【Aponia talked to you a lot. After you spent several months winning her trust and expressing your understanding, she seems to have finally found someone to confide in. 】
【She considers herself a sinner, and your claim to be an "accomplice" subtly suits her needs. When she talks to you, there is even a hint of joy in her voice. 】
【She told you about her "Gift from God" she received when she was a child, her ability to see the thread of fate clearly with her eyes, and persuade others to obey her. 】
【You find that compared to yourself, the current Aponia actually doesn't know much about her own power, and she even has some rejections and resistance. She has been living in this huge ambivalence. 】
【This kind of power puts a heavy psychological burden on the kind-hearted Alponia. She thinks that a mission was given by God, so she works hard to help those who have a tragic fate, hoping that their lives can be changed. 】
【Her precepts are the means to change a person's fate—but the fact is that this method has little effect. 】
【However, Aponia never gave up. After countless attempts since she was a child... she became a little paranoid. 】
In the confessional room of the church of the nursing home, in a small room, a plump nun was sitting in front of a thin little boy, holding his hand, pressing it on her plump chest, slowly telling the story of her past.
Although the words "church", "little boy", "mature nun" and "confessional room" are linked together, it is easy to think of something very hellish about eating or making a child, but Gao Qi expressed the conscience of heaven and earth, really nothing happened.
Well, actually, he wouldn't mind if something happened, but pure Aponia couldn't have thought of those things.
She just... slowly talked about her life so far, and everyone who was influenced and changed by her.
"I... saw the fate of many people, and even reminded them, but they were either terrified or didn't believe it. I also persuaded many people and changed their minds, but in the end, it would lead them to their demise."
Lowering her eyes sadly, Aponia put Gao Qi's little hand on her left chest, hoping that he could feel her heart.
But unfortunately, the barrier of her heart is too thick and soft. Gao Qi can't even feel the slightest heartbeat, but can only feel warmth and softness. He wanted to take his hand away embarrassedly, but Aponia didn't feel anything shy in the face of a child. Instead, she pressed his little hand down hard.
"I... selfishly brought the children to a nursing home, and used words to arouse their hope of surviving, but their fate has not changed, and I can't cure their diseases. I can already see that their line of fate is about to break."
Speaking out her most painful and tangled troubles, Aponia's beautiful face was full of entanglements and wavering.
"I...maybe I'm just deceiving myself and doing it for my own satisfaction. I can't really change their fate. Instead, I imprison them in this small nursing home."
Looking at the little boy in front of him who was quietly listening to her words, Aponia actually didn't expect him to understand much.
"If the recent rumors are correct, the gathering of those infected with the Honkai Sickness will actually accelerate their death—am I really, on the right path?"
In fact, even as an adult, these problems make Alponia at a loss. She just needs someone to talk to, someone to tell her that no one understands, no one approves, and is bored since she was born.
But, obviously, she underestimated this "little kid".
'Oh, it's really not easy. Fortunately, Aponia in reality is not as riddled as in the Elysian Realm. No, the riddle is the screenwriter, right?'
When Aponia confessed all her troubles and sorrows to Gao, he finally understood the nun.
Like Gao Qi, she is a person who wrestles with fate, but she can vaguely see the flow of fate, while Gao Qi is directly targeted by fate itself.
The result of Gao Qi's confrontation with fate is often that he actively or passively dies in simulation after simulation.
And Aponia... the price she paid was that she had to watch the countless people who she tried to help have a doomed end.
Gao Qi thought that the pain that Aponia endured was much greater than himself.
If Gao Qi puts in so much effort, and the people in the simulated world are still on the same path as in reality, then he would definitely feel very uncomfortable.
However, Gao Qi felt that it would definitely not.
At least, his own Kiana knows the fact that she is a clone and also knows about Cecilia's sacrifice. She will definitely not become the Herrscher of the Void because of this reason, and so wouldn't be the same as the little poor child she saw before nor would she wander in the Void...it must be so!
Therefore, after listening to Aponia's confession, Gao Qi felt very empathetic.
He decided to do his best to help the nun.
Not just to repay the life-saving grace, but because, in a sense, Aponia is the same as him, a person who resists fate.
"Sister Aponia, I don't believe in fate very much. If the fate of everyone is doomed, then the world would be too sad."
