Tbh i don't think I'm gonna do the chat thing anymore but we have to wait and see! /thoughts/ "Unison" (meaning when bold gets mixed with non-bold or non-bold with underlined or bold with underlined, they are saying, acting, or thinking the same thing at the same time)also (Me talking or explaining) also bold: Izuku, non-bold: Aizawa, underlined: Mic, bold and underline:Me Hope ya'll enjoy and HAPPY 2K SPECIAL!, THX!!
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"Alright... Love you dad.."
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"Love you too kitten.."
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"Dad..."
"Hmm?"
"The word dad.."
"Its like an unspoken term that has never been defined in the dictionary thats filled with words.."
"But the word Dad.."
"It's like when you're trying to scream to someone for help until they see you thats where you have found out you actually have hope.."
"Not until they turn away.."
/Why is this kid so depressed?../.../Don't answer that question/
"You should know how I express my feelings and emotions by now.."
"You/I"
"Sing"
"Yea.."
"Do you?-..."
"No..i don't mind.. keep on until you had all of it out.. well until how much you can let out.."
*smiles softly and turns head*
"When the days are cold.."
"And the cards all fold"
"And the saints we see are all made of gold.."
"When your dreams all fail"
"And the ones we hail"
"Are the worst of all, and the blood's run stale"
""I wanna hide the truth"
"I wanna shelter you"
"But with the beast inside"
"There's nowhere we can hide"
"No matter what we breed"
"We still are made of greed"
"When you feel my heat, look into my eyes"
"It's where my demons hide"
"Don't get too close, it's dark inside"
"It's where my demons hide"
"Don't wanna let you down"
"But I am hell-bound"
"Though this is all for you"
"Don't wanna hide the truth"
"No matter what we breed"
"We still are made of greed"
"As to that song is really just the voices in my head telling me harsh things...".."More sight than say.."
"Sometimes I wish I could lend you my eyes"
"Lend you my hips and lend you my thighs"
"Sometimes I wish I could take a new shape!
"Switch out some parts and become a big A"
"Sometimes I wish I could lend you my ears"
"Lend you my thoughts and lend you my tears"
"Sometimes I wish I could take a new form"
"Switch out some parts and become like the norm"
"Lucky is he(His father), who lives unaware!"
"Who doesn't get bothered by those who don't care
"Lucky is he, who lives unaware"
"Who doesn't get bothered by all that's unfair"
"Unlucky me, who knows way too much"
"Who fights to make changes and music and such"
"Unlucky me, aware of the pain"
"All 'cause I happen to have some brain!"
"As to that is people bullying me while people saying that I have a perfect life while all of them have it perfect while I'm just a crying mess who knows way too much and how the world really treats people..As I'm trying to make changes but nothing will change.."
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"Wanna hear something from my family?..In the past.."
"Only more to add to the criminal charges on your fathers lawsuit.. if you didn't get it that meant yes"
*giggles* "I got that very well .."
*Takes a deep breath*
"I was lost and was afraid"
"I believed all of his lies"
"I was all alone"
"I've been hiding in the dark"
" I didn't want to go home"
"But my deeds send me too far"
"All stay strong"
"We live? Or do we?"
"All is 'well' in the Midoriya family"
"Lives, the fell to pure insanity"
"All is hell in the Midoriya family"
"So far, basically upon your whole life you have been stereotyped as a perfect family while actually behind all of the covers, you have been manipulated as your father started to go insane?"
"Precisely.. let's continue shall we?"
"I never did go near"
"'Cause I know just what I saw"
"Yet on a day of joy"
"Felt like my life ended to his flaws" (Talking about the day they went to the quirk doctor and telling him the news)
"I was all alone"
"Fighting monsters in the dark"
"I wish that I could be saved"
"But I have feared, my hopes have gone too far.."
"All stay strong"
"We live? Or do we?"
"All is 'well' in the Midoriya family"
"Lives, he fell to pure insanity"
"All is hell in the Midoriya family"
"I'm guessing that the monster are the nightmares you have and the day of joy is when you are going to the quirk doctor?.."
"Very much so, very good you have been listening closely to the words.. we are half way done... try to prepare for the worst.."
"I often do pretend"
"Can't you see I'm broken down"
"I wish this were the end"
"But continue on I vow"
"Now I'm all alone"
"I'm still hiding in the dark"
"As my saddened soul, I roam"
"I can only go so far"
"All stay strong"
"We live? Or do we?"
