Inside The mind of A Self Conscious Teenager

I Always Wonder Why....

I always wonder why people were rude and nasty to me. I always wonder why I was the one to get treated cruelly. I always wonder why I look a certain way. I always wonder why people judge you based on how you look on the outside instead of how you are on the inside. I always wonder why my mom always try's to be right all time .I always wonder why I was born. I always wonder why I wasn't made beautiful . I always wonder why I have to be so thick and not skinny. I always wonder why I have to be the color that I am. I always wonder why I couldn't choose how I want to look. I always wonder why I couldn't choose who were my parents. I always wonder if my parents love me or not. I always wonder why I can't make friends easily . I always wonder why I never had a real boyfriend before. I always wonder why I was ugly. I always wonder why I let people get to me. I always wonder why I care what people think of me, I always wonder why I try to be so perfect when obviously I can't be perfect. I always make mistakes and I always wonder why I always repeat those same mistakes over and over again. I a,says wonder why I keep holding myself back from so, the unlimited opportunities .
I always wonder.........