Lifting his hand from Aponia's chest, Gao Qi held her slightly larger hand than himself, lightly held her hands that were a little callused due to years of work, and said to her with a smile.
"However, if it's really like what you said, everyone's fate is predetermined at the moment of birth, just like the myth said, the silk thread woven by the three goddesses of fate, then if fate can be easily changed, isn't the god too shameless?"
Smiling at Aponia, at this moment, Gao Qi no longer tried to pretend to be a child and uses Bronya's cute skills to deal with Aponia. Instead, as an adult, he had a serious conversation with her.
"I've heard someone say that fate is a sleeping slave, and to change it is to wake it up from its slumber, which may make our situation worse - but we are no longer fighting blind and we're resisting the "slave master" who manipulates fate, it's a happy thing in itself, isn't it?"
Gao Qi dares not say that he can beat the Three Sisters of Fate on the ground like Kratos, or cross out his name in the book of life and death like Sun Wukong so that he can fight against the Will of the Honkai, which is really difficult for others.
But...it's not like he hasn't done it before. No matter how the Will of The World pulls the plot back on track, Gao Qi still changed a lot of people and things.
"There is another saying that is good, fighting against the Heavens is a lot of fun, Miss Aponia, fight against fate, take this as a challenge to God, whether its for the children or for yourself, I will wholeheartedly help you!"
Facing Aponia's bright blue eyes, Gao Qi looked extremely sincere.
"Hey, yes, you believe in me, you are willing to help me... Thank you, thank you."
For the first time since birth, someone is willing to trust her without reservation, even after understanding something so daunting, and willing to stand by her side.
Even Aponia, who has always been calm and reserved, seemed a little... agitated at the moment.
Opening her arms, Aponia suddenly hugged Gao Qi in her arms and pressed him down on the soft sofa in the confession room. She was very happy, very happy, which made her a little excited.
"Well, sister, that's too—"
Although he hopes to change everyone's fate and even save the sins of Sundown Alley, Aponia's body is undoubtedly the embodiment of sin.
The nun's plump body was all on Gao Qi's body, her soft chest completely submerged his little head, and her fleshy thighs sandwiched his thin legs, and there were only two layers between them. The thin cloth felt the 's body wantonly.
Conscience of heaven and earth, although Gao Qi is in a relationship with Mobius, but his progress is at most the same as the current Aponia.
In fact, Aponia loves to interact closely with children, and also likes to hold the little ones in her arms and tell stories.
But those young kids who don't know how good their sister is, they will find Miss Aponia annoying. Whether it is a little boy or a little girl, they always run fast in the face of the Nun's intimate hug.
After all, the person who is always in her arms must be a naive ghost who hasn't grown up—of course, except for Gao Qi, because anyone who dares to say that he is naive has been beaten several times.
But Gao Qi is different, although he will not take the initiative to do bad things, but since Aponia wants to hug him, he naturally has no reason to refuse, it's cheap, why should he pretend to be arrogant?
Although Mobius is the only sun, it is undeniable that he also likes Aponia very much. He just dawdles and never does other things-should, probably, maybe, don't cheating!
It is precisely because of this that Gao Qi never refused in the face of Aponia's embrace.
And Aponia, who realized this, because she rarely enjoyed intimate hugs from other children in the past, all her accumulated maternal instincts released on Gao Qi.
Every time, Gao Qi struggled very hard, but he was always able to hold on.
Thinking of this, the pressure on Gao Qi's head suddenly disappeared, and he immediately opened his eyes.
And he saw that at this moment, Aponia was on top of his body, supporting his arms, with golden hair flowing from both sides of Gao Qi like a waterfall, starry skies seemed to be hidden in her blue eyes, and her smile was brighter than ever.
"Thank you, no matter what, I will continue to go on and fight against fate with you."
Then, she leaned down and kissed Gao Qi's forehead lightly. The breath she exhaled was soft and warm, and the softness of her lips was even more unforgettable.
Finally, this time, Gao Qi didn't completely tense up.
Suddenly, Aponia felt a burst of...power coming from her lower abdomen.
"Eh?"
Then, her lips were gently kissed by the little boy in front of her.
Gao Qi - I can't bear it anymore!