Lin Huai Sheng recognized that the current statue was even the one in his room.
The skin texture of the jade statue is delicate, and I don't know when it has become transparent. Now Lin Huaisheng looks at it up close, and even feels that it is like a real person, just a pair of real eyes.
The statue was solemn, indifferent, and even beautiful, but
Lin Huai Sheng was cold from his bones and shuddered directly to his teeth.He suddenly thought of many related legends: dead things cannot be made too human-like, especially if they are given a pair of eyes.
In the next moment, he saw the statue "looking" at him, and
suddenly all the pupils and whites of his eyes that were originally missing were there.
These are really affectionate eyes.
The best thing is to grow on God......
As a result, it was as if God had also grown a delicate heart. Lin Huai Sheng followed suit, his face getting closer and closer to the other party, and his hands couldn't be
loosened.Lin Huai Sheng indulged himself, as if completely immersed in this world and this story.
Obviously he was holding the statue, but it seemed that the statue was hugging him. Lin Huai was born in the "embrace"
of the statue and felt a long-lost sense of security, as if he should be snuggled in this arm forever and ever, no one would disturb them.......
......no!
The contentment of closing his eyes lasted only a few breaths, and the darkness made people awake from the chaos.Lin Huai Sheng didn't move, and seemed to be completely stiff again.What's wrong with him?Why do you think so?How could the statue have eyes? He had clearly seen it with his own eyes just now. The statue had no eyes...!
Lin Huai Sheng felt that he was holding a monster.
He came to Miao's house very early, and he was humbled and taken care of by his brothers since he was a child. He was well protected and did not suffer any grievances. After marrying Miao Xuandu, Lin Huai Sheng's teeth were almost trembling now.
But what made him even more difficult to accept was his own guilt and shame, because what he had just thought of
in his closeness to this idol was Miao Xuandu.
[How did you cry.]
Obviously no one spoke, but Lin Huai Sheng heard a voice, through the periosteum, directly into his mind.If it weren't for "it", Lin Huai Sheng wouldn't even find herself crying.But Lin Huaisheng had no time to take care of it. Compared to the cold statue in his arms, he seemed to be the dead thing at this moment. A pair of numb and fearful eyes looked out of the bed blankly, and then a red gauze hung down.
[Nothing can make you cry, my wife.]
There is a trace of distorted paranoia in the ethereal spirit, this is the way the gods love.
......
Lin Huai Sheng woke up crying.
Before he could sit up in shock, he was taken into his arms first.This chest is not so hot, but it is the most reassuring
existence in the world for Lin Huai Sheng. Lin Huai Sheng looked up with tears in his eyes. It was Miao Xuandu.
He wanted to cry even more for some reason.
Miao Xuandu originally hugged people in his arms with charming and gentle thoughts, but seeing Lin Huai Sheng crying more and more uncontrollably, his calm and measured posture disappeared, and he changed back to the indulgent eldest brother.He picked Lin Huaisheng up, turned around and put him on his lap. The two of them were face to face, both wearing a single coat, and their body temperature was deeply perceptible.
Miao Xuandu whispered, "What's the matter?"
His words were slow, and his actions of pecking and kissing Lin Huai Sheng's tears between his words were also slow.Words are accommodated by actions, and actions are accommodated by worries that observe words and expressions. He has to understand why his little wife is crying before he can make the next move.
Thinking about it, the man who is a few years older can't help but feel uneasy, with a hint of hesitation in his concern.
"I... hurt you last night?"
For some unknown reason, the Miao Xuandu brothers liked Lin Huai Sheng from the bottom of their hearts when they
saw him at first sight, as if they had seen him in their previous lives, and the older Miao Xuandu even had more delusions in his heart. He speculated but was sure that Lin Huai Sheng was afraid of pain, so he couldn't hurt him.
Then they must have seen it in their previous lives. But when he got married last night, Miao Xuandu was
inevitably embarrassed by himself. Maybe he did behave wildly, and he didn't know if it hurt Shengsheng.......
