Outfit for this part
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So they attached me to some cords or sum and we was basically using a green screen from what they told me the first part it was basically finna be me floating in space? Yeah ts scared me I'm praying on everything I don't fall they hovered the camera above me and we started shooting
"I watched you turn yourself to a made man All the little things that made you
You can count the ways that I stayed down
Can't nobody tell me I ain't true" this part I was holding myself looking directly innit tbh I should be a model UGH
"Take a little time from the wild out
You could slow the time down with me, babe With me, babe All I want you to know" this part I was just rolling my body freely n shit don't know how to explain but then they turned off the music and lowered me then they unbuckled me and they showed my clip and I liked it so far then they told me to change again shit ian know you had to keep changing 😮💨 but anyways after a little they changed me into pijamas basically
Then they brought me to what was supposed to be a room I saw Blu was already in there his fat ass was eating a snicker
"We been here for not even a hour" I laughed sitting how they told me to basically back to back I was facing one way he was facing the next
"N it taste good to you want some?" He asked
"No I'm ona diet" I told him , not really a diet but I don't eat like I used to
"You already perfect youn need it" He said giggling , ain't gon like it made me blush 🤭 he called me perfect y'all blue is now my favorite color anyways they took the snicker out his hand and threw it away he was pressed they hovered the camera to me first and cut the music on again here we go the plan was for it to circle around us going from me to him
"Is I care, you best believe I care
You're out there, don't wanna be out there No way, you wanna be right here
Like always, so when I'm here, I make you wanna-" music stopped , he let his breath go I didn't even know he had in so I make him...I'm not even finna think it but anyways he got up helped me up and we went to watch the footage he was behind me with his chin on my shoulder watching it with me I was watching his part when his head was lowered he was smiling mad hard anyways after we viewed it we parted again I went back to the dressing room tell me how these folks got me ina damn wedding wtf I mean it was pretty but damn
Look
They brought me back out we on the green screen they showed me how it was spose to look like I was ina field With a prop gun... I hope
"Give all that shit up
Make you wanna give all that shit up
Make you wanna spend that time on us
Make you wanna give all that shit up
Make you wanna leave that world behind
Make you wanna see your name on mine
Make you wanna give all that shit up (ײ)
All that shit up" that part finished ian have to move though dk why they just told me not to
"You know I really ain't think we'd be here till at least next year" I heard Blu from behind me joke , y'all I turn around this boy gotta suit on why kinda...
"Keep dreaming Blu" I laughed, they positioned is to where my arms was under his behind his back and I was clutching the prop gun then him his arms was over mine behind my back doing the same ion think his was a prop tho💀
"Don't wanna get no call with no bad news
I know all the stories from your tattoos
If they with the shit, then you with that too
If they with the shit, you with the Oh, oh, take your time away from the bullshit Just be on some cool shit with me, babe
With me, babe (no)
And all I want you to know
Is I'm here, if no one else, I'm here
Right here, I'm never scared, no fear
No way, when you're with me, you're safe (oh, oh)
Like always, so let it fade and just go 'head and" this part ts wasn't hard but I had to hold that nigga face and look in his eyes I'm surprised we did this without bloopers
" Give all that shit up Make you wanna give all that shit up Make you wanna spend that time on us Make you wanna give all that shit up Make you wanna leave that world behind Make you wanna see your name on mine Make you wanna give all that shit up Make you wanna give all that shit up
All that shit up" for this part we were I guess you could say slow dancing I don't think I would do ts again😭 because I can't breathe then the music ended
"ITS A WRAP" I guess the boss said , I let go of him why this man was blushing like crazy he saw I was looking at him and turned his head
"Brooo" he laughed walking away from me I grabbed him back and grabbed his face
"You like meee" I joked but he ain't say nun uhhh , if he do like me...I'm not gonna speak on that Right now but anyways I told him we was gonna leave and to go change so he went to his dressing room I went to mine we was finna go home so I just put back on the pijamas they gave me earlier then when I came out he was waiting by the door don't know why but we went back to the car and started driving he was smoking tho he better not crash this shit ian ready to die😮💨
"You wanna hit?" He asked , I looked at it contemplating if I should because I never did got high in a year his shit was strong to I'ma start wylin out man fuck it I'ma do it what's the harm in it I took it and inhaled it I damn near choked HELP
"You ain't never did it before" he laughed , man ema
"I have just not since I got pregnant" I said blowing the smoke out
"How you got pregnant anyway " he asked me , your 17...I think you should've had the talk already
"Umm blu do you needs have you know... The talk?" I asked rubbing his shoulder, he looked like he wanted to smack me🥲
"Mmtch that ain't what I meant I mean like what was the mood you know?" He told me , I remember it like it was yesterday even if ian want to I don't even know why he was asking this question
"So me and my baby father was close like he was like a I guess you could say brother to me so that night I had a argument with my mom at the time I thought she was trippin over nun cause she found me on Instagram drinkin at a party with my "friends" so like always I went crying to him he was comforting me and -" I went into detail about how he seduced me I hate remembering how he manipulated me Into fkn him I do regret it but I don't because I wouldn't have my heart now and the lesson I learned wouldn't have been learn all I know his I don't wanna do it again by the time I was don't talkin I was high
"You and him still talk?" He asked passing the blunt back to me , oh...I forgot he don't know Dd my bd nobody knows but ddot edot dudeylo obviously Dd notti Victoria fab my mom jstar and roscoe
"For the sake of her yeah we do but just that" I made sure to say that I don't want the wrong Idea gettin out
"Would you get back wit him" he asked
"Oh um we never got to that point of being together we was ig friends with benefits " I explained , when Im high I talk a whole lot so I started to ramble out my feelings so I started saying how I liked him a lot but the feelings weren't mutual I told him I didn't wanna talk about it no more he understood and the rest of the drive was silent few minutes later we got home
"Lemme walk you to the door" he told me 🥰, lord please let me not like him because I'm quick to catch feelings and slow to lose them this state is to small for me to ignore him but anyway he walked me to the door I could hear yelling outside wtv it is I'm to high to worry about it
"Umm you wanna chill tomorrow? If you not doin nun"he asked, awwwe he looked nervous 🌝
"Sure I'll text you what time" I smiled and kissed him on the cheek then walked inside y'all why was the place trashed...
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