I haven't actually posted the text/chat thing for sometime now bc I forget lol anyways yea.... So.. I just puked today.. bc of a fuking bad meat burger.. and I now know that I have emetophobia (Fear of vomiting) ..FUK MY FUKING LIFE! Also: "izuku", "Aizawa", maybe "Mic", also new one: 'Quoting'
Previously:
"I'm just happy you can trust me.."
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"Kitten.."
Current Time:
Izuku's P.O.V:
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A rooftop, so white and clean
I still had my new Quirk, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you (Aizawa) were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
*Falls over the edge*
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you
I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me
Eyes of red following and
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
(Yes I was listening to Miss wanna die and I put the lyrics in with some changes)
*Jolts up, breathing heavily with sweat running down*
"Izuku!"
"I-I..."
"Izuku..Can you tell me what happened?.."
"It was a nightmare.. no more like a dream that didn't come true..as dreams are just fantasies built up in your head.."
"Haha..just like.."
"When you hear your old Idol say.."
'Sorry kid it is simply too dangerous for someone without a quirk to become a hero, if you want to dream, dream realistic, you should give up on your dream.'
(I KNOW IT AIN'T ACCURATE BUT THATS ALL I REMEMBER OK)
*Laughs* "Haha.. maybe all-might was right, a kid who is quirk-less can never become a hero.. Not even if they tried.."
*Gets up off the bed*
"But.."
*Goes to the backyard*
"Listen to me"
"Just keep your feet on the ground"
"And move your head all around"
*makes his feet steady motions his neck/head*
"You put your hands in the air"
"Put his hands up in front in a fighting position *
"And move with the sound..."
"DO THE EARTHQUAKE!"
The ground shakes as him and parts of the ground is suddenly lifted 40ft into the air with an powerful aura surrounding them:
"wOah!"
"Haha!" *giggles*
/Cute../ (IN A DADZAWA WAY YOU NASTIES) "Welp .." *Uses quirk*
"UAH!!!" *Falls*
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"Huh?.."
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*Looks around*.. *sees his wings flapping and he's about 15ft in the air*
"Woah!"
"DAD LOOK! I'M FLYING!"
*Chuckles and smirks* "Dad huh?"
"Huh?.." *Realization* "UAHH!! IM SO SORRY ERASER-SAMA!"
"Aizawa, please"
"Ah Sorry, Aizawa-sama.."
"No, just Aizawa"
"Ah! Alright Aizawa!"
"Although I wouldn't mind you calling me dad plus I already filed a lawsuit on child abuse, sexual assault, illegal quirk usage, and illegal experiments. On your father whos I believe is named..".
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"Hizashi Midoriya".
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"Recognize the name?"
"N-no.."
"Hm? What do you mean no?.."
"He-..hes just gonna beat me up when he gets out..all of it.."
"IT'LL BECOME WORSE!!"
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"All of it will just become worse.." *flies to a small tree and sits on a branch*
*sighs* ...
"Now it's been long enough to talk about it
"I've started not to doubt it, just wrap my head around it"
"I remember when you told me it's an everyday decision"
"But with my double vision, how was I supposed to see the way?"*starts to tear up*"Haven't I given enough, given enough?"
"Haven't I given enough, given enough?"
"Haven't I given enough, given enough?"
"Haven't I given enough, given enough?"*Tears come running down*
"Always.. the fool with the slowest heart~"
*sighs* "I'm tired.."
*flies back inside and goes back onto the bed*
*follows*
✨Time Skip✨
*Eyes flutter open* *Not seeing Aizawa in a chair in a corner watching him* (Ngl that sounds quite creepy)
"I wake up to the sounds"
"Of the silence that allows"
"For my mind to run around"
"With my ear up to the ground"
"I'm searching to behold"
"The stories that are told"
"When my back is to the world"
"That was smiling when I turned"
"They tell you"
'You're the greatest..'
"..But once you turn they hate us"
"Oh the misery!"
"Everybody wants to be my enemy"
"Spare the sympathy"
"Everybody wants to be.."
"My enemy"
"But I'm ready!.."
"Your (Bullies) words up on the wall"
"As you're praying for my fall"
"And the laughter in the halls"
"And the names that I've been called"
"I stack it in my mind"
"And I'm waiting for the time"
"When I show you what it's like"
"To be words spit in a mic!!"
"I'm hoping that somebody pray for me"
"I'm praying that somebody hope for me"
"I'm staying where nobody 'posed to be"
*Starts to talk fast*
"Being a wreck of emotions"
"Ready to go whenever, just let me know"
"The road is long, so put the pedal into the floor"
"The enemy's on my trail, my energy unavailable"
"I'ma tell 'em hasta luego"
*Talking faster*
"They wanna plot on my trot to the top"
"I've been outta shape"
"Thinkin' out the box"
"I'm an astronaut"
"I blasted off the planet rock"
"To cause catastrophe"
"And it matters more because I had it not"
"Had I thought about wreaking havoc on an opposition"
"Kinda shocking they wanted static"
"With precision, I'm automatic, quarterback, I ain't talkin' sacking"
"Pack it, pack it up, I don't panic"
"Batter, batter up"
"Who the baddest?"
"It don't matter 'cause we at ya throat"
"Oh the misery, everybody wants to be my enemy"
"Look out for yourself.."
*Sighs.*
"Je veux juste mourir.." "(I just want to die)"
"So my suspicions we're correct.. you are..suicidal "
"UAHH!" "What the heck?!"
"Look Izu-"
"STOP!"
"Please, I don't want you babying over me"..
*sighs*
"I've never fit into any category, always deemed an outcast"
"Since I was in Sunday school and all the cool kids said I was weird"
"It's exactly the same, they say, 'Why do you dress that way?'"
"'Why do you act that way?' 'Why don't you dress like me?'"
"So is that what you really wanna say to me?"
"You're playing games with me"
"Telling me if I'm unkind, still you abandon me"
"Calling me words I'm not, painting a picture that's false"
"And what happens if a fire happened? like a fire drill?"
*laughs* "Haha!" "A fire drill?"
*Laughs*
"Fire drill, what would happen if a nuke just hit?
"Would you say "bye" to your family? Would you post about it?"
"Fire drill, if it all went up in flames one day"
"Would you give your father a hug before your house burned away?"
"It kills, I wish the best for you"
"And you think I ignore you too, but"
"Really, I'm tryna save our own lives"
"For you!"
"Fire drill! Wouldn't be crazy if a nuke just hit?"
"I would rather die then say bye to family and I would post about It!"
"Fire drill, i wish it went all up in flames one day."
"Rather kill my self then hug my father and stay in my house as it burned away."
"It kills I wish the best for you!"
"I ain't ignoring you."
"Really, I'm just tryin' to end my own life right here."
"FIRE DRILL!!"
"Fuck my life would rather get hit by a nuke. As everyone just rebukes what I do and nobody doing anything bout' it!"
"FIRE DRILL!!!"
"Get burned enough from my father so why would it be such a bother?"
"Fire drill!"
"Everybody sayin' I have no skill as everything just went downhill!"
"Fire..drill..."
"I'm sorry.."
"It's alright"
"I'm sorry I disappointed you Dad... wish things could be better.."
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"Me too Kitten.."
Lol this was 1278 words