carlos and charles
charles
carlos how r u??? i was worried, u suddenly ran away after the meeting, its been a while we haven't seen each other.. u feeling better ??
carlos
hey, sorry for making you worried
charles
no no its ok, how u feel ?
carlos
i don't know to be honest, i can't face anyone.. maybe texting isn't that bad after all
charles
ye, it helps sometimes lol, u wanna talk about it ?
carlos
yeah maybe, but i don't know how to explain
charles
go ahead, don't worry, i'm here for you. use your words
carlos
you are very kind, charles
charles
ofc i am, u are my friend after all
carlos
thanks
charles
:)
carlos
so hum.. someone told me they were in love with me, and i panicked like an idiot
charles
wdym ?
carlos
i blocked them, but like.. i know i feel something for them too, i cannot deny it. but i can't, i really can't, with my family, f1 and fuck i have a girlfriend.. i have the perfect life, and these messages freaked me out, so i fled from everything, even my family and friends because of my stupidity. i don't know if i have the courage to deal with it now, everything would blow away in my life
im a fucking idiot, and selfish at the same time
charles
the person is question, it is lando ?
carlos
.. yes
charles
you know, i would be afraid too if i was in your situation to be honest. your reaction is normal, everything you created and you've been through could be destroyed by one thing. don't be ashamed, lando isn't angry at you, me neither, and so nobody is. we are just worried.. to be honest im so fucking reassured that you are ALIVE, i thought u were dead, u asshole
carlos
ahah oops
charles
ye ye laugh
carlos
i laugh, don't worry
charles
but anyway, don't blame yourself, go talk to him, and please do me a favor : say to everyone that u are alive
carlos
huh, yes for the favor but i don't know for lando haha
charles
do it.
carlos
i can't
charles
DO IT
carlos
what if he hates me after i ghosted him?
charles
he would never
carlos
r u sure ?
charles
u know him better than me, u should know
carlos
huuuuh.. still not convinced
charles
fuck off you idiot GO TALK TO HIM he is WORRIED AF
carlos
... tomorrow, i promise
charles
thx.
carlos and lando
carlos
can we talk face to face tomorrow ?