of the angle, the man only showed a side face.

    —— Zhong Yu, this side face is really excellent, a fairy side face, lick it.

    ——Zhong Yujiayi.

    ——No, it's Ye Jingyun, how does he look like Zhong Yu? Can the blindness upstairs be cured, and I have seen this photo before, a long time ago.

    That's right, the first place is Ye Jingyun. In fact, just like many people, the host also thinks that their profile faces are very similar, but the front face is not like this...well, the point is not that. As far as the host knows, both of them graduated from National J School, so they are considered alumni. Here are a few more photos of the two of them attending a reception together, and Meitu is welcome to take them away. [Picture]

    There are even two photos of the two of them in their bachelor uniforms taken when they graduated from J University. At that time, Xu Linshen had not encountered a studio fire, and the whole person in the photos was full of fresh and vigorous vitality.

    There were a lot of comments below who licked their faces and praised their academic qualifications. About five minutes later, the host updated again.

    [Picture] The second one is the one who has been in the limelight recently. This picture is already very clear, so I will update it directly without making a fuss.

    The photo was taken at a beverage advertisement shooting scene. After Le Huo finished shooting, the assistant next to Xu Linshen immediately passed him a towel.

    —— Le Huo!

    ——It turned out to be Le Huo, so this is also a disguised appearance with a backstage? I said how could it be so fast!

Chapter 42

    This post is a live serial update post, the poster seems to be really an insider, because many of the photos in his hands are obviously only available to the staff in the circle, although he only provides photos and descriptions of the facts, there is no rumor or malicious guidance , but perhaps it is precisely because of this ambiguity that the enthusiasm for discussion among netizens is particularly high.

    [Picture] Today's theme is mansions and friends in the circle, and the focus is on friends. This is Reuters from "Thunder" last month. Our young master Xu also came to visit the class~ You need to know the Kanto Film and Television City in May The temperature is very abnormal~

    ——Just now, I just checked the encyclopedia, and Xu Linshen is actually an investor in "Thunder"... So Le Huo is a resource guy, right? Fans, don’t be fooled. Director Zhao always likes to use newcomers. The newcomers used by director Zhao are basically from a professional background. They have excellent acting skills and lines... Zhong Yanya still has a little traffic anyway, what did Le Huo do before? ?

    ——Is there something wrong with criticizing Pi Zhong upstairs who is used to being dark and yin and yang? If you don't bring Zhong Yu to the stage, will there be no traffic? Has the appearance fee been paid? What kind of resource man is Le Huo? Does he really have the resources to spend so long in Xinghui?

    ——To be honest, I believe that Zhong Yu is a resource guy more than saying that Le Huo is a resource guy. Let me show you the way. You guys can't believe it at all, I even wonder if there is a mine in the family, and they want to go back to inherit the family property after filming?

    This post has been a hot topic in all major forums since that afternoon, and the most discussed one is Le Huo, because compared to Ye Jingyun, his relationship with Xu Linshen is more controversial, and about Ye Jingyun, the impression of netizens is that they are low-key and not hype Good acting skills, good family background, well-educated, well-educated, and his popularity is also very good. This time his relationship with Xu Linshen was exposed. It was a bloodbath, but his place was quiet and peaceful.

    The live broadcast building is getting higher and higher, and the private lives of the top rich people have always had an inexplicable and mysterious attraction to the public. In addition, the two male stars who appeared in this post at the same time are both very popular, so this The post was reposted by major forums less than 30 minutes after it was posted, and the search volume and pageviews also soared. The hot search tag was also hung high on the homepage, and even several entertainment accounts on Weibo also forwarded and moved it one after another. Hours later, it became popular on Weibo.

    Chu Yan put down the phone and put it on the table casually. Just as he tilted his head and took a sip of the juice, the phone buzzed and vibrated again.

    ——Xu Linshen?

    The bell rang for about half a minute before Chu Yan slowly slid down the answer button.

    The tone was cold: "Hello."

    It took nearly a month to hear Zhong Yu's voice again, but Xu Linshen seemed to be able to imagine Zhong Yu's expression when he answered the call through the mobile phone, indifferent and flat.

    "I want to meet with you."

    "Meet? Hehe...Does Mr. Xu think there is still a need for us to meet?"

    Xu Linshen paused, slowly clenched his fingers, and then said in a low voice: " Zhong Yu, I have something I want to tell you face to face."

    After saying this, there was a pause for a while, and just when Xu Linshen thought he would not speak again, the other side finally answered.

    "I think I've made it very clear what Mr. Xu should say. There's no need to waste each other's time. I believe Mr. Xu is also very busy, so I won't delay you. That's it." He hung up the phone in a hurry

    , The last two sentences even carried the meaning of perfunctory exhaustion. Xu Linshen put down his phone and almost chuckled, but there was a hint of pain in his eyes.

    He didn't know how these misunderstandings were caused, maybe there was something about him that Zhong Yu misunderstood... Zhong Yu actually thought that he had never been serious about this relationship, but how could he not be serious?

    When I brought Le Huo in front of him, the reason why he didn't look surprised... Probably because in his heart, he felt that he and Le Huo were the same person.

    But that was obviously an action he made to make him regret it, but it just made him more convinced of this, and deepened the misunderstanding between them.

    The only thing that is uncertain is whether Zhong Yu felt sad when he thought this way. If he was sad, did the sadness just come from humiliation, or from... Maybe he still has feelings for him... But whether it

    is Either way, he has noticed that the cracks created by this are almost irreparable...

    "

    Thunder" is scheduled to be broadcast in the summer, and Chu Yan has rested for more than two months, and his legs are still not fully healed. , was caught by Fang Dingyao to work.

    It was a magazine cover shoot that had been discussed before, and because the workload was not too heavy, Fang Dingyao thought it over carefully and didn't push it.

    "The recovery is not bad, and there is no scar left, otherwise I'm afraid there will be some trouble."

    It is said that the injury has been broken for a hundred days, and Zhong Yu's leg seems to have a serious fracture, but she also asked the doctor, as long as it is not severe Movement has no effect either.

    The most important thing is that many contracts were already signed before Zhong Yu's accident. As the No. 3 men's fashion magazine in China, nayx is the fashion resource that many male artists dream of.

    This time I was shooting the cover for nayx’s men’s wear theme summer date this season, so the colors of the selected clothes have very bright and complex patterns. In fact, if this kind of clothing is not well controlled, it will easily give people a visual impression It looks messy and bloated, but fortunately, Zhong Yu has a fair complexion and a thin figure, so he insists on wearing a colorful printed shirt with an indescribable refreshing feeling.

    The shooting task was completed smoothly. After a group of photos were taken in the morning, Cheng Yang had just ordered takeaway at lunch, and within a few minutes, the staff brought the food in.

    "So fast? This courier boy came here by plane..." Cheng Yang hung up the changed clothes for Chu Yan, and brought the takeaway box over, but when he looked at it, he found that it was not the one he ordered at all.

    Cheng Yang opened the takeaway box and found that in addition to the vegetables and cold drinks, there was also a cup of soup with plenty of ingredients, which was very rich.

    "Did Sister Fang order the dishes at Juquan Pavilion? But didn't she tell you to control your diet? Why did she order so many dishes for you?" Cheng Yang asked suspiciously as he handed the chopsticks to Chu Yan.

    Chu Yan looked at the dishes and said nothing, but Cheng Yang was already starving, and the two had been together for a year, so they didn't wait for him, so they opened one of the boxes containing croissants, and took out one to bite first. Mouth, that taste is so delicious!

    Nodding in affirmation of the taste while eating, he picked up the box and handed it to Chu Yan: "I remember you seem to like eating croissants, do you want to eat one of these first..." But his voice was touching the other person's

    face The time stopped suddenly, and his face, which was originally reddened by the high temperature of the studio, turned completely pale at this moment, as white as paper, Cheng Yang was startled: "... What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? "

    Chu Yan didn't speak. After a moment of silence, he picked up the mobile phone on the table and stood up.

    "Where are you going? There will be filming later." Cheng Yang saw that his face was not right, so he immediately put down his things and followed.

    ...

    Cheng Yangneng found that Zhong Yu's state was very wrong recently. He couldn't see it when he was working, but he was easily distracted during the rest of the time. This state reminded him of half a year ago.

    At that time, the fire incident in the studio had just happened. At that time, he thought that Zhong Yu was sad because of Xu Linshen's legs. After all, it happened because of visiting his class.

    What made him even more strange was that during the recording and shooting for several days in a row, someone would deliver food to the shooting site. At first he thought it was Sister Fang who ordered it, but after asking, he found out it was not.

    He thought it might be a gift from a fan, but he felt something was wrong because Zhong Yu hadn't touched a single bite of these meals.

    ——Xu

    Linshen handed over the processed documents to the assistant, and the electronic clock on the desk also reached exactly one o'clock.

    "Mr. Xu, do you need me to order a meal for you at noon?"

    Xu Lin rubbed his brows deeply, and turned on the screen of his mobile phone, just in time to receive a message.

    [Mr. Xu, the food has been delivered. ]

    Just about to put the phone down, the screen of the phone lit up again, and a call came in.

    When he saw the caller ID, Xu Linshen even froze for a moment, but before he could react, he pressed the answer button with his fingers.

    "I want to see you now."

    I don't know if it's because of the handset of the phone, but Xu Linshen always felt that the other party's voice was a little hoarse, as if he was suppressing some unspeakable emotions.

    Originally, what he said should be something that could make people happy, but the tone made people unable to express such feelings at all.

    Xu Lin looked at the time deeply, his eyes fixed, and he repeated hesitantly: "Now?"

    Shouldn't he be at the shooting scene now?

    After this sentence, there was a moment of silence over there before speaking: "Since there is no time, forget it."

    Xu Linshen's eyes sank, and he sighed silently in his heart, and said in a helpless and complicated tone: "Okay, send your location to Me."

    The address is in a cold drink shop near the shooting site, the air conditioner in the shop is fully turned on, and you can feel the cold air blowing in your face as soon as you enter the door, because it is the middle of the day when the sun is shining, the street and the shop are very quiet .

    So when Xu Linshen opened the door and came in, he saw Chu Yan sitting by the innermost window facing the door.

    "You wait for me in the car." Xu Linshen waved to the secretary behind him.

    Hearing the voice, Chu Yan raised his head to look at the person who came, with a calm and indifferent expression.

    Xu Lin looked at him deeply, and found that he was actually a lot haggard, and he had lost a lot of weight. Looking at him with such an expressionless face, his face looked extraordinarily pale and bloodless.

    The pain in the heart spreads, which cannot be ignored. Xu Linshen suddenly realized that it seemed that Zhong Yu seldom laughed anymore, or even when he laughed, it was mostly with irony and coldness in it, almost always full of hostility.

    "What would Mr. Xu want to drink?"

    The indifference and alienation in his tone almost turned into reality, Xu Linshen frowned, put his hands on his knees with a little force, and said bitterly: "Zhong Yu, you Is there something you want to tell me?"

    Chu Yan didn't care when he didn't answer, ordered a glass of iced Americano, and leaned back on the sofa: "Yes, but I just want to know, what exactly does Mr. Xu do? What do you mean?"

    Xu Linshen was silent for a moment, but when he was about to speak, he was interrupted by Chu Yan again, and he sat up straight again and stared at him, with a mocking smile slowly showing on his lips: "Why don't you let me guess Mr. Xu's idea, is it correct, probably because he heard my conversation with Young Master Yu that day, and then realized...I'm not dirty, um...can I coax you back to play?"

Chapter 43

    After Chu Yan finished speaking, she stared at Xu Linshen without moving for a moment, her lips were tightly pressed together, but there was uncontrollable pain and irony in her eyes.

    Xu Linshen met his gaze, and his heart was shocked for a moment. He always thought that he knew Zhong Yu very well, thought that maybe he was born with a lack of emotion, he was always proud and indifferent, maybe there was nothing in this world that could make him sad sad.

    But it turned out that he would also be sad, and it had something to do with him...

    Xu Linshen's expression changed slightly, his heart felt like it was suddenly tightened, and there was pain in his heart. He looked at Chu Yan and said hoarsely: " Zhong Yu, why do you think so?"

