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THIRD PERSON
"NAILEA! THERE IS NO REASON FOR YOU TO BE TAKING THIS LONG FOR THIS ALBUM TO BE DONE! I WANT IT DONE TONIGHT DO YOU HEAR ME?" Nailea's manager screamed from the top of their lungs through the young girls phone.
Nai rolled her eyes and hung up immediately before shoving her face into her hands.
the girl had now locked herself in her studio, forcing herself to try and finish this stupid album but she was having a brain fart.
Nailea currently laid upside down on her spinny chair just blowing raspberries, impatiently waiting for the songs to just come to her brain. The 18 year old stayed this way for 10 minutes until she heard the studio room door open, she turned around and saw her mother staring at her in her nurse uniform with her crazed look. "Nai... you know this isn't normal..right?"
"I'm stuckkkkk" She moaned to her mama.
"Physically?? or." She sarcastically said giving her a dumbfounded look, "i don't know what to write and literally nothing is coming to my dumb brain." she groaned annoyed.
"Okay.." She started sighing slightly, she placed down the coffee that she had brought for her daughter.
"Okay show me what you've got so far." Julia ordered her daughter to sit upright as she pulled up the spare chair next to her, Nailea showed her mother her incomplete album hoping that she could help her figure out what was missing.
Julia looked at all of the songs smiling at her baby's talent and creativity, being immensely proud of her and how much she had accomplished at such a young age. Once the woman finally finished listening to the album she she turned to Nailea, "This is beautiful nai."
"But..?" Nailea added, "I know you ignoring writing about something.. and you can tell that you're not letting it all out. Whatever it is or whoever it is has clearly effected you and i think it'll be good for the album if you put something deeply meaningful and relatable. But i think you need to let whatever that problem is baby.. you can't hold that in anymore." Julia softly said to her daughter as she brushed the hairs that fell in front of her face. she lifted her daughters face so that she was looking Nai in her eye, Nailea leaning further into her mothers caring touch.
"I'm scared to write about him mama." She softly admitted
"I know baby... Pero ya no puedes aguantar esto, te está haciendo daño. (But you can't keep this in anymore, it's hurting you. ) Whether you think i can see it or not." Julie chuckled slightly, "I wish i could stay amor but i have to get back to work. I'll come over tonight and you can show me it okay?" She asked as she got up from her seat and reached for her purse, she walked up to her daughter and have her a kiss on the forehead.
"Bye mama!"
Once the girl was finally alone again, she let out a big sigh and began working, the girl somehow finding it within herself to write the remaining songs that were missing.
When she finally finished writing, Nailea went to record the songs immediately. All throughout the recording process she began to feel emotional, her emotions high, due to the sensitivity of the song.
One of her previous boyfriends was emotionally abusive to the girl, always bringing her down and making her feel small. She knew initially, that getting with him wasn't a good idea considering she was only 14 and he was 17 turning 18. He took advantage of her innocence and purity to manipulate her and destroy her mentally, and once she was finally able to get rid of him she decided to shut that part of herself and their relationship out of her brain, in order to keep her mental state intact.
Once finished singing the girl was in a pool of tears, sobbing uncontrollably. Finally letting out all of the emotions that she has kept hidden deep within her for 4 years. The girl knew that she needed to call someone so that she could seek help, knowing that if she was alone for any longer she wouldn't know if she would be able to stop crying.
She decided on calling her boyfriend who was currently at training, Nai being fearful that he wouldn't be able to pick up but prayed that he would. Knowing that Jude was the only person she wanted to talk to right now.
After the 2nd try, Jude finally picked up Nailea immediately lighting up slightly, from her seat in the booth.
"Nai?" Jude said into the phone, after Nai spent a couple of seconds regaining her breath in silence, "Hey baby.." She mumbled, sniffling her nose.
"Are you crying? are you okay?" Jude panicked once he heard her shaky voice. Jude already knowing how she sounds once she finish crying, from their many movie nights where she sobbed to monsters inc.
"Yeah i'm okay." She giggled slightly.
"what's wrong love?" He asked softly not wanting to upset her even more.
"Uhm i wrote a sad song." She giggled slightly at how ridiculous it sounded
"Yeah?"
"yeah.. and it just brought back some shit memories.." She admitted lifting her knee onto the chair so that she could lean her head on it.
"was it about him?" He questioned knowing only little about her ex.
"Yeah.. i just wanted to talk to you.. and hear your voice." She said smiling slightly, this making jude huff and let out a small laugh.
"What'd you call it?" He asked
"there's two, Thank you for nothing and Your power."
"....i'm proud of you, you know? I know this is something that's difficult for you and it's something you don't really like talking about but i'm happy that you're able to use your voice and that brilliant brain of yours to put it into something beautiful. Dude do you know how much you fucking inspire me?" Jude shouted warning a sniffles giggle from the girl.
"Everything you do is perfect, no matter what people may try and manipulate you into thinking. You're perfect. You're voice perfect! Your personality is perfect! You're face is perfect! You're arse is perfect! Which i probably shouldn't shout cus Jobe's downstairs. But most importantly your heart is perfect and that is quite literally the best thing that anyone can have! and only you have."
all throughout jude's adorable yet cringy ramble Nailea couldn't help but let out a small chuckle, immediately feeing happy as her tears began to dry. Once the boy was finally done he began to lightly laugh with her aswell. Waiting for nailea to finally say something in response
"You're so cringy!" She muttered making both teenagers laugh slightly.
"Yeah but you love that about me!" he replied this only making Nailea smile even bigger knowing that she loved everything about that boy.
"is it too early to say i love you..?" She joked but in reality she truly meant it, feeling scared of the reaction that the footballer would have.
"Nai you asked me to be your boyfriend in the first two minutes of ever interacting with eachother, too early is what we do." Jude joked wholeheartedly, this making Nailea giggle even harder the two teens finally understanding how genuine they feel about one another.
"But don't tell me yet.. at least not over the phone anyway. Wait til the time is right!" He added, joy evident in his voice.
"Okay Jude i will.." nai chuckled, all her tears now dried up on her cheeks. Her sadness replaced with pure joy and love.
the teens finally bid farewell to one another, Nailea feeling happier than she has ever felt. She couldn't help but let out a massive squeal and began to jump around.
Once she finally calmed down she finally realised that the she was recording her entire conversation with her boyfriend.
This making her let out a small laugh accompanied with an adorable smile.
(liyah's notes)
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