𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮 & 𝐌𝐞 || 𝐒𝐢�...

By sparklesinpurple

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A book filled numerous go-to Oneshots and Short Stories in which three siblings are blessed to have each othe... More

FYAM || 💜 Intro 💜
Meeting baby Aera ||
The first steps || 1
Meeting the boys || 08
Died? || 6
If we have each other || 6
Jimin's toxic relationship (1/2) || 11
Jimin's toxic relationship (2/2) || 11
A Good Sissy || 13
That boy (1/2) || 15
That boy (2/2) || 15
Light or Aesthetic (Cover)?
Jungkook is angry (1/2) || 15
Jungkook is angry (2/2) || 15
Princess [Memories] || 5
Mafia AU (intro) || 10
Mafia AU (1/4) || 10
Mafia AU (2/4) || 10
The rankings! (Thanks to the readers❤️)
Mafia AU (3/4) || 10
Mafia AU (4/4) || 10
Walked in on Jungkook || 09
Accident || 11
Does it hurt you too? (1/2) || 12
Does it hurt you too? (2/2) || 12
First Period || 13
Bad touch || 07
Time out || 06
|| Social Media Posts ||
Biological Parents (1/3) || 13
Biological Parents (2/3) || 13
Biological Parents (3/3) || 13
Favouritism || 13
Jungkook's Feelings || 05
The Warewolf AU (intro) || 03
The Warewolf AU (1/5) || 03
The Warewolf AU (2/5) || 03
The Warewolf AU (3/5) || 03
The Warewolf AU (4/5) || 03
The Warewolf AU (5/5) || 03
|| Social Media Posts #2 ||
Jimin's Birthday || 12
Little Army || 07
Best Child Artist || 04
Jimin's Wedding || 15
Lights and Colors || 10
Bad Boyfriend (1/3) || 16
Bad Boyfriend (2/3) || 16
Bad Boyfriend (3/3) || 16
Questions (Q/A)
Answers (Q/A)
Heartbeat || 13
Meeting the Boys (revised) || 04
Stuck in an Island || 08
Worn Out || 08
Dream Catcher AU || 05
Monster (1/4) || 15
Monster (2/4) || 15
Monster (3/4) || 15
Monster (4/4) || 15
Prank gone wrong || 13
Good News || 15
ASTRAY : A Criminal AU || Teaser || 14
Astray (1/4) || 14
Astray (2/4) || 14
Astray (3/4) || 14
Astray (4/4) || 14
Thank you 💖
Years Apart || 05
Jimin's Son || 16
Idol || 14
Requests [On Hold, Sorry :/]
Finding Daddy || 02
Attention || 05
|| Social Media Posts #3 ||
A Pool Party || 10
Meeting Army || 07
In The Soop S02 || 10
Romeo || 14
Jungkook in Trouble (1/2) || 08
Jungkook in Trouble (2/2) || 08
Daddy's Little Girl || 04
Beautiful Mistake (1/3) || 03
Beautiful Mistake (2/3) || 03
Beautiful Mistake (3/3) || 03
Quarantine || 06
Run BTS || 10
Too Brave || 15
The Wrong Drink || 13
Toilet Training || 02
The Edest Son || 04
Step Siblings || 04
Sufferers & Fighters || 13
V-live || 04
High High Hopes || 15
Office || 05
Saturation Point || 14
First Kiss || 16
Little Princess || 10
Q/A Part 2 || Questions
Q/A Part 2 || Answers
Sick Day || 03
GUILTY : Intro || 13
GUILTY (1/5) || 13
GUILTY (2/5) || 13
GUILTY (3/5) || 13
GUILTY (4/5) || 13
GUILTY (5/5) || 13
|| Social Media Posts #4 ||
Tattoos || 06
Party Freaks || 17
Little Heart || 04
A New Life || 03
Blunder Baby || 06
Dadda || 03
That Night || 15
Birthday Girl || 10
Super-Appa [Memories] || 08
Little Kookie || 10
Distant || 15
Jealous Brothers || 13
Run BTS [Again] || 03
Jungkook's Bike || 04
Father's Day || 08
Solo Artist || 18
Promotion
A Naughty Kid [Memories] || 06
Jimin's Accident (1/2) || 15
Jimin's Accident (2/2) || 15
Prom Night || 18
Sibling Rivalry [Memories] || 07
Photoshoot || 04
Creep || 18
Twins || 06
Big Brother || 03
Smile, Aera (1/3) || 17
Smile, Aera (2/3) || 17
Smile, Aera (3/3) || 17
Fanfictions || 13
Why Hate Jimin? || 12
Career & Choices || 18
The Bangtan Academy (1/2) || 14
The Bangtan Academy (2/2) || 14
Bittersweet Good-bye || 18
Surrender: Teaser || 08
Surrender (1/4) || 08
Surrender (2/4) || 08
Surrender (3/4) || 08
Surrender (4/4) || 08
Riri's Appa || 06
Social Media Posts #5
Jungkook Special || 14
Wake Up || 05
Tae-Kook Alert: Babysitting || 04
Ouch || 02
Friends || 14
First Day Of School || 03
Surprise! || 18
Dating (1/3) || 19
Dating (2/3) || 19
Dating (3/3) || 19
Away From Home (1/4) || 13
Away From Home (2/4) || 13
Away From Home (3/4) || 13
Away From Home (4/4) || 13
The Jeon Mansion
Do You Wanna Build A Snowman? || 06
Age Regression || 14
When Jimin Got Sick || 08
Twin Trouble || 13
Love, Kook || 07
Fake Boyfriend? || 17
Cursing Is Bad, Riri! || 06
Wedding || 23
Jungkook's College || 05
Memories Special || Jin x Riri
Forever is a Lie (1/4) || 24
Forever is a Lie (2/4) || 24
Forever is a Lie (3/4) || 24
Forever is a Lie (4/4) || 24
Memories Special || Yoongi x Riri
Caught (1/2) || 16
Caught (2/2) || 16
Cute and Cranky || 04
Beach Day (Twins) || 05
A Christmas Day || 06
Single Mum (1/4) || 24
Single Mum (3/4) || 24
Abortion (Single Mum/Alt. Ending) || 24
Single Mum (4/4) || 24
Memories Special || Hobi x Riri
Memories Special || Joonie x Riri
Hallucinate (1/2) || 16
Hallucinate (2/2) || 16
End Note (Please Read)