    At this point, he smiled as if mocking himself: "Since when did I just play with you... How do I treat you? Are you real? Can't feel it, or are you just pretending you can't see anything?"

    Chu Yan looked at Xu Linshen fixedly, his eyes moved slightly, and it took a while after he finished speaking, before he put his elbows on the table, lowered his head and said softly "Mr. Xu is indeed very kind to me. I've said it before. If there is no Mr. Xu, there would be no Zhong Yu today." He said this

    tone but Xu Lin was inexplicably irritable. What Zhong Yu said seemed to indicate that, Apart from these, there is nothing else to talk about between them.

    Back then when he helped him in his career, he thought it was a matter of course. In his eyes, lovers should not be separated from each other.

    Mutual tolerance, mutual understanding, mutual support.

    He was always willing to give, but now he said it like this, but it only made him feel embarrassed, as if he wanted to use these to blackmail Zhong Yu, as if apart from these, they couldn't find any tender moments in their lives... …

    Xu Linshen’s eyes were painful, and he clenched his fingers involuntarily. He looked at Chu Yan and said, “You know I’m not referring to these things, Zhong Yu.” Chu Yan smiled bitterly after hearing this, his tone was a little unstable, and he shook his head

    . Shaking his head: "I don't know."

    "I don't know, what else is there besides these?"

    Xu Linshen was silent for a moment, then looked at Chu Yan firmly, and said in an unsteady tone: "There are many other things besides these...so I need to tell you this?"

    If nothing else can prove it, what about these legs? And what has supported him these days is only hatred.

    He doesn't want to face these legs, because it reminds him every moment how humble and ridiculous he is for a person who doesn't love himself, is indifferent and selfish to the point of being cruel.

    But then he suddenly discovered that it wasn't that Zhong Yu turned a blind eye to all this, but that he really couldn't notice it from the beginning to the end, and he didn't know whether to say that Zhong Yu was dull and indifferent, or that he was too absurd and pathetic.

    After hearing this, Chu Yan's eyes gradually calmed down, and he looked at Xu Linshen and asked, "What about Le Huo?" Xu Linshen's

    heart sank suddenly, and his throat trembled: "Zhong Yu..."

    Chu Yan looked away from Xu Linshen, Then he lowered his head and laughed bitterly: "Look, it's all very clear."

    Xu Linshen looked at his pale face, as if he couldn't listen to what he said, and a deep sense of powerlessness floated in his heart. feel.

    He had always wanted to see Zhong Yu regret and feel the pain of being rejected by the one he loves, but what he didn't expect was that Zhong Yu misunderstood him so deeply, even to this point, I used to be in pain because of what he did, but now it seems that it is just a ridiculous misunderstanding, and I am still stupidly doing things that make the relationship between the two even more irreparable.

    "No matter what Mr. Xu thinks of me, is he still not reconciled? I don't think there will be any need to meet and contact in the future. Maybe this can be regarded as a good get-together and good break-up." Good get-together and good break-up

    ?

    Xu Linshen inexplicably felt a burst of ridicule and absurdity, why did they call it good to get together and good to go, and, what's wrong with it?

    He was able to get together and leave easily, just because he didn't care enough. Like himself, it was impossible to get away.

    After Chu Yan finished speaking, she stood up from the sofa, and said to Xu Linshen, "I hope Mr. Xu will stop doing those unnecessary things, why bother to deceive yourself and others." Xu Linshen raised his head, and when Zhong Yu brushed past him

    , , the voice was hoarse and deep: "Zhong Yu, I sometimes wonder if you have any heart."

    Chu Yan paused, then suddenly turned around to look at Xu Linshen, his eyes were cold, and then asked with a sneer: " I don't have a heart?"

    At this point, Chu Yan's eyes fell on his legs, his eyes moved slightly, and he didn't know how long it took before finally opening his mouth with difficulty, but his lips were trembling slightly: "I only finally Let me ask you a question..."

    "After that incident, you have become what you are now, and you may even never be able to stand up...Then have you ever... regretted it?"

    Xu Linshen's heartbeat suddenly violently in his chest It jumped a bit, because it was so violent that he couldn't help curling his fingers.

    Chu Yan stared at him, his eyes were slightly red, and there was even a bit of sadness in his eyes unconsciously: "Do you think...it's not worth it?" Obviously it was a

    condescending posture, but Xu Linshen noticed that he was hanging on his shoulders. The hands beside her were shaking uncontrollably because they were being held too hard.

    Xu Lin looked at him deeply, and asked in a low voice: "Zhong Yu, do you really want to know?"

    Chu Yan just looked at him without saying a word, but his back was tense.

    Xu Linshen was silent for a moment, and then spoke slowly, perhaps because of the slow speed of his speech, his voice sounded a little gentle: "If you ask like this, even if I answer, how do you know that this is the answer?" Isn't it my truth?"

    Chu Yan stared at him, and said hoarsely: "You just answer it."

    Xu Lin sighed deeply, with mixed feelings in his heart for a moment, but he spoke very calmly: "Although I feel regretful, and sometimes even resented, but I have never regretted it." After he finished speaking, Chu Yan's clenched hands suddenly

    loosened Then he closed his eyes heavily, with an indescribably pale and desolate voice: "You... just don't regret it..."

    Xu Lin sighed deeply, and shook him comfortingly, hanging by his side Perhaps it was because the air conditioner had been blowing on it for a long time. In such a hot summer, the skin on his wrist felt a little cold to the touch, but Xu Linshen's heart couldn't help trembling slightly due to the temperature and touch. one time.

    But in the next second, Chu Yan shook his hand away, smiled, and said in an extremely tired and hoarse voice: "I hope you will never regret it..." ——It was the

    last

    time of the year. In the hot season, Zhong Yu's work schedule is still very full, and Cheng Yang follows him around, so busy that his feet don't touch the ground every day.

    "Thunder" is scheduled to be broadcast in the prime time of the summer evening in mid-July. The two David TVs will broadcast it simultaneously, and the entire network will follow it simultaneously. The platform and schedule are excellent.

    On the first day of the broadcast, the ratings of satellite TV were lowered by the other two urban family emotional dramas that had already started broadcasting in early July due to the diversion of the two-channel simulcast, but it got off to a good start.

    At the end of the first two episodes, the popularity of this drama has been on Zhu Peilang, the hero played by Le Huo from the very beginning. The comment area is mixed, and some viewers feel that he can keep people out of many old dramas. Moreover, it is already very good to be able to spot his own bright spots. Some viewers said that Le Huo's acting skills were almost reduced to scum in seconds under the self-contained acting skills of a few old actors. play.

    The Douban score of "Thunder" is quite satisfactory, but compared with Director Zhao's other works, both the Douban score and the ratings on the day of the premiere are much lower. The actor of the show is obvious to all, and many people even feel that "Thunder" has a bad start this time, mainly because of mistakes in casting.

    And this kind of voice is almost one-sided, and the ratings of "Thunder" were still firmly suppressed on the second day of the broadcast, and the discussion on the second network was not even comparable to a small-budget online drama that was broadcast at the same time.

    And this situation changed on the fourth day of the broadcast. As the third male lead of this show, although Zhong Yu is not as popular as other veteran actors, he was questioned that he could not handle the ratings at all. rate, but on the Internet, his influence is undoubtedly amazing.

    In addition to the hot searches on the first day of the show, the second young master of the Su family played by Zhong Yu appeared on the night of the seventh episode, and four of the top ten Weibo searches were about "Thunder" and the second young master of the Su family played by Zhong Yu.

    "Thunder" Zhong Yu's acting skills,

    Su Er Shao was beaten, Su     Er Shao is

    good-looking, but he can do     whatever Zhong Yu wants. , I actually think...he acted really well this time, it is said that it is still the original sound, right?     ——This role is very suitable for Zhong Yu, a proud and noble young master, he is not annoying at all, his small movements and details are all great, he cried so pitifully when he was beaten, I want to hug him !     A large section below is all praising Zhong Yu's acting skills and appearance in the Republic of China. Perhaps it is because the starting point is too low, so the progress is particularly obvious. This situation surprised Fang Dingyao very much.     After all, in her expectation, as long as Zhong Yu can complete this role well and not be scolded too badly, it will be very good. I really don't expect him to have any outstanding performance.     The car was parked downstairs in Zhong Yu's apartment. Fang Dingyao took out a few shopping bags from the back seat of the car and handed them to Zhong Yu: "Why is the condition so bad recently? What's wrong?" Chu Yan took the     bags Shaking his head: "No, it's just that the weather is too hot and I didn't sleep well at night."

    Fang Dingyao looked him up and down, and found that he had almost lost a lot of weight: "It's true that an artist should be thinner to look good on camera, but he shouldn't be too thin. There's nothing to do tomorrow, so why don't you take a good rest for a day..." Before he said

    anything Then her phone rang again.

    Chu Yan waved to her, took out the key from his pocket and walked into the community.

Chapter 44

    Chu Yan got on the elevator with the paper bag, walked through the corridor, took out the key and was about to open the door, but accidentally lost the key, and the key fell to the ground with a click. He bent over to pick it up, and when he looked up, he saw When the person in front of him, the whole person was stunned.

    Xu Linshen was sitting in a wheelchair, a faint smile appeared in his eyes when he saw Chu Yan, and then disappeared bit by bit when he came into contact with his cold and indifferent expression.

    But even though the lights in the corridor were dim and cold, Xu Linshen could still feel that the other party stiffened when he saw him. Under the fine-quality and close-fitting shirt, his body line appeared very thin.

    Compared with the last time we met, I lost a lot of weight. These days, I have called and sent text messages to Zhong Yu, but the other party ignored them, as if it was really like what he said, and I was determined not to contact me again. same.

    Although he knew that there were too many misunderstandings between them, Zhong Yu seemed to have made up his mind from the bottom of his heart, as if no matter what he said or did, he didn't care at all.

    But now it seems that this is not the case, Zhong Yu seems to be having a bad life these days, and his whole body is losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

    It seems that he is suffering much more than himself...

    Xu Linshen's eyes flashed a distressed look, but looking at him, he didn't know how to explain it, how can this kind of thing be proved, and not everything can be weighed Weigh it and measure it with a ruler, so that people can see it clearly at a glance.

    Chu Yan stood there for a while, and the hand hanging by his side couldn't help but tightened, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't wait for him to speak, and then slowly let go, and walked past him without saying a word. Door.

    Xu Linshen followed, reached out and grabbed his wrist, and said with concern: "Zhong Yu, I've been waiting for you."

    Chu Yan paused, his eyes fell on the hand he was clasping his wrist, and he raised his eyes After looking at him unspeakably for a while, he sneered and asked back, "Wait for me?"

    Seeing that he didn't pull away his hand this time, Xu Linshen felt a little relieved: "Well, I have something to tell you." Chu

    Yan pursed his lips tightly, smiled after hearing this, and turned away. His gaze was hoarse and he said: "I still don't understand enough?"

    He turned to himself, from his own perspective, he could only see his tightly pressed lips and his pale face that couldn't be ignored, his heart was throbbing uncontrollably. After a bit of pain, Xu Linshen was silent for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "We have come to this point now, and there are many misunderstandings... It can't be explained clearly in a few words. I just want you to understand that I don't treat you... The kind you said, I've never been kidding..."

    At this point, he paused for a while, and found that the other party was just silent. After hesitating for a moment, he spoke again: "As for Le Huo, I have nothing to do with him. It didn't happen, and it's not the kind of relationship you think."

    After hearing what he said, Chu Yan seemed to be in a daze for a while, then smiled sarcastically, and pushed the hand he clasped on her wrist gently. Opened: "So, so what? As Mr. Xu said before, what is our relationship now? Mr. Xu doesn't owe me anything, and I don't owe you anything, so you don't need to explain to me. "

    His attitude returned to indifference, Xu Linshen's heart sank continuously, and his hands and feet gradually became cold.

    No need to deceive yourself anymore, so what if there is no such misunderstanding, what Zhong Yu cared about was that he did not allow others to step on his pride and self-esteem like this, since he doesn't care, then his own explanation To him, how could it be as important as he imagined?

