Part 1
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~honeys pov~
(Tw, nightmares, trauma, death, threats, torture, scars}
I sigh as I lay on the deck of the ship watching the night sky, my nightmares have become more frequent and it's odd they don't normally happen that often but ever since we went to the fruit island they've become constant
Most nights I'll relive anyone that's on watch just to not sleep but I know that's not gonna last long nami and zoro have already become suspicious
Sighing once again I groan annoyed at myself getting up into a sitting position
"Are you alright miss red?" A gentle voice came from behind me making me jump
"Oh my!- yeah.. fine"
"Ah sorry I didn't mean to startle you" Robin gives me a warm smile
"May I sit?" I look at her for a second before nodding I didn't have the energy to argue I haven't gotten a proper sleep in over 3 days
"You've been doing alot of watches lately" she states, it doesn't sound like she's asking a question but I know what she means
"Mhm. Just feel like it" I flash her a tired fake smile and she gives me quite an intense look making me cave
"It's just nightmares.." My voice trails off I haven't talked about my nightmares since that night with sanji i mean yeah I've been hanging out with him alot more but I haven't mentioned my nightmares even tho he's asked
"I see" i look over at her seeing she's looking up at the sky making me look to we settle in a comfortable silence that was untill.. I yawned..
Robin giggled
"Why don't you get some sleep I'll keep watch" she offered but I shook my head
"Nah I've woken up 3 times already it's better if I dont" I don't look at her but I can feel her looking at me and I feel domthing pulling me down untill I fall sideways from where I'm sitting eating out a small yelp before I hit somthing soft my eyes widen as I look up seeing robins face above me a small smile on her lips and she said a single word
"Try"
I sigh giving in to sleep as my eyes shut darkness enveloped me
~nightmare~
"WAHAHAHA"
the laugh.. the sound of screams..
"AHHHH!!"
The pleades for help
"PLEASE STOP! COME BACK HELP ME PLEASE!"
the blood.. the smell. The noices
Rip..
Crack!
BANG!!
"Why. Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why why WHY WHY WHY! NO NO NO STOP STOP PLEASE NO MORE THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING IT WAS ME! PLEASE STOP!!!"
"This is your punishment little red it'll only hurt a little bit~"
Sizzle~~
The sound of my skin burning the agony, my own screaming and pleads falling on deaf ears, the laugher.. he was laughing.. HE WAS LAUGH! HE WAS LAUGHING
~robins pov~
She falls asleep pretty quickly making me laugh, she really was tired I lean back using my devil fruit to grab a blanket and my book I gently place the blanket on the brunette then lean back laying down on my back to read keeping my legs still as to not disturbing the exhausted women
I feel a jolt on my lap making me look from my book honey is moving around her body jolting like it's in pain I frown sitting up as I watch the as she starts to mumble
"Why why Why Why.." her whispered are almost unaudable as my eyebrows furrow frown deepening at the distressed
Her Body jolts again this time she hugs onto her help curling into a ball like a child would
To think someone with so much power is so scared.. I decided enough is enough as I place my hand on honeys shoulder gently shaking her
"Miss red. It's just a nightmare" I shake a little more aggressive before she jolts up startling us both
~honeys pov~
I hear a voice..
"Miss red.."
Robin..?
"..?!?" I jolt up my breath heavy sweat dripping down my forhead as I take a shaky breath in I notice the eyes watching me and look up being robins empty ones but they weren't so empty they almost had.. sympathy?
"Ah shit I'm sorry robin" I say rubbing the back on my neck a very horrible fake smile on my face
"You looked in pain." The statement caught me off guard making me flinch before hesitantly looking at her and sighing lifting my shirt just enough to show my back reviling a very large scar taking place on it
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I see Robin flinch at the sight In the corner of My eye and she puts out a hand very gently and cautiously touching the scared skin
"Dose cap-"
"No. And I'd like to keep it that way" I cut her off pulling my shirt back down looking at her with a dead serious expression
"Your secrets safe with me" Robin smiles making me sigh In relief before sending a smile back to her I feel an arm grab onto me as I notice Robin scooting back to the post leaning on it more arms appear and forcefully drag me over over her pushing me down back to her lap
"Sleep.. I'll be here if it happens again" a blanket is put onto me as robin starts rubbing my head and right away I feel the sleep creeping in
"Your really not so bad birdie."
~robins pov~
"Your really not so bad birdie."
I flinch looking Down the a brunette before a warm feeling erupts in my chest a genuine smile crossing my lips
"Birdie.." I say smiling at my new found nickname