After 2 week
Yn pov :
I file the case against minlee company as the put the wrong alligation on the Kim groups . I sat on my chair and start reading the whole case . It's really very complicated the allegations minlee put on is very serious it's very delicate case to handel a single mistake and all the share prices will down and Kim groups face a huge loss . I sigh and i choke my own words i cough and it's not stopping .
I am still coughing that my colleague can listen me. i put handkerchief to cover my mouth to prevent my sound go outside. i feel my all the lungs coming out from my mouth i look at the piece of cloth it's blood. Oh i forget that i have Lukemia i am not able to take this case but i know only i can handel it intelligently more than any other lawyer . I went to washroom and clean my mouth . I decided that till then i am alive i will handle it after my death i will handover it to Hong Chae young. We both are very good friends during our studies she is a brilliant lawyer having a sharp mind . We both shares very good memories but after our graduation we both separated by ways i get an offer from Kim groups to be legal advisor meanwhile Hong Chae young join wusang law firm. I will contact her But before that i decide to went to doctor i have today's appointment.
After some time
Receptionist :Miss Shin yn nie
Doctor: come in Miss Shin
Yn : yes
Doctors: how is your health
Yn : i vomit blood today
Doctor: it's serious Miss Shin i told you to contact with Your parents we don't have enough time only they can help you
Yn : doctor there is not other way
Doctor: no your body is not suitable for chemotherapy and it's better to go for bone marrow transplant .
Yn : doctor if i don't get their bone marrow then
Doctor: then we left with no hope but why it happen they are your parents no parents can left their daughter dying. I think you should go today and tell them all the matter .
I drove through the place where i born where i spent my childhood my hometown. I don't know how my parents react . I knock the door . My mom open the door she is become old i can see both anger and tears at the same time . She tried to close the door
Yn : mama .. Please listen to me once ..
Mom: i don't talk to strangers
Yn: mama ............ Mama
Mom : i said go from here
Yn : mama i will die
She open the door and let me come inside.
I come inside it's still the same not even a single thing change. My eyes meet with my dad he is become old anger is still same once there is life time i ve been most dear to my dad now my presence is like a sting for him .
Dad : why is she here
He look at mom
Dad : i told you she is died for us throw her from our house
Yn : mama papa please just listen me
Dad : did you listened us
Yn : papa please
Mom : i think we should listen her
Dad : i don't listen to any stranger
He started returning back to his room
Yn : 2009 i got to know my aunt is died from lukemia and 2021 i am diagnosed with 3rd stage of Lukemia
I shout he stop where is he mom eyes widened . She look at me with a strange looks .
Mom : YN DID YOU KNOW WHAT ARE YOU SAYING
Yn : Yes mom i saying truth
Mom : You have Lukemia
She hug me and started crying.
Mom : OUR DAUGHTER HAS LUKEMIA
he not even say a single word and straight went to the room . After sometime he come up with some papers . He hand it to me. I open it
Dad : read it loud
Yn : according to the given statement by Mr Shin Han Lee He terminate Miss Shin Yn nie from his all property and also take the name and her right of daughter .
Law court of Seoul
Dad : it's your gift now you are officially stranger to me my daughter is already died .and i will not give my bone marrow to any stranger Get out this strange girl from my house
Mom : what are you saying you have to help her after all she is our only daughter
Dad : i already made it clear she is not my daughter
Yn : papa no .. papa please don't do this i will die
Dad : DON'T YOU LISTEN THROW HER AWAY I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER face GET OUT !
Yn : Mama ...
Mom : i am sorry yn my dear i am sorry i will do my best to save you but for now please go from here it will effect your health.
I open my car door and sit inside of it . I started driving. I know dad will never do it . He will never forgive me . I wipe my nose then i look a glance on my handkerchief. It's red i am bleeding. I think i should take a decision now . I open my car door and went to the park that is situated just near to parking alot. I sit on the bench it's peaceful then i listen someone is fighting first i don't care about them but when they become very violent i pay attention to them. Actually it's a matrial issue so i don't want to interrupt .
MAN : I NEVER BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL DO THIS TO ME ..