    With painful emotions in his eyes, Xu Linshen gritted his teeth and said with a sneer, "You... really don't think you owe me anything?"

    His tone was cold and depressing, and there seemed to be an uncontrollable pain that was almost overflowing: "Zhong Yu , you turn around and look at me and say it again."

    Chu Yan froze for a moment, then turned around, slightly bent down and put his hands on the sides of his wheelchair, trying to pull the corners of his mouth but failed, only for a moment Suddenly, the eye sockets were slightly red: "Do you... always feel that I owe you something?"

    The hands he held on both sides of the wheelchair were trembling with force, and the backs of his hands were full of veins: "Yes, you did help me a lot. But... who cares that you help, who cares..." Xu Linshen looked straight

    at His gaze seemed to stiffen like a stone statue, his chest heaved twice, as if his throat was choked by some hard lump, and finally he laughed back angrily: "You said you are not rare?" Maybe it

    was Realizing that his emotions were too out of control, Chu Yan straightened his back and turned around, said nothing, and was about to leave.

    Xu Linshen's eyes were red, and his chest was full of emotions. He didn't know how cold and cruel Zhong Yu could be.

    Isn't it strange that he actually said him?

    Before he pushed the door and went in, Xu Linshen stretched out his hand and grabbed him, but to his surprise, he hardly received any resistance. In the next second, because of his pull, Zhong Yu went back It fell down softly.

    ——It

    was already the next morning when Chu Yan woke up again, and the heavy curtains completely covered the light. He turned his head and found that Xu Linshen was indeed guarding beside his hospital bed.

    Chu Yan sighed comfortably: [It's been a long time since I slept so comfortably, why don't I think about changing careers. ]

    [Master Host, you can decide for yourself, I will support you no matter what. ]

    Seeing that he was awake, Xu Linshen opened the curtains, and the bright sunlight instantly filled the entire ward.

    Xu Linshen pushed the wheelchair over, stared at his pale and bloodless face for a while, and then said with complicated eyes: "The doctor said it was hypoglycemia.

    " Hypoglycemia, is it because of too busy work or other reasons?

    Hearing the voice, Chu Yan raised his eyes to look at the person next to him, and finally turned his head away without saying anything.

    Xu Linshen's eyes darkened, and an unspeakable bitter emotion spread in his heart, but his voice could not hear any ups and downs or waves, but in the quiet room, he seemed inexplicably cold: "Just now your manager has I called, let you have a good rest."

    There was silence in the ward, and Chu Yan seemed to have no intention of speaking at all, completely treating Xu Linshen as air.

    Seeing that he still didn't answer a word, Xu Linshen suddenly smiled: "Zhong Yu, I suddenly want to know, besides yourself, what else can make you take care of a person like you." He finished

    speaking He didn't stop after these words, and left after taking a look at him. Not long after, the nurse brought breakfast.

    Fang Dingyao came over that afternoon, and when he saw his face, he said worriedly: "Don't be too tense, or you should rest for a while, "Thunder" is indeed a good start, you just take advantage of this time Think about how to go in the future, although the position given by the company is there, but if you have other ideas, it's fine."

    She smiled again when she said this: "Director Zhao called me yesterday , I told you about his birthday party some time ago, and asked if you have time, it seems that I really have a good impression of you."

    "Thunder" has been on the air until now, the plot development has gradually improved, and the summer vacation is just halfway through. Drama series have also appeared one after another. Generally speaking, during the summer vacation period, due to the audience, ancient puppet fairy tales and urban emotional themes have always been the most popular, while period dramas with more profound and heavy themes like "Thunder" have a good reputation. Although it is generally not bad, it is difficult to guarantee the ratings.

    Director Zhao's first two phenomenal gatherings are without exception two urban emotional dramas.

    However, "Thunder", which was originally mediocre in ratings and word of mouth, began to explode nearly halfway through the broadcast, breaking through the siege of the summer season in one fell swoop. In the first half of the year when the ratings continued to be sluggish, it became the first satellite TV drama to break 1 on both channels!

    The number of real-time broadcasts on the Internet has also steadily occupied the first position for several days in a row, and it can finally be regarded as a small hit.

    And the most surprising thing is that, before this drama became popular, the first one to go out of the circle was the male number three who didn't have too much role in this drama.

    Su Er Shao's early character design is actually very annoying. He only knows to drink flowers and wine and watch big dramas with a group of cronies all day long. The key is short-sightedness and timidity. There is a prim and strange integrity.

    Now the stage of the play is still at this stage, but the degree of discussion about this character is unimaginably high. Netizens are very capable of creating memes. There was a wave of imitating the two bodies of the Soviet Union on the blog!

    ——Su Er is really too dick. I hated him in the first few episodes, but now I can't control my aunt's laugh when I see him. Zhong Yu's acting is so clever! I thought there would be a play, but I didn't expect it to not be at all! Director Zhao is really good at tuning and teaching people, Zhong Yu finally got the script right this time!

    ——This acting is a rocketship. I don't know whether to say that Zhong Yu didn't work hard before, or that he suddenly became enlightened? With this level already, coupled with those good resources before, it is estimated that it has already soared.

    And the most direct manifestation of the popularity of this drama is that Chu Yan's already many announcements came like snowflakes. Fang Dingyao considered that his body had shrunk a lot as much as possible, but he was still so busy that he didn't even have time to rest. rare.

    And during this time, after that day, Xu Linshen didn't appear again, and it seemed that he was really heartbroken by his attitude.

    [Master host, I don’t understand, why didn’t you just agree to the male lead Shou who asked you to make peace before, so that the task would be completed directly? ]

    Chu Yan straightened the buttons of his shirt, lifted his feet and got out of the car: [He asked me for peace, but he still blamed me in his heart. not enough. ]

    The night was heavy, melodious music came from a distance, passed through the long corridor, and in the resplendent hall, under the luxurious lights above, handsome men and beautiful women in well-dressed intertwined together, while the waiters shuttled, the reception was very lively .

    As the host of today's banquet, Director Zhao was surrounded by a circle of people, and people kept coming to toast and chat with him, including many famous directors and first-line movie stars in the film industry.

    Chu Yan was not familiar with the film industry, so he stood near the pool and silently looked at the crowd in the center.

    Not long after, there was a wave of fluctuation at the entrance of the reception hall, everyone's eyes were attracted, and three people came in from the entrance.

    Chu Yan then turned his gaze, paused when he saw the person coming, and then took a glass of wine from the tray of the waiter passing by.

    As soon as the three of them entered the arena at the door, a group of people soon surrounded him and surrounded him.

    Xu Linshen was already familiar with such occasions, and after Ye Jingyun who was following him gave the gift to the waiter next to him, he lowered his head and whispered something to Xu Linshen, and then someone came to show them the way.

    The people around were whispering, most of them were speculating about the relationship between Ye Jingyun and Xu Linshen, and some people said that Director Li was here today, and Ye Jingyun probably came to talk about Director Li's next play.

    "I think it's basically stable. Look at the relationship between him and Mr. Jiaxin...it's really lucky..."

Chapter 45

    In the lounge.

    Director Li smiled, lifted the kettle from the tea stand, lowered his head and poured two cups of steaming tea, and pushed one cup in front of Xu Linshen.

    "Mr. Xu, why do you come to Lao Zhao's place today when you have time? I heard from Xiao Meng that you've been quite busy recently?"

    Xu Linshen leaned back on the back of his chair with a relaxed posture, and also smiled: "But I'm just busy, and it's my honor to invite Director Zhao." "

    But I heard that Director Li has a film in his hand, how is the preparation going?"

    The words were so polite, Director Li heard him say so , but he has his own thoughts in his heart. He does have a film in his hand now, and it is a cooperation with the country. He attaches great importance to it. Whether he can break into the international market depends on watching this film.

    But today, even though Xu Linshen hadn't spoken yet, just seeing who he brought over, there was still something unclear in his mind.

    Although Xu Linshen is not very old, he is very calm in dealing with people. In the past two years, he has done a lot of things in the mall. The Xu family has deep roots. In the past two years, Mr. Xu has slowly let go, and basically all the real power has been lost. It is in Xu Linshen's hands, so in city b, no one can but give him some face.

    "The main theme of this film is not easy to handle, Mr. Xu should know something about it."

    His main purpose this time is to win word of mouth and awards, and in this regard, the most popular among international filmmakers is the deep and heavy theme. A literary film that exposes human nature, this kind of film is easy to win awards and win good reputation, but it may not be popular, especially this one in his hand, the political-political scale is still very large, and many investors are worried that it will only be reviewed by then. This step can't be passed, not to mention that after the release, the box office of this kind of film will definitely not be as good as those commercial films with a wide audience.

    Xu Linshen nodded: "However, Director Li's films have always been of high quality, and the subject matter is not a problem."

    At this moment, there was a knock on the door.

    Director Li raised his eyes and saw Ye Jingyun standing at the door with a smile on his face. He was wearing a slim-fit black shirt with a clean and neat demeanor.

    "Director Zhao is looking for someone outside, so I guess you are here." As he spoke, he raised his foot and walked towards Xu Linshen. The whole process seemed natural and intimate.

    Seeing this, Director Li sat aside and couldn't help but shook his head with a smile. Xu Linshen was fine in everything, but his personal relationship was too chaotic.

    The people around him followed one another, first there was Zhong Yu and then there was the new Le Huo.

    As for him and Ye Jingyun, the relationship between him and Ye Jingyun is even more intriguing...

    -

    Half an hour after the reception started, the waiter of the hotel came in from the entrance of the lobby pushing a five-tiered cake.

    "Zhong Yu."

    Chu Yan came back to his senses, turned around and saw Ye Jingyun standing beside him holding a wine glass, when he saw himself looking at him, the expression on his face paused for a second, and then he smiled .

    There was a flash of surprise in Chu Yan's eyes, he took half a step back, and nodded politely to him: "Senior Ye." Hearing

    his address, Ye Jingyun smiled: "It's been a long time since I saw you, I was too busy at work last time, otherwise I should go to see you again. How is it? The injury should be healed now, right?"

    Chu Yan said calmly, "Okay, thank you for your concern."

    His attitude towards him seemed extraordinarily alienated and indifferent, Ye Jingyun smiled , didn't seem to care about it: "Are you free, how about we chat?"

    Passing through the long banquet corridor and hall, there is a semi-open open-air balcony. It is very quiet here, and the noisy sound of the banquet hall They are all separated, and you can hear the evening wind gently brushing the leaves and rustling.

    "Would you like something to eat?" Ye Jingyun took a plate of cake and a cup of fruit tea, and put them in front of Chu Yan.

    Chu Yan smiled slightly: "Thank you."

    A cool breeze blew from a high place, and the lights of the opposite building were projected down like water. Zhong Yu's face seemed to be coated with a layer of soft cold light, so beautiful that it was almost unreal.

    Ye Jingyun raised his eyebrows slightly, and sat down on the chair opposite him: "Brother Xu came here today, did you see him?"

    Chu Yan lowered his head and took a bite of the cake without changing his face, and said plainly: "I saw you "

    Maybe because of the light, Ye Jingyun actually felt a little sad in his indifferent expression.

    Ye Jingyun was stunned for a while, and he forgot what he was about to say for a while, but it was only a matter of a moment, and soon he narrowed his eyes, suppressed the strange emotions in his heart, and said: "I heard Xiao Meng Said, he tried to find you several times, but failed to see you?"

    Xiao Meng is Xu Linshen's secretary and assistant, and he studied financial management with Xu Linshen when he was abroad, and Ye Jingyun has a good relationship with him.

    Chu Yan raised his eyes and replied nonchalantly: "Really?"

    Ye Jingyun looked past him and landed on the floor-to-ceiling glass door behind him, turned around after a while, nodded and said: "I don't know what is the relationship between you two? Is there any misunderstanding, if it's because of Le Huo, don't you...can't you see that he is using it to anger you?" Ye

    Jingyun looked at Chu Yan with a bit of helplessness in his expression: "Although what he did is indeed It hurts..."