Lin Huai Sheng slowly calmed down in Miao Xuandu's coaxing and kissing, and then heard him directly ask himself
about this kind of thing, he couldn't stop being ashamed and angry, and his plain white face flushed layer by layer.
"You......"
It was rare to see the expression of his little wife, Miao Xuandu couldn't help laughing, and the worries in his heart were relieved.
"It's time to call your husband."
Lin Huai Sheng never expected that when he was young, he felt that he was a gentleman of the moon and was regarded as a brother-like figure by himself. Only on the second day after his marriage, he looked magnanimous and took off his disguise. With a few anger and a few annoyances in his heart, he always felt that he was on a pirate ship.
Lin Huai Sheng was restrained, but he was also pure. It was too easy to guess his mind. Miao Xuandu completely let go of his worries before asking, "Tell me to your husband, why did you cry so badly just now?""
"I'm always worried that you have been wronged, that others have wronged you, or even that I have given you... This marriage has been done in a hurry."
Lin Huai Sheng refused to go on with Miao Xuandu.
"All right, Brother Xuandu.When you said you wanted to marry me, I was indeed surprised, panicked... happy, but I have never been wronged."
Lin Huasheng looked at this man who held his baby in his
arms like a baby, even preferring to be short, the affection in his heart was stronger and deeper than ever before, even to a kind of trembling that was lost and recovered.His eyes were a little hot again, but he was afraid that Miao Xuandu would worry about self-blame again, so he resisted, wanting to use Miao Xuandu's question just now to get this topic involved.qubu.
But Lin Huai Sheng would think hard about it, and he
completely forgot what the thing that brought him extreme fear and sadness just now was, as if......
"...just had a dream."
Lin Huai Sheng murmured.
Miao Xuandu saw it in his eyes and didn't ask any more questions. He knew that this was a manifestation of
insecurity in his life.
"I will treat you well."
Miao Xuandu didn't plan to say too much, because he had a lifetime to be with each other.
......
Lin Huai Sheng always knew that the Miao clan was a place with strict ranks and many rules. It was what Miao Xuandu called a "hasty wedding", which was actually a rare grand ceremony in a hundred years.
Lin Huai Sheng originally thought that after the two of them got married, as the "wife" of the patriarch, he would have a lot of worldly affairs, worldly affairs, and even many rules waiting for him, but they didn't. Even the fact that he was required to personally worship the gods every day was naturally placed.
No more maidservants staring at him all day long and reminding him......
Wait, why does he think so?
Lin Huaisheng's hand sprinkling bait into the pool suddenly stiffened, he suddenly withdrew his hand, and even felt that the breeze outside the pavilion was biting, making him hold
his arm with pimples.
Lin Huai Sheng was a little annoying, more upset. He wanted to leave. It was best to see Miao Xuandu right away, return to his side, see him, and listen to him casually say a word or two.
When he stood up, his hand was jerked and he fell backwards. The hot and humid breath of the visitor was like a sticky snake, rubbing against Lin Huai Sheng's ear, and kept getting in.
"Madam, where are you going."
Lin Huai Sheng saw the other party's face and cried out in a daze: "Zhong Ye!"
At the first sight of the housekeeper, Lin Huaisheng was terrified from the inside out, as if he had suffered a terrible thing because of Zhong Ye, and this face had already made him dare not take a look.
Zhong Ye didn't seem to hear it, and he immersed himself in his tenderness, but when he showed this tenderness to Lin Huai Sheng, it became something that made Lin Huai Sheng ashamed and angry to death.
Zhong Ye held Lin Huai Sheng's hand in restraint, but also in a chaotic posture.
He leaned closer a little bit until he finally tasted Lin Huai Sheng's lips.
"Madam, isn't it an appointment? I'm here to ask you for a reward."
Zhong Ye used to be a obedient dog, but now he is a wolf with fangs. He pressed Lin Huai Sheng down on the cold stone table in the pavilion and began his pilgrimage in worship.
......
Lin Huai Sheng felt that his tears were about to dry out.
