Chishiya's pov
I woke up with him by my side. He was cuddled up in my chest which made me flush. It didn't take much time for him to wake up though. "how long have you been awake?" Niragi asked while shrugging his eyes. He looks so cute without his piercings oh my gosh. "just a few minutes ago." I replied as I smiled. "why are you smiling?" he asked again as he smiled too.
"nothing." I replied. He sat up as I sat up too. "what are we gonna do today?" he said. He's asking to many questions but it doesn't matter. I really love his attention. What am I feeling right now? It has been a month since we've been close to each other though. "let's take a bath together? But, no fucking or sex should happen. Okay?" I suggested. He smiled as he nodded.
He dragged me into the bathroom as he locked the door. "Niragi, I said no-" I was cut off by him when his lips was pressed into mine. Ahh, fuck this man. "I missed your lips." he said between the kiss. I felt much comfortable without his piercing on his tounge. Everything felt nice and sweet whenever I'm with him. I also feels sparks. "it's so comfortable without your piercing." I said.
He broke the kiss slowly while staring at me. "really? You should have said it sooner." he said as he pulled his lips against to mine. "I like you." i said, silently. Fuck, I hope he didn't hear me. How can I say I like him? I don't even know what love is.
Maybe Kuina knows the answer for this problem. We took a bath together and also we left the room together. I was still thinking if I really like him or I just like his attention. But, when we're not together and I heard something about love, my thoughts will return to him. And I feel safe with him. Though, he is dangerous but, i really feel safe whenever he is around. I even want to spend my whole life with him. And I feel jealous when he is flirting with another or someone else.
Fuck, what am I thinking!? Never mind. Niragi was holding my hands. His hands were so warm and while I was lost with my thoughts I can sense the butterflies in my stomach. "Niragi," I said, as I looked at him. "yes?" he asked as he looked back at me. "can I see Kuina today? Promise, I won't escape." I said. I know there is still part of him thinking I'll escape and maybe he's just forcing himself not to act like he thinks that. "Sure. I'll be at the rooftop if you need anything." he said.
I nodded as he watched me leave. I saw Kuina at the corner with...Ann. Fuck this gays. "Chishiya!" she called me. I waved at her as a reply as I walk towards her. "I'm gonna comeback later." Ann said, she winked at Kuina as kuina winked back.
"so, what is it?" she asked. I Don't know how to ask her about this stuff, but I know I can trust her. She is my closest friend. "it's about...uhmm," I tried to say it but my mind is telling me not to. "about love?" she said, straightforward. I nodded as a response. "oh, come on. Who is it?" she asks teasingly. "it's a guy." I gave my whole strength to say this though.
"Niragi?" she said. " h-how?...yeah. I was thinking on what I feel about him. While I was kissing him earlier, it...it just suddenly came out to my mouth. I..." I paused to Breathe. "slow down. We're not running out of time anyway." she rolled her eyes funnily. "I didn't mean to say that I like him. I mean, I didn't say it to him in front but I said in into my mind. I shouldn't be thinking that, right?" I explained.
She smirked. "so, are you asking me how to know if you're inlove with someone?" she stated. She stared at me like it was the end of the world. "come on, let's get to the point!" I said. She breathed before she speaks again.
"do you feel safe whenever he's around?" she asked. Well yeah. I literally said it a while ago while I was walking. "Yeah." I replied. "do your thoughts return to him whenever you see a two person together doing things you guys usually do?" she asked again. Yeah actually.
"Yeah." I said. "do you feel like you want to spend your whole life with him?" she asked.
"Yeah." I said. "do you feel jealous when he's with someone else?" she questioned. "yes." I said.
"well, too bad. You're inlove with him. And I feel this too." she confessed. "with Ann." she added. It's not like I didn't know. "I know. And thank you for being my therapist for a while. Sorry if you feel left out but I need to go now." I said. She rolled her eyes as I smirked.
I went to my room to have some time for myself, for me To know on what I'm feeling about him. "Chishiya?" I heard a familiar voice called my name. "Hatter?" I turned around to see Hatter with Aguni.
I know something is going on with them too. Niragi told me. And also the way they acted when they were together which made it too obvious. "come with me. We need to talk." he said. Why is his voice sounded so serious? I followed him at his office while Aguni's eyes looks like he want to hold Hatter's hands.
Aguni locked the door once we entered the room.
"I heard you and kuina Were talking that you're inlove with... Niragi?" he confessed. What? I didn't see him there earlier. "Yeah. So? " I said with an unbothered voice. I was actually bothered. What if he tell Niragi about this? What if will hate me if he knew about this? Since when did I got bothered by things that aren't necessary? "and also I still don't know if that feelings are true." I added.
