Fourth pov:
I feel Gem eyes on me as I stir the porridge I was making he has been quiet since we arrived not that I have spoken any too. The heated eyes following my every move even when I finished and setting the pot he didn't alter a single word
"Babe are you ready to eat now?" I ask Gemini I take some plates but was stopped
"You are holding a bowl" he says making me look at my hands to see indeed I was holding a washing bowl
"Oh"
"Fourth baby what's wrong?" he asks taking the bowl from my hand before pulling me to him "did something happen? Did I do something wrong?" He stares at me his eyes searching mine
"Nothing's wrong, you didn't do anything"I say looking everywhere but his face.
I don't think am ready to talk about him yet it's has been years but the wounds still there,the memories.
"Bab-"
"Gem please" I say cutting him off pushing him away closing my eyes before sighing "please not now"I finish opening my eyes to see him looking hurt as he puts his head down. I'm so sorry
"Okay" he whispers
I walked away rushing to the room feeling guilty not being able to stay in his presence. This shouldn't be a problem I have to be able to tell him right I need to tell him he's my boyfriend we shouldn't be keeping things from each other especially things like this,I just can't bring myself to say his name or even talk about him. Why does he has to come now why here of all places and why does he even still have this type of effect on me.
I run my hands through my hair in frustration as I sat down on the bed. I need to talk to mom. I take my phone out of my pocket putting mom on call
"Ma he-" I cut myself off as I look at the screen to see Jim "oh hey Jim"
"Fourth child,how are you?"
"Am fine how are you?"
"Good"
"Where's mom?" I asks
"Oh she's in the bathroom" he says making me raise my eyebrow in question. He looks everywhere but my face as his face turns red answering my question
"Ewww" I say making a gagging noise. I didn't want to imagine that "so is it official?"
"Am still waiting for your mom to de-"
"Jim is that my phone?" I heard my mom from the background
"Yes fourth's calling" he says as he pass the phone to mom
"Fourth baby it's not what it looks like" she says looking at me in panic with towel wrapped around her head while I hum smiling
"Sure" I say nodding my head
"Forget that,how are you?"I sigh frowning when I remember why I called "what's wrong?" She asks
"Ma I saw him" I whisper looking away from her closing my eyes "I saw HIM"I say drawing the Him as I open my eyes to see her looking at me with wide eyes before walking away from Jim going outside
"Baby are you okay?" She asks softly looking at me with concern eyes
"I should be but am not"
"It's okay I didn't expect you to be but Does Gem know?" She asks
"No" I say laying down on the bed laying on my side "he's being asking but I can't bring myself to talk about it,I didn't expect to see him and guess what he's in my faculty" I say chuckling bitterly
"Baby you have to tell Gem" she says
"I know"I say sighing
"I mean it's ur decision if you want to tell him or not"
"I will tell him,it's the right thing to do"
"Okay baby,don't think to much about him,he's in the past focus on the present I know the effect of what they did may still linger that's why you have me and you know Gem he can do anything for you"
"I know ma"
"Take care of yourself okay"
"Yes ma"
"Bye sleep well"
"Bye use protection,I don't want another sibling"
"FOU-" I cut the call chuckling as I check the time it's late,I have to talk to Gem first I need to take a shower
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I finished my bath and wearing my clothes as I head to the door to go check on Gem I need to apologize for pushing him away as the door opens. Gem enters the room standing nervously his eyes looking everywhere but my face making my heart hurt a little. Please Don't do that. I walk closer to him tiptoeing a little wrapping my hands around his neck
"Am sorry" I whisper against his neck as I tighten my hands around his neck "am sorry for pushing you away". I felt his hands slowing wrapping around my waist making me let out a breath of relief as I press myself further into him closing my eyes relishing the moment
"Ma want to talk to you" he whispers after a while making me slightly pull away from him "she's on face call" he says raising one hand with his phone on the air
"Oh don't mind me" I heard Gem's mom as I pull completely away from him feeling embarrassed as blood rush though my face"you guys are so cute!" She gush laughing
"Mom stop" Gem chuckles seeing how red I was as I try hiding my face on his chest. This is embarrassing she was on face call the time I apologize and we hugged
"Fourth how are you?" She asks as she chuckles
"Am fine ma" I say still hiding my face
"Oh no need to be shy, I have seen you two kissed before" she says making my cheeks heat again as I remember when I kissed Gem in a family dinner because he looked so hot wearing an apron and was caught by his mom
"Ma you're making it worst" Gem says laughing while I wish the ground open and swallow me
"Sorry,sorry hope your doing good, Gem told me you're not feeling too well" she says making me pull away to look at Gem to see him already staring at me nodding his head
"Yeah" I say looking away from him to look at his mom "but am feeling some what better"
"That's good to hear,hope my son is not giving you problem" she says making my smile
"Mom!"
"What?! I know you!"
"Well me is not a problem!"
"He's not giving me problem ma" I say laughing at their bickering,it may be the other way round
"Okay,take good care of yourselves if there is any thing am only one call away,bye" she says waving
"Yes ma bye" I wave back before she cuts the call
I stare back at Gem as he puts his phone in his pocket. I wrap my hands around his waist as I stare up at him
"Have you eaten?"
"No, I was waiting for you" he says wrapping his arms around me "are you okay now?"
"Somehow,I need to tell you something but first let's go eat" I say pulling away from him taking his hand as I lead him to the kitchen
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"Should we go grocery tomorrow?" Gem asks coming out of the bathroom. He decided to take a shower once we were done eating
"Sounds good to me" I say as my eyes trail the water that flows down his chest through his abs and into the towel that was wrapped around his waist making me bit my lips. This is all mine
"Like what you see" he says smirking
"Yes very much" I say winking at him.
He laughs puting on his clothes before coming to lay on the bed facing me. I moved closer to him so we are facing and staring at each other as he placed his arm on my waist,he eyes moving allover my face begging me to say something. I take a deep breath before talking
"I saw my ex today"
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Hey people thanks for reading
Today was myschoolpresidentonstage D-1.....it was everything,thier live vocals and dancing...Gemini and fourth solo where Gemini placed his hand on fourth waist and fourth hands around his neck OH MY GOD.....I was screaming!!! Okay okay am going to stop now...can't wait for what they will give us tomorrow
See you next time bye humans