I woke up to pounding on the hotel door which scared me because it was still dark out.
I threw on Kirks shirt and walked over to the door.
I opened it and peeked out confused to see Kirk.
"Kirk? Why are you out here"? I asked.
"You're a liar"! He shouted.
"What are you talking about"? I asked.
"Tell me what you really did. You stole drug money Dalia"! He yelled even louder.
"I didn't steal it. Dave did"! I yelled back defending myself.
"You don't have to be holding the gun to be a murderer"!
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I woke up to a pair of hands grabbing me.
"Hey. Hey it's okay." Said a soothing voice.
I opened my eyes and saw Kirk.
He looked at me with a gentle smile, "You were just having a nightmare." He said tucking a lose strand of hair behind my ear.
I took a deep breath, thankful that it was just a bad dream.
He pulled me into a hug, "You're okay now. Right baby."
I nodded.
He kissed the tip of my nose. "What do you say we go get breakfast and give ourselves fuel."
"Yeah let's do it. Let me get dressed." I replied.
"Aww man. And I was really enjoying this view." Said Kirk tugging on my bra.
I leaned my forehead against his, "Oh you were"?
"Mhmm." He smirked.
I kissed his bottom lip, "Too bad. Unless you want me to walk out there in the dining area dressed like this. For everyone to see."
His eyes hardened and he shook his head, "No no no. That will not be necessary. Go put some clothes on." He said quickly.
I laughed as I climbed out of bed. I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth and thought to myself.
Oh God. Why was I dreaming about being caught in a lie?
It had to be guilt. Kirk and I had just promised to no longer keep secrets from each other and here I was hiding another one from him.
I didn't realize how long I'd been zoning out until Kirk knocked on the door.
"No rush babe, but are you almost done." He asked sweetly.
"Yes one minute." I said as I quickly changed and threw my hair into a high ponytail.
I walked out of the bathroom and met Kirk out in the hallway.
As we stepped out into the hall we ran into Lars.
"Kirk have you seen James"? He asked.
Kirk shook his head, "I haven't seen him since like two days ago."
"I cannot find him. And I checked his hotel room and it's completely empty." Lars replied.
"He left? Where the hell would he go to"? Kirk asked.
"That's what I'm saying. And he's not answering any of my calls." Lars said.
"Maybe he just needed a couple of days. If has been a long tour." Kirk replied.
"I'll say." I added.
Kirk smiled and kissed my forehead, "Well the missus and I are gonna go eat. We will see you later."
Lars nodded and we split up.
We sat down in the hotels restaurant as waited for our food.
"You have to go back to LA. Don't you"? Asked Kirk with a frown.
"Yeah. I still have a job you know." I replied.
"I just wish you could stay with me while we toured." Kirk sighed.
"Yeah I know. But it'll be over soon. Where are you guys going next"? I asked.
"Las Vegas. Denver. Then. Back to LA." Kirk said.
I grinned and squeezed his hands, "Really"?!
"Yes just a few more weeks." He grinned.
"Once you're back over there we will see each other more often." I said excited.
"I know I can't wait." Kirk said pinching my cheek.
I leaned into his hand grateful to feel his touch on me.
"Okay I'll be right back. I'm gonna use the restroom." Kirk said excusing himself.
I sat back in the chair.
Denver. Colorado.
Tara was in Colorado.
Would it be selfish to use Kirk as an excuse to go see her?
I bit my lip in thought.
I know Tabithas family said I had to stay away from Tara, but just one more time.
So I could have a proper goodbye.
So she could know that her older sister still loves and cares for her a lot.
Would that be so bad?
My thoughts were interrupted by Kirk coming back.
"So after this. I have a surprise for you back in the room. I was gonna wait until after the tour to give it to you, but I wanna do it now." Kirk grinned.
"Oh"? I asked intrigued.
We ate our food and walked hand in hand back to our room.
"Okay"! He said excited.
He sat me down on the bed and used a bandanna to cover my eyes.
He handed me a bag and told me to feel around in it.
"It better not be bugs Kirk. I will scream." I said laughing nervously.
"I promise you they're not bugs." He replied.
I stuck my hand in the bag and felt around. All I felt were plastic pieces.
"Do I pull them out"? I asked.
"Whatever you think you should do." Kirk replied.
"Kirk! You're making me nervous." I said.
"Who knew all I had to do was blindfold you to get you this worked up." Kirk said smoothly in my ear.