"okay, Just wanted to ask you in private so no one has to hear about it." he said as he looked at Aguni. "you can go now. Thank you for your time." Hatter said.
Aguni locked the door once I left. I can hear Hatter getting pushed against the wall though. "Agini is hormy since since they called me. Huh?" I said as I smirked. I continued walking and I decided to go to the rooftop.
I saw Niragi with his sniper position. He turned around and smiled at me. "Shiya." he said. He quickly get up on his position as he hugged me. "hey, it's not like I've been gone for a long time." I chuckled as he broke the hug.
"I'll call Aguni, wait." he said. He get his phone in his pocket as he dialed Aguni's number. I sat at the ground which made my hoodie dirty. I Don't care. A few minutes he finished doing what he was supposed to. Well, I don't know why he did call Aguni.
"hey! Why are you sitting there?" he asked, cutely. "it doesn't matter Niragi." I laugh after i said that. He smiled while I was laughing. "it's...the first time I saw you laugh." he smiled as he said that. I got up without replying. I pulled him into a hug without any reason. "h-hey," he said. He still hugged me back though.
Niragi's pov (a short pov - author)
I hugged him back, tightly. He smells so good what the heck. I wanted to kiss him. I was still hugging him when I bit his ears. "ahh!" Chishiya yelped. I didn't reply but I continuus to suck his ears into his lips. He moans between the kiss.
We broke the kiss slowly, while I smirked when I saw his face like a tomato. "Shiya, I just kissed you. You don't have to blush that hard." I teased. He rolled his eyes as he looked down. "let's sit." he suggested. Why all of a sudden? Nevermind. I nodded even though I'm confused. We sat at the edge of the rooftop together while he held my hands.
He took a deep breath before he speak. "Do you know, we met already before?" he sighed. What!? I remember only going to the hospital once because of the bullies.
i was a victim of severe school bullying. I was hated by my classmates, and they had a target in my body shape on an alley wall so they could aim baseballs at certain parts of my body and get 'points' for it. How stupid and weak I am that time.
" I was 19 years old that time and I was still a nurse. I remembered it last night." he added. "you are the nurse who-" I stopped talking once I remembered it.
Flash back before borderlands
"I told you not to move!" Nekato said. I was crying because I got hit and it really hurts. It was bleeding already but they just continued aiming to get points. I tried to run but Nekato's friend kept getting me.
The time that they got bored made me feel relieved. How can I go to the hospital? They took all of my money! I can't call my mom neither my dad they'll just probably yell at me for being soft and weak.
I still decided to go at the hospital my head is hurting so much and my nose and my lip are bleeding. My arms were also bruised. I don't have anything to do about it except going to the hospital.
I went to the hospital and I saw a nurse standing at the corner. Shouldn't he be working at this time? I walked towards him as I asked for his help. "okay sir, please come with me. " he said. "a-ah...okay." i replied. I followed him to a empty room. "please sit." he said. I sat at the bed as he started getting his supplies.
The bed was a little high and he was short so I decided sit at the chair. He get his alcohol and bandage, betadine and also a wool. "please, tilt your head a little." he said. I tilted my head as He put the wool with an alcohol on my face to clean my wound. "ah!" I moaned in pain. Why does he look so unbothered? I'm jealous. After he cleaned my wound, he put a betadine on the wool as he smeared it into my face. after that he covered it with bandage.
"what happened to this?" he asked. "because of the bullies from school. They aim a baseball on my face to get points." I replied. He shook his head as he speak again. "they probably took your money? Did they?" he added. How did he know? I mean, he's actually asking me right now. "Yeah."i replied in embarrassment knowing he might think I scammed him.
" don't worry, I won't think that you scammed me. You can go now. " he said. Does he have powers?! How can he read my mind!? "r-really? Thanks you so much. Sir." I said. He nodded as he left the room. I looked at the mirror in front of the sofa and saw the bruies. "I hate this." I muttered to myself as I left the room.
End of flashback
"you're the nurse, who helped me." I said, blankly. "Yeah." he said. He looked at me as he get closer. "I was so weak before. I couldn't even stand for myself that time." I mumbled. I was staring at the ground but he lift my face up. Fuck, I can't be soft again. He leaned closer to my face as he pulled me into a kiss.
That's it for today. I'm so, so, so, sorry for not updating. And happy 1.01k views ✨✨ I don't know but this idea suddenly popped up into my mind last night so I redo the chapter that's why It took long for me to update. Thank you for reading! And please Vote!