    But after he finished speaking, the atmosphere between the two fell into a weird and awkward silence.

    Chu Yan lowered his eyes after hearing this, but did not answer for a long time, before raising his eyes and saying: "Don't you think... these words are especially ironic from you?" "Irony

    ?" Ye Jingyun frowned in astonishment, and said hesitantly : "I just don't think you should become like this, obviously I can feel that brother Xu is sincere to you..." Chu Yan

    interrupted him, laughed in a low voice, and then asked back: "Sincere?"

    As if feeling ironic, he smiled     again after asking the question: "I don't think anyone but you would think so.

    "

: "Speaking of which, you've known him much longer than me, don't you know him?" "

    You think Le Huo is different from me, but other people don't think it's different. If you insist on saying there's any difference... Probably because I still know you..."

    Ye Jingyun looked at him incredulously, making sure that there was no trace of joking in his eyes, he choked up a bit, and then asked absurdly, "...what does this have to do with me?"

    " Don't ask me about the matter between the two of you, don't you know how he treats you?" Chu Yan stood up from the chair, looked at Ye Jingyun who was full of astonishment, and fell silent for a moment without anything to say After a while, he finally smiled: "Many people say that we two look alike, but I can't tell at all."

    Ye Jingyun was dazed for a long time, as if he didn't understand what he said, see you after a while He stood up and followed suit, and said, "Zhong Yu, what are you thinking?"

    "You won't misunderstand the relationship between me and Brother Xu..."

    Ye Jingyun looked at the other party's slightly stiff side face, and kept silent as if It was as if he had acquiesced, and he asked absurdly: "How is it possible? This is too ridiculous..."

    Chu Yan closed his eyes, and then opened them again, his voice has been replaced by complete indifference and hoarseness: "No Maybe? Then tell me, if that’s not the case, why would he be willing to risk his life to save you?”

    His voice was very calm, but there was deep fatigue that could not be concealed: “He had already escaped, He didn't have to become like this in the first place, it was all because of you... The most ridiculous thing is, you still don't know?" Before he

    finished speaking, he found that the glass door of the balcony had been pushed open, and when Ye Jingyun saw the person coming, The whole person froze in place.

    When he saw Chu Yan leaving the banquet hall, Xu Linshen had already followed him. He knew that Zhong Yu had misunderstood him, but he always thought that the misunderstanding was just between the two of them, but he heard what he said just now. , the heart almost stopped beating, and the brain seemed to have been hit by a heavy hammer.

    Zhong Yu actually thought he liked Ye Jingyun? And in that accident, he was also injured to save Ye Jingyun?

    This kind of thought suddenly emerged from his mind, causing Xu Linshen's face to change suddenly.

    In a trance, it seemed that many details that he had ignored before were involved unknowingly. For a while, a strong palpitation swept through the whole heart, and it came quickly without warning.

    The smash made his mind go blank, and his whole body was shrouded in a huge layer of panic.

    Chu Yan didn't seem to be surprised that he would appear, but sneered at Xu Linshen: "I won't bother you."

    After speaking, she turned around decisively, and strode away without hesitation.

    Xu Linshen watched him leave and opened his mouth, only to find that his hands and feet were so weak that he could not move at all, as if all his strength had been taken away, he couldn't even open his mouth.

    He suddenly remembered that the reason why he and Zhong Yu knew each other was because at the homecoming banquet, he mistook him for Ye Jingyun, and then went over and patted him on the shoulder.

    At that time, he smiled nonchalantly: "It's okay, you're not the first one, many people told me that we look alike."

    But, it was only that one time, and after that time, he obviously never recognized it.

    But this is really ridiculous. I did take care of Ye Jingyun more under my father's orders...

    Could it be that the care and intimacy from time to time made him misunderstand?

    ...

    The day after returning from the reception, Chu Yan flew directly to China to participate in the fashion show. During this period, Xu Linshen called Chu Yan countless times, but Chu Yan didn't answer all of them, or simply turned off the phone and ignored them.

    After three consecutive days of high-intensity work, Chu Yan hadn't recovered from getting off the plane, when a message hit him.

    Continuous update [Picture] Take a look at Xu Linshen's friends in the circle. Ye Jingyun has been in and out of the Xu family's old house many times. Recently, he was photographed attending a business reception with Mr. Xu. They have a close relationship, and they may also be born in the top wealthy family of City B. The last

    post He was promoted again, but compared to last time, everyone's focus was mainly on Ye Jingyun's life experience.

    For a while, netizens kept speculating, and there were different opinions. They picked up all the wealthy families surnamed Ye in City B, and some people even speculated whether Ye Jingyun was the illegitimate child of the Xu family living outside.

    In the past, this kind of speculation was just a day or two of discussion, but this time it was different. The Xu family published a statement in the newspaper and directly confused the media.

    Mr. Xu personally admitted that Ye Jingyun was the child born to him and his ex-wife. Since he admitted that he was his ex-wife, it meant that Ye Jingyun was not an illegitimate child, but a legitimate child.

    As for whether it is true or not, everyone has no way of knowing. In short, this is the best way to say the Xu family's reputation.

    For a while, not only the media, but the entire business world was in an uproar. They thought that the Xu family had only one child, so Xu Linshen was the only heir of the Xu family. Who knew that another child would pop up suddenly.

    What's more, I haven't recognized him for so many years, so why do I admit it this time?

    It's understandable for Xu Laoyou to admit it, but what does Xu Linshen think, can he tolerate a younger brother jumping out to share the property with him and grab the throne?

    Chu Yan swiped Weibo, and found that the whole body was paralyzed again, sighed and said: [My little Xu is too impulsive, and fell into Ye Jingyun's trap all at once. But it also shows that he has true love for me, and even my younger brother can recognize it with gritted teeth. ]

    [Master host, why don't you just answer his phone and listen to his explanation? ] System 2333 actually felt that the male protagonist was a little pitiful for the first time. He hadn't noticed it before, but this time he really felt the host's full of malice.

Chapter 46

    [Ye Jingyun had already noticed it early on, and deliberately used me to act in this play for his brother to watch, but he just wanted to use this method to force his brother to agree to recognize him. ]

    [Master Host, is this also within your expectation? ] System 2333 really didn't expect to be able to reverse black and white in this way. Even though the previous script had already followed the plot, he could still make it up with his eyes closed.

    [It is written in the script that Ye Jingyun is an illegitimate child, do your homework next time, don't just play mahjong with other systems all day long. ]

    Disliked 2333: [The host, when are you going to forgive the male lead? ]

    [Of course I can't forgive so quickly, I should be in such pain that I can't listen to any explanation, and the more I suffer, the more I love him. ]

    That’s the way it is said, but the system always feels that something is wrong. It is obvious that the task of the host is to make the male lead Shou forgive him, but now it turns out that the male lead Shou is begging him to forgive him.

    Chu Yan casually checked other Weibo, and found that under such explosive news as Ye Jingyun, the second hot search was about "Thunder".

    There is no doubt that the popularity of this drama is far beyond the expectations of the public. Although netizens think that the script of this drama is good, the script is convincing, the lines are exquisite, and the actors have online acting skills, but it is still at a good stage and has become a popular drama. It's not a problem, but it's far from being phenomenal.

    What's more, the early stage of this drama is mediocre and not worth mentioning in any aspect, but what people didn't expect is that since the plot is halfway through, the ratings of this drama have gradually surpassed other audiences. The same period dramas on the platform are far behind, the single-day simultaneous ratings of both channels are the highest, breaking 2, and the number of online broadcasts is also firmly ranked first, worthy of the name, it has become the first hit drama of this year.

    On major forums and Weibo, it can occupy the number one position in the hot search almost every day, and the most discussed character is the role of Su Er Shao played by Zhong Yu.

    And the biggest impact of this role's popularity on Zhong Yu is that it has become a reference for the public to reposition his acting skills. In the past, he contributed all kinds of ridiculous and bad acting skills on the screen, because this role also Let the audience completely change his view.

    Moreover, the black fans who have struggled in the front line of Hei Zhongyu's acting skills in the past can't stand up and can only find another angle. If they want to laugh at the acting skills, fans can only throw a GIF eye scene of Su Er Shao in the play, directly Just shut them all up.

    ——At

    the gate of the airport, Cheng Yang put Chu Yan's luggage into the trunk of the taxi, and when he turned around, he found that the person standing behind him had disappeared.

    At this moment, there was a vibration in his pocket, Cheng Yang hurriedly closed the trunk, and took out the phone from his pocket with one hand.

    When he saw the caller ID, he froze for a moment.

    "Hello, Mr. Xu?"

    Cheng Yang has been Zhong Yu's assistant for nearly a year. When Xu Linshen and Zhong Yu were together, he often called him to ask him about Zhong Yu's situation, but there were one or two of them. Yue didn't contact him anymore, so he was a little surprised and surprised when he called suddenly.

    ...

    Chu Yan walked all the way to find a park, and just sat and played games with his mobile phone for a while, only to find that the battery was out.

    There is a gentle breeze blowing through the woods, and the human voice is faint and slowly disappearing, only occasionally there are two insects in this silence.

    The street lights in the park were dim, Xu Linshen sat in the back seat, looked at the person sitting on the bench absently, and sighed softly.

    He only had someone drive around the vicinity of the airport to find it, and he followed him all afternoon, but he didn't seem to notice it at all.

    In the past three days, he had made countless calls, but Zhong Yu didn't answer any of them, but he thought that even if he made the call, he didn't know what to say.

    But a strong and terrible premonition forced him to do so, as if if he didn't, it seemed that he would forever...lose something...

    Xu Linshen's mind was in a state of confusion. He kept replaying the words that Zhong Yu said at that time, and crushed every detail of the two people's past together to recall over and over again. Only then did he realize that there were really many Where he hadn't noticed before.

    Because I didn't want to make Zhong Yu feel guilty, I almost never mentioned the accident in front of him. When I was filming "Half Wisp of Smoke", I visited the set several times and found that Ye Jingyun seemed to take good care of Zhong Yu , and in that studio fire incident, the scenes of Zhong Yu and Ye Jingyun happened to be filmed.

    It was indeed chaotic at the time, but he remembered that what he heard clearly was that Zhong Yu was still trapped inside, so he rushed in recklessly after hearing this sentence... So their misunderstanding turned out to

    be Did it start here? Or, it was actually earlier than that...

    The street lamps in the distance cast dim light under the shade of the trees. From Xu Linshen's perspective, he felt that his whole body was melted into the thick night.

    A soreness surged up silently from his heart, and he tried hard to suppress it, but the sourness spread along the nerve endings, overwhelming as if to overwhelm him. Xu Linshen had a sore nose, he couldn't imagine how much Zhong Yu had endured in this kind of misunderstanding that shouldn't have happened.

    "Mr. Xu, the weather forecast says there will be rain around nine o'clock." Xiao Meng hesitated in the driver's seat, and finally reminded him.

    He sat on the bench in the park for a long time, until it was getting dark, the people in the park gradually dispersed, and there were more mosquitoes in the park, so he sat for a while and got up, but just as he was getting ready When he left, he heard a familiar voice from behind.

    "Zhong Yu."

    Xu Linshen could only feel his whole body's nerves tense, and there was worry and concern that couldn't be concealed in his eyes. He frowned tightly, and his usually calm and calm expression turned out to be a little anxious, and his voice was hoarse. It seems to be explaining: "I have been looking for you, but your agent said that you are very busy recently..."

    Chu Yan turned around, looked at Xu Linshen in silence for a long time, then nodded lightly and said, "I know."

    Xu Linshen saw him standing there motionless, only to see his expression faint in the shadows. Looking at it from an angle, I can only feel that his whole body line is extremely thin, which makes people feel an indescribable sadness for no reason.

    "It's going to rain later, can you get in the car with me first?" Xu Linshen raised his head and looked at him. This posture is actually very weak. Ever since he couldn't stand on his legs, he has always resisted in this way. The posture of communicating with others.

    The night is shrouded in neon lights, and the whole city is integrated into the dots of lights.

    Chu Yan squatted down and looked at him, and it took a long time before she lowered her eyes and said softly: "I'm sorry."

