This probably isn't the new chapter you were looking for, but I need to explain why I haven't been active recently and probably won't be for a long time.
Last Friday I witnessed a stabbing on my college campus. Now, I hate to make this about me; a guy is in the hospital right now fighting for his life, and the two attackers haven't been caught yet.
However, I can't ignore how it's affected me. It's difficult to even define my state of mind right now - it sort of fluctuates between extreme anxiety (panic attacks) and then just completely numb/catatonic. I have never felt less like myself. I am in therapy for PTSD.
That being said, I probably will not be active here for a long time. I just don't have the energy for it.
-Dynasty