Single Mum (2/4) || 24

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By sparklesinpurple

when the doctor confirms aera's fear, it hits like a truck. all her life, her hard work and the vision of her career ahead of her, flashes before her eyes. the hopes and dreams suddenly shattering in front of her as the doctor continues to speak in a language that aera's brain doesn't cooperate to listen or understand.

she blinks a few times, clutching on the arm of the chair tightly, heaving out a laboured breath as she shakes her head in denial, gasping silently in shock, "no..." her voice whispers out, grabbing attention from her brother, his wife and the doctor too. jimin pats her back slowly, exchanging a small smile with the doctor before taking aera out of the examination room.

aera pulls herself back, shaking her head more firmly as she rubs her eyes, breathing deeply a few times, "no... no, no, no, no! i can't— i don't— oppa, no..." she covers her mouth with trembling hands, breaking into a sob, "i— i can't take this. do something please... help me, i can't do this," she pleads, crouching down in her place and lowers her head, crying helplessly.

jimin wraps his arm around her, tears blurring his eyes too, yet he holds himself together and pats aera's back, "get up, we'll figure something out," he speaks softly to her, although aera doesn't listen, shaking her head. her hands tangle in her hair, looking up with desperate eyes, bloodshot with fear and pain as she pleads him to let her get an abortion.

when jimin doesn't respond to it and only focuses on calming her down, aera groans in frustration, pulling herself back and looks for her phone, taking a few deep breaths, not attempting on making jimin and his wife understand anything anymore.

"aera, please listen to me. i promise it's gonna be okay," jimin assures, holding her hand and wipes her tears, although the girl has all of her attention fixed on her phone, clicking on jungkook's name in her contacts and nibbles on her lip, waiting for him to answer for she knew too, that jungkook will keep her as a priority before anything else, even the child or whoever's fault it was. rather than being the wise person or the nicest human on the planet, jungkook will surely act more like a normal man and only think of aera over any other aspect, unlike jimin who's a certified wise man, obliged to stand with what's right and that's what scares aera— that jimin might not let her abort.

