Later, Gu Yansheng finally brought Shen Kanyu home.
When he is not busy, Gu Yansheng eats with Shen Kanyu every day, sleeps with him in his arms, and takes Tiantian to the amusement park with him. Gu Yansheng always holds his daughter with one hand, and holds him tightly with the other hand.
When he was busy, Gu Yansheng would also take time to take videos with Shen Kanyu, and asked Shen Kanyu not only to show his face, but to take a picture of himself from head to toe for him, and also take pictures of the surrounding environment, so as to prevent this fish from sneaking again. It's hard to hide somewhere.
Once when receiving a video, Shen Kanyu faltered and said that it is not convenient to take pictures of his body now. Before Gu Yansheng finished speaking, he became anxious and said that he would go home immediately. Shen Kanyu trembled and said, "A Sheng, I almost fell in the shower."
Originally, I thought that explaining Gu Yansheng in this way would be reassuring, but he just said: "You are not allowed to take a bath by yourself in the future."
Shen Kanyu looked at him dully, and blinked at a loss: "Why..." "
"Aren't you pregnant?" It's inconvenient to hold the child, the floor is too slippery, I'll wash it for you in the future."
"Oh, well..." Shen Kanyu blushed a little, but he didn't dare to refuse Gu Yansheng, because he promised to listen to him.
Shen Kanyu had no sense of security, and the longer her pregnancy became, the more she relied on Gu Yansheng.
To be honest, Gu Yansheng enjoyed this feeling very much, but one day when he got off work after ten o'clock and the clerk whispered to him that Shen Kanyu was waiting for him outside, his first reaction was still distressed.
Shen Kanyu was wearing a large sweater, curled up sideways on the sofa in the lobby and fell asleep, his seven-month belly was already obvious, making him even thinner.
The climate is getting warmer, and the central air conditioner in the hall is turned on very low. When Gu Yansheng saw Shen Kanyu, he fell asleep wearing a sweater.
He was so anxious that the wind was blowing under his feet, and he reached out to touch his face that was as cold as ice, and suddenly "Boom" ", took off his coat to wrap him, and shouted at the clerk, "Why don't you turn up the temperature of the air conditioner, he's afraid of the cold, if you think it's hot and don't want to turn it up, at least give him a blanket!"
The clerk was stunned for a moment, suspecting that there was something wrong with his ears. She clearly remembered that Mr. Gu didn't want to see his wife, and there were all kinds of ugly rumors about the relationship between the two of them in the studio.
In the past, She often saw this Shen Kanyu come here with a meal and wait for Mr. Gu. He often fell asleep after waiting. Mr. Gu would not wake him up after get off work, and just left. Even if he wasn't asleep, Mr. Gu wouldn't look him in the eye, even if he eagerly leaned towards him with the lunch box in his hand, the result would be the same.
The person at their front desk is very annoying, because no matter whether it is spring, summer, autumn or winter, he will always ask them if they can turn up the temperature of the air conditioner.
One winter, the air conditioner had been turned on to warm the air, but he still said it was cold and insisted on turning up the air conditioner. As a result, the whole floor was suffocatingly hot. Mr. Gu knew it was his request, so he reprimanded him when he came out .
Shen Kanyu said softly: "A Sheng, you should catch a cold. You can't catch a cold anymore."
Mr. Gu said: "You don't need to worry about it, and you don't need to be sentimental."
That day she saw Shen Kanyu sitting on the sofa with a lunch box in his arms He stared blankly at the direction Mr. Gu was leaving, tears fell from his eyes one after another, but he didn't seem to notice.
From then on, he didn't wait there for him anymore. Every time he delivered the food, he would leave. At most, he would say to the front desk again: Remember to ask Ah Sheng if he is cold when you have time.
If the relationship is in this state, Mr. Gu should hate him very much... How could it be like this now.
The clerk stared blankly at Gu Yansheng, unable to recover, and said sorry to Mr. Gu in fear.