LADY : I TOLD YOU THAT I NEVER LOVE YOU BUT STILL YOU
MAN : you don't love me huh
LADY : YES DO I HAVE TO SAY IT THOUSANDS TIME I DONT FUCKING LOVE YOU ITS JUST A OBSESSION
MAN : YOU ARE OBSESSED FOR LAST 3 YEARS
LADY: MAYBE BUT I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU NOW I HOPE I WILL DIE THAN LIVING WITH YOU
MAN : I don't care if you die NOW I HATE YOU ... GET THE FUCKING OUT OF MY LIFE .... I WISH I NEVER EVER SEE YOU FACE AGAIN .
These words really hit me hard . It's really very painful when you say you don't care for the one you cared alot . A tear flow down from my eyes . Taehyung.. i don't want to die ... I want to live with you ... I don't want to leave you .. i don't want to leave you in agony . This man is really seems very hurtful right now . I offer him a handkerchief
He look at me with his teary eyes .
Yn: i know it's very painful but sometimes it's better to let them go .
He sit on the bench where i was sit he take the handkerchief and wipe his tears from it
Man : i really loved her but she hate me for her my love is annoying every time she just act .
Yn : i can understand you will find someone better
Man : did the same thing happens to you too
Yn : huh no
Man : i think because your face is telling that you also faces the same thing
Yn : my husband loves me alot
Man : then why you are sad
Yn : because i can't be with him forever
Man : you don't love him
Yn : i love more than myself
Man : then why
Yn : because soon i am going to die
Man : oh i am so sorry
Yn : you know when i was watching your fight . I see myself in that girl and Taehyung in you . he is not able to control himself if he get to know that i have Lukemia. He can't live in this cruel world without me . From his childhood he always despair for love . I don't want to leave him i want to stay with him but i can't.
Man : i think that life is so unfair with me but i was wrong .it's really very unfair with you and your husband. I can't understand your pain because the one who is suffering from it able to understand it . I hope you will get better and live 50 years with your husband.
Man Patt my head and leave from there . Someone said it right it will decrease your stress if you talk your problems with someone even if it's strange i hope this kind man will get a good life partner.
I open the door of house . It's around 9 : 00 of night . I put my bag on the couch. Then someone bark .
Yeontan: bark
Yn : why you always bark on me huh .
I lift him up and start caressing his hairs .
Yn : can you tell me where is your daddy . Huh how can you tell you are a dog .
I put him down and then someone hug me from behind.
Taehyung: where were you
Yn : i was busy in firm
Taehyung: liar
Yn : what huh
Taehyung: you weren't picking up my call so i called your firm and they say you already leave from there in afternoon
Yn : i am with my collage friends
Taehyung: then you should pick my call
Yn : my phone is dead
I remove his hands from my waist and turned around i hug him so hard
Taehyung: yn baby are you ok
Yn : no
Taehyung: what happens darling why are you crying
Yn : it's hurting
Taehyung: where yn please don't cry tell me where wait i will call doctor
Yn : no please don't leave
Taehyung: if it's hurting then let me call doctor.
Yn : i don't need doctor i need you .
He hug me and lift me like a baby . He takes me to the bedroom and gently put me on the bed he remove my coat pent and make me wear night suit . He caress my head and kissed it .
Taehyung: baby is it feeling better
Yn : hmm don't you want to know what happens
Taehyung: If you don't want to tell me it's ok it's necessary that you are ok or not
He caress my head and make me lie my head on his chest .
Yn : Tae
Taehyung: hmm
Yn : why you love me
Taehyung: what the wierd question ok i never fall for your beauty you know i fall for your personality your way of loving me . Sometimes you act like a kindergarten going child and sometimes a very senior citizens you change your personality with time and situations and that the thing make me fall for you . Like the way you care me makes me feel like my mother is around me . You know you are like a angel to me that straight sent from heaven . For the first year i never realised i have feelings and another kind of attachment with you but you remember when you stuck up in the store room
Yn : and you are madly looking for me
Taehyung: that day i realised my feelings.
Yn : tae i want to sleep .
Taehyung: hmm do i sing for you
Yn : you can
Taehyung: yes
Yn : yes please
Taehyung:
I see you today on the street full of flowers
Will it be in me?
I'm putting my feelings in the park after the early morning moon
This song is headed for you
I hear the sound of film from the moon at night
I still wonder wonder beautiful story
Still wonder wonder best part
I still wander wander next story
I want to make you mine
Ost : Scenery
Singer : Kim Taehyung
Kdrama: Her last goodbye