"c'mon, get up," jimin cups her face, looking at her with a soft gaze, "nothing wrong will happen, i can assure you of that much. i won't let anything wrong happen to you, okay? just trust me,"

aera closes her eyes, tears flowing as she just impatiently waits for jungkook to answer and sighs in relief when he does, "oppa..." she leans back, sobbing the moment jungkook's voice makes it to her ears.

"ri? are you crying? what happened?" jungkook's cheerful voice in replaced by a worried one, laced with hesitation and uncertainty, "are you okay? hello?"

"no, no, i'm— i'm not. just c'mere please..." she cries, "i don't wanna do this... help me, oppa, please.. help me..."

"wha— what's going on? where are you? i'm coming— just on my way, but tell me what happened and where are you?"

"hospital," aera mumbles, breathing heavily.

"hospital," jungkook whispers to himself, "the city hospital right? i'll be there in ten minutes, okay? stop crying yeah, i'm coming," he says quickly with some shuffling behind his voice and then he's probably speaking to sana, telling her that he needs to leave.

once the door shuts, aera sighs softly, tired of crying so much and glances at jimin, who instantly looks away, rubbing his own eyes and helps her stand up. aera sits on the bench with haewon as jimin leaves to get some water for the sister, who stares at his back before turning to haewon, "i wanna get an abortion," she mumbles, "but i don't— i don't know if jimin oppa will let me... he's not wrong and i get that. i know all that, but just think about me, unnie. i can't take care of a child— i'm not ready. me and kev— kevin started arguing because i didn't want to get pregnant. i'm not ready for this... please talk to oppa, he'll listen to you, unnie... jungkook will talk to oppa too,"

"it's really hard, y'know saying anything about this," haewon sighs, giving a gentle squeeze on aera's hand, "don't lose hope, jimin loves you a lot and he'll definitely take the right decision for you. we're all with you, okay? don't think that you're alone,"

aera sighs, nodding slowly and looks up on feeling a hand on her shoulder, just to see jimin standing there, holding a cup of water for her. he sits beside her, wrapping his arm around her and kisses the side of her head, "you really don't want... the baby?" he asks yet again, despite the answer being obvious and aera shakes her head, leaning in his embrace with her eyes closed, silent tears flowing down from her cheeks. "are you fine knowing that you have your child, just a month old... and you don't want it?"

"i can't take care of it..." aera hushes out, "i have work... and i don't think i can bear all that pain and struggle that comes along... i won't be able to take it, oppa. i'm sorry, no i can't have a baby,"

"you're scared right now," jimin says, "it's okay, take your time an—"

"no, i don't want it that's it! i'd rather die than— than this!" she shuts her eyes, pulling herself back and jimin restraints himself from telling her how wrong she was for thinking that. exchanging a glance with haewon, he says nothing and stands up, taking the phone from aera's hand, seeing that the call ended minutes ago.

jungkook must be dying out of worry, hearing aera crying on the phone and calling for help, so jimin calls him back again, "i'm almost there, ri—"

"it's me," jimin says, hearing a deep sigh from jungkook.

"thank god, hyung. what happened? is ri okay? she was crying a lot and— i don't know how to describe it. what's going on?"

"yeah, don't worry, me and haewon are here with her. drive safely, hm?"

"uh yeah. sana's with me too,"

"yeah, no problem," jimin hums before hanging up, approaching his wife and sister again. "jungkook's coming," he says before sitting down next to aera, not missing how she relaxed at his words, even though it was just a subtle sigh of relief that worked out of her lips, it did make her calm down a bit and jimin knew the reason.

aera closes her eyes, resting back in a better position than before as jimin strokes her head gently, which subconsciously causes her to sleep. too tired since morning and after crying nearly half of the day, it doesn't take her long to slip into a nap, leaving jimin and haewon to stare at her with sympathetic eyes. haewon makes her daughter sit on the bench nearby and shifts closer to jimin, hugging him from the side to let him know that she's there with him and everything will be okay.

jimin wraps his arm around haewon, using the free one to pull his daughter on his lap, kissing the top of her head, "it's so hard, haewon... if it were anyone else, i'd tell them to keep the child. i still want to... but i don't wanna risk anything with aera. i know she's not lying about not being ready... she might not be able to be the best parent right now, but we can try right? i don't know what to do, and jungkook won't really think much if she cries like that in front of him," jimin sighs, standing up and nods for haewon to come a little away from where aera's sleeping.

