TW: 🌶️ (consensual) sexual content! Please do not read if you are sensitive to that~ this was my first time ever writing something like this so feel free to leave feedback~ see you at the end!
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I was dragged up the stairs in Bangchan's tight grip while the rest of the party watched us with curiosity. Of course they would be all over something like this. He had better have a good reason for putting my reputation up for jabs like this.
Once upstairs, he took me past multiple rooms with the doors locked. Within some I could hear the sounds of passionate couples having their time alone. The moans were embarrassing to hear, and it gave Bangchan's determined walk a bit of an edge.
"Where are we going?" I asked him, now that it was easier to hear.
"My bedroom, nobody will be in there." He replied as we came up to a door at the end of the hallway.
What? Why would he need to talk to me in private this badly? I thought as he opened the door to reveal a surprisingly messy bedroom. It was large and clearly housed two people, one side was relatively tidy while the other was what can only be described as a wasteland. Clothes were strewn here and there, and papers littered the floor, a large window at the back of the room gave way for a dark view of the forest. The whole room was shades of tan, tinted blue from the slight moonlight streaming inside.
"Are you not turning on the lights?" I was still very confused.
"No, I'd rather not." Bangchan let go of my hand and turned to talk to me.
"I know it's messy, I hope you don't hate messy people, for the record, Minho rooms with me and my side is the cleaner one." He reasoned.
"It's fine, I don't really mind, Seungmin keeps the papers high in my dorm too." I assured him.
"Seungmin...?" He cocked his head to the side, it was weirdly endearing.
"Oh he's my roommate, he's in the Computer Science field." I explained, getting slightly impatient, I'd rather have known what his intentions were than small talk.
"Oh, good to know..." he said very quietly, "I'm sure you're confused, so I'll say it even though it's embarrassing."
He sat down on the small bed on the tidier side of the room, inviting me to stand in front of him. He looked up at me from the bed while I stood, now taller than him, looking down at his face. We were close, I could see his face so clearly it was scary.
"I wanted...to ask if you're interested in me." Bangchan asked tentatively, lowering his voice. His eyes were wide and I felt like they sucked me in.
I looked at him, one eyebrow raised. I was processing what he said, and gave no response. I could feel my ears turning red, and I could see the way Bangchan's gaze fell on me as I figured out my response.
"I..." I began. Unsure of what to say or my feelings.
Bangchan lowered his voice even more and leaned up to my ear. "Because I'm interested in you."
I felt a shiver run down my spine at the way he said it, right into my ear, tickling my skin. It was a gut wrenching, heart fluttering, red faced kind of
embarrassment. I suddenly remembered what I was wearing, all the skin showing, and the fact it was a somewhat sexual place to have cutouts. My hands instinctively reached to cover my exposed waist.
"Don't cover it up, I think you look so good tonight, I want to see more of you." Bangchan, still close to my ear, whispered. With one hand he held my wrist, gently moving it away from my waist. He reached his other hand up to my face and cupped it in his palm, pushing my now messy curly hair more or less back in place. I couldn't look him in the eye, and my view dropped down to his lap.
I was glad I had looked away when I heard him lean forward even closer, his face was touching mine now, cheek to cheek, his mouth directly next to my ear. If I had seen his face I'm sure I would be even redder.
"Can I touch you?"
I couldn't process what I was hearing. Why? When? How could the most valuable single guy on campus suddenly be so interested in me? It was confusing and a bit overwhelming. I had experience in the past, but it was always expected that I would take the lead. I didn't know what to do when I was the one being pursued.
Bangchan took my silence as a "yes" and pulled me even closer by the wrist.
"Wait wait, hold on." I quickly placed my open hand on his shoulder, stopping him from doing anything else. I pulled my face back enough to see his. He gave me a quizzical look, screwing up his eyebrows and scrunching his nose.
"What- why..." I tried to figure out exactly what I wanted to ask, "Why me? I've barely talked to you..."
His questioning look fell and a soft, sympathetic one replaced it. His kind expression and his proximity made something inside me flinch. My skin felt prickly and warm, I couldn't say that the thought of letting him do more didn't sound appealing.
"Oh, sorry, I'm sure this feels a bit abrupt to someone without experience with guys." Bangchan moved his hand from my wrist to my hand and laced his fingers in mine. My fingertips twitched and I got a restless feeling in my stomach.
"I have...some experience...I've just never been the one on the receiving end..." I admitted, although, he was right about my lack of experience with men. I must seem like someone who wouldn't mingle with the same sex to him. I was still a bit embarrassed by that and decided to keep my previous partner's genders ambiguous.