Gu Yansheng no longer paid attention to her, and bent down to hug the sleeping Shen Kanyu from the sofa.
Shen Kanyu shuddered, struggling to open his extremely heavy eyelids, but Gu Yansheng gently kissed his eyelashes.
"It's me," Gu Yansheng's voice was extremely soft, "You continue to sleep, it's okay."
So Shen Kanyu fell asleep again before he could wake up. He has a poor physique, and has been extremely sleepy since he was pregnant. If he sleeps with Gu Yansheng, he can sleep for a long time without waking up.
Gu Yansheng carried him to the car, adjusted the seat to a suitable angle, fastened the seat belt on his upper abdomen to avoid pressing on his stomach, then turned on the heater, and drove him home.
About halfway away from home, Shen Kanyu woke up in a daze. Because he didn't know where he was, he stretched and remembered, but he was tied up by a seat belt.
"Hmm." He covered his lower abdomen, rubbed his eyes, and looked dully at the things that bound him.
Gu Yansheng witnessed all his small movements from the corner of his eye, and he understood from the bottom of his heart that being invisible and being cute is the most deadly, so he stepped on the brakes and stopped by the side of the road.
When Shen Kanyu braked, he realized that he was in the car. He turned his head to look at the driver, and his sleepy face immediately squeezed out soft smiles: "A Sheng." As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Yansheng He leaned in and kissed his lips.
Shen Kanyu's watery and tender face turned pale pink when he kissed it, which made people think it tasted sweet. After Gu Yansheng kissed his lips, he kissed his face again, stretched out his hand to caress his warm and soft belly, and asked, "Is your stomach uncomfortable? Does it hurt?"
"No..." Shen Kanyu blushed and shook Shaking his head, he began to rummage around, "I brought you food... where did it go?" "Here? " Gu Yansheng took out the lunch box he brought. "Yes." Shen Kanyu wanted to get up to pick it up, but then the seat belt restrained him again, he pressed his stomach, and wrinkled his nose aggrievedly.
Gu Yansheng laughed softly, stretched out his hand to untie his seat belt, and unscrewed the lid of the lunch box. Inside was a thick and delicious porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat. You could see that there were scallops, dried shrimps, corn kernels, and shiitake mushrooms inside. Crushed red dates, he couldn't help laughing: "You are the only one who can make preserved egg and lean meat porridge so rich."
Shen Kanyu watched him pick up the spoon, expecting him to take a bite with eyes full of hope, but Gu Yansheng scooped up a spoon and brought it to his mouth first.
Shen Kanyu froze for a moment, but subconsciously opened his mouth and ate.
Gu Yansheng looked at his ignorant look and smiled, and ate a spoonful of porridge himself, and then continued to eat spoonful by spoonful until the lunch box bottomed out.
As the little gourd grew bigger and bigger, his stomach became heavier and heavier, Shen Kanyu became more and more inconvenient to move, and his body was also extremely uncomfortable.
The weight of his stomach made his waist sore and his back hurt and it was difficult to breathe, and he could neither sit nor sit. The internal organs were oppressed, and the morning sickness that had been gone for a long time came back.
The most terrible thing is that the fetus will be very active when it is a month old. Shen Kanyu's uterine wall is very thin. When the fetus is moving, he often turns pale and sweats profusely. A little bit of meat that was easy to raise was gone in an instant.
Gu Yansheng felt that he could no longer go to work, so he chose one day to go to the studio to hand over all the work, and planned to take care of him wholeheartedly at home, and cut out the little gourd when the day was almost over.
Facts have proved that he really knows how to choose the day. The meeting was at an important point, when his heart suddenly sank for no reason, he quickly finished his speech and called Shen Kanyu, who actually reminded him that the phone had been turned off.
He immediately decided to go home, and on the way to the garage, he called Tang Xiu directly, asking him to come over when he was free, and then drove all the way home.
