I coudlnt help but admire her and the way her smile was pure and refreshing.
All I wanted is for her to feel safe from every harsh thing in this world; although I cannot tell her these things, I still recite these words in my head and these thoughts seem to feel endless.
She is my muse to every song I write, I wouldnt have been happier to dedicate these songs to her for she is worth thousands of meaningful words.
I always wished for her heart to never feel heavy...she could rest her weight of sadness in my arms and I would take it all away.
I didnt need to say to her
"I love you."
as she knew.
But I still yearn to say those words to her everyday. It fills my mind with things I should have said and could have done.
If I could bring you back, I would be able meet with your eyes once again and say sweet words to you.
For now all I can do is close my eyes and dream about you.
With every tear I wipe I promise that it is my last, and I mean it this time.
Now that you're not in my life anymore
I will continue to smile for you, hoping that you see my happiness and smile back.
I'm sorry I couldnt protect you from the world.
I miss you, my love.
-Hyunjin.