Y/ns pov
August 17
Mar- y/n wake up its your birthday
He took my blankets off of me and dumped water on my head
Y/n- what the fuck nigga why'd you do that?
I said jumping outta my sleep
Mar- cause it's your birthday, my little sister turned big 17
He said grabbing my shirt shaking the fuck outta me
Y/n- ok, ok I get it
I said getting up and fixing my shirt mugging him
Ice- here this is what your wearing tonight and you got a hair appointment at 10 so go eat and take a shower and also happy birthday
Y/n- huh?
He walked out not answering me so I turned to mar
Mar- fuck if I know
He walked out too
I shrugged my shoulders and walked out right after them to the kitchen where my mom was making my favorite birthday breakfast like she did every year
Which was French Toast Roll-Ups. Crispy on the outside, with fresh berries and whipped cream and i side of turkey bacon.
Y/m- I can't believe my babies are all grown up
She said setting up the plates at the table and giving us food
Y/n- I wish dad was alive to see us grow up
Ice- word he would be so proud of us
Y/n- this is my 7th birthday without him, I swear it was just my tenth birthday party and he bought my first ever phone. I was so happy that day
Mar- he's definitely watching over us, proud of who we all became tho
Me and my family laughed at old memories and ate together till everyone told me to get ready
I got out the shower putting this on
(Besides the beanie and regular curly hair)
I walked downstairs to see my mom and brothers waiting for me
Y/n- ok why are y'all acting like that?
Mar- here
He said handing me keys
I didn't think nothing of it because I do drive
Y/n- wait these aren't moms keys?
Ice- nigga go look outside
I walked out the door seeing a white and black rang rover with a big red bow on top
Y/n- wait really??
I said going up to the car and looking at it
Y/n- and it got red interior??
I opened the car door and got inside, checking it out while my mom and brothers were just smiling at me
Y/n- who bought it for me???
I said getting out going back to the front door
Ice- me and mar both did
Y/n- mom you allowed them too? Y'all didn't have to
I said tearing up and hugging them
Mar- we didn't really have much growing up, once dad died we all watched mom struggle trying to keep a roof over our heads and not once during those years have you ever really asked for anything. you deserve it
Ice-and we never gotta worry about you, you passed, you don't get in trouble and you don't be stressing mom out unlike us
Him and mar both laughed at his last statement
I let go of them and hugged my mom
Y/m- you got good brothers
Mar- alright y/n no more sappy shit lets go to your hair appointment you driving
I let go of my mom and walked to the driver side of the car, ice pulled the red ribbon off and sat in the front passenger seat making mar go to the back
Soon enough we got to the hair salon and it wasn't a long wait since it was already scheduled and I ended up getting a silk press
On the way back ice was recording me hyping me and my car up and everything while music played
Ice- ok y/n I see you mhmmm
Y/n- ok can you not
I said laughing hitting his phone away waiting for the red light to turn green
He sucked his teeth
Ice- why I can't hype my little sister up it's her birthday
Y/n- cause I hate being on other peoples cameras
Ice- well I'm posting that video on my insta story
Y/n- bro
And soon enough I got home
Jayklickins pov
Today is y/ns birthday and her party, me and the bros are out shopping for gifts to buy her
Dd- yo jayklickin you seen what ice posted?
He said walking over to me showing me his phone
Jay- nah, ion even got him on anything
Dd- look
He went back in ices story and it was a video of y/n looking fine asf as always
Jay- that's her v?
Dd- yeah nigga, when you was outside in the car yesterday mar and ice told us they got her a car
Ddot- that shits tough asf
Ddot said joining the conversation with notti right besides him
Notti- I can't wait to be in the v wit her whipping it everywhere
Jay- nigga she doesn't even like us
Dd- technically she never said she didn't like us, she mostly don't like you
I sucked my teeth
Jay- whatever, I don't even know why I'm going
Notti- don't start with this sad depressing shit you've been on over her, you going to get her back and that's why you goin
Ddot- and that's why we helping you get a good birthday gift to give to her
As of the we looked around the mall for stores that kinda suit her personality
Dd- what about jewelry?
Jay- oh yeah she likes bracelets and necklaces
Dd- what type?
He said walking in there and we followed
Jay- she mostly wears silver
Notti- how about a real diamond necklace that has her name on it?
Jay- we could but I don't wanna just get her that, I wanna get something that actually means something to her
Ddot- we could call her brothers?
Notti- shit that's a good idea
After a few hours of shopping for her we each found a gift to get her, went home and got ready
Y/ns pov
As I was replying to people's happy birthday posts mar came into the room telling me to start getting ready so I took another shower making sure my hair don't get wet and I put the outfit ice told me to put on which was a black dress and a white jean jacket and I was gonna my white forces with it
After I got dressed I fixed my hair up a little and put a little makeup on
Mar- you ready?
He said walking into my room
Y/n- yeah we can leave now
I said grabbing my phone and chapstick
Y/n- where we going anyways?