"Well, I guess you could call it love at first sight?" Bangchan looked me directly in my eyes, it was an intense eye contact I wasn't used to. His eyes were kind, and had a thoughtful gaze, but something about them made my body feel tense. I felt hot now, my skin had to be burning.
"I'm interested in you, and I don't have any reason to lie do I? I just want to be able to spend time with you like this...I don't have to touch you." Bangchan squeezed my hand, basically asking me if I'd like to stop. Maybe slow down and take things at a more reasonable pace. Maybe go on a date or two, maybe get to know each other first.
But, I wasn't sure I really wanted that. The restless feeling in my stomach and the heat on my skin wouldn't go away on their own. I had a rush of adrenaline and I squeezed Bangchan's hand back. Reaching my other hand from his shoulder up his neck to his face. It was impulsive, but I brought my lips to his in a light kiss. It was quick, basically a brush of our lips together, I still felt a little awkward about all this so I didn't go for it. Instead, I decided to let him take the lead.
What I definitely didn't expect though, was for him to reach his hand around my neck and pull me into him. I stood between his legs, bent down into a much closer, deeper kiss than before. His tongue poked at my lips, and I could feel his cold, round piercing against my hot skin. It was soothing, and I parted my lips in response. He was forceful, but not against what he could tell I wanted. He was careful as he explored my mouth.
Usually I would be the one being considerate of my partner's reactions, watching their face and moving accordingly. It felt so good to be the one being watched. I responded to his movements with my tongue, feeling his piercing rub against the roof of my mouth. He chewed my lip a little with his teeth before pulling away and using our held hands to wipe my spit from his face.
"Can I?" He asked me while letting go of my hand. I felt fuzzy, like I wasn't all there. I had definitely gotten an erection from that. I wondered absentmindedly if he'd noticed.
I nodded, and put my hands on his shoulders, I held on for support while he placed his hands on my bare waist through the cutouts in my sweater. He held me tightly, like he was worried I'd leave. I let myself make a small noise to let him know he could continue.
"You should sit down." He said, glancing down between my legs.
I felt embarrassed, not because he was looking at me, but because I hadn't been in this situation before. I stood back while he readjusted his position, I had assumed to give me room to sit down on the bed. Instead, he brought his legs slightly closer together and stayed in his seat.
"Sit here." He gestured to his lap. I had kind of expected something like this, especially if we were going to go farther, but I was still taken by surprise. I felt myself blushing as I moved to sit on his lap, facing him.
"I'm really happy, you know." He whispered in my ear again, making me shiver. He reached his hands back into my sweater cutouts and held my waist for a beat before reaching up and taking my shirt off completely.
His eyes looked over my bare chest, I was being watched so intently, I felt exposed in front of him. It was cold in the room, but the heat on my skin didn't go away. He reached to my pants and pulled down the zipper, removing them completely. It was embarrassing to be almost completely undressed while he was still fully clothed.
My erection was uncomfortably obvious through my black underwear. Bangchan touched me through them lightly at first, but as he created a rhythm he stroked me harder. It was so much better than doing it myself. His large hands felt better than any woman's handjob I'd had before, even through the cloth.
"A-aren't you going to strip too?" I asked, slightly loosening my grip on Bangchan's shoulders. I was gasping from the pleasure of his hand on my length, and I could feel the beginning of tears in the corners of my eyes.
"Why don't you finish stripping first? Take them off yourself." He suggested, leaning back slightly and watching me intently again with his piercing gaze. His face had an amused expression, but in his eyes I could see hunger.
I reluctantly put my hands on each side of my boxer's waistband and slid them down my legs to the floor as best I could while still sitting on Bangchan's lap. If I hadn't felt exposed before, I definitely felt exposed now.
I could barely look at his face now, I stared down at his legs, and saw through his pants he also had an erection. My eyes were wide as I compared our lengths, he was enough larger from what I could see that I was impressed. Suddenly, I felt Bangchan's hand on my face as he pulled my head up forcefully to meet his eyes.
"Look at me, watch me watch you." He said, his face was slightly red, and his eyebrows were furrowed in a confident expression. He reached to grab my member directly, and the sight of his tattooed arm and hand holding onto me alone made me shiver. He continued his pace from before, carefully stroking me. He pulled my face closer and kissed me again.
The combined assault on my mouth and length was overwhelming, I felt my conciseness wane as I got close to cumming. My control over my noises left and a tear fell from my eye as I released into his hand.
