Flowers of despair

By Spiddysky

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Honestly this my first book and hopefully yall like it More

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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
chapter 4
Chapter 5
Instagram post from Momma Donna Birthday
Update
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Update?
Im backk ps imma upload tdy like rn so go read chapter 8 after dis baeee
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 14
Updating... (FW THE PHOTO?)
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Update / question

Chapter 13

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By Spiddysky


Asia Marie Gardner 

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We made it to ma and dad house and as soon as I opened the door my son ran to my arms and hugged me like we hadn't just seen each other this morning. 

"MOMMY" he screamed causing me to sort of tear up 

"hi baby,, I miss you" I said bending down to his level and kissing his head

We decided to take a nap since jay had something to do and wasnt gonna be back until  7 to take us back home 

1 hour later 

I woke up and seen k'ylan was still asleep 

Man I'm glad I decided to become a mom at such a young age because without my son I dont know where I would be

"hey asia yo friends here" I heard on the other side of my door

"I don't have friends so tell those people to go away" I replied grabbing my phone off my side table and getting up heading to the bathroom in the hallway 

I started playing my music threw the speakers considering the fact I was finna get in the shower fukk dem folks downstairs as of right now 

Fast Forward 

I was now out the shower when trust and believe came on by Keshia Cole  aw baby im finna cut up now 

When we were together, I held you down
I gave you all of me, but look at us now
Thinking of all your excuses, but they don't add up
Now it's so easy to see you don't deserve my love

You pushed me far, you brought me through it
You had my heart, but then you blew it
And I'm so over you, go get lost (Get lost)
Boy, who do you think that you are?

You look so foolish
With my best friend
And she ain't no better than you
She's a three, I'm a ten
So why are you calling my phone?
You ain't got nothing I want
Thought we were really in love
But that was all a front

You pushed me far, you brought me through it
You had my heart, but then you blew it, oh

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me

'Cause you pushed me far, you brought me to this
You had my heart, but then you blew it, oh

Believe me, you're gonna need me (You're gonna need me)
Trust and believe me (Believe me), she'll never be me
Boy, I don't know who you think you are

I'm so over you
Go get lost
Who do you think that you are?

I sung my heart out until I heard B say "look at what you did bitch yo broke my wife heart" and a hard smack causing me laugh because who df she hit 

I got dressed because I told toot we could go to target and Imma keep that promise fukk outta here 

"Bae I gotta pee" I heard kya knock on the door

I opened the door so she could come in

"hurry df up and get out kya i honestly dont  have time for yo shit ite" I said doing my hair 

She shut the door and wrapped her arms around my hips 

"Who said I actually gotta pee asia marie" She whispered in my ear

 "girl I will press dis hot comb on yo face fukk off of me" I replied trynna get out of her grip

"Asia I waited for you,, why you acting like I just moved on" she asked bein serious 

"Kya you waited for me you wouldn't even look at me sophomore year because you were to busy calling me fat,, You didn't even know I was pregnant with my son because you were to busy hanging with the wrong crowd" I said on the verge of tears 

"A I'm sor- Naw I'm sorry for believing you cared about me kya,, I'm sorry for trusting you and even catching feeling for you" I cut her off opening the door and walking out

"wake up baby we about to go to target" I said wiping my face and picking toot up and putting him on the ground to wake up 

"Asia hear me out before you cut me off foreal" I heard from behind me causing me to look 

"I personally wouldn't cut you off because we all go through shit and wanna be known but I don't wanna be around someone who I nearly died for okay,, I wanna leave you in the past and not in my present matter as fact this belong to you" I said going to my closet and grabbing the box of her stuff and handing it to her

"A plea- its over kya" I said now crying to the point I couldn't breathe 

"asia calm down" was all I heard before I hit the floor from being dizzy

2 hours later

Kya Michelle Brown

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Asia passed out when she was holding the box of stuff I ain't finna lie that scared me because I could see she was upset and breathe was off

I stayed quiet because she moved and was facing the wall and said something  

"I hate her so much Kiyah,, we went from strangers,  friends, crush and now strangers and it hurts the fact I fell inlove with someone who didn't even feel the same about me" She said crying 

I sat there and listened to what she had to say before she fell back asleep

"asia I didn't make know that's how it made you feel if i would've knew I would've contacted you but once you left I thought you hated me,, I still have our pictures  on that wall you decorated for me I just wish things ain't end the way they did" I replied wiping my face while walking out her room to leave

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5 minutes later

Asia Marie Gardner

I'm going to be completely honest I heard what Kya said because when I woke up the first time before facing my back to her I opened my eye just a little bit and seen her but decided to say how I felt 

"mommy I'm back and tt got me some toys" I heard k'ylan say 

"K'ylan your mommy trying to sleep" I heard Kiyah say causing me to get out the bed and walk out the door to be met by a happy toot

"Hi Handsome" I said picking him up walking down the steps to be greeted everybody and they mommas my damn house 

"Now I know dang well everybody and they bald headed ass daddy wasn't invited to my house" I said putting toot down so I could sit on the couch 

"I aint got  dad shawty" Murda said 

The whole room went silent and knowing me I had to bust out laughing causing everybody including toot

"Aite shawty you pushing it" he said 

I kept laughing while everybody calmed down bitch I dont care if its funny imma laugh

"she laughing at you bae but didnt she get raped from 9-14" Breanna said causing me to stop laughing and look at her like she was stupid 

"Ite see now you pushing shawty" Murda said 

but at this point bitch now you finna die fuck you mean she pushing it now Im finna push dis bitch shit back

"Fuck you say bitch" B and kiyah said 

I just got up off tha couch and walked straight to the kitchen and grabbed my gun yep im on that type of timing

"Ahh shit you done got ha started" B said 

"Grab him" Kiyah said pointing to toot

I walked smooth through dis bitch with my gun by my side pointing for b to get k'ylan out of here

"is asi- awe shit" Kya said 

I felt somebody grab me and I immediately turned around and slapped df out of kya 

"now fuck you say bitch because I don't think I heard you correct" I said walking towards her

"I SAID DIDNT YOU GET RAP-" was all should could say before I shot right by ha

"I don't think I heard you babes can you say it again" I said now pointing my gun right at ha face

"Ite asia calm down she ain't mean it she was tryna take up for me" Murda said getting in between us grabbing the gun

"Bitch you think I wont shoot you in yo shit bro I promise to god ill push both of yall shit back right here right now bro" I said on the verge of tears

I ain't finna lie yeah I'm tough and all but one thing I cant do is hurt somebody who once had a spot in my heart type shit 

"Asia look at me" He said grabbing my face with his free hand and making me look at him

"It ain't worth it bro you pregnant with your second child while your first child is in another room watching tv on 100" He said causing me to want to cry more

"murda this ain't her 2nd child" Breanna Lashay (Murda gf) said 

"It isn't this is my 3rd child ,,  because my crackheaded ass rapist killed my first child bitch by stomping on his head repeatedly because he was crying because my stepfather hit me and I screamed" I said screaming and crying at the same time

"Blah blah blah" she said 

before you knew it I pistol whip this bitch 

"DAMN" everybody said causing murda to grab me and take me to my room

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DAMN ASIA HAS 3 KIDS IN TOTAL???

sorry yall but whats finna happen next?

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