I felt the hairs on my neck stand up.
"Is it something sexual"? I asked with a laugh.
"You would want that wouldn't you? And no. Just keep feeling." Kirk replied.
I pulled out more of the plastic pieces and heard a clinky type of noise.
"Is it glass"? I asked.
"Nope. Keep going." Kirk said in return.
"Ohhhh are they keychains"? I asked holding one of the plastic pieces between my fingers.
"Uh uh. And what do you put keychains on"? Asked Kirk.
"Keys." I said.
"So find the key. It's still in the bag." Kirk chuckled.
I felt around the bad until the cold metallic feeling of a key touched my fingers.
I pulled it out, "Okay now what"? I asked.
"Take your blindfold off." Kirk replied.
I pulled it off and looked across at him sitting across from me.
He was holding a small box with a lock on it.
"I suppose this is the key to the lock."
I smiled.
"Uh uh." Kirk nodded extending the box towards me.
I unlocked the box and in the box there was another box.
"Let me get that for you." Kirk laughed.
"You just love these little games, don't you"? I asked grinning.
"I really do." Kirk replied.
He opened the box and there was one on the most beautiful necklaces I've ever seen.
"K-Kirk. Are those real diamonds"? I asked shocked.
"Uh uh. Used the tours paycheck to buy it." Kirk grinned.
"Kirk you shouldn't have. That's your money." I started.
"Shh shh. I wanted to spoil you. You deserve nothing but the best." He said sweetly.
"Thank you so much. I love it so much." I said kissing him.
He kissed me back passionately.
He pulled away and looked down at me.
He had a playful look in his eyes.
"What"? I asked laughing.
He held up the blindfold and raised his eyebrows.
"Ahh so you wanna be kinky"? I asked with a smirk.
Kirk nodded.
Smut Warning-
He took off his belt and tied my hands to the railing of the bed and the blindfold around my eyes.
"If I hear you pull against the belt then I won't fuck you got it"? Asked Kirk.
I nodded.
His mouth met mine once again and his tongue slid into it.
I could feel his hands creeping down to my thighs as he pulled off my skirt, followed by my thong.
He pinched my inner thigh causing me to let out a moan.
God it felt so good. The only thing that sucked was not being able to hold onto Kirk.
Suddenly I felt his tongue slide into me and I jumped almost pulling on the belt.
There was so much tension because I couldn't see anything.
"You taste so sweet. So sweet." Kirk said.
His thumb began to rub my clit as his tongue flicked in and out of me.
"Fuck Kirk." I moaned desperate to hold onto him.
He kept going even faster. His hands gripped onto my thighs even tighter.
I leaned my head back in satisfaction knowing what was going to happen.
Kirks tongue explored my insides and I could feel myself about to come.
"Kirk Im gonna cum." I said in almost a whisper from how high I was.
"Uh uh. I only want you coming all over my dick." Kirk said poking the tip of my nose.
"Please Kirk I need to see you fucking me." I begged.
"Yeah"? Kirk asked pridefully.
"Yes." I said feeling weak to his touch.
His hands pulled the blindfold off and he took of the belt. He set me onto my hands and knees.
"Is this better baby"? He asked, squeezing my ass.
"Mhmm." I said, getting wetter from each word he said.
His dick slid into me roughly and I moaned out loudly.
"Fuck."
"Do you like that"? He laughed as he pounded into me even harder.
I couldn't even respond, I felt my legs start to burn from the pressure Kirk was applying into my hips.
His hands met my hair and pulled it back.
"Watch baby. Watch as I fuck the shit out of you." Kirk said breathlessly.
I looked into the mirror and just the sight of it almost made me come.
Kirk was making me feel so much at once.
"Fuck babe I'm gonna come." He said.
"Mmm." I replied.
He flipped me onto my back and his hand met my mouth and opened it.
"Suck." He demanded.
I licked the tip of his dick before completely taking in his size.
His dick slammed into the back of my throat and I could feel my eyes start to water.
I sucked even harder and his dick started to twitch before he came.
I swallowed it all up before leaning my head back into a pillow.
Kirk smiled down at me as he took deep breathes.
"Fuck baby. You did so good." He said kissing my forehead. "So good just for me."
Smut over-
He laid down next to me and pulled me into his arms.
I kissed his hands. "Thank you again Kirk. I really really love it."
"It's gonna look amazing on you babe." Kirk said looking at me adoringly.