✧. ┊  𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬.

𝘫𝘢𝘬𝘦

you were an omatikayan na'vi which had feelings for an avatar

named jake sully.

he was from earth where the humans are from. bu that didn't bother you.

it also didn't bother neytiri.
she was in love with him even though she was promised to tsu'tey.

but
they mated.

that completely broke you into pieces.
neytiri loved him very much but did she love him the way you did?
probably.

you weren't the only one heartbroken by that.

tsu'tey also was very sad by that.
he was actually promised to neytiris sister but after she died, he was promised to her.

you were very heartbroken when first finding out. but you were basically neytiris shadow.
she was the tsahíks daughter.
you were just
there.

so you weren't very surprised by that happening. that doesn't mean you weren't allowed to be sad.
it broke you into uncountable pieces.

were you jealous of neytiri?
yes.

i mean, who wasn't?
she was beautiful, a warrior a strong on at that, she didn't need a mans protection.

so why jake?

you didn't doubt that you were jealous of her.
you knew it.

jake probably knew about your feelings for him by how he was looking at you, when it was announced that they were mated.

you felt the sadness in your heart.
it was worrying.
you were about to break down crying.
there was something stopping you.

𝘫𝘢𝘬𝘦.

his stare at you during the entire "speech" was the only thing stopping you. it was like a sad and sorry stare.
did he love you?

maybe, maybe not.
probably not.

that was all you thought about but i mean how couldn't you think about that? you just found out about how the man you loved mated with another woman and that you had no chance anymore.

so how could you not?
you were quiet the whole time.
thinking to yourself

why her?

you were the other woman.
you always were the second choice
and you knew it.

as if that wasn't bad enough
jake was now called toruk makto.
he has transferred to become a na'vi.

but you were wrong about one thing.
he did love you and neytiri the same amount.

but neytiri did her first move. that was your first regret.

your second regret was that you actually met jake.

your third one was
falling in love with him.

☄. *. ⋆