Trinity
We've been on tour for a month now and everything was perfect.
Jack is so sweet. I love the guys to death. I trust all of them with ever piece of my soul.
They've asked several times about how I came across their music and I figured I'd tell them today.
....
They were all in the lounge talking and cutting up when I walked in. I cleared my throat and told them I wanted to talk to them about something.
I walked in and sat by Jack. He put his arm around me and I leaned forward, making it fall.
"I know I should have done this earlier. I do. But I want you guys to know my story."
"When I was growing up, I had two siblings. Both younger than me. Alexis and Alexander. When I turned twelve and they were ten, they were kidnapped. We looked everywhere but they....they turned up dead two months later. I was heartbroken. My mom was dying from cancer, my younger sister and brother were murdered, and I was bullied at school.The only person I had left was my dad.He stayed strong for me.He worked so he could keep me healthy and happy.He fought the depression that was threatening him to make me happy.When I started 8th grade, he started slowing down. He smiled and talked to me yeah but he stopped caring if I was out with guys past curfew. I was stupid enough to get myself pregnant to get his attention. It didn't work.I lost the baby.It was very sad.I tried to kill myself when I was 18
First and only time.I got scared and pulled out of it.I'm thankful for that though because two days later I heard Therapy on the radio. It changed my life.You guys changed my life.I started researching you guys.I came to concerts, meet and greets, and sighnings.I made my life revolve you guys.The four people who saves my life through music.I looked into photography and became attached. I became Sum 41's photographer but quit because they weren't paying me.And now look.I'm working for the four guys who saved my life and I'm dating my biggest celebrity crush."
Jack pulled me to his side.I meant to kiss his cheek but he turned to out lips were pressed together.I moved to where I was sitting on him.He laughed and picked me up bridal style. He out me in my bunk and climbed on his.
I fell asleep.
I woke up with tears and sweat running down my face and someone shaking my shoulders.
"Baby? Trinny? You okay?"
I shook my head no and Jack climbed in beside me.
"What's wrong?"
Again, I shook my head no.
"It hurts worse when you keep it in."
All I said was
"God I'm sick of sleeping alone."
and he understood. He climbed under my blankets and wrapped his arms around me.I snuggled against him and fell asleep instantly.