You had it up to here. Toki was relapsing because of that stupid clown. it was near daily and you couldn't take it anymore, it was too draining to have to take care of him constantly. You loved him.. but not like this. not anymore.
Skwisgaar walked into the living room and glanced over at Pickles who was already day drinking in the hot tub. Haves you seen (Y/n)?" He asked as he noticed he hasn't seen you in about a day which was very unusual as you were normally with his rhythm guitarist band mate 24/7. "Aw ya, she's been in Nathan's room. He's been sleeping with me so Nathan gave her permission to hide out in his room." The drummer replied, taking a sip of his beer and kicking his feet back and forth in the hot tub.
Skwisgaar nodded his head and put his guitar down on the sofa for once, "Ams.. just going to check in on her." Skwisgaar said as he turned around to make his way to Nathan's room. "Good luck wit dat, she's having a total break down. it's brutal." Pickles replied, giving a little "Go get her." motion with his hand. Skwisgaar knew if he had a chance with you, now was going to be the time and he didn't want to miss it. He craved you constantly. He truly messed up not staying with you in the past. He was selfish and a jerk and wanted to take it all back. He matured a lot since then, he was in his 30's and wanted to just have a solid girlfriend and not go back and forth to different women every week.
He reached Nathan's room to see a paper sign on the door that said "No boys allowed. that means YOU 2!!!" with a poorly drawn clown and bumblebee on it. He smiled to himself and slowly opened the door, not thinking to knock. You quickly peeked your head out from the blanket fort you made, seeing it was only Skwisgaar you smiled and went back in your little fort. "Helllooo, no boys please." You jokingly said, giggling when Skwisgaar responded with "Do not worry, it is only I, Lady Skwisgaar of the Swiss Mountains." he kneeled down in the dark room that was only lit with fairy lights inside the blanket fort.
"May Ams come in?" he asked hopefully. "Bjorn?" you asked and slowly opened the entrance to the fort. His heart melted instantly, its been ages since you last called him that. "Yes, my prinsessa?" the man asked as you tackle hugged him as soon as he finished crawling inside. He laughed under his breath and looked at you curiously, noticing the stuffed white bear you were holding. It was the one he gave you for Valentine's day, yeaaars ago. way before Toki even joined Dethklok. "You still haves dat thing?" Skwisgaar asked, shocked but happy. "of course, he's been through a lot.." you said softly, getting off of him and crawling to where you were before, covering yourself up with your soft pastel blue blanket.
Skwisgaar scooted next to you. looking down at you and noticing by the look and stuffy nose you have been crying. He didn't think Toki doing cocaine was that big of a deal as everyone but Nathan did 'heavy' drugs in the band. but he didn't want to be insensitive to you. "Bjorn?" You looked up at him with tears still in your eyes over Toki. "hmm?" "Don't go." "I didn't plan on it." "I need you.. " "I think ams need you too." He put his arm over your shoulder as you covered him up with your blanket. "Hows 'bout I get you a new one of these?" He lifted the stuffed polar bear from your lap. You thought about it for a second and slowly nodded your head 'yes'.
"Let's go ahead and look for one no-" Skwisgaar was saying as he reached for his phone but stopped as you quickly leaned in and got kissed by you. It lasted for about 20 seconds before you pulled back. blushing while tears rolled down your face. "Da hell dat come from?" Skwisgaar thought to himself but he wasn't complaining. He just stared at you for a moment unsure what to do. He wasn't expecting things to go this well he will admit but guess what? when you don't shut your emotions off and act like a play boy girls actually tend to feel safe with you. "S-sorry." you said and looked away wanting to hit your head against the wall as you thought you made things awkward.
Skwisgaar blinked a few times before asking, "heys, (y/n). Looks at me?" you turned your head to look up at him in the dimmed light, his face shining beautifully. "Good girl." He smiled and leaned down to kiss you on the lips once more. You completely melted into him, not pulling away until he was finished. "You're still ams my good girl, ya?" He asked. softly playing with your hair. "Sk-.... yes" You blushed even more and hid your face behind your hands. "You haven't changed." He smirked and kissed the top of your head. "Wh- what is that supposed to mean?" you pouted and looked up at him with your most serious face as you removed your hands from your face. "It means you're what they call a "Bottom"." He booped your nose. "Shut up." You smiled and leaned your head against his shoulder, taking your bear back from him and hugging it against your chest.
It was silent for a moment before you slowly climbed on his lap, his belt was uncomfortable to lay against so you started to casually undo it. Skwisgaar widen his eyes and blushed some, unsure of what you were up to. "It's just uncomfortable to cuddle against, ok?" You said and shook your head. "I have something that is also maybe uncomfortable to cuddle against." He said as he watched your hands work at his belt. "You're an idiot." you said with a soft smile finally getting his belt off. "No, that's Toki." He said without thinking, just used to putting Toki down any chance he got. You froze up and he instantly felt bad. "That's not- that's not what ams meant-" He quickly apologized and brought you into a hug, watching as you started crying again.
