Chanel P.O.V
November 23rd, 2021
11:50a.m.
"GoodMorning my love" I hear miracle whisper in my ear while kissing my face
"It's morning already?" I whine, sitting up
"Yes, you know we have a lot to do today" She say putting on her house shoes while walking over to give me mine
"Your the sweetest girl ever." I say smiling big, knowing I'm lucky to have someone who cares for me like she does
"It's too early to be trying to make me cry!" She says going in the bathroom to brush her teeth
"Did you go get our wigs?" I ask her picking out my clothes and her clothes
"Yes Nu, I got them yesterday evening. They in the living room" she says
Today I planned on doing our hair and nails for our dinner date! My birthday is tomorrow and I have things planned with the whole gang so tonight is just gonna be us. We have errands to run first though. One being me going to get a pregnancy test, well miracle doesn't know that but... I don't know.
I'm doing our hair today & we are wearing pinkkkk for outfits! My favorite color, I don't mind doing our hair and nails because I love when we kinda match. Plus nobody gon do my girlfriend hair and nails like I do!
"Baby.. I got something to tell you" I say
"Whats up?" She says sitting on the rug and patting her lap for me to sit in
"I think I'm pregnant?" I said looking
Her eyes almost looked like they were finna pop out her head.
"Chanel you for real right now? We can't have a baby right now. I'm still in school and you still just a fucking bottle girl! You gotta get rid of it." She say looking mad as hell
"Miracle I wasn't expecting this I promise but I didn't do this shit alone. Then you saying I'm just a fucking bottle girl like I don't handle my own shit. Everything you in this bitch I bought, so fuck you. I pray to god I'm not because I wouldn't want to have a fucking kid with you no ways. I hate you for real." I say getting up, red as hell, in tears.
"Chanel wait" I hear her say trying to grab me
"So help me god if you touch me ima wear yo ass out." I said yelling walking down the steps
I slam the front door and get in my car, speeding to the store to get this li clear blue bitch.
"Tiffie, I need you" I say calling up the only person who understands me for real
"What's wrong?" She says worried
"Remember the talk we had about Miracle and her being intersex and all of that?" I say
" yeah yeah, wait, you think your pregnant?" She said yelling
I told you, knows me better then anybody. "Yes , I told her and she flipped talking about Im just a bottle girl and I need to get rid of it. I spazzed and left my own shit, I'm headed to get a test or 3 right now." I say
"Okay, come straight here after. Door already unlocked" she said
"Okay, I love you tiffie" I say
"I love you more NuNu" She said hanging up
I walk into the cvs and grab a pregnancy test. When I was coming off the isle I seen Crystal, The day just started lord why.
"Chanel!" She say looking me up and down then looking at the clear blue in my hand
"Crissy, hey" I say hugging her
"Pregnancy test?" She asked
"For tiffie! She didn't wanna get it herself." I lied, my poor best friend
"Oh ok! The gang haven't got together in a long time so I'm excited about tomorrow!!!" She said
"Yes its finna be so much fun, I have to run though! I'll definitely text the gc" I said with my fake smile
"Okay bye babe" she say giving me a peck
Me kissing crystal wasn't unusual or weird until she caught feelings and we had a friends with benefits situation. I stood there for a second then checked out. Heading to tiffie house was stressing me, I was scared. Scared of this being the end of my relationship. Scared of being a mom.
I arrived to Tiffany's quickly. I jogged up to her door and opened it.
"Hello to you to" she says as I run past her to the bathroom to get this over with
I pee on the sticks and sat them on the counter and left out.
"Saw Crissy at the store, might've told her the test were for you" I said coming out the bathroom
"That's fine, now talk to me. Are you okay?" She asks
"Yeah I'm okay I assume. My feelings are hurt but honestly fuck it. I shouldn't have even told her." I said playing with my fingers
"No Chanel, you did right! She's the bitch in the situation. You deserve better I swear, i, the idea isn't to bring a kid in this world this early for you. But if you want a kid right now and are pregnant, you could do that! You have the funds, despite what she talking about. You have the support, me , rich , and our whole friend group is gonna be there. Every step of the way. I love you so much and fuck that girl! I went off on her ass sons as you hung up, she left me on read and thumbs up the message because she know I'm right. You are an amazing person nunu." She says as I lay in her lap
"I love you tiffie, truly. I know your here for me! I know .. I just thought if I got pregnant, she would be a little understanding about it. Or even just calm and try to help figure out options. Not dog me like that." I said, soon after my timer went off
"You want me to look?" Tiff ask
"Yes, we can together" I say
We walk to the bathroom, my stomach flipping.
We look at the test....
AND ITS NEGATIVE THANK GOD.
"GOD GOT ME THANK THE LORD." I yell, jumping
"Yesss bestie, we still turnt for your birthday!!!! We can de stress" she say smiling
"Yes, but what ima do about going back home?" I said sighing
"Just stay here until you figure it out." She says hugging me
*6:05*
"So you wouldn't have beat big red ass for stealing them cheers?!" Tiff says
"Definitely! Ugly ass ain't even got no rhythm!" I said laughing
We started watching our favorite movies and just chilling. A complete horrible day turned amazing! Spending time with my nestle is always 10/10. Sadly, I have to face my reality.