There was no one in the living room, but there was a tiny cat-like whimpering sound from the bedroom, which immediately squeezed Gu Yansheng's heart into a ball.
When he rushed into the bedroom, he saw Shen Kanyu kneeling on the head of the bed, with his legs spread wide, and his stomach had already fallen between his legs. He was holding the bed board with both hands, and his body was tense. For no reason, the cervix was not fully dilated, but nothing came out from under his body, and his face was already pale with pain, and his eyes were dazed.
Gu Yansheng called him several times before he came back to his senses, his wet eyes were blurred. With a layer of mist, he struggled to focus on Gu Yansheng, murmured his name, his lips trembling violently: "A Sheng..."
"It's me, it hurts, right?" Gu Yansheng held his hand tightly, bent down and kissed his sweaty forehead, "How long has it been hurting?"
Shen Kanyu pulled his pale and dry lips, and smiled at Gu Yansheng with difficulty "It's okay, Ah Sheng...you can...you can give birth, he's here, going down."
Gu Yansheng saw that the fetus had obviously entered the pelvis, and knew that it was too late to ask the cause and effect, and it was too late to move him to the hospital at this time, so he could only go first Find out his current situation: "Have you been exerting force for a long time?"
Seeing him nodding weakly, Gu Yansheng carefully made him lie still, and he walked around him to check his acupuncture points.
It was red and swollen and turned outwards. Gu Yansheng poked his finger in, and it was less than seven fingers, and he didn't touch the child's head, but it made Shen Kanyu tremble.
Gu Yansheng quickly withdrew his hand, called Tang Xiu to describe the situation clearly, and got a reply that most likely the baby would be born at home, so he held Shen Kanyu in his arms again: "Kanyu, listen to me, the acupuncture point is not open. All right, the amniotic fluid hasn't broken yet, so don't use any more force."
Shen Kanyu just wanted to answer him, but suddenly his abdomen contracted violently, his face turned blue and his lips turned pale from the pain, and he grabbed the edge of the bed fiercely.
Gu Yansheng held his hand: "Catch me when it hurts."
Shen Kanyu was still in pain, but he didn't say a word, and the force he exerted on Gu Yansheng's hand was not that heavy. Gu Yansheng had a sore nose and touched his wet His head said softly: "You can shout out if it hurts, you can hold me tight, don't hold back."
Shen Kanyu survived this for a while, took a breath, shook Gu Yansheng's hand, shook his head and said in a hoarse voice: "Ah Sheng, no It hurts."
Gu Yansheng smiled wryly, but he didn't want him to waste his energy talking, he just hoped that Tang Xiu would rush to help deliver the baby when he was going to use his strength, he didn't want Shen Kanyu to work so hard, but he didn't even want to hug him and wipe him off I can't even wipe off my sweat.
After a few more rounds of pain, Shen Kanyu tossed and struggled in his arms, his whole body turned pale, and Gu Yansheng even suspected that he could no longer hold on, but he still turned pale and said to him: "This... too slow, I ...go for a walk."
Gu Yansheng sighed tremblingly: "Are you okay?"
"Yes..." Shen Kanyu raised his head, and smirked at Gu Yansheng with sweat profusely, "You are here... I'm not afraid...it's okay."
Shen Kanyu body It was heavy and soft, Gu Yansheng tried his best to force him to stand up, he leaned hard on him, walked step by step, and didn't make any sound except panting, but sometimes the pain was so severe that he would call Gu Yansheng in a low voice Gu Yansheng hugged him and whispered in his ear, I am here.
I don't know how long he walked, Shen Kanyu's hand holding Gu Yansheng's shoulder suddenly tightened, and Gu Yansheng heard him shouting tremblingly: "A Sheng—"
A hot stream gushed out from his lower body, and some splashed on Gu Yansheng's shoes.
Amniotic fluid broke.