"All is 'well' in the Midoriya family"
"Lives, he fell to pure insanity"
"All is hell in the Midoriya family"
"You started to get emotionless as you hide from your bastard of a father as you pretend that you are fine to all the people who cares for you?"
"You are good at observing aren't you?.. Now we're almost done..."
"Always begging please"
"Yet the outcome of it, I wouldn't dread"
"I've fallen to my knees"
"Let my pride get to my head""Now I'm all alone"
"Hearing whispers in the dark"
"I wander through the past"
"Seeing memories afar"
"All stay strong"
"We live? Or do we?"
"All is 'well' in the Midoriya family"
"Lives, he fell to pure insanity"
"All is hell in the Midoriya family!"
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"As wow! it had been a long day! Sho! You here and Izuku too? ... ....Ifelt like I missed a big part of drama.. "
*sigh* "lemme tell you".."Izuku do you want to stay or leave?"
"Not gonna lie I wanna see Papa's reaction!"
"Papa.."
*Realization* *Blushes*
"Anyways!"
"People are bullying Izuku while people saying that he have a perfect life while all of them have it perfect while he knows way too much and how the world really treats people..As he is trying to make changes but saying that nothing will change.."
"Basically upon his whole life his family have been stereotyped as a perfect family while actually behind all of the covers, he have been manipulated as his father started to go insane"
"He has monsters that are nightmares and a day of joy of when he was going to the quirk doctor..but..thats when he found out he was quirk-less.. because of that.."
"He started to get emotionless as he hide from his bastard of a father as he pretend that he is fine to all the people who cares for him"
"He kept begging his father to not do something but the outcome.. is something he wouldn't dread as his pride got into his head blocking out the outcomes of the begging. As his memories starts to fill back up his brain to how this all started."
"Am I correct ?"
"Yes...Sadly, Papa only has a slight frown.. bummer.."
"But to be honest i can only sing about my problems without breaking down so yea.."
"Be careful when you use it.."
"I say 'you can use my flesh, but don't abuse it..' "
"As you're praying that your human.."
"Something in my head screaming run now.."
"As people say that they love you, but won't let you stay since they abuse it.."
"And shit like don't change overnight.."
"These voices in my head, screaming, 'Run now' "
"I'm praying that they're human!"
"Please understand that I'm trying my hardest"
"My head's a mess but I'm trying regardless"
"Anxiety is one hell of a problem"
"She's latching onto me, I can't resolve it"
"It's not right, it's not fair"
"He said, 'Careful, or you'll lose it' "
"But Man, I'm only human"
"And I know there's a blade where your heart is"
"And you know how to use it"
"As i used to say, 'you can take my flesh if you want' "
" 'But please, don't abuse it ..' "
"I've been cutting corners like my whole life"
"Backstabbing bitches tryna kill me with a whole knife"
"As they are abusing it.."
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*giggles..chuckles..laughs*
"Sho.. I'm scared.."
"Never knew you could be scared expect for insects."
"Rude."
"Twisted by a fantasy"
"I'm a desperation for morality"
"Did he mean?...."
"Yes he did mean that..."
"I stand again but I feel I am empty"
"I'm a shell of someone"
"A shadow of a man"
"Can't decide whether I'm dead or alive"
"But there seems to be more"
"Voices in my head"
"Than just mine"
"A darker fate for a broken man"
"This mangled entity has become"
"All that i am?
"Something doesn't sit right with me"
"I'm a dead boy walking"
"Or at least I should be.."
"But despite all of this"
"I'm still here"
"But I am not who I was anymore.."
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"BUT I'M STILL ALIVE!"
*Starts to see Aizawa as Hizashi and Mic as Inko (Inko died from drugs and alcohol, lol we love some drunk n' abusive parents don't we?)
"Diving deeper into madness.."
*starts to cry*
"I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!"
"I'm breaking.."
"I'm breaking.."
"I'm breaking.."
"You" *Points to Aizawa*
"Told me I was worthless"
"I couldn't run away.."
"Yet I still did what you say"
"Hiza.. I think he has prosopagnosia.." (Face blindness: Difficulty recognizing faces)
"Father when I find you.."
"I know you're gonna pay!"
"Do you really think I'll let it"
"End this way?"
"I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!"
"I'm breaking.."
"I'm breaking.."
"I'm breaking...."
*Pass out due to exhaustion and dehydration* (because he kept screaming)
"Sho-"
"I'm going to adopt him no matter what it takes..."
"....Your not Shouta-"
"Shut up"
LOL THIS TOOK TWO DAYS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN READING OTHER FAN FICS.. also because I have been procrastinating lol srry for not uploading smth yesterday bc of that