To be honest I don't know where this is going,
Just felt sad so I'm writing,
Well actually I should be dying,
But I can't go without a note,
So you will all know,
I have tried so I have to go,
Can't bear it anymore in the name of hope,
I see everyone grow,
My friends glow,
Where do I fit no one knows,
I'm tired of the pain,
I can't keep being fake,
I tried to pretend,
But it's not what I intend,
The pain broke my defence,
Now I'm all by myself,
No one is catching me as I fall,
Quick call,
A knife might go through my skull,
I think it's right,
I should stab myself with a knife,
Who knows I might do it tonight,
Sitting there bleeding,
Until I see the bright lights,
Fucking memories flash pass my eyes,
Tomorrow when the sun shines bright,
I can imagine the headlines,
'17 year old girl committed suicide,'
'By stabbing herself with a knife,'
To be honest it actually sounds nice,
Let me get to work it's almost time,
Don't worry I'm alright everything is fine,
Just want to take a deep sleep,
Because this fucked up world ain't mine,
So see you soon and GOODBYE ^_^