ℕ𝕚𝕟𝕖
𝙉𝙮'𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙂𝙞𝙤𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙞 𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨
10/19/22
"Hello nine I'm back and I wanna know something that I told you to write down " Geni say sitting in the chair smiling at me
"I ain't really write nun down cause I don't know what's out there except the shit I already know "I say shrugging
"I know you hate this topic but I wanna ask why you don't wanna start a relationship with your mother ?"Geni opening her notebook and giving me her attention.
"Why would i ?,She is the reason I'm like this she left me with that man when she knew what he did what he could possibly do to me and she didn't think I should take my son out of this environment "I say looking at her
" I understand but she feels bad that she has done that ,She's been here everyday to see you how you doing "
"She should've did that when my ass a was kid cause now she can't go back to the shit I had to deal with ,Me not eating and getting my ass eat because I didn't wanna kill someone at the age of 10 "
"I notice that you're calm from what I read in the last you was more mean didn't like speaking and if you did you took advantage of the others ,Why are you not like that towards me"she ask
"I'm becoming like my farther something I never ever wanted to do ,Yeah I love killing and seeing people hurt I probably won't change that but I want someone to love me I want to feel what it's like to be Inlove I don't wanna be old and not have a family "
"Have you had any girlfriend in the past ?
"Yeah but I end up killing them within a week ,I feel like people try and snake me "I say making her nod
"Do,you wanna kill me ?
"Maybe "
"Maybe,If I put a weapon on this table would you take that opportunity and kill me?
"I don't need a weapon to kill you I can stand up right now and choke you to death then pull your eyes out ,Best believe if I wanted to I will don't tempt me"i say standing up smiling at her
"Oh Um I wasn't trying to tempt you "She say a lil scared
"What you scared for Geni ,I wanna play let's play who can deal with the pain longer "I say pulling a blade out of my pocket
"Nine calm down okay you was doing so good "she say standing up looking at the door and the button
"Don't try it geni ,I'll slit you throat right now "I say walking closer to her
"I'm not I just want you to sit "she say
"Okay I'ma sit but look I'm show you a trick you'll love it "I say bringing the blade towards my arm and writing my name
"Nine stop,You are hurting yourself okay stop"she say crying making me smile and look
"This calmed me only if I had a lighter"
"Nine what can I do to make you stop ,You're bleeding "
"Ain't nun you can do babydoll ,Ima be like this forever and I gotta accept it I think it's best you leave and never come back "
"I'm not giving up on you like the others okay ,I need you to put that down and just breathe "
"No"
"What can I do to help you ,Just tell me anything and I'll do it okay "she say walking closer to me
"I wanna see nareya "
"Okay tomorrow ,I can do that just stop please "
"If I don't see her tomorrow I'll kill us both " I say playing with the blade in my finger
"She will "
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ℝ𝕖𝕪𝕒
𝙉𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙮𝙖 𝙎𝙠𝙮𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨 𝘽𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙧𝙙
Later on that day
"Hello "I say answering my front door seeing a lady standing there smiling at me
"Are you nareya ?"she ask
"Depends who asking?"I say
" I'm a therapist and I'm here because Nine as you know wants to see you and he said if he don't he's going to kill Both of us "she say
"He's alive?"
"Yes he is and he's been through so much ,I don't know why he want to see you but he said he did "She say
"Where is he at "
"The facility Orange grove that's 40 minutes away "
"So how did you find me ?"
"My husband is a sheriff officer "she say nodding
"If your husband a sheriff officer why are you scared of nine ?" I ask scrunching up my face
"Because today he starting cutting himself saying he needs you and things and that the only way he'd would stop if you came "she say
"When do he wanna see me ?"
"Tomorrow or today ,It really doesn't matter as long as he sees you "She say making me nod
"Okay can you write down your number and all the info so I could see him "I say looking around the living room for a pen and paper
"Here you go I thought you might ask "she say handing me a paper
"Okay thanks have a great day "I say closing the door and walking to my phone
" hello"
"Kash are you at home right now ?" I ask
"Yeah, why ?"
"I'm on my way up so unlock the door " I say sliding on my shoes and grabbing my keys locking the door going straight to the elevator
"Wahts wrong ?"he ask as I buss through the door
"You and Booka fighting about nine ?"inask standing in front of him
"No"
"You're lying ,And I know it but it okay "I say walking out going back to my House
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