"jungkook will agree for the abortion, i guess," haewon sighs.

"he will," jimin nods, staring out of the window at the end of the hallway and takes a deep breath, "he will see aera crying, even a single tear, and do literally anything to have her smiling again. i don't balme him, i would do the same... you saw her right? the way she was crying, it's not even been a day... it scares me, baby, what if— what if she does something to herself?"

"don't think like that," haewon rubs his arm gently, leaving a soft peck over the fabric of his shirt and tries to force a supportive smile for him, "she'll be fine. we're with her, y'know that right? she's not alone,"

jimin pauses to inhale deeply, sparing a brief glance at his daughter, then again out of the window, "she was two when mom started going back to office, and they soon started leaving for business trips too. aera used to cry a lot in the beginning, when she would wake up and not find mom, or when she was hungry, when she wanted to sleep. mom wasn't there most of the time. after sometime she got used to that... as wrong as it is, my sister who was barely able to speak got used to our parents not being around," jimin nibbles on his lip, but continues;

"riri wasn't fully toilet trained or didn't even switch to cups. she was still in the habit of drinking from her bottle and breast feeding once a day, usually at night because that's when mom was home. but when mom and dad started going over seas, it all changed... suddenly aera was being switched to bottles entirely and those sippers y'know the kind jiwon used when he didn't like cups?" haewon nods in response, gulping down the lump in her throat and jimin scoffs to himself, "they never really had any interest. i often joked to mom that she wasn't ready for the third child too, but deep down we knew it wasn't a joke,"

"aera stopped crying for mom and dad eventually. even when she started going to school, he wanted me and kook over mom and dad unlike other kids. when she four, that year, i remember exactly how dad said they'll be in the states for a while, which ended up being six months. ri's fifth birthday was celebrated without them, just me, kook and the boys. jungkook doesn't hate them for nothing, he has seen eveything and remembers everything to heart. that's the reason he always loved aera so much, did everything that makes her happy, goes out of his way just to see aera smile. because he knows she deserves all the love and happiness in the world, and he promised her haewon... i saw it, aera was very young, playing with kook— he was thirteen. he used to cry when she cried for mom and dad, and that day he promised her that he would love her more than any parent in the world," jimin looks at his wife, tears in his eyes and haewon's too,

"jungkook's heart, his life, all his attention and worry, smiles everything resides in that kid. in our aera, we raised her, haewon. i'd rather die than ever let go of her. how can any man stop loving his daughter right? i've stayed up with her when she used to be sick, carried her when she didn't feel like walking, fed her with my hands, sang her to sleep... i can't— not in this life or ever, lose my aera. she might be stubborn and a little bit indecisive, but she's my kid,"

haewon blinks a few times to get rid of the tears and pulls jimin in a kiss, thinking of it as the best way to provide him some comfort without using words. jimin sighs softly, keeping his eyes closed and holds his wife close to him, "i'm so thankful to have you, haewon. you're a miracle in my life..." a tear drops from his eye and haewon smiles, kissing him again.

"daddy..." jieun's little hand touches jimin's cheek, staring at the tear that's on her plam now, then looks at him again, "daddy no' shad..."

"i'm not sad," jimin whispers, hugging the baby and kisses the side of her head, taking a deep breath before he pulls away to face her and smiles softly, "gimme a kiss," the toddler doesn't hesitate, kissing him quickly on the lips and giggles.

"hyung," jungkook's voice grabs their attention and jimin turns around, seeing jungkook approaching him with hurried steps and his newly wed wife of two months following right behind him. it's sana's fifth month of pregnancy, the baby bump not really standing out yet but since they know she's pregnant they know that the little bloat is not because of overeating.

jimin hands jieun to his wife, facing jungkook completely as the latter doesn't waste any time in greetings and gets straight to the point, "where's aera? what happened to her?"

