Xu Jiale sat in the ward and stared blankly at the phone screen. For a few seconds, he felt that everything seemed so unreal—
was Fu Xiaoyu really calling him?
It wasn't until he confirmed this on the phone screen again that Xu Jiale suddenly jumped up from his seat. Because he was in a hurry, he even almost pulled the needle on his wrist.
He hurriedly rang the bell to find a nurse, and asked for a movable drip stand with rollers. He hung the drip bottle on it by himself, then infused the liquid with one hand, and pushed the drip stand with the other hand, and rushed out. The speed stunned the nurse for a moment.
In just a short distance, Xu Jiale walked almost to death.
His strides were too long, and the drip bottle was hanging there shaking violently, but his strides were too short, and his heart was burning with urgency.
When he finally arrived at the parking lot, only 8 minutes had passed since Fu Xiaoyu's phone call.
A gust of cool autumn wind blew in front of him, and Xu Jiale realized that he ran out wearing only a shirt. This dress was indeed a bit thin in the autumn night. He shivered standing in the cold wind, but he didn't care at the moment Gotta get on this.
The parking lot at night was a bit dimly lit, Xu Jiale wished he could stretch his neck, and stared at the entrance of the parking lot without blinking.
Seven or eight minutes passed, and Fu Xiaoyu still hadn't appeared.
Holding the drip stand, Xu Jiale felt flustered and anxious. He knew that being a few minutes late would be normal, and overreacting would make him appear too nervous, but he couldn't help opening the DingTalk conversation window with Fu Xiaoyu over and over again——Fu Xiaoyu won't want to see him again.
Just when Xu Jiale almost couldn't help but want to make a phone call, a slender figure suddenly appeared at the entrance.
It was Fu Xiaoyu.
The tall omega was wearing a light gray long windbreaker, with both hands in the pockets of the windbreaker.
Under the warm yellow street lights, Fu Xiaoyu's skin was as delicate as white porcelain. He walked over from the night step by step with a blank expression on his face.
Xu Jiale could feel his heart pounding, and at that moment, two contradictory emotions could hit violently at the same time.
How much he could look forward to seeing Fu Xiaoyu a minute ago, and how nervous he would be at the moment when he actually saw him.
"Xiaoyu——"
Xu Jiale rushed forward in a panic, feeling that every step seemed to be on unreal ground, and her voice was hoarse: "You're here."
But Fu Xiaoyu didn't speak immediately.
Alpha only wore a long-sleeved shirt on his upper body. He was pushing the drip rack with one hand, and the infusion tube was attached to the back of the other hand. Of course, he looked embarrassed and haggard.
Perhaps it should be said that since they broke up, every time he saw Xu Jiale, this alpha was embarrassed every time he appeared, even to the point of being a little funny.
Xu Jiale was still looking at him.
Although his face was very weak and pale, the pair of long and narrow eyes behind the lenses were faintly shining, the light faintly seemed to be pleasantly surprised, but he had to restrain himself.
Fu Xiaoyu couldn't help but turn her head slightly, and deliberately didn't ask Xu Jiale what's wrong, but said, "Did your father's operation go well?
" Said : "It's a minor operation in itself, the main thing is to do a slice test."
"Yeah." Fu Xiaoyu said indifferently: "Find a place, sit down and talk."
"Okay, okay."
Xu Jiale nodded quickly again, this time Only then did he suddenly realize that he had to lead the way, and pushed the drip stand forward, and the rollers of the drip stand rolled over the ground, making a harsh sound of creaking.
Just like how he behaved in front of Fu Xiaoyu at this time, a bit stupid.
There were actually no seats around the parking lot. Xu Jiale later found an empty marble platform, lowered the bottle, and then sat next to the railing on the stone steps in front of the platform with Fu Xiaoyu.
Although the two were sitting side by side, they were certainly not close to each other.
Fu Xiaoyu looked ahead, and could feel Xu Jiale watching him silently, he finally took a deep breath: "Xu Jiale."
"Xiaoyu."
After the two spoke at the same time, Xu Jiale stopped immediately.
"Why are you still contacting Wang Xiaoshan to ask about my situation?"
Fu Xiaoyu turned her head.
His eyes looked calm at first glance, but that calm was like the sea before a storm, with a faint, tense sense of oppression.
"..."
Xu Jiale was about to speak.
But Omega obviously didn't want to hear his answer at all, and said rudely: "Didn't we make it very clear when you came to Vietnam in the middle of the night, I don't want to care about it all at once, what do you want to do?
" With this question, Xu Jiale panicked.
The anxiety he felt while waiting was of course traceable.
That's what he's afraid of, what he's afraid of is that Fu Xiaoyu will come looking for him and tell him to leave completely.
"No, Xiaoyu, I..."
He was eager to explain right away.
"Xu Jiale——it was you who broke up with me." Fu Xiaoyu almost didn't speak to him at all, these words were almost gritted.
At that moment, the omega's round eyes finally burst into uncontrollable anger: "If you couldn't control yourself, why did you break up in the first place? Xu Jiale, you don't fucking understand what breaking up means, do you?"
Fu Kohane had never been so out of control.
The moment the roar came out, the anger reached its peak, and the sadness and pain also surged up.
But he felt happy.
