Josephine
Very deliberately and carefully, Josephine dipped the gold nub of her pen into the inkwell. Her father wouldn't be pleased by her actions, but she didn't see that she had any choice.
My dearest brother, I hope my letter finds you well—
I hope it finds you at all, she thought wearily.
—and enjoying your travels. However, I desperately need you at home.
Her hand was shaking when she dipped into the inkwell again. She had Matthew's traveling schedule, but she had no idea if he was following it diligently. Still she didn't see that she had much choice except to try to get in touch with him. But then the doubts surfaced.
How could she even consider asking her brother what she'd asked of Hero? He didn't possess Hero's dark soul. Her brother was kind and generous. She loved him dearly—except for the fact that being several years older he seemed to be of the opinion that he was the only one of any importance. That attitude had no doubt led to the row with her father, bless him.
How might her request change Matthew? Would it turn him into a man like Hero? Did she want to be responsible for turning an angel into a devil? But she was so worried that the next time Avendale took his fists to Amelia he'd kill her.
Hero was right. She should see to the matter herself. But oh, dear Lord, where would she find the strength? And how would she do it? A pistol? A knife? Poison?
How many times would she need to shoot him or stab him? She'd never even seen a dead person—at least not so she'd remember. Her mother had died giving birth to a baby who didn't survive. Josephine had been a child at the time. Her mother had simply appeared to be sleeping. Was all death peaceful?
Josephine was startled from her morose thoughts by a light tapping at her door. Her maid, Jenny, peered inside. "My lady, a missive has been delivered." Josephine's heart fairly stopped beating. Was it from Mia? Has the worst finally happened? Or was it from her brother? Was he on his way home at last? Were her prayers to be answered?
"Bring it here quickly." Her trembling worsened as she reached for the letter. It bore no seal. Just a glob of wax to hold it closed. How strange. She slipped her silver letter opener beneath the wax, parting it from the parchment. Then she unfolded the letter.
We need to meet.
Midnight.
Your garden.
—H
H? Who the fuck—
She nearly gasped.
Hero?
She quickly folded up the letter and looked at Jenny. "Who brought this?"
"A young lad."
"Did he say anything?"
"Only that it concerns an urgent matter and should be delivered to you straight away. Is everything all right, my lady?"
Josephine cleared her throat. "Yes, all is well. I'm feeling a bit restless tonight. I shall take a stroll later, around midnight, after which you may help me prepare for bed."
"Yes, my lady." Jenny curtsied and left the room.
Josephine unfolded and reread the missive. Oh, dear Lord, she'd called at the devil's door and now he was calling at hers. This did not bode well, this did not bode well at all.
She refolded the letter and slipped it inside a book. Then she got up and began pacing. What should she wear for this midnight encounter? A cloak, perhaps, something to hide her from watchful eyes. Although with the meeting being held in her garden, the only watchful eyes would be those of her servants, and she'd simply forbid them from going in the garden at that time.
She looked at the clock ticking on the mantel. She had two hours of waiting, two hours of worrying. She'd no doubt be wise to ignore his summons.
We need to meet.
Need. Had he not indicated that he had everything he could ever need? Then what could she possibly provide?
Another kiss perhaps? Had he lain tossing and turning every night as she had? Had he been unable to sleep? Had she haunted his dreams as he haunted hers?
She couldn't deny that she was anticipating his visit. She actually wanted to see him again. Maybe the next time she invited him to a ball, he'd attend.
She sat down, watched the clock, and waited. At precisely five minutes before midnight, she got up and slipped her cloak around her shoulders. She looked at her reflection in the mirror, tucked a few stray strands of her hair back into place, then laughed at her silliness. He'd barely be able to see her in the darkness. And she certainly didn't care what he thought of her appearance.
She considered donning her gloves, but this wasn't a formal outing. They'd have no reason to touch. With a calming breath, she lifted the lamp from her desk and walked out of her room.
It was very quiet, most of the lights in the household doused by now. She was almost to the morning room where doors would lead her into the garden when she heard—
"My lady, may I be of service?"
She swung around and smiled at the butler. "No, thank you, Jeffers. I'm having difficulty sleeping. I'm simply going to take a walk in the garden."
"Alone?"
"Yes, it's our garden. I should be quite safe."
"Would you like me to have a footman accompany you?"
"No, thank you. I welcome the solitude. As a matter of fact, please see to it that none of the servants disturb me."
He bowed slightly. "As you wish."
She headed to the morning room. Once there, she took a moment to gather her resolve as closely around her as her cloak and stepped out through the doors into the garden.
