neteyam.
you loved him
nono, you love him
you still do.
did he know that?
you didn't know.
sad thing is
he couldn't find out anymore.
he was dead.
gone
there was no chance for you to forget him or your memories together.
your memories were all you had left of him.
everyone was sad.
YOU were sad.
you guys were friends, probably even more than that. you were gonna do the first move. but you couldnt
you can't.
you dont think there will ever be another man, he was everything to you. just basically anything you needed to survive.
he saved everyone but himself.
that's what hurt you.
everyone just changed, there was a human which they called spider.
he saved him.
neteyam saved spider.
when you found out.
you were at the beach waiting for the sullys and the clan to come home. you were impatient because
he promised you.
a promise cant always be held.
as you saw lo'ak and kiri coming as tuk was crying.
there was someone missing.
𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘺𝘢𝘮.
"where is neteyam?"
...
the silence was so loud.
to loud.
you could NEVER forget that moment.
who could ever replace him?
no one could.
ever
he was a warrior, respectful, kind, protective and loving. no one could ever be like him.
it hurt.
it really did.
it's like a scar that had no bruise or wound.
a scar that couldn't heal
in your heart.
but when jake and neytiri "adopted" spider it just wasn't the same. you knew he was kind of a "placeholder" for neteyam since he was gone.
you didn't HATE spider he was just not neteyam.
everyone tried to lighten you up knowing that it wasn't really possible at the moment.
they were all heartbroken by his death. it hurt everyone.
nothing was the same.
YOU weren't the same.
☄. *. ⋆
a/n: sorry this is like my first chapter or book ever, if there's anything that you would want to change, please tell me!
honestly, this is so cringy and short please write tips in the comments!