For a moment, Gu Yansheng's head went blank, and then he quickly regained his senses, and quickly asked Shen Kanyu to lie down beside the bed, checked that the cervix was indeed fully dilated, and told Shen Kanyu that he could use his strength.
Shen Kanyu knelt on the head of the bed with a pale face, clutching the bed board, frowning and struggling hard.
Gu Yansheng hugged him, and couldn't see the progress of the production at all. He could only kiss his forehead mechanically and said, "Come on, it's coming soon.
" I don't know how long he held it in, but seeing that his face was purple, he quickly patted his face: "Don't worry, breathe, take a breath and come back again.
" Gu Yansheng couldn't imagine how painful it was at all, his complexion changing between bruise and pale.
After exhausting his strength, he panted lightly, and said in a low voice, "Asheng...go and see...Little Gourd, I'm fine, I...uh...it's fine."
Gu Yansheng hurriedly lay down on his body, only Seeing that the opening of the acupuncture point is wide open, it is transparent and shiny, and the black fetal head can be vaguely seen when it is opened. With Shen Kanyu's force, it keeps going down, but the speed is too slow.
Gu Yansheng frowned, and said, "Take a break and use long strength, that's not okay.
Shen Kanyu let out a "huh", grabbed the bed board tightly, gritted his teeth and pushed down hard, his finger bones creaked, his whole body trembled slightly, the little gourd's head finally squeezed out slowly, but Shen Kanyu lost his strength at this time , he shrank in again.
Gu Yansheng wished he could pull out this troublesome little guy with one hand: "Is it okay?"
"Okay." Shen Kanyu took another deep breath, and held his breath again.
The fetal head finally squeezed out a little and didn't retract, but it was stuck there, and Shen Kanyu must have been in great pain. Gu Yansheng remembered the homework he had done before, so he pulled out the gloves he had prepared in advance to help Shen Kanyu expand.
Shen Kanyu took a deep breath and pushed down, the fetal head slid out a little more, but it was firmly stuck at the largest part of the head circumference, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get it down, even if Gu Yansheng expanded it, the fragile acupuncture point was still blocked Torn, with blood oozing out.
Shen Kanyu couldn't hold it anymore, trembled slightly, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "A Sheng..."
"I'm here."
"A Sheng..."
Gu Yansheng realized that something was wrong, and quickly raised his head to find that he was already in pain. His lips were bitten, and his eyes began to blur.
Gu Yansheng said in shock: "Kanyu!"
"Gu Yansheng!"
It was Tang Xiu's voice.
Tang Xiu rushed here with his obstetrical friend Mu Rujing, and Gu Yansheng explained the situation to Mu Rujing as briefly and calmly as possible, and then hugged Shen Kanyu, who was already in pain and was somewhat unconscious, and kept talking to him.
The child was stuck there and couldn't come out, Shen Kanyu was shaking with pain, almost suffocating with pain, and could only subconsciously call A Sheng.
While checking the child's condition, Mu Rujing said, "You can't kneel like this anymore. The family members hug him and let him lean against you. Tang Xiu, give him oxygen."
Gu Yansheng climbed onto the bed and replaced the bed board as Shen Kanyu's support. Tang Xiu quickly took out the oxygen bottle, put the mask on Shen Kanyu's face to inhale oxygen for him, and told Gu Yansheng: "Pay attention to your posture, don't press him Chest."
Gu Yansheng nodded, looking at Shen Kanyu laying on his shoulders, it was extremely difficult to inhale oxygen, his hair was completely wet with sweat and stuck to his face, but fortunately, after breathing in some oxygen, his eyes finally became less cloudy and gradually eased. Come on.
"The fetal position is right, and the contractions are good. The baby's head can come out after a short breath," Mu Rujing encouraged, "Come on, take a breath, and use your strength." Shen Kanyu nodded palely, working hard
. Taking a breath, he leaned his neck back, straightened his body slightly, and pushed down with all his strength
. Gu Yansheng heard a faint sound of "puchi", and Mu Rujing said happily, "Okay, okay, the head is coming out!"
