Even when my feelings for you will change
Even if I should fall in love with someone else one day in the future
There's no doubt that I will ever forget what we had
The way you cared for me and these blissful moments of joy we shared, the way you were there for me in my darkest hours, the passion between us and the softest of love you used to give to me
You really changed me; I grew because of you
Your love healed so many wounded parts of me
I will be forever grateful to have met you
And to have spent one and a half years with you by my side,
While we were both growing up and trying to figure life out
I swear to god, I will forever care for you
I am sorry for all of the ways I have hurt you unintentionally
And I genuinely hope that you will be alright
I had to leave you to protect myself
But that doesn't mean that I could ever hate you
That doesn't mean I don't miss you and don't want these beautiful, good times that we had, back
What I wouldn't give to hold you in my arms again like in these good times that have unfortunately passed
I just wanted to protect you.
You're forever engraved in my heart, I mean it,
And I'm happy to know I am imprinted in yours aswell
I will keep looking out for you
I will keep loving you from afar
I hope you felt loved by me,
And that I made a difference in your story.
[13.01.2023]