When they had parties, they lit the lanterns that lined the walk, but she didn't see the need for that much trouble or that much light, yet as she wandered along the path she began to second-guess her decision. She hadn't realized how very dark it was among the hedgerows and the flowers and the ivy-covered trestles, how very ominous, how very—
"Lady Josephine."
With a little squeak, she jerked around. How had she not seen him standing there? He seemed to emerge from the night shadows like the prince of darkness himself.
"You startled me, sir." Then she cursed herself for speaking before her heart had returned to a normal beat. Her voice sounded like the warbling tones her brother had exhibited when he was on the cusp of manhood.
"My apologies," Hero said.
"Your tone lacks any contrition. I dare say you did it on purpose."
"Perhaps. I wasn't certain you'd meet me."
"Your missive indicated you had a 'need.' Unlike you, I'm not one to generally ignore those in need."
"Indeed."
His voice had grown husky and she wondered if she'd inadvertently sent him a message she'd not meant to send. She was upset by his calm and her lack of it. She took a deep breath and asked tartly, "What was it that you needed, my lord?"
"Let's walk, shall we?"
"Not beyond the garden."
"Certainly not. But farther away from prying eyes and ears."
He began walking without waiting for her. She hurried to catch up. "I've instructed my servants not to disturb us."
He came to an abrupt halt, and she nearly bashed her nose into his shoulder when he turned to face her. He was so incredibly tall and broad. His mere presence made her heart gallop.
"You told your servants you were meeting me here?" he asked, his voice laced with incredulity.
"No, of course not. I misspoke. I told them not to disturb me. As far as they're concerned I'm having difficulty sleeping."
"Is that common for you? To have difficulty sleeping?"
He actually sounded curious, as though he had a care for her.
"No, not usually," she said. Unless she was thinking of him, then it was nigh on impossible.
"I dare say you will."
Whatever did he mean by that?
He began walking again, and against her better judgment she fell into step beside him. She was grateful she'd brought the lamp. While it didn't provide an abundance of light, it did provide enough that she could see him clearly.
"I wish to speak with you about your...proposition," Hero said with as much emotion as a lump of coal.
"I didn't think you were interested." She didn't quite trust him. He'd rebuffed her offer and made her feel quite silly in making it.
"I wasn't."
"But now you are."
"You sound annoyed. Have you found someone else to do your bidding?"
Oh, she wished she had. She wished she could turn on her heel and walk away. He unsettled her. She thought of his warm fingers trailing over the pulse at her throat, making it jump. She remembered his hot mouth devouring hers...
"No, I've not found someone else."
"Have you taken care of the matter?"
"No."
"Then perhaps we can strike a bargain. There is a young lady who I wish very much to make my wife."
Josephine stumbled to a stop, schooling her features not to reveal how the shock of those words had struck her as a blow. What did she care if he took a wife? She didn't. She absolutely did not care, and yet, she couldn't deny the disappointment. She'd spent so many years dreaming of him, although not by choice. He simply invaded her dreams as though he belonged there.
He was studying her now as though she was a curiosity. What did her face show? Nothing she hoped. Or perhaps he was simply trying to determine how much to reveal. He was as closed as a casket before it was lowered into the earth.
"She, however, has qualms about marrying me," he continued.
"Because of the wicked things you do?"
His mocking smile was all the more visible in the darkness. "The wicked things I do, Lady Josephine, are the very reason you're drawn to me."
"I'm not drawn to you."
"Are you not? I don't recall you're being overly upset that I kissed you. I suspect you were hoping for a taste of wickedness."
"You know nothing at all about my hopes, my lord." She swallowed, striving to regain her frigid composure. "The young lady has qualms. I can hardly blame her."
"In negotiations, Lady Josephine, it doesn't serve one well to insult the one from whom you require a favor."
"Yes, so you explained the other night. My apologies if I made an insult. She will not marry you and that has caused you to summon me because..."
"She fears our world. She doesn't feel that she'll fit in with the nobility."
A commoner? He was going to marry a commoner? On the other hand, what choice remained to him? She could think of no woman who would welcome his attention, no father who would seriously consider allowing Hero to pursue his daughter's hand in matrimony.
"I'd not noticed you particularly trying to fit in."
"Quite honestly, Lady Josephine, until recently I'd not given a fuck if I fit in or not. But Mabel and I will no doubt have children, and I don't want them whispered about as I am."
Mabel. He'd wrapped a wealth of warmth around the name as he'd spoken it. Who'd have thought he'd be capable of so grand an emotion as love?
"You are not whispering about, my lord. People do not speak of the devil."
"Now, Josephine, I know that to be untrue. Otherwise, how would you have known to come to my door?"
He purred her name with an intimacy that caused honeyed heat to pool in her belly. How quickly he gained the upper hand. How desperately she needed to reacquire it.