Tang Xiu roared Said: "You are supporting it! Is it the first time someone has delivered a baby?!"
"What are you worried about? It's not your child!" Mu Rujing rolled his eyes at him.
"Ah Sheng..." Shen Kanyu was already extremely weak. Although he could rest for a while after the fetal head was delivered, the next more difficult delivery of the fetal shoulders was undoubtedly another fierce battle. He only called Gu Yansheng's name when he was in pain. It made Gu Yansheng's heart ache.
"You are great, let's work harder, it will be soon." Gu Yansheng wiped his sweat and forced him to eat some chocolate.
The labor pains recurred, and Shen Kanyu grabbed Gu Yansheng's hand with a pale face, but couldn't exert much strength.
"It's bleeding a little, so I can't force it again and again, I have to use long force to give birth quickly, otherwise the fetus will be suffocated." Mu Rujing's gloves were already stained with blood.
Tang Xiu understood: "Come on, little fish, follow me to exhale-inhale-exhale-inhale-slowly exert force..." "
Uh... little gourd...A Sheng..." Shen Kanyu heard that little gourd might He would suffocate, panicked and worked hard to cooperate, but he really had no strength, his breathing rhythm was in a mess, and apart from increasing the amount of bleeding in his lower body, the fetal shoulders were still stuck there, and there was no movement at all.
"Hmm..." Shen Kanyu was almost as angry as gossamer, the long labor process had almost exhausted his whole body, but he had been working very hard, without complaining or crying out for pain, lying on Gu Yansheng quietly and exerting force, When I couldn't breathe, I took a big gulp of oxygen, and just kept gritting my teeth.
Mu Rujing supported the child's head, and continued to encourage: "Well, Xiaoyu, right? Just use your strength, I'll help you turn around, and it will come out soon." Shen Kanyu lay on Gu Yansheng's body, trying his
best While giving birth to the fetus with all her strength, Gu Yansheng kept kissing him distressedly, this was the only way to give him strength.
"Doctor, how are you?" Gu Yansheng himself was sweating, his vision was so blurred that he couldn't see what was under Shen Kanyu.
Mu Rujing said worriedly: "It doesn't seem to be moving."
Shen Kanyu trembled and almost couldn't support himself, but fortunately Gu Yansheng hugged him tightly.
"You press his stomach hard, press here!" Mu Rujing instructed Gu Yansheng, and then said to Tang Xiu, "Help them both, hurry up."
Gu Yansheng felt Shen Kanyu's hard and sagging stomach, feeling panicked in his heart, But knowing that there is no other way, she can only caress the place Mu Rujing indicated, and press down on his swollen belly.
Shen Kanyu's pupils suddenly shrank, and he opened his mouth but only made a broken breath.
"Don't shout it hurts! Use your strength!" Mu Rujing shouted.
Tang Xiu gritted his teeth and stared at
Mu Rujing: "Don't you fucking yell! You'll scare him to death !" The messy voice said, "Leave them alone, just use your strength..."
Shen Kanyu's face was pale, and he couldn't breathe under the pressure of Gu Yansheng's hand on his upper abdomen, and his lips were faintly purple. Cun's consciousness exerted force one after another, and after a dozen times of hard work, the fetus's shoulder finally split open the scarred acupuncture point and squeezed out slowly.
Mu Rujing excitedly said: "Come out, come out, come out!!!"
Gu Yansheng spoke in a trembling and hoarse voice, almost pleading with Mu Rujing: "Slow down, his heart can't take it." "
Ah...Ah Sheng...help me..." Shen Kanyu kept calling Gu Yansheng's name, and closed his eyes. With eyes closed and brows furrowed, he followed the uterine contractions slowly, pushing down subconsciously.
"I'll help you, don't be afraid."
In fact, Gu Yansheng was very afraid, really.