"Shhs, he's not worth crying overs." He whispered, rubbing at your back. "Why.. doesn't he love me?" You cried, holding onto the blonde guitarist underneath you. "He does, I'm sure of it.. go to him. I'm not the one for you." He admitted, not wanting to but knowing how important he was to you. "N-no... Skwisgaar he fucked up too many times. I'm going back home in a few days. for good." You told him, unsure of how he would take the news. He sat there and shook his head. "N-No." he held onto you even tighter. "You stays here, Toki needs you." He said and closed his eyes as he rested his chin on your shoulder.
"Toki needs rehab is what he needs.. anyways I'd rather have you.." You confessed, twirling his hair around your fingers. "I.. I want you but it's not right. I was wrong to do this." Skwisgaar slowly let go of you. "Please, give Toki one more chance, for me, princessa?" He looked at you, slowly leaning back in to softly kiss you. "Can I have this night with you?" "If that's what you want." "It is. My polar bear." you felt a small amount of relief. You would give Toki another chance but for now you just wanted the blonde haired guitarist. You kissed him. once. then twice. then once again.
Skwisgaar knew he wouldn't get this chance again so he slowly pushed you back while kissing you until you were now laying on your back, him on top of you, his knee in between your legs. "Does you want-" "Yes." He took a deep breath, trying to prepare himself. "m'kay." He sat back off of you and worked on taking his pants off which was fairly quick and easy as he already had his belt off from earlier. he then lifted your hips up to pull your skirt and panties off, finding himself blushing and getting nervous. "hows you want dis?" He asked you as he hovered on top of you, kissing along side your collarbone. "mmm.. slow." You decided and squirmed feeling his finger tips softly rub at your most sensitive area.
"Bjorn." You whimpered and moved your hips up, as to get more from him. He laughed under his breath. "Aww, there's my good girl." He cooed, licking at your neck as he spread your pussy apart, softly using his index finger to push against your entrance. "P-please." you whined, needing him more than anything right now. "Tell me how much you want me." Skwisgaar said as he softly began to finger you. "I need you, Skwisgaar. I-I need you inside of me, fucking me, using me as much as you want." You said in between little moans. "Mmm, you're so wet already, begging for me." Skwisgaar gave you a smell peck on the lips before removing his hand from you, sitting back some and lifting your legs up enough to align himself with you, "I'll be soft, my princessa." He murmured, making small thrusting movements slowly working himself into you. His groans as he pushed himself deeper and deeper into you made you that much more hungry for him.
"Fuck, You're so tight. " he restrained from comparing you to the groupies he's slept with and tried to think of what to say that won't be dumb. "You're perfect." You simply smiled and closed your eyes trying to relax as you weren't used to this size of cock inside of you. "Ams the biggest you've had?" He asked as he grabbed onto your thighs, making slow but kinda hard thrusts into you. "Y-yes." you felt bad admitting but it was true. "Heh, such a goods girl taking all this cock." He smirked, knowing you were going to instantly die in the best way. You moaned out loud, feeling embarrassed letting Skwisgaar see you this way. "I- I love being used by you, Bjorn. I've always wanted this." You said in between pants, holding onto him and making little moans as he continued using you, fucking you and making you feel like some kind of whore.
The way his cock would hit just the right place each time he thrusted into you drove you crazy, you didn't want this moment to end. You could die happily like this. "Skwisgaar!" You yelled, your nails digging into his tank top he kept on. "Shhs, Gots be quiet my little pet." Part of him felt bad, not wanting Toki to overhear the two of you. You slowly nodded your head and tried to muffle your moans. "Where do you want me to cum, hmm?" He asked as he slowed his movements, feeling himself getting close already. "U-um.. my face? or-... inside of me?" You asked nervously. He nodded his head, his blonde hair brushing against your body with each thrust.
He continued fucking you, twirling your hips in just the right rhythm you didn't even realize how close you were before your body came crashing down against Skwisgaar's cock. you tried so so hard to stay quiet but slipped up a little. He smiled to himself and felt his legs start to tremble. he had his head against your shoulder and bit down onto your skin softly, leaving the smallest little love bite before he slowly lifted his head up. "I-I'm about ready." He said, panting and his hair sticking to his face. "Y-Yeah, Come on. Bjorn, make me yours." You said, holding onto his arm as he made one last final hard thrust into you, filling you to the brim with his cum. He slowly collapsed on top of you, trying to catch his breath and smiling to himself. He had finally had you to himself, not having to share you with Toki during a threesome. Just the two of you. it was nice. it felt safe.
"Bjorn?" "Yes?" "sleep with me." "I just did." "shut up." "You were the loud one." "UGHHH you know what I Mean." "Heh, fine fines, get under the blanket." <3