After Shen Kanyu was discharged from the hospital and returned home, she still had many habits that gave Gu Yansheng a headache.
Like not wanting to eat at the dinner table. After finally being coaxed to the dinner table, he refused to pick up any vegetables, and buried himself in the light porridge in front of him, sipping mouthful after mouthful, and waited until everyone else had finished eating, before he went to pick up the leftover leftovers. Very happy, with two bright eyes.
For example, He can't sit still, He keep doing housework. Nearly four months of his pregnancy, his stomach has begun to show its shape, and it is not very convenient to bend over. He still seizes the opportunity to mop the floor, wipe the windows and wash the sheets, and then his back hurts so much that he can't straighten up. It hurts even to be hugged by Gu Yansheng gotta tremble.
What makes him most uncomfortable is that Shen Kanyu still has no sense of security. He lives like walking on thin ice every day, carefully pleasing the people around him. The bruised heart was handed over without reservation, trying hard to give them the last bit of effort.
Just like the countless cold winters when he was in school, Shen Kanyu, who didn't know that there was such a thing as "thermal underwear" in the world, always felt that Gu Yansheng would be cold if he wore so little, and he had to wear a lot of thick clothes to be warm, so he tried his best She stuffed her clothes for him. Gu Yansheng was so annoyed that he casually put it on for a while, and he didn't want it when he gave it back. As time passed, he didn't know where to throw it.
Later, Shen Kanyu's clothes became thinner and thinner. One winter, it started to snow at minus two degrees. Gu Yansheng saw him jumping around in school wearing a sweater, and couldn't help asking him if it was cold.
He jumped for a long time because he opened his mouth to care about him, and then he smiled and said that I am not afraid of the cold.
His pale lips were frost-white from the cold, their skin was dry and chapped and bloody, and his fingertips were so blue and white that there was no trace of blood. They were stiff and laborious when grasping things.
Gu Yansheng said again, you can't wear so little, don't you have too many clothes to wear?
Shen Kanyu didn't seem to know how to answer his words, scratched his head and said with a smirk: "It's all over."
All his clothes were picked up from his elder brother's old and small clothes. When his elder brother's height and shape stabilized, he would no longer have any old clothes for him. He had already given Gu Yansheng the best and warmest clothes. , there was nothing he could do but learn to get used to the cold.
Even so, he still asked Gu Yansheng: A Sheng, are you cold? I'll bring you new clothes another day, okay?
Without those clothes, Shen Kanyu shivered in the cold winter months, and never thought about adding a new dress to himself, but when he saw Gu Yansheng shivering, he used the money he earned from part-time work to buy warm clothes clothes for him.
This person has always loved him unreservedly in this extremely stupid way, and it has never changed.
But he could hardly find any of the clothes he gave him. Finally, He found one at the bottom of the cabinet in his hometown. In the inner pocket of the coat, there was still a bag of warm babies that had not been opened, but it had expired several years ago.
There is also a yellowed and wrinkled post-it note on the warm baby, on which is the immature and delicate font of Shen Kanyu's student days.
[Asheng! I heard them say it works great! If you are afraid that my clothes are not clean, you don’t have to wear them, but this must be used! ]
Gu Yansheng looked at the note, remembering Shen Kanyu, who followed behind him no matter how much he scolded, beat, or chased him away, his eye sockets couldn't help getting wet and hot.
He doesn't know how to feel wronged when he is bullied, and he doesn't know anything except being nice to others. He is really the stupidest kid in the world.
After Shen Kanyu came back, Gu Yansheng was so busy that he had to go home late every night and sleep with him. If he comes back too late, he will let him go back to the room to sleep first. He deserves to be very obedient and fast every time, but when he gets home, he still sees him sleeping on his daughter's bed, holding the child with one hand The corner of the quilt, afraid that she would kick off the quilt and catch cold, still holding a rolled up cotton padded jacket in her arms.
Those were the new clothes that Gu Yansheng bought for him. They were warm and thin. He obviously tried on a size that suited him better in the mall, but he insisted on buying them in Gu Yansheng's size, saying that it would be warmer to wear them bigger.
