You always hung out with me, we were inseparable.
We rarely argued and always laughed together.
I never doubted you, I trusted you. I wanted you to be the first too see something that excited be. I wanted you there beside me when we had fun. But when we started to date, it was even better. I don't know what happened but it really makes me hurt to think about it.
I will always love you, even if you don't.
I will always trust you, even if you can't trust me.
I will always be there for you, even if you don't want me to.
I will always remember, cause your all I think about.
I want to always be with you, even if you want me dead.
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Maybe I can't change your mind, but why would I be with Retz, Hisoka and others if you exist? I didn't have time for them. Only people I loved.
I'm sorry I was gone, it gave you bad thoughts. You can come along next time, I think aunt Mito would enjoy the extra company.
When you brought up Mitsuri, I wasnt mad. I was jealous but I don't think I could ever yell at you and mean it. I hope you don't mean those things you say to me. If you do, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. Please forgive me.
Killua, did you ever love me? I said I did many times but you never did.
What happened to when you said you couldn't live without me? Now you say the opposite.
Killua, i'm sorry for whatever I did. Please forgive me because it hurts so much.