Mar- don't worry about it, also I'm driving your car
Y/n- alright fine
It was just me and mar in the house, my mom and ice left a few hours ago to do god knows what, once we got closer mar told me to close my eyes and I did, trying not to ruin the surprise for myself
We parked and he got out and came to the other side of the car getting me, he took my hand then lead me inside
Mar- ok open them
As I did the lights turned on and a lot of people where in font of me yelling "happy birthday" and "surprise"which by the way scared the fuck outta me
Eva and jayracks then came up running towards me
Eva- happy birthday gurlllllll!!!
They both hugged me and I was shocked
Y/n- I thought I told y'all I didn't want a party?
I said looking around at everyone standing around us
Ice- and we don't care about what you say
Ice said coming outta the crowd hugging me
A few minutes into the party bbg came up to me
Y/n- oh my god I've missed you
I said hugging him
Bbg- you miss me? Cause it ain't seem like it cause you don't know how to talk to niggas no more
He said hugging me back. We let go and while we were talking I noticed dd, notti and ddot staring at me
Bbg- yo who are those niggas?
Y/n-they use to be my friends but they did some fuck shit to me
I said shaking my head
Bbg- then why are they here?
He said giving them a dirty look
Y/n- I don't even know
Ice and mar then walked up to us
Mar- go talk to them
He said nodding his head towards dd and them
Y/n- and why would I do that?
Ice- cause they miss you
Y/n- and how do you know that?
Ice- cause we was at the stu wit them yesterday and they were talking about you
Y/n- so yous invited them?
Mar- yeah besides that one nigga who made you cry
Y/n- well he's here
I said rolling my eyes looking at deeplay, boogz,dotty and jay getting food laughing and talking together
Ice- look you don't need to talk to him but go talk to the rest of them
Y/n- alright fine, bbg ima be back
I said walking towards notti, ddot and dd they were sitting down eating at a table waiting for the rest of the boys to sit
Y/n- uh hey guys, thanks for coming
I said sitting down next to them
Dd- wassup
Notti- who's that nigga you were hugging?
He said getting straight to the point
Y/n- that's bbg steppa, hes my best friend from jersey
Ddot- I thought me and notti were your best friends?
He laughed tryna brighten up the room but it was kinda awkward
Y/n- ok I'm not really tryna get my mood ruined what are yous doing here?
Dd- we bought you gifts and we dead missed you, all of us do
Ddot-including jayklickin
Y/n- well yous literally embarrassed the fuck outta me and made me feel like shit
We all we're making eye contact now
Notti- nah wrd we ain't make the bet and we told him that shit was not cool
Y/n- but yous knew and let me look dumb
Dd- jayklickin is bout the most stupidest nigga I ever met, but one thing I can tell you is, he cares about you a lot, that nigga been mad depressed over you and if he ain't gonna tell you he misses you I will
Ddot- real shit jay liked you the whole time, we clowned him about it almost everyday cause how you fall in love that quickly
I chuckled but then looked down playing with my hands
Y/n- I really like him alot but I don't know if I could trust a word that comes outta his mouth oo
30 minutes went by talking with the boys, dd told deeplay and them to sit somewhere else's while we talked and I forgave all of them besides jay.
Jayklickins pov
During the party y/n kept avoiding me
She was having fun dancing with my brothers, ddot,jayracks, eva and even dotty, smiling having the time of her life while I sat down at the table with deeplay, jstar, Dudeylo and boogz
A few minutes went by and she went to go get something to drink so I went up to her
Jay- happy birthday
She looked up at me
Y/n- uh thank you
We sat in silence for a second
Jay- look y/n-
Y/n- nope we aren't doing this right now
She said cutting me off and poured herself some pink whitney and soda to mix with it
Jay- can we talk after this then?
Y/n- there's nothing to talk about, your actions said it all
She then walked away leaving me by myself
I need a blunt.
I sighed heading outside and pulled out my pre rolled blunt from my pocket, lighting it then ice came outside
Ice- fuck you doing out here by yourself?
Jay- just thinking, shit its so loud in there I can't even think
Ice- well if you would've never came you would be able to think
This nigga get me tight
Ice- calm down I was just joking wit you ion really care, what I do care about is why you made my sista cry
He said taking the blunt outta my hand and taking a hit
Jay- I did some stupid shit and hurt her feelings, felt like shit ever since
I said taking the blunt back and hitting it
Ice- you care for her?
Jay- shit I think she got me in love
I said grabbing my chest smiling
Ice- oh nah
Jay- real shit I'll treat your sister so right but she don't wanna talk it out wit me
I took another hit from my blunt
Ice- well tonight might not be the best night cause her ass is getting drunk as fuck right now doing the most
He said laughing
Jay- nah what?