    Xu Lin was taken aback for a moment, and then said hoarsely: "Why did you tell me I'm sorry, it's not your fault... I should have done it earlier Telling you all this... I misunderstood you..."

    Chu Yan shook his head, pulled the corners of his mouth reluctantly, as if he wanted to show a little smile but failed, his tone was pale and bitter: "Now think about how I really am. It’s so ridiculous, I’ve done so much, but I’ve just done it to myself…”

    He choked his throat when he said this: “In the past six months, every time I think of you, I feel...I think I’m ridiculous and funny... I even wanted to ask you directly several times, why, why did you treat me like this..."

    Xu Linshen looked at him like this, as if a steel needle was piercing a blood vessel inch by inch, and there was a burst of shock from the depths of his heart. Even breathing was painful, with distress and self-blame overflowing from his eyes, he said hoarsely: "I'm sorry...it's all my fault...it's all my fault..."

    Chu Yan smiled mockingly again, lips He squeezed tightly, but his voice couldn't stop choking: "..."

    Because of forced suppression, his voice sounded like hoarse and desperate whimpers, so vague that people couldn't hear them clearly.

    Xu Lin sighed deeply, raised his hand to stroke his hair, but a bitterness spread straight to the bottom of his heart along the taste buds, and he coaxed softly: "Shall we go back first? You have a day I haven't eaten anything, shall we go back and have something to eat?"

    ——

    "Mr. Xu, the porridge is ready and put on the table, do you want me to bring it in?" Xiaomeng couldn't help but glance at the porridge on the sofa while talking. With a glance, I couldn't help but secretly marveled.

    "Shall we eat something first?" Xu Linshen wiped off the potion on his arm for him, looking at the eye-catching red dots on his arm, he felt distressed and angry at the same time. There were so many mosquitoes in the park, and he dared to sit there while wearing short sleeves. ?

    Chu Yan sank into the sofa, his eyes drooping expressionlessly, his black eyelashes were still wet, and there was no trace of excess blood on his face.

    Xu Linshen sighed deeply: "Go and bring it here."

    A bowl of porridge and a few dishes of side dishes, Xu Linshen put the things in front of him, seeing that he still didn't look at him, he hesitated for a moment before whispering: "Take a good rest after eating." , I’ll ask someone to put hot water for you.”

    Chu Yan still didn’t say a word, didn’t even move, Xu Linshen went out just like that, so he could only continue coaxing: “I haven’t eaten for another day after sitting on the plane for so long. Things, your body won’t be able to take it anymore, good boy, drink some porridge and rest early, okay?"

    "Why don't you blame me..."

    Chu Yan raised his eyes to look at Xu Linshen, and his voice sounded extremely difficult because he hadn't spoken for a long time: "Yes I misunderstood you, don't you hate me when I treated you so well?"

    Xu Linshen's muscles froze for a moment, and those painful and embarrassing memories swept back in his mind again, and he forced himself to keep thinking about these memories in the past six months. In order to let myself remember this pain, remember this hatred.

    In the past, he originally thought that the sarcasm and disgust in Zhong Yu's eyes were aimed at his disabled legs. He hated Zhong Yu's indifference and selfishness, and hated himself as ridiculous and pitiful. Even, with his proud personality, misunderstanding himself to treat him like that, this feeling is probably a hundred times more painful than himself.

    And I still used Le Huo to anger him, thinking of this, pain and guilt flooded towards him like a tide.

    Even under such a misunderstanding, Zhong Yu never betrayed their feelings, and as for himself, what he did at that time probably broke his heart.

    Chu Yan smiled wryly: "I should have asked you directly, but I didn't ask..."

    Xu Lin's throat was choked, and his fingers lightly brushed his cheek, and he whispered distressedly: "Don't think about these things any more. , what you need now is to have a good rest."

    Chu Yan looked at him for a long time, and after an unknown amount of time, he finally nodded slowly.

    For several days, Chu Yan was in this state. Xu Linshen was a little worried, so he could only let him rest at home for a few more days. The work schedule could be pushed as much as possible, so he pushed it as much as possible.

    And he himself is very busy these days, Ye Jingyun admits that going back to the Xu family will undoubtedly have a great impact on both him and the Xu family.

    In the past two years, his father has also mentioned this matter to him on the sidelines, and he has not agreed to it because of two considerations. One is that the news of the illegitimate child will affect the reputation of the Xu family. It is not stable enough, so the mother has been reluctant to let go.

    But things were very different now...

    most importantly, he couldn't wait. If Zhong Yu can misunderstand, others will inevitably misunderstand. This method should be the simplest and most direct.

Chapter 47

    After dealing with the company and family matters, Xu Linshen called Zhong Yu when he was still in the car.

    The phone rang for about a minute before anyone answered it. The first thing that came from the receiver was the sound of rushing water, and then after a short silence, the other side spoke.

    The voice was slightly hoarse: "Well, I'm at home."

    In fact, the pause when he answered the phone was very short, but Xu Linshen was still keenly aware that something was wrong, but this feeling was very faint, like ink being diluted and dizzy It was dyed and quickly ignored by him again.

    Then he asked Zhong Yu if he had eaten, but the other party said no, saying that he was waiting for him to go back to eat together.

    Hearing his words, a gentle look appeared in Xu Linshen's eyes unconsciously, as if returning to the time at the beginning, no matter how busy the two were with each other's work, they would try their best to take time out to have a simple meal together every day. And cozy dinner.

    It was already seven o'clock in the evening when we returned to Zhong Yu's apartment. The assistant brought over two cooked dishes, and when he was about to take them to the kitchen to heat up, he found that Zhong Yu was also in the kitchen.

    He was wearing a thin woolen sweater and light gray home pants. He was standing in front of the sink and was washing the cabbage with his head down, while a pot of broth was simmering on the gas stove next to him.

    Xiao Meng stared at him for several seconds before remembering to put the heat preservation box on the marble table, and then said: "Mr. Xu is here in the living room, let me do this."

    Hearing After the sound, he turned around and took a look, and the angle of turning his body showed that his legs were extraordinarily straight and slender, and his body line was indescribably graceful and thin.

    "...Oh, I'm washing the heart of vegetables, and there's only one dish."

    Xiao Meng glanced down, but found that there were many pieces of ceramic tiles and a bunch of failed products in the trash can.

    This is a big star washing his hands and making soup for his boss. Xiao Meng smiled in his heart, so he didn't act like a light bulb, just greeted his boss and got ready to get off work.

    But as soon as Xiaomeng left, there was a loud bang from the kitchen. It was the sound of dishes and china falling to the ground.

    Xu Linshen's complexion changed, he put down the documents in his hand, and while pushing the wheelchair to the kitchen, he asked aloud, "What's wrong?" As soon as he entered the kitchen, he

    saw broken porcelain all over the floor, and the soup spilled on the floor was still there. Braving the heat, Chu Yan stood beside him, seeming a little dazed.

    Xu Linshen looked him up and down, and pulled him away from the broken pieces of porcelain: "Aren't you hurt?"

    He seemed a little absent-minded. When Xu Linshen asked him like this, he seemed to have no reaction at first, then raised his eyes and shook his head Said: "No..."

    After a while, he explained: "I spilled the soup just now."

    Seeing that he did not splash any soup on his body, Xu Linshen was relieved, but the next second, Zhong Yu But he did another thing that made him froze.

    I saw him turn around, without gloves or towel, but directly reached out to hold the freshly boiled soup!

    ——Xiao

    Meng, who had just left the house, was called back to clean up the kitchen. He reheated the dishes ordered by the hotel, thinking that it would be better for him to do it, which would be more troublesome.

    "The other hand..."

    With one instruction and one movement, Chu Yan retracted the hand that had applied the medicine, and then stretched out the other hand.

    Xu Lin had lingering fears in his heart. Because his heart was beating too violently and the blood flow was too fast, he even had a feeling of suffocation like drowning. His fingers still trembled a little.

    Fortunately, he seems to be a person who is not afraid of pain or heat, so he didn't just throw the casserole away

    on the spot... His palms were red and swollen, and there were a few blisters on his fingertips. When he touched the wound, he kept retracting his hand.

    Xu Linshen carefully wiped the medicine for him, his brows were tightened, and he still couldn't suppress the irritability in his heart after suppressing it for a long time, and his tone was unconsciously a little harsh: "What were you thinking at that time?

    " With lowered eyes, his expression looked extraordinarily silent under the cold light, his eyelashes trembled, his lips were pursed tightly and he said nothing.

    Seeing him like this, Xu Linshen couldn't help but sighed helplessly: "I'm sure I'm going to be in so much pain that I can't sleep tonight. Let me ask you, didn't you feel any pain when you held it?" Chu Yan turned to look at

    him , did not speak but shook his head.

    The expression was so innocent, Xu Lin sighed with deep distress, and said: "Don't touch the water, go to the hospital to get an anti-inflammatory injection tomorrow." So when Fang Dingyao came to urge work, Chu Yan hid for a few days with peace of

    mind .

    [Master host, you are really ruthless. In order to avoid labor, you dare to grab the iron pot with your bare hands. ]

    [Aren't I still heartbroken now? How normal is this state. ]

    2333 couldn't see that he was heartbroken at all, but felt that he was not only ruthless to others, but even more ruthless to himself.

    But after all, it was only a slight burn, and after two or three days of recuperation at home, Chu Yan still had to go to work honestly.

    Seeing him getting more and more haggard from recuperation, Fang Dingyao felt that this fake was for nothing. At this time, "Thunder" was on the air, and major variety shows and commercial endorsements flew over like a snowflake. I am afraid that only Zhong Yu could rest for the entire crew. up.

    But what surprised her the most was that Zhong Yu's performance in "Thunder" was so outstanding, and the impact of this drama on him was undoubtedly amazing, not only taking off the "vase" and "resource marketing guy" for him, etc. The label, national favorability and popularity have also been completely raised to a higher level. Before drawing pictures for Zhong Yu's fan group, the age group was mainly concentrated under the age of 25 and most of them were female fans. After this drama was broadcast, his fans The group has grown significantly.

    For an actor, the larger the group of middle-aged and elderly fans, the more his works can handle the ratings, and the nationality is relatively higher.

    In this way, she has a lot more scripts to choose from, and she has more choices.

    She already knew that someone like Zhong Yu, who was rewarded by God for food, was born to be popular, and he could become a top-notch person like Zhong Yu at the beginning. Just confused myself...

    What's more, during the recent period, Fang Dingyao can clearly feel that Chu Yan has not only improved his acting skills by leaps and bounds, but also behaved a lot more when he was on the show.

    In the past, she was so arrogant that she wanted to look at people with her nostrils. She offended many people in the entertainment industry, but now she has restrained herself so much... I don't know what stimulated such an earth-shattering change... But before she marvels

    at Zhong Yu grew like a rocket, and another golden olive branch that she never dreamed of stretched out.

    ...

    The decoration style of the Chinese restaurant is high-end and elegant. The warm yellow light is projected from the hollow ceiling. The wooden tables and chairs are carved with various lifelike patterns of flowers, birds, insects and fish. The small and exquisite carved lattice windows are dim in light and visually It created a quiet and gentle atmosphere.

    Director Li took a sip of tea, leaned back on the carved sandalwood chair behind him, and said comfortably: "You young people will enjoy it. I found such a good place.

    " Be quiet."

    The two talked for a while, and they were almost done drinking a cup of tea. At this moment, there was a movement at the door.

    "This way."

    Accompanied by the voice of the waitress, there was a burst of steady and clear footsteps, stepping on the wooden floor, making a very regular sound.

    Director Li raised his eyes and looked towards the door, only to see a tall and thin young man walking steadily towards this side.

    Wearing a well-made and tailored shirt, his figure was tall and thin, with excellent proportions, and his demeanor was indescribably refreshing.

    Director Li didn't realize who it was until the other party walked in front of him. Isn't this Xu Linshen's previous friend? Just looking at his figure just now, he thought it was Xu Linshen's newly recognized younger brother.

    When a person's appearance reaches the level of Zhong Yu, it is actually difficult for people to forget once they meet.