Gu Yansheng believed him at first, but later he knew it. Shen Kanyu still thought that these were not his clothes, and he would return them to him after all.
Because he never dared to wear it, he always rolled it into a soft ball, packed it in a plastic bag, and held it in his arms like a baby, pious but humble.
Tian Tian said that when Daddy was not at home, Dad would always hold this dress in a daze, sometimes laughing and sometimes crying.
Shen Kanyu really loves him, but he no longer dares to expect him to be close, as if just hugging what he gave him, he can spend the rest of his life with comfort.
Gu Yansheng knew what Shen Kanyu was afraid of, so he was able to patiently accompany him and coax him patiently. When he saw him smiling innocently and harmlessly at him with his eyes bent, he felt that everything was worth it.
But others don't know.
In their eyes, Shen Kanyu is a neurotic and idle lunatic.
When he goes out to take out the garbage, he can often hear neighbors pointing and pointing at him unfriendly.
"This Xiao Shen is crazy, but A Sheng still protects him." "
If Aseng don't protect him, Who else? Aseng have to protect him because of the baby." "
That's right, we have to wait until the baby is born."
"You should leave as soon as you are born. Don't keep it for the New Year. It's unlucky to have a lunatic in the house."
Nestled in his arms, the daughter would raise her clear and innocent eyes from time to time, and said pitifully, "Dad, Tiantian feels You are not the same as before, can you be the same as before?...Tiantian doesn't like how you are now."
Shen Kanyu knew that what they said was the truth, and he had already prepared himself mentally, so he wouldn't be particularly sad. But every time he came to his senses, he looked down at his hands, which were always covered with mottled and messy bloodstains.
He told himself over and over that it was okay, recalling Gu Yansheng's warm smile and voice over and over again, but he did not collapse and lose control amidst these trivial discussions.
He needs to be stronger, and he can't cause trouble for Ah Sheng.
Song Li has a panoramic view of all this. She couldn't figure out what was so good about Shen Kanyu that he could turn her own son against her. Although Gu Yansheng apologized to her afterwards, explained to her that she was too impulsive, and said that Shen Kanyu was so pity, but she still found it unbelievable.
Did he work hard to make money before? Doesn't he know how to play games? What's so hard about playing games? Isn't he just playing in front of the computer every day? What a joy. Besides, Gu Yansheng earned back the money he earned from playing games for half his life in a few weeks.
Are you in poor health now? She didn't see much of it either. The housework is still very slippery, and I am very interested when playing with my daughter, and I am not bedridden.
Although Song Li couldn't figure out these things, she didn't have time to think about them carefully, because there were more important things waiting for her to do.
She put her granddaughter to sleep, and when she went to the kitchen to find Shen Kanyu, he was cooking a pot of soup.
Song Li walked over and asked: "What are you doing?"
Shen Kanyu was stunned for a moment, watching her blinking in a daze, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice: "...Brown sugar ginger soup."
Song Li raised his eyebrows: " Oh, boil it for yourself?"
"For Ah Sheng." It's been cold and rainy outside these few days, he was afraid that Gu Yansheng would catch the cold.
But to Song Li, he didn't dare to say so much, for fear of making mistakes.
"Are you ready?"
"Okay...Auntie, would you like some drink?"
"No, pack up and go to the hospital with me," Song Li lowered his head, looking at Shen Kanyu's swollen belly, " I have made an appointment with the doctor, there are not many people doing amniocentesis today, go early and return early."
"Okay." Shen Kanyu nodded, obediently extinguished the fire on the stove, followed Song Li out of the kitchen, and packed things ready to go out.
His stomach is inconvenient, so he can only sit down and wear it slowly when wearing it. Song Li lowered his head to look at his bluish-white thin fingers struggling to put on his shoes, his slightly trembling black eyelashes, and the fact that he was pregnant and hadn't grown much. There was a strange feeling in the back of the two flesh.
After putting on his shoes, he followed Song Li, step by step, like a well-behaved child.