She angled her head and met his smile with one of her own. "Point made. So you want to ensure your children are accepted among the aristocracy." She could hardly imagine him as a father, much less a husband.
"Indeed. But before I jump forward to that problem, I must give Mabel the confidence to honor me with her hand in marriage. And that is where you come in."
"Me?"
"Yes. I need you to teach her all she needs to know to walk confidently among us. Once you've accomplished that task, I'll dispense with the person of your choosing."
"I no longer have confidence in your ability to carry out my request, my lord. You said you'd not killed."
"No, I said I'd not killed my uncle."
She studied him and the familiar features that had haunted her dreams for so long. "Dear Lord! You don't believe you're truly the Earl of Claybourne."
"What I believe or do not believe is of no consequence. The old gent believed and the Crown believed." He held out his hands. "And so here I am."
"You have an odd sort of honesty about you."
"So have we a bargain?"
"You said that you'd see to your end once I'd seen mine. But my task could take months. How do I know when I'm finished, that you'll carry out yours?"
"You have my word on it."
"As a gentleman?"
"As a scoundrel. Have you not heard that there is honor among thieves?"
Oh, dear Lord, she feared she was playing a very dangerous game here.
"Still, you are asking a good deal more of me than I'm asking of—"
With his gloved hand, he gripped her chin and leaned near. She could see the muscles in his jaw tightening. "You are asking me to surrender the last of my soul. Once it's done, it can't be undone. All I'm asking of you is that you teach someone how to properly host an afternoon tea."
Swallowing hard, she nodded, speaking through clenched teeth. "You're quite right. Now if you'll be so kind as to unhand me."
He seemed surprised to discover that he was holding her. He lowered his hand. "My apologies. I—"
"Not to worry. I don't believe you bruised me."
He turned away, and if she didn't know he was a fraud, she might have thought he was struggling with his conscience. "Quite honestly, my lord, I'm not certain that what I require of you can wait months to be carried out."
He glanced over his shoulder at her, and the light of her lantern caught the silver of his eyes, giving them an unholy gleam. "Mabel is quite bright. I do not question her ability to learn, rather your ability to teach. Once I see that you're able to fulfill your part of the bargain, I shall see to mine."
"I will not tell you the name until you are ready for the undertaking."
"I'm agreeable to those terms."
"And I shall never tell you why."
"It seems I should at least know what he's done to deserve to die."
His last few words caused her stomach to tighten painfully. She knew what she was asking, knew what the consequences would be. If she could think of another way to save Amelia, she'd turn to it. But she knew threats would not sway Avendale. And Amelia was right. The law was of no use to them. So Josephine strengthened her resolve before saying, "It's a private matter."
"This particular part of our arrangement does not sit well with me."
"The man you killed—Geoffrey Tiffin—why did you kill him?"
"My reasons are my own."
"Did he deserve what you did to him?"
"No, he deserved much worse."
"I believe you."
"I don't give a fuck if you believe me or not." She took a step forward. "I mean, I take you at your word that he deserved it, so why can you not take me at mine that this other gentleman is deserving of death?"
"Because, Lady Josephine, you live in a world where ladies weep because they didn't receive an invitation to a ball. What you might consider an insult, I would merely consider inconvenience."
"You think because you grew up on the streets that you alone are privy to the dark nature of man? How terribly conceited you are."
"I have seen the worst of men and I have seen the best. Can you say the same?"
Could she? Could she even begin to fathom what horrors he might have witnessed?
"On this matter, I believe I have seen the worst."
He nodded very slowly. "Very well then. I'll take you at your word that he deserves what I shall deliver."
She thought she should have been relieved. Instead doubts plagued her. She shoved them aside. Now was not the time to get squeamish about her actions. "Then we have a bargain. Shall I have papers drawn up?"
The man who rarely exhibited emotion looked horrified. "Good God, no! There is to be no evidence, nothing written anywhere that will lead me to Newgate. Even the missive I sent earlier should be burned."
"Then how do we signify that we're both in agreement?"
"We'll shake on it." He removed his glove and extended his right hand toward her.
On her skirt, she wiped her palm—which had suddenly dampened— before pressing it against his. His long fingers closed over hers, and he drew her near, so near that she could see the narrow black outline that circled the silver of his eyes. "You are now in league with the devil, my lady. May you rest easier at night than I."
Her heart hammered as he released his hold, turned away slightly, and began to tug back on his glove. "We shall need to be discreet. I'll have my coach waiting in the alley at midnight tomorrow. Meet me there, and I'll escort you to Mabel."
"You must love her very much to be willing to do all this."
He twisted his head slightly and held her gaze. "I'm not doing anything for her that I've not done for her before."