Thinking of Shen Kanyu's hardships all the way from pregnancy to childbirth, he just wanted to give himself a knife for the crime he committed back then.
Tang Xiu patted Shen Kanyu's stiff and clammy back, and encouraged him gently: "Little fish, try harder, it will be soon. It is said that a difficult child is a treasure, and I will definitely be the godfather of the little gourd."
"A Sheng—" Seemingly in extreme pain, Shen Kanyu suddenly let out a low growl, and then limply collapsed into Gu Yansheng's arms.
Gu Yansheng's soul was out of his body for a second, and his breathing stopped for a moment: "Kanyu?"
Tang Xiu hurriedly checked Shen Kanyu's condition, and then comforted him: "It's okay, it's okay. He passed out from the pain, let him rest first— — How is it, is the baby out yet?”
“Okay, I can come out with contractions,” Mu Rujing breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly pulled the fetus out, “Come out obediently, baby, your father It's been a lot of hard work, don't play tricks anymore..."
Gu Yansheng hugged Shen Kanyu, his mind went blank, until he heard the sound of water, followed by the first cry of the little gourd.
When Shen Kanyu heard the child's cry, his body trembled slightly, and he became a little conscious.
"Oh, it's a boy, so beautiful," Mu Rujing cleaned the child's nose and mouth, and admired sincerely, "It's so rare to be so beautiful just after birth." Tang Xiu leaned over and took a look, feeling that Mu
Rujing Jing didn't exaggerate at all: "Fuck, it's really beautiful, not at all like those red monkeys."
Gu Yansheng could no longer hear their words, he couldn't even hear other voices, only Shen Kanyu's struggling low panting, and his hoarse and weak pleading: "Asheng... don't, don't drive me away... ..."
"Let me, take a look at Little Gourd... hug him... Please, please..."
Gu Yansheng's shoulders, which had been drenched with sweat from the two of them, were gradually stained with Shen Kanyu's warm tears. I have been telling him that you will not be driven away and that you will grow up with the little gourd, but he is fuzzy and can't hear him at all.
He was choked with sobs, drowsily grasping the cloth on Gu Yansheng's shoulders with the remaining strength, still begging him to himself: "Give me a chance... A Sheng... Please..."
" No, it's okay...it's okay...it's okay..." He coughed and laughed, and before he passed out completely, he said in a very low voice, "A Sheng, I, I love you...and Tiantian, Xiao Gourd...I love, you..."
Gu Yansheng couldn't hold back the tears that he had held back for a long time.
Shen Kanyu almost died half his life in order to give birth to this child for him. He could have proudly raised his little head and asked him for this or that. He would give him the whole world.
But after the child was born, his first words were: Don't drive him away, he wants to see the child.
When he was in pain like that, when he was still smirking and telling him that it was okay, when he couldn't breathe but exhaled and inhaled desperately, when he wanted to give birth to the child... how scared he must be
, How helpless.
Because he always remembers that when he gave birth to a child, he should... go, he won't want him anymore.
But he didn't negotiate terms with him before or during the childbirth. It was only after the child was born that he cried and begged him to give him a chance and not drive him away.
Is he thinking, Ah Sheng, look, I have done well, I am a boy, the healthy boy you and Tiantian want.
Can you give me a little reward? I just want to see him and hug him and that's it.
He couldn't hear his answer, thinking that he didn't agree to him, but he didn't get angry, and didn't beg for nothing to force him to agree, because he didn't dare.
He said it was okay.
He said, Asheng, I love you, and I also love Tiantian and Xiaohulu.
He hasn't said that he loves him for a long time. He feels that his feelings are the burden of others, so he only hides his love in some small places, whether it is specially made into a heart-shaped fried egg, or he is in the corridor. He could do a lot with the little love he engraved, but he never said it again.
The reason why he dared to say it was because he felt that he was going to leave.
He just wanted to say it one last time.
That's all.