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Accimus; Jasper Hawthorne

Ataraxy; Jude Johnson

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By CynicSummer

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noun
Philosophy.
a state of freedom from emotional disturbance and anxiety, especially as an ongoing condition of soul-fulfilling attainment; unconditional tranquility

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t.o.c
i• portfolio
ii• physical
iii• mental
iv• character
v• judgement
vi• relationships
vii• experiences
viii• credit
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portfolio 𖥳
full name.
─ Dr. Jude Lee Johnson

alias(s).
─ Dr. Johnson//Judy

date of birth.
─ September 23, xxxx

astrological zodiac.
─ Libra-A Libra born on September 24th excels in all issues concerning history, deep research and analysis. They are to help others find their way towards togetherness and love, and very often they will choose to be therapists of some sort to give to the world what they have learned from their experiences.

current age.
─ 29

mental age.
─ 29
physical age.
─ late 30's, early 40's, stress has not done him well

place of birth.
─ Chicago, U.S.A.
Jude grew up Qing poverty in east Chicago, raised by a single father-and despite it being just them- they had barely enough money to keep them afloat.

gender.
─ male, assigned male at birth

pronouns.
─ he/him

─ homosexual

Occupation.
- Robotics system engineer

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physical𖥳
hair.
─ brown and down to lower ribs- thick and fairly straight, a few grey streaks.

skin tone.
─ warm brown

birthmarks.
─ a 3 inch birthmark on his upper right back

scars and tattoos.
─ a scar spanning the length of his inner forearm from a broken bone

eyes.
─ brown

height.
─  5'9
weight.
─ 135 lbs
build.
─ slightly underweight from a diet of mostly coffee and cigarettes, wide shoulders
diseases/disabilities.

drugs/medication.
─  Jude is prescribed an antidepressant
allergies.
─ none in particular
clothing.
─ wrinkled formal clothing and a lab coat; Jude's outfits are often stained and worn multiple days in a row, his tie is almost never tightened or correctly tied.
─ a silver wedding band
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mental𖥳
sanity.
─ diminishing; but he still has his wits about him- Jude is solely driven by his grief and bringing his lover back to him, and he'll do whatever it takes
optimism.
─ mildly pessimistic, some part of him believes he'll achieve his goals, or wake up from his nightmare and everything will be alright, but most of him believes otherwise; that his life is forever changed
disorders.
─ clinical depression and absolutely crippling anxiety
languages.
─ English, Spanish. Both fluent
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character𖥳
myers briggs
─ INTJ
traits.
√ Logical
√ passionate
√ genuine
√ intelligent
☓ socially awkward
☓ selfish
☓ remorseless
☓  disorganized
☓ workaholic
Likes.
─  His three-legged cat, Nemo
─ recording audio logs of his studies and experiments
─ dark coffee
─ people-watching
─ summer storms
Dislikes.
─ being challenged
─ holidays
─spiders
─ big cities
─having his things moved

hobbies.
─ you wouldn't guess it, but Jude loves composing music- when he's not completely obsessed with trying to make Frankenstein's monster
─ studying advanced robotics

talents.
─ Jude is an excellent engineer and a talented pianist

pet peeves.
─ tapping and the ticking of clocks
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judgement𖥳
a shady looking person tries to sell your character something expensive looking? how do they react?
─ Jude is absolutely out of fucks to give, chances are, if he thinks he can use said item, he'll buy it on the spot, even if it's ridiculously overpriced

your character's siblings have been taken prisoner by someone unknown. what does your character do?
─ Jude doesn't have any siblings- however, when it comes to his loved ones, he'd lay down his life if he had to- he would give absolutely anything to ensure their safety.

your character is on a journey, suddenly, a huge, beastly lion appears in your character's path. what do they do?
─ probably sob and cry bro

someone gives your character a bottle and says there's a map inside. the stranger then leaves. what does your character do?
─ Jude would be much too busy in his own endeavors for adventure; unless the map had a promise of raising the dead or new scientific discovery, it would be glorified wall art.

someone your character knows very dearly has just proposed to your character. however, your character does not feel the same affection. how do they respond?
─  Jude would 100% lash out. He would spew insults about how the person that had just proposed to him could never be his late husband, he'd be an asshole, to put it short.

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relationships𖥳
maternal parent.
─ Olivia Justine Johnson
-blood
-deceased at Jude's birth
paternal parent.
─  Arthur James Johnson
─ blood
─ living, 65
─  Jude and his father had an exceptional relationship- they never had much money, but Arthur always put his all into raising Jude, with the death of his beloved wife, Olivia, Jude was all he had left. Arthur spent countless hours budgeting to put money into Jude's education, after school programs, and funding towards his college education.

lover/partner/romantic interest
─  Benjamin Oliver Anderson
─ Deceased
─  Jude and Ben's relationship was nothing short of perfect; it was a cliche love story involving highschool sweethearts. Jude and Ben met at robotics club their sophomore year; and almost immediately became best friends and unstoppable partners, they literally spent almost every moment together. They went to the same college and planned their wedding for the year following their graduation.

And of course, like their relationship- their wedding was nearly picture perfect. And despite a few negligible arguments here and there about what color to paint their walls or what to name their cat, they had no issues.

six months into their marriage everything fell apart. On a night like any other, Jude and Ben closed up at work and headed home, had dinner, brushed their teeth together, and went to bed. Jude woke up to cold hands, thinking nothing of it until he turned to face his husband.

Ben had died in his sleep at 27, with no prior signs of illness. The autopsy confirmed it was an undetected heart ailment. Left behind with Ben's sudden and unexplained death, Jude's life was in shambles, he did everything but face the grief of his world being turned upside down. All he could do was blame himself and submerge himself in his work, if only he had been awake, maybe he'd have caught the moment his husband stopped breathing, and everything would be different.

Pets.
─ a three-legged cat named Nemo

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experiences 𖥳
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-Fleur

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