He endured in front of Fu Jing, in front of Wang Xiaoshan, and in front of Han Jiangque. He gritted his teeth and endured it for more than ten days. I don't want to expose my wounds to others.
But Xu Jiale is not someone else.
Xu Jiale was the bastard who hurt him.
Xu Jiale looked at Fu Xiaoyu, his eyes were red, but it was not just soft sadness, but also burning anger, his shoulders even trembled slightly because he couldn't restrain himself.
It was the first time that this always calm omega showed such strong emotions that it was almost uncontrollable, which made Xu Jiale completely panicked.
His heart was beating wildly in panic, but Fu Xiaoyu didn't give him a chance to speak at all.
"You care about me, don't you? Okay."
Once the venting started, it couldn't stop.
Fu Xiaoyu took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it with a lighter.
He took a puff of the cigarette, this time it was not like what Xu Jiale taught him, he passed it gently in his mouth.
This time, he inhaled hard into his lungs, because he had never done this before, and even choked himself to cough.
He coughed, then twitched, then coughed again, almost as if violently.
"Xu Jiale, let me tell you, dengue fever and fever are nothing to me. They are not pain or torture at all. The deepest pain is what you gave me—you gave me on my birthday, that day , is the saddest day in my life, did you hear that?"
"Xiao Yu, stop smoking."
This omega smokes men's cigarettes, which taste choking and bitter.
Xu Jiale anxiously raised his hand to snatch the cigarette, but because he was hanging on the drip and only had one hand, he couldn't touch Fu Xiaoyu's finger holding the cigarette at all.
In the night, Alpha's eyes gradually turned red.
Fu Xiaoyu's eyes were also red, he could actually hold back, and he could also be as strong as a rock.
Every trace of Xu Jiale's expression could not escape Fu Xiaoyu's eyes.
The suppressed pain on Alpha's face could be barely controlled from the very beginning, but the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, until finally his expression was slightly distorted by the pain, and his breathing became more and more cloudy and rapid.
It was as if the hearts of two people were pierced by the same sharp sword. At the moment when the blood flowed, Fu Xiaoyu felt the pain and joy rushing up together.
He just wanted to vent and transfer the pain to Xu Jiale.
Xu Jiale is the only person in this world who should be responsible for this pain.
"Stop smoking, stop smoking."
Xu Jiale looked at the omega in front of him, the corners of those beautiful eyes were red, and tears flowed down slowly.
When Fu Xiaoyu was crying, he was also coughing because of smoking, but he even wanted to continue smoking, and his back trembled.
Xu Jiale felt that he was going crazy.
Fu Xiaoyu cried.
Fuck, Fu Xiaoyu cried.
His heart was ripped open, and the pain made him look like a wild beast that couldn't even find its wound.
He really couldn't take it anymore, he tore off the adhesive tape on the back of his hand, and then pulled out the needle tube and threw it aside, a faint drop of blood flowed out from the needle port.
But the little pain on the flesh is not felt at this moment.
Xu Jiale almost pounced on him, he was desperate to snatch that damn cigarette.
Fu Xiaoyu was also very fierce at this time, the two of them entangled on the steps for several rounds, and the smell of pheromone became more pungent and choking than the smell of cigarettes.
In the fierce entanglement, Qiangyan changed into something else for some reason.
Xu Jiale went crazy and hugged Omega tightly in her arms.
And Fu Xiaoyu was still holding a cigarette in one hand habitually, and was restrained for a moment, so he could only move forward in anger, pushing Xu Jiale against the railing like a calf.
"Let go!" The
hug only lasted for a second or two. When Omega angrily swung his arms and struggled, the cigarette butt that was still burning slammed across the back of Xu Jiale's hand.
It was hot, the scorching heat made Xu Jiale's whole body tremble, and his arms trembled.
He snorted dully, but at that moment, all he could think about was not to let go, not to let go—
I'm sorry, Fu Xiaoyu.
Sorry.
"I'm sorry."
He trembled and tranced, and said out amidst the burning pain.
There was a "bang".
The moment Fu Xiaoyu heard that she was sorry, her emotions finally reached their peak.
He pushed Xu Jiale away, and punched the alpha in the face.
He is so hard, maybe there will be no more time in this life.
Alpha was beaten so that the bridge of his nose quickly turned red, and his glasses were crooked, only half of which was hanging on his right ear, but he still looked at him persistently.
In the night wind, everything became quiet.
Xu Jiale adjusted his glasses, lowered his head silently, picked up the cigarette from the steps, extinguished it completely on the marble floor, then took out the metal cigarette case from his trouser pocket, and carefully put away the half-smoked cigarette go in.
His movements were a little slow, "I'm sorry."
When he raised his head again, red blood slowly flowed down from his nose, but he didn't wipe it off immediately, but looked at Fu Xiaoyu, and repeated again: "I'm sorry. , Fu Xiaoyu."
"August 18th was the most wrong day in my life. Xiao Yu, it was wrong to say that it was wrong to break up with you, and it was wrong to break up with you under such circumstances—"
when Xu Jiale said this, there was blood and smoke on his lips. When he thought of that scene, he paused in pain for a moment before he could barely continue: "It's not just a mistake that can be described. On your birthday, it was the cruelest, weakest, and stupidest day for me. I will regret for the rest of my life what I did to you that day."