When he walked out of the stairs, Song Li was shivered by the cold wind outside, and a plastic bottle filled with brown sugar water appeared beside him, which was handed over by Shen Kanyu.
"Auntie, drink some, this can warm you up," Shen Kanyu said in a hoarse voice with lowered eyelashes, not daring to look directly at Song Li, "you won't be cold after drinking it."
Song Li stared blankly at the bottle of brown sugar I don't know when he poured the water secretly, so I took it after hesitating for a while.
Shen Kanyu smiled, his eyes were bright. His facial features are all good-looking, with a bit of immature youthfulness, and he smiles like an innocent child, which is quite pleasing.
This was Song Li's first time observing Shen Kanyu at such a close distance, and a part of her heart began to soften quietly, but she hadn't noticed it yet.
If only she had noticed it at the time, she would not have sent Shen Kanyu to sex again.
She drank the gum gum ginger soup, it was really warm and sweet, she couldn't help but drink a few more sips.
Shen Kanyu gently reminded her: Auntie, be careful.
Song Li let out a "hmm", and after pondering for a moment, he said: "I can actually see the current state of you and A Sheng. I don't know what you are doing. After racking your brains so hard to make him give up on you, Playing all these little tricks to get you - when your uncle provoked me, You used these little tricks on him, but there is always a limit, and if you play too much, you look like a crazy psycho. "
Shen Kanyu lowered his head in a daze, and listened carefully to every word she said, holding his breath, all the thin blood on his face faded away, he raised his blue and white thin fingers, and rubbed his eyes vigorously.
Song Li continued on his own: "Ah Sheng is very busy at work, so he doesn't have time to coax you and accompany you like this every day, you have to have a sense of proportion, don't cause trouble for him all day, no one can bear it You. You know it yourself, even Tiantian can’t stand you, saying you are so weird—do you hear that?”
Shen Kanyu hurriedly replied: “Listen, I heard it.”
“You’d better not turn your ears In and out, Ah Sheng won’t be used to you all the time,” Song Li said, “Let’s tell you the truth, anyone will turn to their own flesh and blood relatives. A Sheng was angry with me because of you before, but now it’s okay Don't take yourself too seriously, you will fall badly."
"Auntie, you misunderstood..." Shen Kanyu's voice was very hoarse, he coughed a few times, and felt a fishy sweetness in his throat, he went Swallowing, raised his head and smiled at Song Li, "A Sheng is not angry with you because I am angry with you, he is afraid that something will happen to the child, he is not because of me. You must, you must trust him... You are his family, yes family is eternal..."
He paused for a long time after every sentence, carefully but laboriously considering every word of his own, for fear of saying something wrong: "You also... don't need to be angry or unhappy because of me. Happy, not worth it... I... After the child is born, I will leave." "
If the child is really ours, Ah Sheng, who will drive you away, don't act like a guilty conscience," Song Li glanced Glancing at his swollen belly, he muttered softly, "I don't know whose offspring this child is."
"It belongs to Ah Sheng." Shen Kanyu said softly, his arms were covered with bloodstains from his unconscious scratching.
Because someone had already asked someone to take care of it in the hospital, so Song Li took Shen Kanyu directly to the examination department.
The examining doctor looked at Shen Kanyu's previous examination report, and couldn't help asking: "Your screenings are all right, why do you do sheep piercing?" Shen Kanyu's eyelashes trembled a little when he heard the doctor's words
. Then, she looked up at her in a daze: "doing this...does it hurt?"
"It's like an injection, the pain still hurts a little bit, and generally speaking, it's tolerable."
"No, Not me," Shen Kanyu shook his head with difficulty, " but the child, will the child hurt?"
The doctor laughed: "I won't stab the child, don't worry."
Shen Kanyu laughed: "Okay."
Shen Kanyu After the amniocentesis, Song Li could not be found, and the doctor said she was waiting for the DNA test report.
Shen Kanyu sat on the bench and waited for a while, when the phone rang suddenly, it was Gu Yansheng calling.
"A Sheng called you, don't be nervous, don't let him hear that something is wrong."