    Director Li met Zhong Yu twice in total. Although he didn't say anything, he still had a deep impression on him.

    "I'm sorry, the traffic jam on the road is a bit severe." Chu Yan apologized.

    Xu Linshen poured him a cup of tea: "It's not too late, the food hasn't been served yet."

    Director Li also smiled: "Acquaintances don't need to be so particular about a meal, just order casually."

    He thought Xu Linshen I asked him to come here to talk about the role for his newly recognized younger brother, but I didn't expect it to be for an old friend.

    Originally, if it was Ye Jingyun, he would not have a big problem. After all, Ye Jingyun has won two well-known domestic film awards, but Zhong Yu... Although he has watched a few episodes of the recently popular "Thunder", for Zhong

    Yu Yu Zai's performance in it is also very appreciated, but "Thunder" is a TV series after all, some people acted well in TV series, but they may not be able to convince the big screen.

    Moreover, he had also heard some of the comments in the Zhong Yu circle before. It is said that he has a bad temper and loves to play big names. If he is really allowed to join the group, because of Xu Linshen's relationship, I am afraid that he will not be able to say a word at that time, then Really headache. But no matter what, the audition position will definitely be reserved, and if it is really bad at that time, then find a reason to push it away.

    It didn't take long for the dishes to be served one after another.

    During the process, Director Li chatted about the script and the movie, and found that some of what Chu Yan said unexpectedly suited his appetite. Originally, Xu Linshen wanted the two of them to get to know each other during the meal, so the three of them ate the meal It's still pleasant.

    Director Li drank two more glasses, became a little tipsy, and said with a smile: "Mr. I almost made a mistake."

    Xu Linshen paused, and subconsciously looked at Chu Yan's face next to him, and found that the other party's expression was calm, and when he met his gaze, he smiled comfortingly.

    "Maybe it's because of the similar body shape. People always said that before." Chu Yan smiled and wrote lightly.

    "Let me tell you, handsome boys all have similarities, and ugliness has its own way of ugliness, which is normal, hahaha..." ——Leaving from the

    restaurant

    , Director Li was already drunk, Xu Linshen looked for his subordinates After sending the person back, he got into the car.

    The rear window of the car was half open, so this little drink was nothing to him who often socialized, but Chu Yan seldom drank, so it was inevitable that he was a little drunk now.

    After opening the car window and blowing the wind for a while, I immediately woke up a lot.

    "Why, aren't you happy?" Xu Linshen could clearly feel his depression, and the original joy of negotiating the role for him also faded a lot.

    After hearing this, Chu Yan didn't answer for a while, and then responded softly, as if he was half a beat away: "Happy." That's what

    he said, but there was no joy on his face.

    "Is it because of Director Li's words?" Xu Linshen rubbed his ears, which were flushed from alcohol, and asked in a low voice.

    In the past, if he did this, Zhong Yu would definitely get angry, but today he is very obedient, looking a little listless and sad.

    "En." Chu Yan responded vaguely, eyes drooping: "There are always people who say we look alike, do we really look alike?"

Chapter 48

    But without waiting for Xu Linshen to answer, he whispered again: "And... aren't you talking about this role for Senior Ye?" His

    voice was so hoarse and vague that it was almost inaudible. After saying this, his lips tightened , but the sad emotions in his eyes and face almost overflowed.

    Xu Lin was taken aback, but couldn't help but laugh, so did he actually mind being jealous all this time?

    Then the joy in my heart because of his awkward and sad words was quickly washed away by the deep heartache. It is hard to imagine that if he has been misunderstood like this all the time, then what he did at that time would hurt him In other words, it is almost entirely cruel.

    No wonder he misunderstood, I should have explained it clearly to him from the beginning.

    "In the past, it was just that my father asked me to take care of him, so our relationship is actually mediocre, not what you think."

    Hearing this, Chu Yan looked up at him, looking a little absent-minded because of the alcohol, The black and white eyes looked at him dazedly, and there was still a faint watery light in them.

    He looked a little sad like this, as if he had been let down by himself...

    When this thought emerged, the guilt in Xu Linshen's heart became stronger, almost from eight to ten, and his eyes were full of pity. In the past, he whispered: "So don't be sad, I won't hide anything from you in the future, okay?"

    Chu Yan responded lightly, and after a while he hesitated to ask: "Then I...do you want to Find a time to apologize to Senior Ye, after all, I misunderstood him last time..."

    When he said this, his voice was low and small, no matter how he heard it, he felt wronged, he said he wanted to apologize, but his expression was written I don't want to be full.

    Doesn't Xu Linshen know him yet? Knowing that this person is really small-minded in terms of emotions, how can he be so generous and considerate, but just like this, he couldn't help feeling more distressed. In that case, this person may be jealous and mindful to what extent, and he probably still feels uncomfortable now.

    Otherwise, Ye Jingyun wouldn't look terribly uncomfortable when others mentioned Ye Jingyun.

    Xu Linshen couldn't help teasing him: "Do you really want to apologize?"

    Chu Yan pursed his lips.

    Obviously he looked like he was about to die of grievance...

    Xu Lin sighed deeply, stroked his hair and smiled, "If you don't want to see him, just try not to see him in the future."

    Chu Yan said softly: "I don't Thinking about it this way...how could he not be seen, he is your younger brother after all."

    Xu Lin sighed deeply: "It's just a thin layer of blood relationship, a family like ours, now such a relationship is already very good , and don’t need to ask for too much..."

    ——Because

    of the fire of "Thunder", Chu Yan's workload has increased a lot. Regarding this situation, while Xu Linshen was happy for him, he was also a little worried that such a high Will his body be overwhelmed by the intense work?

    However, this workload is the result of Fang Dingyao's streamlining his work a lot.

    In such a busy work, Director Li's film audition arrived soon, and the audition location was arranged at Z Film Academy. Chu Yan was the male number one, so he went out after breakfast early in the morning.

    There were many people at the audition scene. While waiting in the lounge, Chu Yan also saw Ye Jingyun who came with him.

    The other party was talking with the manager next to him in a low voice, and a look of surprise flashed in his eyes when he saw him, but it was quickly replaced by a polite smile.

    The audition process was very fast. It was nothing more than the director asking some questions about the script of the film, followed by a non-actual performance, so it didn't take long for it to end.

    Fang Dingyao raised his hand and looked at his watch: "It's almost 10:30, and I have to go back to the company for a meeting later. Let Cheng Yang take you back first, and you can take a rest in the afternoon." Chu Yan nodded

    .

    But before he left the school gate, he was stopped by someone.

    The place to eat is in a restaurant near the school. Ye Jingyun looked at Chu Yan and said, "Zhong Yu, actually, I've been looking for you for a meal all this time." "But we both seem to be very busy recently

    , So I didn’t find many chances.”

    Chu Yan lowered his head and took a sip of water, then raised his head and smiled and said, “Well… just so I want to… apologize to Senior Ye for what happened before.”

    His smile was very sweet Short, not even a smile. But it was different from the alienated and perfunctory stylized smile when he faced him before, now this one has a very friendly and friendly feeling for no reason.

    Friendly?

    Ye Jingyun paused for a few seconds because of his sudden thought, then unconsciously rubbed his fingers on the edge of the exquisite white porcelain coffee cup a few times, and asked somewhat inexplicably: "Why do you have to apologize? "

    Chu Yan hesitated for a while, and said slowly: "The words I said to you last time were actually very rude. I shouldn't treat you like this because of my random guessing..." Ye Jingyun's eyes fell

    on He put it on the arm of the dining table, and found that there was a red wound on it, which looked like a burn, which was particularly eye-catching against the white skin around it.

    Ye Jingyun looked away from his arm, sighed meaningfully, and said with a wry smile: "Who would have thought that such a misunderstanding would be caused. In fact, speaking of it, I feel very sorry for you and elder brother.

    " Your misunderstanding is about Le Huo, or something else... I never thought it was because of me..."

    Chu Yan forced a smile and interrupted him: "Forget it, it's all over."

    "Yes, it's all over "Ye Jingyun looked at him and said calmly, "Fortunately, the misunderstanding between you and my elder brother has been resolved, otherwise I would really be a big sinner... But besides this, I have a few more words today. I want to tell you..."

    Ye Jingyun put one arm on the table, and leaned forward slightly, which was a serious gesture.

    Chu Yan nodded, and sat up straighter: "You tell me."

    Ye Jingyun paused for a while, and then slowly said: "I have been studying abroad with my elder brother for so many years... To tell you the truth, I actually I envy you very much."

    Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, and asked softly: "Envy?"

    "Yes. Although he is also very good to me, but that kind of kindness is a kind of responsibility from my brother. Only for you, I can feel it." He really puts you in his heart."

    Ye Jingyun frowned, looked at Chu Yan as if puzzled, and said, "So I never understood why you misunderstood me like this, what did he do to you? Can't you see it at all? Besides, why did you never think about asking him and believing him, and just sentenced him and yourself to death in your heart?" His tone was not questioning, but Chu Yan

    listened But his face turned pale, his body froze slightly, and he didn't speak for a long time.

    Ye Jingyun put a bowl of soup in front of him with a spoon, and said in a slow tone: "I don't mean to blame you, I just want to tell you that my elder brother really cares about you, and since that accident, his body The situation is no better than before, and if he doesn’t talk about many things, you probably won’t find out...so you must not let him down.”

    Chu Yan nodded, his eyes moved slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice: “I know…”

    Ye Jingyun sighed: "Do you really know?"

    Chu Yan raised his eyes to meet him, but saw a questioning look in his eyes.

    "You will always look at things from your own point of view, even at this point... Do you still not understand what my brother has paid for you?" Chu Yan stopped breathing, and his gaze froze for a moment

    . He looked at Ye Jingyun excitedly.

    Ye Jingyun seemed to shake his head helplessly and smiled: "As expected, you still don't know... You told me last time that my brother became what he is now to save me. I didn't tell you at that time, but my elder brother told me to do it before." I'm afraid that you will be sad when you know the truth."

    "But now I feel... If you don't know the truth, you may never know how much he cares about you, and how hurtful your suspicion and distrust of him are." "What...

    what "

    That night, the two of us were trapped in the fire, because I was outside the studio, so the eldest brother did find me first... probably because of this, you misunderstood." Speaking of this, Ye Jingyun

    's His eyes were a bit sad: "But you fell into a coma immediately afterwards, so you don't know what happened at all, and of course you don't know... When the whole steel protective wall fell down, what happened to my brother? The one who firmly protects you."

    Ye Jingyun closed his eyes heavily, and said in a choked voice, "But I saw everything..."

    ——Xu

    Linshen finished reading the email, then raised his eyes to check the time, It was found that it was past eight o'clock in the evening.

    He has Chu Yan's schedule today, except for an audition for Director Li, he has no other work. It stands to reason that he should have returned long ago.

    He hesitated to make a phone call to ask, but he also hesitated to think that Zhong Yu's character has always been free, so he is too annoying.

    Until half past eight, when he couldn't help but decided to make a phone call, there was a movement at the door.

    Xu Linshen put down his mobile phone, pushed the wheelchair to the door, and said with a smile, "I'm back."

    Chu Yan looked at him for a long time, then nodded and said, "Yeah.

    " After tidying up his things, when he returned to the bedroom, he saw Xu Linshen sitting in a wheelchair, bending down with difficulty to pick up a document that had fallen on the floor.

    Chu Yan quickly walked over to pick it up for him. He looked up, but found that his expression was normal, as if he had already gotten used to it.

    I am used to this kind of thing, which is too simple to be worth mentioning for others, but for him, I can't do it with all my strength.

    Xu Linshen looked at the bruises under his eyes, and said distressedly: "I have already washed, you should wash up early and rest." Finally, I had a free day today, but I didn't expect that the actors

    and stars were so busy that they didn't even have time to sleep. .

    "Yeah."

    Sleeping in the middle of the night, Xu Linshen faintly heard a burst of uncontrollable crying. He woke up from his sleep and concentrated on thinking that he had heard it wrong, but within a few seconds, another sound came from beside him. There were several extremely suppressed sobs.