His voice was also dumbfounded.At first he only cursed and cried at Zhong Ye. He didn't dare to let others know, but then he would rather someone follow his voice, so he was rescued from hell.......
This must be hell.
And Zhong Ye was the evil spirit who dragged him into
hell.When a person enters hell, he will be stripped naked and accept the judgment of human causal merits, and Zhong Ye becomes a snake, opening his fangs and biting firmly on his thigh, gnawing out a blood hole, but it is not blood flowing out of it. The poisonous snake stretched out its tongue and drilled into the wound. Lin Huai was so painful that he yelled, but there was ridicule from all sides on the road to hell. He looked down with tears on his face, but found that there was no wound on his body. It was his shameful self-esteem that was pierced.The poisonous snake under his body smiled at him slightly, his tongue penetrated deeper, and even bit maliciously with his fangs. Lin Huaisheng stiffened his legs and fell from the ground into the rapids below.
......
"Shengsheng!"
"Wake up!"
Lin Huai Sheng woke up with tears on his face, Miao Xuandu's eyes were worried, and he looked cautiously as if Lin Huai Sheng was something fragile at this moment.
And Lin Huai Sheng was indeed about to collapse.
There was a beast-like wailing in his throat, and he threw himself into Miao Xuandu's arms, as if this was the only place between heaven and earth that could give him a sense of security.
"Shengsheng, don't cry."
"Did you have another nightmare?"
Miao Xuandu hugged his little wife distressed. He didn't understand why Lin Huaisheng woke up crying from his dream twice in just a few days.
Is he not doing well enough?
He still married Shengsheng as his wife, and in the end it became a burden on him.......
Miao Xuandu's eyes darkened unconsciously, but his words and behavior in caring for Lin Huaisheng were still the husband that no one could match.
Lin Huai Sheng kept drawing warmth from Miao Xuandu's arms. Between struggling and getting close, there was
almost no gap between the two of them. Miao Xuandu's knee touched Lin Huai Sheng's leg. He felt abnormally wet and was taken aback.
"Shengsheng, you..."
But he didn't know that this was the last straw that crushed Lin Huai Sheng.
Lin Huai Sheng hugged him tightly, pulling his fingers into Miao Xuandu's back, and even gave Miao Xuandu a trace of
pain, but before Miao Xuandu could comfort him, Lin Huai Sheng grabbed his hand indiscriminately, and at the same time was pulling the belts of the two of them.
Lin Huasheng gave Miao Xuandu one wet kiss after another, between his lips or between his lips, he was like a child who
had made a mistake and wanted to make up for it or cover it up: "Xuandu, Xuandu, we are here...okay..."
"I want you to give me..."
Lin Huai Sheng desperately didn't look like a normal person, so he also aroused Miao Xuandu's madness.The two of them exchanged the hottest temperature on the cold ground of Shuixie Pavilion.
When Miao Xuandu's lips and tongue covered the wetness, Lin Huaisheng felt a kind of relief of collapse.
Only in this way can he let go of his panic and deceive himself.
Only Xuandu is true.
......
Miao Xuandu dressed his little wife, put on shoes and socks, and became a gentle and meticulous husband.
I don't know when it will get dark, and lights are hung in the distance.
Miao Xuandu didn't ask much, he only did the deepest thing.
"Put your arms around me."
"Take you back, it's going to be windy at night."
Lin Huai Sheng buried his head in his shoulders. The road back was very long. After experiencing extreme fear, collapse and happiness, he was physically and mentally exhausted to the extreme, and he said to Miao Xuandu with a strong spirit.
"They are not good..."
Miao Xuandu responded: "Who is not good?"
Lin Huai Sheng said in a muffled voice: "Those subordinates..."
"Okay, drive them away."
"I don't like Zhong Ye, you tell him to go..."
Even if Lin Huaisheng deceived himself, he still thought that what happened in the afternoon was true. He felt very guilty about Miao Xuandu in his heart, and he had unlimited grievances and pain. He could only continue to show his sincerity in this way.......
"Zhong Ye?Shengsheng, there is no such person in our family. Did you remember the wrong name?"