"she's pregnant..." jimin hushes out, glancing back to the bench where aera fell asleep sitting. jungkook frowns, following the elder's gaze, his own landing on the sister looking like a mess probably because of crying too much.

jungkook releases a soft breath, shaking his head in confusion and turns to jimin, "what...? she's pregnant— no, that's not... how?"

jimin nods his head, confirming his words, "she is. she came to me crying today around two" he says, "she said she was pregnant. i didn't believe it at first, but seeing her cry so much, begging for abortion and all, and then her admitting that she did hook up with a man at a club a few weeks back... we thought it would be the best to consult a doctor. the reports were positive... ri's one month pregnant,"

jungkook massages his temples, jaw ticking with anger, "who was it?" he asks calmly and jimin sighs, shrugging his shoulders, making jungkook frown, "who was he?" he asks again, "what's that— just tell me the name i swear to god i'll end that guy wh—"

"jungkook, we really don't know," jimin answers, "she said it was just supposed to be a fling, a one night stand. they don't know each other. it's not just that man's fault, try to see it, kook, it's aera's fault too,"

"she must've been drunk!" jungkook presses on, "she probably didn't know what she was doing! that asshole took advantage of her and you're telling me that it's aera's fault too? seriously hyung?"

jimin massages his temples, "calm down and think about it. she told me everything herself, kook. it's not like i don't feel bad for her, i do. i love her as much as you do, but that doesn't mean we should be blind to her actions. she has been casual about drinking, sex, and decided to ignore the contraceptives too. okay fine, maybe she was too drunk at night, but the next day she could've taken a simple pill, right? we'll support her through everything, jungkook, i will. but i won't victimize her. she's not a victim of anything here,"

jungkook doesn't reply to that, probably having nothing to say for he just turns to go to aera and sits beside her, stroking her hair gently, "ri," he calls softly while jimin, haewon and sana watch from a distance, "hey, look i'm here. let's go home," he says, staring at the sister as she stirs gently, opening her eyes with a soft groan, leaving her lips and hand instinctively moving to her head.

the moment her eyes find jungkook, tears return back, leaning forward without a care of the world, letting herself loose in his embrace and shuts her eyes tight, "hey, don't cry," jungkook rubs her back, "i know you've cried a lot. it's gonna hurt your head, just tell me everything calmly, i'll listen,"

"i don't want this— this child... i'm sorry for what i did. i should've been careful and more responsible... but it happened... now what? i don't wanna be a.. a... no," aera mumbles with a breathy voice, trying her best not to break down since jungkook told her to stay calm. "i wanna get an abortion, please. call me inhuman, heartless, a bitch or a whore i don't care, i don't want a child! i'm not ready, and i don't think i'll ever be ready..." she cries, holding jungkook's hand and pleads, "please..."

"hey shh," jimin comes beside her, stroking her head and wipes her tears with his hand, "shh, quiet, stop crying," he says softly, gesturing jungkook to hug her and so the brother does, hating that he had to be told. then jimin sits with the two, taking her hand in his and leans forward, caressing the back of her hand with his thumb, "what's wrong with being a mother? isn't it, like the greatest feelings of all?"

"might be for some," aera mutters, rubbing her eyes as she looks at jungkook instead, "you remember our mom and dad too... she wasn't ready when she had us, right? you might not tell me everything but i saw it and everything made sense as i grew up... i know many times you cried because of mom, rather than dad... i don't wanna hurt a child like that... i'm not someone who can be a good parent, i just know it an- and it scares me. even the pain, the nine months, everything... it's so scary, just thinking about it is killing me. it's just been a few hours since i came to know that i might be pregnant and i constantly feel like either killing this child, or killing myself,"

"you're stupid," jungkook scolds her, "don't ever talk about killing yourself. i know it's hard, but please we'll figure something out,"

"i just wanna abort this..."

"that's your child you're talking about," jimin reminds her, sounding and looking unhappy but says nothing further as jungkook is faster to interrupt with his hand cupping aera's face as he nods.

"we'll talk to the doctor about it, alright? just don't cry now," jungkook says, wiping her tears and pulls away from the hug, "let's go home,"

"talk to her right now," aera mumbles, "in front of me,"

"you must be tired, aera. i'll talk to the doctor very soon, i promise. you don't have to worry," he assures, ignoring the glances he gets from his hyung, noona and even his wife, helping aera up and asks if she's okay. aera nods and jungkook hands her the keys of his car, "wait for me in the car, i'll come in a minute," aera sighs, not protesting for she felt too tired for another round of explanations or a long conversation where the elders will tell her how wrong she is. so she just heads straight to the elevator, keeping her eyes on the floor.