    Xu Linshen's heart trembled, and he reached out and turned on the lamp beside the bed, only to see the person next to him tightly pursing his lips in his sleep, trembling slightly because of the uncontrollable sobs, and the corners of his eyes kept turning. Tears slid down the ground, and the pillow was already wet with tears.

    Xu Linshen froze for a moment, pulled the towel on the bedside shelf to wipe his tears, and then patted his cheek lightly: "Zhong Yu." But in the next week,

    several nights, Xu Linshen found him I have nightmares, but sometimes I wake up by myself, and sometimes I have to wake up by myself.

    He yelled several times in a row before the other party opened his eyes suddenly as if startled.

    Facing the bright light suddenly, he lost his mind for a moment, his thin eyelids were red from crying, and he stared at Xu Linshen for a long time before he seemed to slowly recover from that startled state.

    Xu Linshen sighed at his gaze: "Did you have a nightmare?"

    Chu Yan kept staring at him, as if he didn't understand what he said, and nodded after a long time.

    Xu Linshen reached out and hugged him into his arms. Hearing his uncontrollable sobs, he patted his thin back lightly. She comforted in a gentle tone, "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream... Can you tell me what it is?" "

    What..." Her voice was hoarse and a bit crying, muffled.

    Xu Linshen knew that he might not have recovered, so he didn't ask any more questions. He just hugged him silently and kissed his sweaty forehead and sideburns: "Go to sleep."

    After about five or six minutes, the person in his arms finally stopped sobbing. Xu Linshen asked in a low voice: "Have I turned off the light?" There was no

    answer for a while, and it took a long time before he heard him say: "I want to take a bath... ..."

    The voice was so hoarse that it was almost inaudible.

    His back was indeed covered in cold sweat. Xu Linshen stroked his sweaty hair and said, "Let the water warm up."

    Chu Yan carried his pajamas into the bathroom, and Xu Linshen leaned against the bedside, listening to the rattling sounds coming from the bathroom. The sound of water, no sleepiness at all.

    What dream would make him sad like this? Xu Linshen thought wildly for a while, and after about twenty minutes, the sound of water inside still didn't stop.

    Xu Lin called him worriedly: "Zhong Yu?"

    But in the middle of the night, there was nothing in the whole room except the sound of water coming from the bathroom.

    This deathly silence made Xu Linshen's heart skip a beat, and he yelled loudly again, but there was still no reaction inside.

    Xu Linshen's expression changed. He reached for the wheelchair beside the bed, struggled to the bathroom door, and knocked on the door: "Zhong Yu?" The

    response was still the non-stop sound of splashing water, and Xu Linshen felt inexplicably uneasy. In Yan Yu's panic, he slammed the door open, but only took one look, and the blood all over his body froze in an instant.

    There seemed to be a sea of ​​blood in front of him. Zhong Yu was lying in the bathtub, wearing only a thin pajamas, with one hand resting on the edge of the bathtub. There was a winding bloodstain on the porcelain white bathroom floor tiles. The water in the entire bathtub They were all dyed light red, and the faucet was still pouring out water...

Chapter 49

    The bone marrow and blood were completely frozen. After a few seconds, his knees gave way, and his whole body slumped uncontrollably. He fell off the wheelchair and half-kneeled on the edge of the bathtub. .

    For a moment, Xu Linshen could only think of taking him out of the water, but he saw several wounds of different depths on his wrist, the deepest one seemed to have cut through a large blood vessel, and it was still bleeding after coming out of the hot water. Blood was coming out, and after a while, the chest of the pajamas was stained red.

    Due to too much blood loss and soaking in water for too long, the skin on his body was cold and without warmth, his face was pale and lifeless, and his breathing was so weak that it was almost negligible. Under this kind of coldness, only full The blood on the hands was hot.

    Xu Lin shivered for a moment, only felt that his eyes were dark, and his ears were buzzing, and a bone-piercing coolness seemed to come out inch by inch from the cracks in his bones... It was already more than ten minutes later when the doctors and nurses

    arrived Something happened, the doctor in the ambulance stopped Chu Yan's bleeding, and after knowing the situation, he called the hospital to arrange for plasma urgently.

    As soon as he arrived at the hospital, Chu Yan was sent to the emergency room. Xu Linshen was sitting in the corridor of the hospital. He was staring at the blood on his clothes in a daze. There was silence in his ears, but he felt the cold wind passing through the blood vessels. , even the blood was frozen.

    I don't know how long it took before I was freed from the dizziness that the whole world was spinning. Many chaotic thoughts flashed through my mind, like self-torture, but I kept forcing myself to think about it over and over again.

    Why...why would he do this?

    How, how could he be so cruel to himself?

    Xu Linshen lowered his head and covered his eyes in pain, his shoulders trembled for a while, and his nerve endings were tingling, but it made him extremely clear-headed.

    When Xiao Meng rushed over, he froze when he saw Xu Linshen who was waiting outside the operating room.

    The pajamas on his body could no longer be seen. The wet water mixed with a few eye-catching blood stains made his face pale without a trace of blood.

    About an hour later, the doctor came out of the operating room, and the surgical gown on his body was also stained with a lot of eye-catching blood. After being made like this in the middle of the night, his face was also very ugly.

    "President Xu."

    Looking into Xu Linshen's eyes, the doctor continued: "Fortunately, the main artery was not cut, and it was delivered in time. The patient's life is not in danger." Speaking of which, he actually knew the patient

    . The male number three of a popular drama recently, his wife watches the TV every night at home and waits for the live broadcast.

    Speaking of which, he is young and promising, has fame and fortune, and is at a very good age, how could he not think about cutting his wrists and committing suicide?

    Xu Lin listened deeply, and suddenly felt the emptiness after the panic gradually spread from the limbs to the whole body, and the back that had been tense all the time suddenly relaxed, and only then did he realize that it was almost covered in cold sweat.

    He spoke, his voice so hoarse that he could hardly hear himself: "Okay."

    "Thank you."

    ——The

    news was still suppressed. When Fang Dingyao rushed over the next day, he looked at the color on the hospital bed. The gray-white unconscious person also has ten thousand incomprehensible things in his heart.

    Obviously during this period of time, when he was working, Zhong Yu didn't show any abnormalities at all, he looked very normal... If there was any difference, it was just that he was much more silent than before.

    But after all, this is not a matter of a day or two. Speaking of which, his personality is indeed much calmer and more restrained than before, but Fang Dingyao has always been doing this because it is a good thing... That kind of temperament should indeed be restrained.

    But who would have thought it would turn out like this?

    After the doctor sewed up the wound for him, he gave him an emergency transfusion of 800cc of blood, but the vein ruptured, which was not a big problem.

    So what is really serious is that the nerves in his wrist have been damaged. If the recovery is not good, it is likely to cause hand sensory impairment.

    Due to excessive blood loss, Chu Yan was in a coma for two full days, and did not wake up until the third night.

    As soon as he woke up, he was strongly condemned by the system: [Master host, are you crazy, if the male protagonist finds out later, you will die directly! ]

    [How is it possible, no matter how slow he is, he can be saved in another hour. If I remember correctly, the success rate of suicide by cutting his wrists seems to be only 5%. ]

    [Also, the place where I cut is the vein. ] Generally, those who successfully cut their wrists directly cut the aorta, and died of brain shock caused by blood loss.

    So the system 2333 stopped talking, and he felt again that this master host was too ruthless.

    He lay alone on the bed for a while, the ward was still deserted, so quiet that he could almost hear the dripping of medicine in the infusion tube clearly.

    After about half an hour, it wasn't until the nurse came in to change the drip that he was awake.

    The doctor came over and did a detailed examination on him, and finally came to a conclusion: "There is nothing serious, just wait a few more days for the wound to heal."

    Xu Linshen, who was on the side, was silent the whole time, and the doctor greeted him and left out of the ward.

    The footsteps moved away, and the ward became quiet again. Xu Linshen pushed the wheelchair to the bedside, and looked down at Chu Yan with cold eyes.

    Chu Yan looked at him for a while, then slightly lowered his eyes and moved his body slightly. He moved his right hand, and found that he was numb to the point where he had no consciousness at all. The hand on the knee.

    However, when he was leading him, Xu Linshen violently shook his hand away. This action happened so suddenly, almost without warning, so Chu Yan froze almost instantly.

    His eyes were black and white, and there was always a little water reflected in the depths of his pupils. Looking at him blankly like this, he looked innocent and sad.

    Xu Lin Qishen forced himself to look away, and spoke with a hoarse voice that was trying to suppress, like a cornered animal, desperate and crazy that couldn't be suppressed no matter how suppressed: "Zhong Yu, sometimes I really want to blow your heart away. Open it, and see what's inside?"

    Chu Yan's eyes were red, her white lips were slightly pursed, and her voice was difficult: "I'm sorry..."

    Xu Lin's chest heaved deeply, staring at Chu Yan, ruthlessly Grabbing his hand on the quilt, he exerted so much force that the veins on his arm were tensed.

    Every word seemed to tear his throat, filled with thick blood: "I'm sorry? Zhong Yu, you know how to say sorry to me now, why did you dare to do that at that time, did you... did you really have to?" Only when you drive me crazy?"

    Chu Yan's lips trembled, he choked up a sob, and said intermittently: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I didn't mean it..."

    But after he finished speaking, his emotions seemed to be completely Breaking down, tears kept rolling down, but he gritted his teeth and tried not to choke himself out, his whole chest was heaving and gasping for breath.

    Tears kept rolling down from the corners of his eyes, flowing down his cheeks to his chin. Xu Linshen looked at him, feeling as if his heart had been crushed to a pulp, and the pain made it difficult for him to even breathe.

    He slowly loosened his hand a little, then bent down and wiped the tears on his face, his heart was so bitter, his throat seemed to be blocked by a hard lump, and he said hoarsely: "I'm sorry..." Xu Linshen hugged

    him He moved him a little bit, stroked his back one by one, and said apologetically and sadly: "Hey, don't cry..." His

    body trembled slightly because of the sadness, and a layer of tears appeared on his forehead. Thin sweat, warm and thin body, Xu Linshen hugged him and comforted him in a low voice, with a strong anxiety in his tone, he could only kiss the tears in the corners of his eyes intermittently: "Don't cry, be good, do not Cry……"

    His heart was about to break into tears...

    Because not long after he woke up, his body was still very weak. Not long after Xu Linshen hugged him, he passed out again.

    ——In

    the director's office.

    After listening to Xu Linshen's words, the doctor thought for a while, and finally said hesitantly: "Mr. Xu, in fact, we found many other wounds on the patient during the operation, so... I think the patient may exist. Self-destructive tendencies..."

    Self-destructive tendencies?

    When Xu Linshen heard this word, Xu Linshen's heart beat violently, and he couldn't help curling his fingers, and asked as if he didn't understand: "What... does this mean?" "I'm not a professional, so I just

    understand One point. Depression is actually a very common emotional disorder with many symptoms, and self-harm and self-destruction is just one of them. Patients are stimulated or in a state of being powerless to change the status quo for a long time, and they are under great mental pressure and pain. When the patient is sick, he will take the method of harming his body to relieve the mental pain."

    After the doctor finished roughly speaking, he asked: "

    Mr. His heart kept sinking, his hands and feet were cold: "He...has often had nightmares recently, and it was the same that night. And...sometimes when I talk to him, he is always absent-minded..." He always thought that

    Zhong Yu is too busy with work, too tired to be like this... It turns out, isn't it?

    After the doctor listened carefully, he sighed: "These are symptoms of mild depression, so after recovery this time, I suggest you find a counselor to provide psychological counseling for the patient." That night, Xu Linshen called his assistant

    , Let him check who Zhong Yu has been in contact with in the past half month. If it is only mild depression, it will not be so serious. These days, Zhong Yu's condition is indeed not right, but he always feels that the reason why he did that night This kind of extreme behavior is mainly because of the nightmare that started a week ago.

    When Xu Linshen returned to the ward, he found that Chu Yan had already woken up, his eyes were half-closed, but his eyes were looking at the air, slightly lost in thought.

