May the eyes of god watch you
See into the soiled soul
Solidified by broken promises
Cigarettes and wine dined nights
Empty thoughts on the beautiful brown surface
Red and brown
Bagged her eyes
Drenched cheeks it hurts to stretch
Empty face on the beautiful being
Known for beauty
Saw as pretty
Lucidly living in the loose
Hold of protection
There eyes watch her while she watches all
Screams of agony
Endless nights on the bathroom floor
Salty glass roughly running down her face
As the numbing pain
Creeps in
Her agonized face
Running cold and quiet
Tired and left
Slowed heart beat
Yet the aching remains
Troubled not broken
Shattered it not tainted
Love of loss
The loss of what was a fleeting moment of lust of love
Balanced on the scales of fate
Her date with destiny gains leverage
Closer to the edge
Her mind peaks
Leaking all over again
Raining happiness
As she takes a closer step
Falling
And falling her memory falls
Down this hole we go
As she catches a glimpse of god
Staring down at her
Staring down at all
As she comes home
Art by: Bojan Jevtić