Lisa always irritated Jungkook. Sometimes he was so angry he wanted to strangle the girl, but of course, that was just a passing thought. He would rather strangle himself than touch his Lisa.
But it was also true that when Lisa found him angry, just a few words from her would always dissipate his anger. Jungkook realized that if you really liked someone, it was difficult to get angry with her. Love was such a torture, but then he seemed to enjoy this feelings of torture. Maybe he was really masochistic.
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Then school started, and when Jungkook returned, he met Kang Taehyun. Jungkook actually thought that Taehyun had a worse chance than Jungkook. Although he looked several times better than Jungkook, he made the biggest mistake he could make with a girl like Lisa. He had confessed directly to her! This was the most taboo thing for Lisa and he was sure this Lisa would not causally accept the confession of others. At least Jungkook had a relationship with Lisa since they were children. What did Kang Taehyun have? Money? Good looks? If Lisa liked those, then Jungkook would already be doing boyfriend duty!
Of course, even though Jungkook had loads of self-confidence, he still felt jealous. Such feelings were difficult to control for normal people. But this time, Jungkook made a pleasant discovery. When Lisa looked at his eyes, there were some signs of softening.
Could it be that with the arrival of Taehyun, she suddenly found him attractive in comparison?
Anyways this was a good sign. The next time she saw him, she could not meet his eyes. Sometimes, she behaved intimately and then sometimes, she would feel shy. To him, these were all indications that Lisa had started liking him a bit. Jungkook almost wept in relief, although he continued to remain outwardly calm.
But Lisa would be Lisa and she did not realize her own feelings. It didn't matter. If she herself was unaware, he would find ways to let her know.
But when she finally realized her own feelings, she ran away from him. Jungkook was angered beyond belief. Was it really so hard to admit that she liked him. In order to court her, he had been abused by her for almost half a year. In the end, he had just waited for a word from her. Could she not even do this one little bit?
He decided to calm himself down and make her tell him that she liked him. Only in this way would she come to terms with his own feelings, Only in this way would she not try to bury those feelings and abandon him.
But when he saw the pain she was in, Jungkook could not bear it anymore. Forget it, let me be the one to confess. I am anyway very sure that you like me, he thought himself.
Moreover, it was usually the boy who confessed, he thought again. The most important thing was that she looked so tortured and that distressed him no end.