The blind relief of cumming was quickly overridden as Bangchan picked me up and laid me down on the bed behind us. He undid his belt precisely and soon had his erection in his hands, making sure it was at its full length.
I couldn't do anything but stare and take in the feelings and sounds around me. I was still panting from when he took care of me, I could feel the heat still flush on my skin, a beating feeling deep in my stomach screamed at me. I became erect again at the sight of him masturbating.
Something about this man, who is so popular on campus, watching me and reacting like that was incredibly attractive. It was odd, but I wanted to do something more 'incriminating' in front of him.
"I doubt you're at all ready to have sex..." he said through gritted teeth. "I'm your first top."
I gripped the sheets at his words, just imagining this man dominating me gave my squirming stomach some relief. I felt that same place twitch at the idea of being crushed by him, I wanted him to see me crumble.
"For now, should we use your mouth?" He asked as he crawled so his length was right in front of my face. I could see the veins and long strings of pre-cum coming from the tip. It was exhilarating.
I moved my gaze from his member to his eyes and saw his desperation. His face screamed how much he wanted me.
I wanted to put it in my mouth.
He rubbed against my lips slightly, before I parted them to give him entry. I grabbed his hips with one hand while the other gripped the sheets, I let his length slide down my throat as far as I could, suppressing my gag reflex.
I had never given anyone oral before, but I had watched my partners do it to me. I tried to replicate what they had done. I slid my mouth down his dick and licked the tip carefully, outlining each groove and vein. I heard Bangchan groan.
I moved to take his full length into my mouth again, this time letting him hit the back of my throat. It felt incredible to have him scratching me so far back. I pressed even farther forward, allowing him to slide hard against my throat. My nose was almost in his pubic hair. My tongue slid out of my mouth down from his base until I was back at the tip. From the noises he was making I was at least half decent.
I was about to repeat my routine when I felt his hands on my head. He gripped my hair and forcefully pulled me into his dick. I felt his tip bang against my throat, giving me an unimaginable amount of pain and pleasure. It was like an electric shock flew through my body.
He continued to use his tight grip on my hair to pull me forcefully up and down his length, hitting my throat relentlessly. My saliva dripped messily onto my chest and his member leaked precum on my face, it was bitter, but I liked the feeling.
"I'm going to cum." Bangchan groaned through his teeth, gripping my hair even harder and pulling my face off his member as he came.
My face was dripping in his semen, and I could feel it pooling on my chest. Somewhere in there I came as well. Even though he had pulled me away at the last second, he had still gotten plenty inside my open mouth. I let his mixture drip down my chin, creating a puddle with what was already on my chest.
Bangchan leaned down and braced himself over my body with his arms. His mouth came to mine and he lightly brushed my lips with his despite my messiness. "You look really pretty like this."
My stomach clenched in his gaze. Being watched doing something so dirty by him had me reeling with pleasure. I felt embarrassed, but I felt so good. I never thought I'd be able to cum just by giving oral.
"You realize I fucked your face at the end." He cupped my face in his hands, I could barely pull myself together enough to answer him with a nod.
"You did so good." He assured me. His praise gave me a little flutter in my heart, and I felt like I wanted to do whatever he told me to.
I was crying, tears dropped down my face, washing the cocktail of bodily fluids on my cheeks down to the bed. I felt embarrassed, but in a good way, in a way where I couldn't think about anything but the man whose face blocked my entire view.
Bangchan used his thumbs to wipe the tears away, he looked at me with the most loving eyes I had ever seen anyone look at me with.
"I want to do more with you." He said, "I think I'm more interested in you than I thought I was."
I began to close my eyes as he talked to me. Doing things with him was tiring, and I was exhausted. I felt myself beginning to doze off as he spoke is his soft voice.
"I hope you will become as interested in me as I am in you, I want to know everything about you." He cooed. Now rubbing my head.
I seriously felt my eyelids getting heavy, and his soothing touch lulled me even more. I felt safe in his presence.
"I want to be the only person you ever want to spend time with, the only one you want to think about, the only person you tell things to, I want to be the most important person in your life." He spoke so softly I couldn't really make out what he had said, and in my drowsy mind I didn't bother to ask him to repeat it. I was practically sleeping already.
"I want to own every part of you, Seo Changbin."
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Well. Uh. I wrote that lol.... Anyway! I plan on having many more scenes like this one in this story (with PLENTY of plot too dw) so if you're sensitive to this content or really can't stand how I write 🌶️ I'd recommend just skipping this one 💀
See you tomorrow!