"I'm going home tiffie. Hope she's gone honestly" I say
"Everything is gonna be okay my love! Get some clothes and come back here. We can have a sleepover for your birthday eve." She says
"Okay! I'll be back in a hour! Don't go to sleep." I say
"Girl it's only 6:00! I'm not a granny. Ima clean and probably finishing making my dress for Tomorrow." She say
"Okay bye bestie, be back. If ion be back in a hour call the po!" I say walking out her house laughing
Laughing but really on the inside I'm dying. I'm more calm but I'm hurt. I don't know if things between me and her are going to be good for now. I haven't told her it was negative yet but she will be relieved when I tell her I guess. I'm just ready to get this over with.
I drive back home , listening to Drake lowly. Just vibing out, trying to keep calm. I pull up to the house and park in the garage. It was dark out now so I hurriedly closed the garage door.
I unlock my door and walk in. It smelled so good in here, ain even clean before I left. Maybe I left a candle lit? I don't know.
I see rose petals and little candles going up the stairs. My heart dropped to my ass. Either she cheating or she the sweetest girl in the world. I walk up the stairs, more and more roses appear. I hear you and I by John legend playing in my room. I start crying because hold on now! This either gon be so perfect or a disaster. I open my door to my pretty girl sitting there on the bed. My room was full of candles in every corner. She knows I love them. Roses all over the floor.
She ran up to me and kissed me. It felt so intense and beautiful. She pulled away and looked me in the eyes.
She turned me around towards her. She was standing in the doorway and I was facing her.
"I know today has been stressful. I acted dumb and I promise I'm always here. You deserved more than that. Baby or no baby, whatever you wanna do, im 100% down. Every since the day we reconnected I knew you would be the girl for me. I love how you notice every little thing. I don't even have to speak and you know what's going .Since being with you it has changed everything about me. In a good way, I've grew as a person. I wanna be with you Chanel. No other people, no distractions, just me and you. If I don't stop being afraid and take a risk, I'll spend all my life regretting that I let you walk away from me. So, Chanel, Will you Forgive me?" She said with a big smile
I then realized I was in full on tears. I also realized I was right where I was supposed to be.
"Yes! Yes" I said jumping on her, then kissing all over her face.
"Turn around beautiful." She said turning me around and grabbing my hand, walking towards my bed.
In roses , pink roses, my fucking favorites, it wrote "Will you be my girlfriend?"
" Since I never officially asked you." She said standing behind me, holding my waist.
"Your literally the most perfect person in the world Miracle. Yes, I will be your girlfriend." I say kissing her and jumping in her arms.
"Baby baby wait, you didn't even look at the dresser." She said walking over to it
It was a ring and a necklace from pandora. This day couldn't get any better. At all.
"A ring baby? A ring?" I say yelling a little
"I promise to love you forever. To stay committed to you and to never intentionally hurt you. I promise it's only up from here sweet pea." She says putting it in my finger
"Oh my lord, where did you come from? My perfect girl." I say giving her a long, deep, bear hug.
"You the perfect one! Get dressed, we still going out." She said
"Going out?! My hair ain't done, out fit ain't together, nothing!!" I yell
"Just flat iron your hair, ima do mine. Something simple is perfect for this date. Stop stressing the little shit." She say laughing
8:08 p.m.
"Comon, you know I gotta take a cute layout." She said
We both had on black with black shades. One of the best thing about having a girlfriend is the matching.
"Okay now let's go!" She said after the pictures
"We taking your car!" I said, she had a nice ass black bmw
"Of course we are" she rolled her eyes laughing
We went down and got in the car. She took me to this nice seafood and grill place, we ate up stairs on the balcony. This was all I ever wanted. Just to be with someone who loved me and cared for me. No bad intentions, no boring conversations, no toxic shit! Just somebody who would love me at my worse. Someone who would love and care for me even when I made them upset. Someone who would truly look at me as a girlfriend, with respect. I can tell she had so much love for me by how she talked about me. The way she looked in my eyes every time she spoke.
"Baby?" I say
"Yesss?" She say picking up my hand and holding it
"I took a pregnancy test, it was negative. Hope that release some of your stress." I say lookin down
"Shit" she said looking sad
"What's wrong?" I ask confused
"I was kinda looking forward to having mini me and you walking around" she said laughing
"It'll come one day. You hurt my feelings earlier though" I said
She explained that her intentions are to never hurt me, but that she reacted in the worst way. That someday she can't wait to have kids with me.
"Now I gotta,shoot the club up again!" She said laughing
"Plan b right after! No kids in this moment." I say
"Okay sweet pea, I agree with you" She say
"Are you excited for tomorrow?" I ask
"Yes, I just hope the drama be at minimum if any at all. You know how dumb crystal act when I'm around" She say
"It's jealousy and you know that. She just mad I wouldn't take her serious, and honestly I'm glad I never did." I say sipping my drink
"Slow the hell down on that drink girl. And true true. So ready to pop out tomorrow and show the world my girlfriend " she said kissing me, glad we sat beside each other instead of across
"Yes baby I agree! I can't wait." I said smiling
The check came and while she was digging thru her purse, I posted this.
@NuTheDon: Best early birthday gift ever. My lover for life. @MiracleParis
I couldn't wait! After everything she's done for me mentally and physically, I couldn't wait to tell the world I got the best girlfriend ever. I've never felt like this for somebody before. Miracle truly is giving me a different outlook on life, I just want it to be me and her forever.
2359 words, I hope every enjoys!