"you shouldn't have done that," jimin says.

"better than having her crying all over again," jungkook says, "let's talk to the doctor now, i guess,"

"jungkook please, just stop and think about it," the elder emphasizes, losing patience bit by bit, "i don't expect aera to understand anything right now. she's hurting and too worried to see what she's doing is wrong. but at least you can stop being blind to things,"

"i'm being blind?" jungkook scoffs in disbelief, "you tell me, why should she carry a child she doesn't want? she's still young and wants to focus on her career, then let's just let her do that instead of guilt tripping her about killing her own child and stuff,"

"guilt tripping," jimin mutters with a glare, "do you know what you're saying? tell me one word that i said wasn't true?! i'm trying to keep her from making a wrong decision that she might regret later! aera, you or anyone else can't just go aborting unborn kids just because they're scared! that's not how the world works and you gotta see it!"

"sir, please keep it low," a nurse says, getting a groan from jimin as he apologizes to her and turns to jungkook, taking a deep breath to keep himself in composure.

"seriously, kook, try ro understand. yes, she might be scared and not ready right now, but it's not like she can't learn. we know aera, she's one of the strongest kids ever since she was little, she can take it—"

"doesn't mean she has to," jungkook hushes out, "she's strong, but that doesn't mean she'll carry the fucking world on her shoulders..."

"she doesn't have to. all she has to do is care for her child, that's it. let the world alone, she just has to think of her child. you're going to be a father too, you don't feel attached to the baby? you don't feel like dying if sana ever says she's feeling unwell? you didn't dream about your child even once ever since you came to know that he or she's coming to this world soon?" 

jungkook goes silent at that and sana steps forward, "he's right, jungkook. would you let me drop this child if i didn't want it?" jungkook frowns at her, about to protest but she speaks again, "no, it's not different. aera's child also deserves the same treatment that our or jimin oppa's kids do,"

"i get that, but did you see her? i don't want her hurt because of all this. the fact that our parents already fucked it up is enough,"

"it's useless talking to you," jimin mutters, taking haewon's hand and carries his daughter in his arms, "let's go. we're heading home," he lets the wife know, leaving jungkook and sana alone.

sana glances between jungkook and the elder couple as the elevator door slides shut. she sighs softly, holding jungkook's hand in hers, "don't worry, it'll be okay," she says softly, placing a kiss on his knuckles.

"yeah," he nods with a sigh, "fuck, let's go, quick. hyung is the one to talk to aera, because i know how i can't stand her crying in front of me," sana smiles at him, her grip on his hand tightening as she follows him instantly and jungkook gives her a look of surprise, "oh wait, you're pregnant. you take the elevator, i'll take the stairs. it'll be faster,"

"jerk," sana hisses and jungkook pecks her lips.

"see you in the parking lot," he says before already jumping and running his way down the stairs while sana waits for the elevator to open up and let her in.

by the time jungkook reaches three floor below where they were, jimin's already heading towards his car with haewon saying something to him. jungkook jogs up to the couple, "hyung, i'm sorry," he says, making jimin stop and haewon looks back with a soft smile, virtually telling jungkook that he's just in time. "it's not a time we should be arguing with each other, riri needs help and we're the ones who can help her,"

jimin turns around, gaze firm and arms holding his daughter who's now too bored to look around and is almost sleeping with her head resting on his shoulder. jungkook approaches slowly, stroking the baby's back and smiles a little, "hey, you didn't say hi to me," jimin lets him carry jieun and glances behind jungkook seeing sana who comes now.

"so what are you gonna do now?" jimin asks, "did you talk to the doctor?"

jungkook shakes his head, "i get what you're saying. and i think the doctor won't agree to terminate this pregnancy either... since it wasn't rape, and everything is normal— the child and aera too. abortion might not be the best idea... you were right,"

jimin hums, "what will you tell aera then? you were confident on promising her a few minutes ago,"

"yeah well, fuck me i guess?" he sighs.