I got up going back inside seeing y/n taking multiple shots with boogz and Dudeylo
Ice- she's boutta be out like i light ina few hours
He said then walked away
Y/ns pov
It was like three hours into my party and my ass was outside smoking a blunt with Eva, notti, dd, deeplay, bbg and jay
And I was high and drunk ass shit laughing my ass off
Eva- nah y/n it wasn't that funny
She said laughing wit me
We was all types of fucked up
Y/n- nah I'm on cloud nine bro
I said passing the blunt to deeplay
Deeplay- your ass be getting too fucked up
He laughed a little then inhaled, passing the blunt on
Bbg- bro y'all should've seen her ass back in jersey, bitch was off shrooms crying and shit
Dd- shrooms? Ain't know your ass was really like dat
The conversation kept going on but I kinda got distracted looking at jay with the blunt
Y/n- I don't know what it is but jay, you be looking mad fine when you smoke
His head shot up in my direction so fast
Notti- nah what?
Jay didn't even say anything he was just smirking
Y/n- don't do that shit to me
Jay- do what?
He finally said, passing the blunt to notti
Y/n- you smiling at me like dat, shit make me feel so type of way
Dd- oh nah I'm bringing my ass back inside, ruining my high
He then walked away
Jay- you're just cross faded
Y/n- don't mean I ain't saying the truth
I said shrugging my shoulders
My mom then walked out saying that we were doing cake
So we all walked back in and I stood by the cake while everybody was surrounding me
They song me happy birthday and I blew out the big 17 candles then ddot and bbgs annoying asses smashed two cupcakes on my face
Y/n- bro nooooo
I said wiping it outta my face, shit ruined my makeup
Everybody was laughing at me but I mostly heard dds loud ass talking about
Dd- nahhhh y'all shitted
Over and over again. But I couldn't help but laugh, this could be the faded side of me talking but I really love everyone at my party
Y/n- real shit I love all y'all
I said while they were still laughing at me
Then the party resumed
I walked to the gender neutral bathroom trying to finish wiping the frosting outta my face when jay walked in
Jay-you need a little bit of help?
Y/n- uh yeah, you could help me
He then lifted me up on the counter and got a wet paper towel and started wiping it off my face
All I could do is stare at him
I really think Im in love .
Jay- you needa ride home in an hour?
Y/n- mm I don't even know
Jay- lift you head up a little
I did as he said and we continued our conversation
Jay- I think I'm really the only sober one here, besides your mom
Y/n- can I just go to your house tonight?
Jay- mm I don't think that's a good idea, you'll be mad at me tomorrow
Y/n- I really care about you, you know that's right?
Jay- shhh I don't wanna hear it
I could tell he was trying to push his feeling aside
Jay- alright I'm done
He said throwing the paper towel away and helping me off the counter
Y/n- thank you
Jay- no problem, now I gotta pee so I'll see you later ight?
Y/n- ight
I walked out the bathroom and I went back to the dance floor where jayracks and notti were literally having a dance battle, I laughed and joined them
Jayklickins pov
The party's now over
I could say i actually enjoyed myself
While everyone was trying to find out ways to get home y/n came up to my handing me her keys
She's still pretty wasted, she literally fell asleep on a chair like ten minutes ago and is now back up and running
Y/n- drive me and your brothers to yall house
Jay-y/n I already told you, your ass is gonna get tight at me in the morning
Y/n- why?
Jay- what do you mean why?
Before she could open her mouth, ice walked up to us
Ice- nah you could bring her there cause my cars full of stupid gifts y'all got her and I kinda trust you
Jay- you sure?
Ice- yeah, but if I find out something went down while she's there just know ima be tight, you heard?
Jay- yeah
As of that notti, ddot,dd and y/n followed me out to the car
And jstar is bringing the other boys to their cribs
Once we got to my house we went inside and y/n went straight to my room and I followed
Y/n- you got anything for me to wear?
Jay- yeah
I went to my closet finding a plan tee and black sweatpants and handed them to her
She started getting undressed right in front of me
Jay- yo chill bro
I said looking away
Y/n- what it's nothing you haven't seen before
Jay- just tell me when your done i guess
I waited for her to say she was done then i turned back around
Y/n- I gotta wash my face I'll be back
She then walked out which confused me cause why couldn't she just get dressed in the bathroom also?
A few minutes went by and she came back laying on my bed, as of that I got up and started walking towards the door
Y/n- wait where are you going?
Jay- ima sleep on the couch tonight
Y/n- why? Come sleep by me
She got up trying to pull me on the bed wit her
Jay- nah girl you bugging
Y/n- it's not like we haven't slept together
She said in a duh tone
Jay- ok but you're drunk and you hate my guts at the moment, maybe we could talk about it tomorrow when your sober
Y/n- can you please just lay in here till I go to sleep?
I sighed giving into her, this might be the only day she's gonna talk to me so why not
I laid her down and put her phone on the charger and turned on the tv just for something to watch
I rolled a blunt and started smoking it, thinking about how the day went and soon enough she was out like i light
After I was done smoking I decided that I will just sleep in here to make sure her ass ain't gonna throw up on herself or anything
And soon enough I was knocked
This chapter took so long to write.
Happy late birthday to jayklickin
Happy early birthday to notti
And free boogz
Also yall just be reading the book and not actually interacting with it smh
I'm open to any suggestions for this book
August 17th is actually my birthday I'm a Leo
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A picture of boogz that I took at the concert i went to