    All the blood on his face has faded away, the sheets on his face and body are almost white, his lips are dry and cracked, and there is a thick circle of gauze wrapped around his wrist, just looking at it, it seems that he can feel how cold and tender his skin is. There is no temperature.

    After Xu Linshen stared at him for a while, he saw that he seemed to be aware of his existence, and his eyes turned towards him.

    In fact, I really wanted to ask him directly, thinking about what is in your heart, what is it that makes you so unbearable, and you actually want to hurt yourself?

    But Xu Linshen was also worried that if he asked the wrong way, he might invisibly increase his psychological burden.

    Chu Yan looked at him, and said softly: "Sister Fang just called and said I passed the audition."

    Xu Linshen already knew, sighed and asked, "Do you still want to go to work?"

    Chu Yan shook his head , with a slightly sad tone: "I just feel sorry for her, and I feel that I am quite irresponsible for doing this. After all, she has paid a lot for this matter..."

    Xu Lin's heart tightened when he heard what he said. In fact, if I had heard him say this before, I might have laughed at him for being sensible, but now...he couldn't help but think of the doctor's words...he suddenly realized that

    Zhong Yu's temper had calmed down a lot, completely I don't have the kind of freewheeling that I used to, as if I grew up a lot overnight...

Chapter 50

    The psychological counselor came in the afternoon of the second day. He was dressed in a white coat and had a very gentle demeanor, and the smile on his face made people feel kind and comfortable.

    "Mr. Zhong, hello."

    Chu Yan put down the entertainment magazine in his hand, raised his head when he heard the words, but was stunned when he saw the person coming, and nodded after a long while: "Hello." The consultant told

    him Chatted for a while and then immediately got down to business.

    "What you said, don't you think it's abnormal? In fact, you can also feel that the recent situation is obviously wrong, can't you?" Chu Yan lowered his head and remained silent for a while, then nodded very lightly:

    " I know."

    The psychiatrist asked him some more questions during the chat, but gradually, the cold sweat on his back almost came down, because it was obvious that it was no longer mild depression.

    On the surface, the patient’s attitude towards life is still very optimistic, but in fact, he is depressed and negative, with low self-esteem and depression, and even pessimistic and world-weary emotions, and most cases even have a tendency to relapse, which means that this suicide is unsuccessful. There may be a next time.

    And he has encountered this kind of case several times before.

    "Mr. Xu, the patient's condition is already very serious, and it is obvious that this is the result of long-term development. The most difficult thing is that he is not willing to open up to me at all." The doctor frowned slightly: "Mr. Xu is his

    friend Is it? I want to ask you some questions about the patient."

    Xu Lin pondered for a moment, then nodded: "He is my lover, you can ask me any questions you want."

    A look of surprise flashed across the doctor's face, and he hesitated for a long time before he said: "According to the result of my chat with Mr. Zhong just now, Mr. Zhong's relatives have passed away one after another, and his professionalism is not Very strong, and the future career plan is not particularly clear...and the relationship between the patient's friends and him seems to be only general...so as a lover, you should be regarded as his only relative in this world. During the conversation, I also faintly felt that he seemed to regard you as his only emotional sustenance..." "

    This is actually a very dangerous psychological tendency in itself, I think you can know this without me telling you. But what really makes you I find it strange that the patient seems to be very unwilling to talk about this matter, so I would like to ask, is there something wrong with your relationship?" After hearing these words, Xu Linshen's heart felt

    like It was as if he had been hit by a dull hammer, which knocked him into a daze.

    The only emotional sustenance?

    This word made him feel terrified in an instant. He always thought that in this relationship, Zhong Yu's feelings should be far less deep than his own, because he has a proud and free personality, and he can almost say it. Immediately, it was completely broken, and it was the same in other aspects, as well as emotionally, so I was able to disregard my begging at that time, and resolutely broke up without a trace of nostalgia.

    But now the doctor told him that Zhong Yu actually regarded himself as his only emotional sustenance. And the word "only" is so solemn that it makes him feel terrified even thinking about it.

    It was hard for him to imagine what kind of emotion this would be. If a person poured all his emotions on one person, it would be like making a gamble with no way out... What if he didn't love him? Did you fail him?

    Asking himself, he can guarantee that in this world, Zhong Yu is the person he loves the most, and he is willing to sacrifice his life for Zhong Yu without any hesitation or regret.

    But at the same time, there are other things in his life, he has career and ambition, and he has his own family, all of which occupy a certain place in his life.

    But, Zhong Yu doesn't even have all these?

    He could feel that Zhong Yu's professionalism was indeed not strong. In fact, a director had praised Zhong Yu's acting talent before, but he had no professional training and his heart had never been in this area at all, so the outside world treated him like He never took the criticism of his acting skills to heart and even acted as if he didn't care... As for his friends, since he entered the entertainment circle, his daily work schedule is extremely full, so there is no time to make friends.

    Then after such a misunderstanding, Zhong Yu thought that he had always regarded him as Ye Jingyun's substitute, how did Zhong Yu spend the time when they broke up?

    Xu Linshen didn't dare to think about it at all. Just thinking about it, he felt a bone-chilling chill creeping up from the soles of his feet... The doctor

    looked at Xu Linshen's ecstasy, and sighed softly: "These are all It is the information I vaguely learned from talking with the patient, Mr. Xu, so my suggestion is, when you have a good chat with the patient, maybe you are the only one who can open his heart.     "

    ——Chu

When Yan woke up from a nap, he saw Xu Linshen sitting beside his bed for an unknown how long. He looked extraordinarily cold and silent, and his whole body was covered with an indescribable sadness.

    After seeing him awake, Xu Linshen's expression softened a little, and the icy aura around him gradually melted away. He said in a soft voice, "It's already noon now, do you want something to eat?" Chu Yan didn't speak, just

    quietly Looking at him quietly, it took a long time before he said softly: "Okay."

    There seemed to be countless small stars in the depths of his pupils, and his black and soft hair rested on his bloodless cheeks, so he didn't move for a moment. Staring at himself, it looks like a small animal with no sense of security, confirming something in this way.

    Xu Lin stroked his hair deeply, and asked someone to bring a bowl of fragrant and glutinous mixed shrimp porridge from the small kitchen, and then fed him bit by bit.

    [At that time, the right-handed ones were specially selected, otherwise how could they enjoy the five-star feeding treatment now? ! ]

    System 2333 was stunned upon hearing what he said: [Master Host, is this also the reason for you to cut your wrists? ]

    After Chu Yan finished his porridge, he leaned on the bed and looked melancholy. After a while, he felt his hand being held.

    "Zhong Yu..." Xu Linshen stared at him for a long time, and when he saw him turn his gaze to himself, he opened the bedside table and took out a small velvet box from it. A trace of surprise and doubt flashed in Chu Yan's eyes, and

    then I saw Xu Linshen open one of the boxes. Inside the soft and white velvet lay a pair of low-key men's plain rings, reflecting the lustrous luster under the cold light.

    "I bought this pair of rings a year ago, but I always thought that things like this should be more serious, and I should find the best time to speak... But now I feel that these are not what I originally imagined. That's so important."

    Xu Lin stared at Chu Yan deeply, his voice was not heavy but very clear, and his tone was so solemn that it was almost pious: "Zhong Yu...you are willing to become a legal partner with me, and from now on, no matter whether you are poor or rich for the rest of your life, Health or disease, will you spend it with me?"

    Chu Yan looked at him, but his face became paler and paler because of his words, his lips were trembling uncontrollably, and finally he closed his eyes heavily and said hoarsely: "I'm sorry...""

    "I can't do it... I can't promise you..." Chu Yan shook his head, then raised his hand to cover his eyes tightly.

    Seeing him like this, Xu Linshen was slightly taken aback, and then slowly Grabbing his hand away, he accidentally touched the hot tears in his hand. The tears ran all the way to the depths of his heart through his fingertips, making his body stiff. He stared at Zhong Yu, his breathing

    stagnated stagnant, and asked softly again: "Why? "

    Chu Yan lowered his head, didn't look at him at all, and said in a broken tone: "I know it all...don't lie to me anymore, I know everything..." It was when the

    emotion reached a critical point that it broke out completely. As if in extreme despair, Xu Linshen's body froze completely, and a terrible premonition appeared in his mind instantly.

    ——Ye

    Jingyun received the call from Xu Linshen at a reception. He was already a little drunk at the time, and his mind was still not clear when he saw the call reminder on his mobile phone.

    However, when the cold and clear voice came from the other end of the phone, Ye Jingyun felt as if a bucket of ice water had been poured over his body, and most of his drunkenness was gone.

    The study was so quiet that a needle could be heard. When Ye Jingyun was called over late at night, he looked at Xu Linshen, who was sitting behind the mahogany desk and sitting in an armchair, looking down at the documents without saying a word. The fear that remained in the deepest part of his heart remained in the shadow of many years. Gradually emerge.

    Ye Jingyun stood for a long time, until the clock made a dull sound, and then he spoke cautiously: "Brother, what do you want me to come here so late?" Xu Linshen raised his head, closed the document in his hand, and said calmly

    . Said: "It's nothing, I just want to talk to you."

    Then he looked at Ye Jingyun who was standing there motionless, and said: "What are you doing standing so far away, come here."

    Ye Jingyun moved his legs and walked slowly to the table On the side, I thought to myself—it was extremely abnormal for him to behave like this.

    "How do you feel recently? Are you still used to it when you come back?" Xu Linshen leaned back in his chair and looked him up and down.

    Perhaps because of the lighting and angle, Ye Jingyun actually felt that there was a bit of cold and sharp scrutiny in his eyes, which made people shudder slightly from the bottom of their hearts.

    Ye Jingyun's throat slid up and down, but he didn't make a sound for a while. He paused and said again: "It's not much different from before, so I can't say I'm used to it or not." Xu Linshen said "um", and

    then Smiled slightly: "You have always been smart and hardworking since you were a child."

    The meaning of what he said was unclear, Ye Jingyun's fingers tightened, and his palms were slightly wet with sweat: "Brother..."

    Xu Linshen raised his hand to suppress what he hadn't said, and continued to speak slowly: "Your homework is also very good, but you know that you ran to tell your father to give up studying financial management and choose a major in film and television performance. "

    I originally thought that you could continue to be so smart and do what you should do. With your current development, your future in the entertainment industry is boundless." At this point, he stopped and took a look

    . Ye Jingyun: "It's a pity that you have become stupid. I warned you before, but you didn't take it to heart at all."

    Ye Jingyun looked at him, and for some reason, suddenly calmed down: "What is the elder brother referring to?"

    Xu Linshen pointed Turning over the document at hand, without raising his head, he said, "Last Friday, you found Zhong Yu? But, I seem to remember telling you not to disturb him before? Huh?"

    Ye Jingyun's face changed slightly, looking at Xu Linshen: "It's just that we happened to bump into each other during the audition together, and we just talked for a while." Xu

    Linshen stared at him with a calm voice, and if you didn't listen carefully, you wouldn't be able to detect the coldness in it: "It's true that we just talked for a while , or for my kind words."

    Ye Jingyun frowned, and could faintly sense something was wrong.

    Xu Linshen threw a document in front of him, and said indifferently: "Jiangcheng Jiacheng Audit Department will help you... But you did it cleanly. Originally, I planned to wait and see for a while, after all, this kind of thing is also a family scandal. Yang Yang."

    Ye Jingyun suddenly raised his head and looked at Xu Linshen suspiciously, subconsciously trying to justify himself, but when he glanced at the documents spread out on the table, he was surprised to find that the inscription was indeed signed by his name.

    Even the handwriting is perfect.

    But he had never signed this document before. He looked at Xu Linshen in amazement, and saw that he was looking at himself with great interest, his eyes were calm and unruffled. Ye Jingyun moved his lips and opened his mouth for a long time but failed to say syllable.

    framed?

    Ye Jingyun's hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly, and it took some time before he released it. He gritted his teeth and sneered: "You said that I became stupid, but you have always been so stupid... From now on, you'd better Watching him all the time, praying that he will not get sick again, this time he can be saved by cutting his wrist, what will happen next time..."