"fuck," jieun repeats and jungkook earns a glare from jimin, "daddy fuck!"

"that's a bad word, jieun. we don't say that, okay?" he says, glancing at his wife as he nods for her to take the daughter.

jungkook rubs the back of his neck in embarrassment, "why do kids catch the bad words before the good ones?"

"i won't be surprised if i find our baby cursing for his or her first word," sana says sarcastically, squinting at jungkook who scrunches his face, mumbling out a small 'sorry'.

"it's over right?" aera's voice makes them turn as she arrives down now, a paper and the keys of jungkook's car in her hands. her hair is tied into a bun now and face looks better than before for she probably went to the restroom to fix herself a little. catching the elders having their time, she nods slowly, heading towards them with a straight face and hands the keys back to jungkook, "i talked to the doctor myself. she said i've to keep the child... i guess i know why, but nevermind. a lot of kids are born this way... you, me... another won't be that bad, right?"

"it's not like that, aera. we'll be with you through everything, i know you can—"

"yeah, i know," she mumbles, not listening anymore and sighs deeply, looking away, "i'm going home... thanks for coming when i called you," she hushes out through a shaky breath, touching her head that keeps pounding with pain inside.

"aera," jungkook stops her, holding her hand to make her look at him, "are you mad?"

"no," she mumbles, "just let me go. i wanna go home... please..."

jimin stares at her with a soft gaze, loosening jungkook's grip on her wrist and cups her face, "i'm sorry you have to go through all this, princess. but i promise we can help you. you don't have to do anything by yourself, okay? i'm here, jungkook'e here, your unnies are here, always,"

"leave me," her voices trails off, staring at the floor with a blurry gaze and jungkook massages his temples, looking at her.

"if you think that you're going to go and drink until you pass out, the lemme tell you aera you're so fucking stupid," he mutters, getting a sharp glare from the sister, making him scoff further, "do not give me that look. just because i love you doesn't mean i'm giving in to every wish of yours,"

aera's jaw clenches as a few tears drop down from her eyes and she loses it all over again, "what will you do?! what will any of you do?! yes, i was going to drink! and if that's gonna help me get rid of this then maybe i will drink! i'm tired of telling you i don't want this child, why can't you understand that?! even the doctor said i've to keep the child— why?!"

"maybe because it was you who slept with some jerk and ended up pregnant?" jungkook says, getting wide eyes from the elder couple and his wife too, but he doesn't take his words back, glaring at aera who's just as shocked as everyone else, "what? tell me if i'm wrong? didn't you go out drinking and thought of 'letting loose' for a night? forgetting that you also have to think about yourself, what's safe and what's not. who are getting mad at now?"

"jungkook," jimin warns the younger brother, glancing at aera as he steps between them and cups her face, "he doesn't mean it. look at me—"

aera shakes her head, rubbing her eyes and forces herself to take a deep breath rather than breaking down again, "i've to go... please," she says with begging, "please... i can't take this. i get it, i was being the slut... a hoe... whatever, i get it—"

"no, you're none of that. i better not hear those words from you again," jimin scolds, wiping her tears from her face and pulls her in a hug, "why are you so stubborn all the time? can't you just let us help you for once? you came to me today because you knew i'd help you, then why not now? i know it's all very scary, and i understand why you don't want this child, but try to see the bigger picture, kiddo. no parent shoul ever give up on their child. have you ever seen me being like that with jiwon or jieun? or have you ever seen any of your oppas being repulsive of their children? no, right? because we grow a bond with them, and believe me you'll love your child too just in a matter of days. let yourself calm down, and think about it with a relaxed mind,"

"i'm not you or unnie... you guys a great couple and a gret parents... but look at me. mom and dad never wanted me, i never really had a boyfriend and when i did marry my boyfriend he cheated on me... my marriage didn't work and i got divorced within a year. now for once if i wanted not to care, i end up pregnant... do you really think i'll be able to take care of a baby? i never managed to get a grip of my own life, my job brings me threats and nemesis everyday... how will i take care of a baby...?"