Shen Kanyu kept Song Li's words firmly in mind, pressed the answer button, his gray lips wriggled with difficulty, and called softly A Sheng.
"Well, what are you doing?" Gu Yansheng's voice was smiling, warm and soft.
Shen Kanyu also laughed, trying to stabilize his voice that trembled slightly due to weakness: "I just finished breakfast and was watching TV." "Are you still throwing up?" "No more." "I want to have lunch"
"What you have?"
"Porridge."
"Porridge again?" Gu Yansheng smiled, "Okay, I'll bring it back for you later."
"Okay." Shen Kanyu obediently responded.
"There's a meeting, I'll call you later, huh?"
"Okay." Shen Kanyu's voice became softer and softer.
Hearing the busy tone from the other end of the phone, his fingers trembled a few times, but he couldn't hold the phone again after all.
His stomach hurts so much.
It's cold all over.
Warm and sticky liquid flowed out of his lower body silently.
He opened his mouth, but felt that it was extremely difficult for him to even breathe, and he had no way to call for help. He bit his lip with all his strength, brought back a little bit of his consciousness, then desperately stood up from the chair, and moved towards the crowded place with difficulty, but the strength in his body was quickly drained, and the black mist was heavy in front of him Press over.
"Kanyu! Shen Kanyu?!"
Jiang Mo accompanied her sister for the prenatal checkup.
The moment he saw Shen Kanyu, he almost suspected that his eyes were blurred. When he saw him last time, he was not so thin and skinny, and his face was not as white as paper. When he picked him up, there was nothing in his arms—most importantly, he looked She woke up as if she was pregnant, but her lower body was dyed bright red.
On his thin gray wrist, there is a wristband that reads "Amniocentesis No. 16".
Jiang Mo hugged him and called the doctor while looking around, there was no Gu Yansheng, no one he knew who should be by Shen Kanyu's side at this time.
His older sister is in good health, and she was fat during her pregnancy. It was just a routine checkup. When her brother-in-law had an emergency meeting, he asked him to accompany her throughout the whole process. He sent a WeChat message every few minutes to ask about the situation, which annoyed him very much.
Amniocentesis is an invasive test, if there is any error, it is not an exaggeration to say that one dead body and two lives are not exaggerated. There is no one around Shen Kanyu, and his lips are so chapped that he bleeds, and no one gives him saliva or something. eat.
Jiang Mo watched Shen Kanyu being carried away by the emergency personnel, and looked at Shen Kanyu's blood on his hands and clothes, his hands trembled with anger, and his whole chest felt a dull pain.
He picked up Shen Kanyu's phone that had dropped on the ground, and found that just five minutes ago, Gu Yansheng had talked to him on the phone.
Shen Kanyu's note to Gu Yansheng has not changed for more than ten years - it is a symbol of a little sun.
Jiang Mo once asked him why he didn't note his name?
He said that he didn't want to make the notes too unfamiliar, but if the notes were too close, Ah Sheng would be upset if he saw it.
He pressed the little sun and dialed Gu Yansheng's phone number.
As soon as the other side answered, he couldn't bear to curse: "Gu Yansheng, I'm fucking your mother, I don't care what you are doing, come to the Provincial People's Hospital within ten minutes, don't even catch up with your wife and children!!"
Tang Xiu, who was chatting with the beautiful lady in the obstetrics department, vaguely heard someone scolding Gu Yansheng, so he followed the source of the sound curiously, and was almost hit by a man with a livid face and broke his shoulder.
The man was obviously very angry, and hurriedly said sorry to him, but before Tang Xiu could say it was okay (in fact, he wanted to say cnm more), he left without looking back.
Tang Xiu clutched his shoulders so painful that he almost lost his breath: "What the hell is this...Iron Man..."
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On the first reaction of picking up a dead fish.
Tang Xiu: Gu Yansheng, the fish you raised is dead and come back to catch it yourself!
Jiang Mo: Gu Yansheng, come here and collect the corpses of your wife and children!
Gu Yansheng: