(Shania's P.O.V)
I slipped out of Jax's bed and pulled his Captain America hoodie tighter around me. Jax stirred slightly and made a noise of aggravation that I had moved. I smiled at him, with his sandy brown hair disheveled in an adorable way.
I really wish I didn't have to hide our relationship from everyone but Jax's mom and Tucker. Well, Landon and Jazzy knew but it still wasn't as good. I couldn't risk Cay or my parents finding out I was secretly seeing Jax. They'd make me stop seeing him and I wasn't about to let that happen, again.
I leaned down and pressed my lips on his cheek. I definitely wasn't allowing Jax to be taken away from me again because of my parents. I pulled my cell phone out of Jax's jacket pocket and dialed up Jaz, knowing she'd be up, while tip-toeing downstairs not to wake any of the Buchanan's.
''Jazzy?'' I whispered into the phone.
''Yeah?'' She sounded breathless like she'd just ran a marathon several times.
''I'm still 'at' your house for the weekend, right?'' Jazzy, being an amazing best friend and a softie for romance, told my parents I was with her most weekends when in reality me and Jax were making out in his bed all day.
''I--Yeah, totally. Your 'rents bought it, again. Hook, line, and sinker.'' There was lots of movement on the other line, muffled mumbles, and finally a door closed softly.
''What are you doing?'' I sat on the couch, fiddling with a loose string hanging out of a throw pillow absentmindedly.
She was silent for a moment. ''I--uh..I'm at a guy's house.''
I hesitated, it wasn't like Jazzmin to stay at a guy's house and not do anything with the unnamed guy. Unlike me and Jax. ''Doing what exactly?''
Jazz scoffed, hiding her embarrassment.''Pfft, y'know. The ushe.''
I rolled my eyes. ''Who's house are you at, Jazzmin Veronica Fuentes.''
She rushed her words like that'd stop me from hearing them.''I'matLandon'shouseandIdidn'tmeantobutIkindasortahadsexwithhim. Oops.''
''YOU DID WHAT?!'' I realized the Buchanan's were still sleeping so I lowered my voice to a harsh whisper, ''You did what?!''
She sighed, speaking slowly as if I were hard of hearing. ''Me..And..Landon..Had..Sex..On..Accident..Do..You..Under..Stand?''
''How do you accidentally have sex?! If you were both jogging naked and you ran into each other and he somehow penetrated you. Which I highly doubt, is that what happened, Jaz. Is it?''
Jaz sighed heavily on the other line. ''Noo.''
''Exactly! So what really happened?'' I inquired.
''Well, see what had happened was me and Landon were studying for that Chemistry midterm for Mr. Barses. Man, he's an asshole. Y'know one time he--.''
''Jazzmin. Stay on topic here, sweetie.''
''Oh! Right. Well, he was being the idiot that he is, and I just looked over at him. Next thing I know we're sucking face in his bed. And that led to the sex.'' I heard a soft giggle from the opposite of the line.
''Did you just giggle?!'' I whispered shouted, when I noticed Jax walking down the stairs in his boxers. Sweet Jesus. I bit my lip and ran my eyes over him slowly. Forgetting about Jaz and Landon for a second, I thought about how amazing Jax looked right then.
Jaz's voice snapped me back to reality. ''Don't tell Cayden!''
I blinked quickly. ''What, why?''
''Well..'' My best friend's voice went up two octaves.
''Jazzmin..'' I warned.
Jax plopped on the couch next to me and mumbled groggily. ''What's going on, Shan?'' I leaned into his side, his arm snaking around my shoulders.
''Landon and Jaz had sex and now she's freaking out.'' Jax just raised a dark eyebrow and let out a breathy laugh. ''Well, who had April in the betting pool?''
Jaz was whispering feverishly into the phone. ''Just don't tell Cay! I gotta go, bye. Kisses.'' I sighed as she hung up, scooting closer into my boyfriend's side.
He stood up, tugging me to my feet. ''C'mon, let's go back to bed.''
I followed him back upstairs and slid into his warm bed, almost dissolving into the mattress. Jax hopped in next to me, hooking his arm around me. I closed my eyes feeling his breath fan the back of my neck. I shivered before sleep over came me.
**
I woke to an unsettling feeling in my bones. Jax's arms weren't around me, protectively as the usually were. I jerked out of his bed and flew downstairs and I was greeted by Jax making tacos, humming to himself. I smiled, watching him.
I shuffled over to him eventually and yawned, hopping up on the counter, swinging my legs. ''What time is it?''
He flashed a smile at me. ''Hey, gorgeous. It's about four in the afternoon. I didnt wanna wake you earlier. How'd you sleep?''
I couldn't help but smile back, it was infectious. ''Great 'cause I was with you.''
He handed me a plate of tacos with a sly grin. ''My mom and Tuck went in town. S eat up, we're going to a party tonight.''
I cocked my eyebrows, eating one of the tacos slowly. ''What party?''
''Conner's throwing this huge blowout party. I thought we could go, just for a little.'' He bit his lip softly, looking at me expectantly.
My next words ripped my heart out, hard. ''Jax, baby, we can't.''
He frowned, his eyebrows knitting together. ''What, why not?''
''No one can know we're together or it will somehow get back to Cayden. Then my parents find out, then me and you..'' I let the sentence hang in the air, mostly because I couldn't form the words to finish it.
All the happiness deflated out of him, he looked down at his tacos cooking. ''Right. Nevermind, then I guess. We'll do something else.''
I felt a sharp jab in my chest, looking at him like that. It phsically hurt my heart to see that smile ripped off his face when I shot an idea down because of my idiotic parents. ''I--I guess we could go for a little while.''
His head jerked up, hope in his eyes. ''Really?''
I smiled and pulled him between my legs, snaking my arms around his neck. Planting a kiss on his lips, slid my fingers through the back of his hair. ''I love you.''
Jax nodded, looking pained. I couldn't help but feel a cold sensation settle into my stomach. He never seemed to be able to say it back. I thought Jax loved me, but he'd never said those three words that I always craved to hear. I shook my head slowly, tossing the thought away. No words were going to take away the fact that I felt to my core that Jax loved me as much as I loved him.
I cleared my throat softly. ''Have you talked to Landon yet?''
He looked relieved for a change in subject. ''Yeah, actually. Man, he's whipped. All he could talk about was how good Jaz--.''
Laughing softly, I covered his mouth with my hand. '' I don't wanna hear that about my best friend.''
He laughed against my hand, it tickled the palm of my hand. ''You think I did?''
I pulled my hand away and gasped softly. ''Damn, what am I gonna wear to the party?''
''I'll get Landon to drop Jaz to drop you and her off at your place, and you guys can do your girl thing and hate everything you wear, and meet us there?''
I nodded slowly. ''Yeah, that works. I'll call her right now, alright?''
I untangled myself from him and jumped off the counter, punched Jaz's number in and lifted the phone to my ear.
**
(Jax's POV)
Landon and I were hopped out of his car when we pulled up to Connor McLean's house. I grinned at the mansion in front of me. One of my favorite memories in the bottom of my heart was immortalized in that house. That night, my world flipped upside down. That night, is when I really met Shania Hart, the girl who now meant everything to me.
I checked my phone to make sure Shan and Jazzy were coming when I heard a honk, I felt like it was directed toward's me. Shania waved at me through the window until Jaz parked her car along the curb. Shan jumped out of the car as soon as they had parked and weaved her way through the clusters of people and threw herself in my arms, smiling brightly.
I wrapped my arms around her tightly, running my hands over her hips and planted a kiss on her forehead, mumbling softly. ''You look amazing, Shan.''
I slipped my hand in hers and tugged her toward the door of Connor's house. I scooted through already drunk party-goers, holding onto my girlfriend's hand tightly. I bumped into Connor himself and I grinned. ''Hey man.'' I hadn't hung out with my old group of friends, Connor included, since Shania came into my life. Mostly because I had been snapped to reality when they rejected her because she wasn't ''cool'' enough to be associated with me.
He nudged my shoulder. ''Jax! Hey, bro. Haven't seen you in ages, how you been?''
I nodded, squeezing Shan's hand softly. ''Pretty amazing. ''
Connor's eyes brushed over Shania slowly, a smirk lighting up his face. ''Who's this beauty?''
I tugged her closer to me, a slight sense of possessiveness shot through me. ''The beauty is my girlfriend, Shania.''
His blond eyebrow shot up. ''Girlfriend? Say it ain't so, Jax. I might just have to steal her from you.'' Connor winked softly at Shania.
Jealousy blazed through my body and Shan intertwined our fingers reassuringly, effectively calming me. ''Sorry,not gonna happen. Nice place though, bye.'' She tugged me away from the guy I had once called my friend hurriedly.
''We Can't Stop'' By Miley Cyrus played through out the house speakers that were stationed at the corners of the room and Shan uncharacteristically dragged me where most of the people at the party had gathered to dance. She turned around and pressed herself back against me, rocking slightly. I was shocked but I still ran my hands over her hips slowly pressing our bodies together.
Her slender arms slid around my neck and we swayed together to the pulse of the song slowly. I noticed several people looking at us but I slid my hands under the front of her shirt barely, closing my eyes we somehow managed to get closer together. She shivered softly and turned to face me. Her hands rests on my chest, smiled up at me. I locked my fingers behind her back and she kissed me deeply, right there in front of everyone.
I kissed her back fully and mumbled against her lips softly. ''We're kinda in public, baby.''
She laughed against my lips, holding my wrist she tugged me up the stairs after her. I had no idea what she was doing but I held onto her hand just as tightly as when we walked into the house together.
Shan opened a door, peeked her head inside and pulled me in after her. As quickly as the door closed behind us, I crushed my mouth on hers desperately and her hands tangled into my hair as she kissed me back just the same. She jumped up, hooking her legs around my hips. I laid her down on the bed and kissed down at her neck, nipping at a sweet spot on the base of her neck slowly. Her legs slid down mine slowly, she made a small noise in her throat.
I started to push her shirt up but she yanked it off quickly. I glanced at her bra which had 'N E R D' written over it repeatedly. I laughed softly. ''Nice, Shan.''
Her face turned bright pink, she pulled me closer with her hand on the back of my neck. Shania kissed with me a passion and soon my shirt was half way across the room and she was running her hands down my back. My blood was turning hot and the only thought I could muster was her.
Our breathing grew heavier and I started to unbutton her pants when we heard a loud panic downstairs. I barely had time to flip off Shania before I heard the sirens from outside and a rush of movement below us.
I cursed under my breath, hopping off the bed and tugging my shirt over my head. I peeked out the window. Several squad cars were parked in the lawn and people were fleeing like maniacs. ''Shit, we need to get out of here.''
Shan's eyes were calculating everything, scrutinizing all the possible outcomes. ''If we go out the front, we'll probably get caught and they'll end up calling our parents. So that's out.''
I looked out the window, there was a long stretch of roof ahead. I popped the window open and crawled out of it slowly. ''What are you doing?'' Shania's worried voice called out to me. I motioned for her to follow me, she carefully climbed out the window, shutting it behind her. We sneaked around the corners of the cop's line of visiom. I slid to the edge of the roof, glancing over it down at the ground. It didn't seem that far down.
I hopped off the roof quickly before I could doubt myself, turning slightly at the last second to roll onto my feet. Holding my arms wide, Shania jumped off landing in my arms, I could feel her shaking against me. Once she stopped shaking I set her on her feet, looking around the house slightly. Landon's car was gone, I cursed silently. Our friend's had ditched us but I couldn't make myself mad at them at that moment. I grabbed Shan's hand and we took off in the direction away from Connor's mansion.
My heart was beating wildly and my breathing was as off as Shania's. I slowly began to relax with her by my side, swinging our hands between us. I didn't realize where exactly we were heading until Shania's house came into view. My breath hitched in my throat.
We stopped by the end of the street, turning to face each other. ''See you at school?'' I asked. Deep down, I hated the sneaking around. I wanted to be able to kiss my girlfriend whenever and wherever I wanted, visit her, hug her without having to worry if her family would find out somehow. Though I didn't regret what I had done to Cayden, I wished with all my heart it would be different for me and Shania's relationship.
She pulled me close and kissing me slowly, I breathed her in before she pulled away after what seemed like hours. Shan walked quickly toward her house, when she turned into her driveway she blew me a kiss and a small wave, I offered a smile back.
I turned and started walking back up with my hands deep in my pockets with only one thing on my mind: ''I love you, Shan.'' but deep down I felt like with all the sneaking around and hiding, I'd never get to show her how much I really meant it.
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Oh. My God. I thought I'd never get my inspiration back for this story but here you go. Hopefully I can be more frequent with updates xD But I've been so busy guys you don't even know. I apologize so much for the long wait on my stories. I'll do my best to make up for it. I love you guys. Hope you enjoyed it.
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