"you can do it, i know," jimin assures, "i've raised a strong girl,"

aera looks down, scoffing to herself as she shakes her head, "a strong girl? i was drinking every night after my divorce, oppa... tried smoking a few times, but that was hurting my lungs so i couldn't continue. tried to drown myself in the bathtub, couldn't do that too. you all asked why i took such harsh cases in the court... i was trying my best to get myself killed, but nothing other than some lame threats happened... i'm not strong, oppa... kook, i'm not strong. your fifteen year old riri left, and she's not coming back ever,

"y'know that, spontaneous death and stuff...? where a person dies suddenly, no reason, no pain, no explanation, they just die... i was wishing i would die like that. just disappear one day without anyone knowing, without hurting anyone while you guys are busy with your lives... ever since that day," she sighs, pushing her bangs back, glancing at jungkook specifically, "the day i heard about kevin cheating on me. i wasn't necessarily finding flaws in me... i wasn't blaming myself, i knew it was his fault. but deep somewhere, i knew he broke me pretty bad— in the way to leave me hurting for a long time and i wasn't wrong.

"i haven't slept the same ever since, haven't been the same... i do everything like any other person everyday, but i do believe that things could've been different. i regret marrying him, i regret falling for him, i regret leaving seoul, leaving all of you, i fucking regret growing up..." she says, sounding tired and shakes her head, massaging the side of her forehead gently, holding her test reports in her other hand as she takes a deep breath, "i'm not mad, oppa... i'm just done at this point,"

jungkook wraps his arms around aera, sighing softly as he hushes out, "i'm sorry,"

"no, don't be. it's okay,"

"it's not okay. stop being like that," jungkook stares at the sister with urgency, his eyes holding a layer of tears, "and what do you mean my fifteen year old riri is gone? she's there i know it, we promised to stay together forever, she's my little kookie," he looks down, tears flowing from his eyes for the first time now, keeping aera's hands in his as he brings them up to his face, kissing her knuckles, "don't say she's gone... i'll die without my child. i've held you ever since you were a baby. how can you just— please aera, princess, you're not just hurting me or jimin, you're hurting yourself too like this... don't do this, please,"

aera keeps her eyes low, nodding slowly as she doesn't protest to get out of jungkook's embrace and speaks almost like a hushed whisper, "i'm scared, oppa..."

"don't be," jungkook rubs his eyes, "i'm right here, jiminie's here, nothing wrong will happen. you're going to be just fine, and your baby too,"

jimin nods in assurance when he feels aera's eyes on him, using his hand to stroke her back as he leans forward to kiss the top of her head, "let's go home. you must be tired, it's been a long day,"



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a/n- things have been so oring latelyyy! please share something funny no matter how silly or stupid you think it is. just spill✨  and also i think i'm good at giving funny advices so maybe you can drop your problems here and i'll give you some unhelpful solutions. let's do it!!! please do comment it's so boring when you guys don't talk like omg just—

jungkook- stop you're annoying them, gracy.

gracy- *rolls her eyes* go back into the plot.

jungkook- yeah right, i've to save it cuz you keep throwing problems at my family! you're inhuman!

gracy- oh please. i'm the author okay? i do it for the—

jungkook- plot. i know you've said that a hundred times. *taking a deep breath* guys, do what this girl is saying, she gets crazy when she doesn't get enough attention.

gracy- stop saying all that about me! i don't talk behind your back.

jungkook- i'm talking right in front of you. i don't have to go behind your back to say the truth.

gracy- just leave me alone. idk how you're my bias in real life. god! *grumbling*

jungkook- i'm not your bias. you were simping on tae and jimin yesterday. then you sent twn pictures of namjoon hyung to your friend, and you downloaded a dozen sope pictures too. so don't say i'm your bias.

gracy- *turned into a tomato* please go. bye everyone, let's see you in the chapter! vote and comment and everything, do what you love. take care of yourself and i love you so much! bye-bye!

jungkook- such a child *scoffs amusedly*

gracy- i'm gonna call jimin oppa and then you—

jungkook- i'm not a kid, gracy. i'm married and have a daughter, my brother won't say anything to me now.

jimin- *from the back* let her be, kook! she's a sweet little child!

gracy- *overjoyed with happiness*

jungkook- child? this girl? go back and take a careful look on the content she has written. *shaking his head* anyway, bye little bAbYy *mocking. gracy glares at him*

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